at what point does your body make you a neverpasser?i'm 5'11, have an 18 inch bideltoid, and a 35 inch underbust. is there literally anything i can ever do at all for the rest of my life to pass or should i just kill myself? i want to just kill myself but my friends are telling me it's not over but i think they're wrong.
>>41243692if you lose weight your underbust shrinks
>>41243735i used to body pass to some people when i was anorexic... maybe this will work. but that was before i started hrt and i'm scared i masculinised since then and it's not just weight gain
>>41243692i know a lot of girls that are over 6 feet tall, you can pass at most heights
>>41243692find a shorter girl to take your anger out on
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Can being trans really be spread like a social contagion or a fad? Does it only affect theyfabs?
>>41244134I just can’t conceive of him as being trans or a repper. Maybe a theymab but there’s just nothing feminine about him at all.
>>41244122Just come to Jesus him, fuck that.
>>41244193Regarding these feelings being fake and a trauma response/attempt to cling to me, or that he’s a deeply unfeminine and neverpassing tranny?
>>41244215Nta but uhhh maybe both. He sounds like he really sucks
>>41244167nothing feminine about me but now im a year and a half on that troon juice doing moderately better than i was
>gets traumatized by multiple cancellation attempts over 100% bullshit, to the point of retreating into making ONE (1) video per year>decides to come out of hiding to defend Israel, the most volatile topic in politics at the moment, after the United fucking Nations said Israel was doing a genocideWhat the actual fuck?
>>41244147>How many pro-palestinians are advocating for deportation of all israelis? I know noneMost of them? Most antizionists are antisemitic lmao>I don't think you really know what zionism is.Uh sure if you say so. I could go on taglit and give a more thorough exposé but I hate Israelis
>>41243255>>41243356>>41243623as far as i recall she basically said the leftist movement in america has been less than helpful in stopping the horrific genocide actively happening and everyone decided she was an israeli shill for that. xitter leftists stay addicted to directionless raging and marginalizing anyone who doesn't full agree w them, which i think kinda proved her point
>>41244178>Most antizionists are antisemiticElaborate.
she also defended the Clintons in the Epstein files and said trump shouldn’t release them. she is awful. trans women have really shitty right wing idiots on youtube. wish we had some based ones.
>>41244210Most people are antisemitic tbqh but yeah most people support Palestinians not because they give a shit about them but just because it lets them hate Jews. Wanna know how i know that for sure? Because they'll literally always use antisemitic canards with "jews" replaced (or not) by "zionists", or hate Israelis for like "appropriating food" etc... Disgust-based emotional arguments which really only do but distract from the horrors of zionism, its apartheid, and ofc genocide in Gaza.Antisemitism is like a huge pillar of western/Christian civilisation of which zionism is an expression already
Autism Editionprevious: >>41025819 >>41164381Goal of the thread: Think of something you are grateful for. Feel free to share it with us, but no pressure!Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I'm at a weird point in my life I graduate in a few months with a useless humanities degree, I spent the last 10 years in a dither and have only been on HRT for about 3 years, still boymoding half the time, I pass female consistently when I girlmode. I had my orchirectomy too. I'm unsure how to proceed in the fall, It took me 10 years to get this degree with me having a gap year, taking me 4 years at community college and me only recently being in my own apartment. Should I suck it up and apply to other jobs in girlmode? I wanna do plain white collar office shit. I'm a security guard and I know I will be painting a target on my back if I come out as trans to the company, along with the fact our client is a trucking company. Or would it be better to wait more, apply in boymode with my deadname to get around transphobic employers then do a trojan horse, come out and use HR?
>>41223405You got this senpai!
>StudyingI went back to school, which I guess it's a good thing but it doesn't always feel like it, because I have to study useless things and I'd have to study what I actually am interested in on my own time and I'm always too tired or burned out from school and other things to do that.>ReadingI have so many books that I'm not reading even if I want to and I seriously hate myself for it. I just can't stand the silence most of the time I need the illusion of company, books could give that too but I'm not a good enough reader for that to be the case.>SocialisingI have some interactions with people in school, nothing meaningful really but it does help a lot. I also started playing, although infrequently, games on vc with some old internet friends.I still think I'm too shallow and underdeveloped as a person to deserve or expect any real connection.>Working out, regular sleep schedule, dietSleep schedule's fine, diet could be better, I eat like shit sometimes because I'm stressed.I haven't been working out in a long time since I had to stop because of health issues, I will be able to start doing it again in a few weeks if nothing else happens, I hope I can stick to it.>Playing the guitarCompletely lost interest.I don't want to be delusional and say the small progress I made is still progress and it's enough, but I also don't want to be so negative to say nothing I did or do matters, so I don't really know what to say or think. I pretty much need to get past what I can get past and get used to what I can get used to, and chase my goals and ideal habits accordingly.
gn, i hate delivery sites
>>41230550>It does, it must feel like a limitation more than anything.that's exactly it. I started putting myself out there more during college and it was then that it hit me that i was very uncomfortable with the idea of hook ups, dating people that were practically strangers, etc. The only two crushes I've had were people I was extremely close with for at least two years or so, and while falling in love with them and feeling sexually attracted to someone felt magical, it just feels so unfair to me. I didn't ask for my brain to be this way, when I feel the loneliest I can't help but hate myself for it. On the plus side I used to think I was unattractive when it came to dating, but then I just realized the problem was me>what you feel you are missing out onI guess my youth?I'm 22, last year of uni and I'm just kinda scared of being lonely. Haven't had an irl relationship so FOMO does hit sometimes but it's moreso just me being a romantic and wishing I had my own special love story
sometimes people will try to talk to me about stuff that happened when i was younger and 90% of the time i have no fucking idea what theyre talking about and just have to pretend that i remember. If something made a big enough impact i can kinda remember it but other than that i really cant remember a lot
I wish I were either a girl, or an estrognated girly tranny, purely and only for sexual reasons. Is there a name for this type of sexuality beyond AGP? I know I have that but it feels more complex and not related to gender dysphoria.
>>41244184it's just anatomic AGP. i have it too so i take hormones and manmode to cope
I would transition if cis woman told me to
>>41243744Well it'll sound like I'm lying but I straight up have none U_U
>>41243919Freebleeding, trés chic
>>41243964I just wake up and if there's any blood i go and buy some
>>41243542alright go on then
>>41243542my ex told me to troon out
suffering
hi nona
>>41244163hii6
>>41242407should be happi but not
nothing is adquatekiill meekil meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee\i need to die in my sleep
Skinship editionqott1: https://strawpoll.com/eJnvVLLdknvqott2: Are you getting anything from steam's autumn sale?>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi (embed)>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag (embed)>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8 (embed)Previous thread: >>41130200
This place sure is dead today.
>>41233841>>41237753>>41238024Anne* ListerAnn was her gf
>>41219970i want to become masc serial killer
>>41233682poor cuck
>>41242252I work for a living, I ain't a Housewife Yet.That was just a trial run
why shouldn't i kill myself? why does everyone say they want you to stay alive so much even though they hate you and despise you? wtf is wrong with this world
>>41242891Is there anything we can do to help?
>>41243949i've been a masochist forever it doesn't really stop the thoughts>>41244049i dont think so, sorry. i dont know i just wanted to complain. im so pathetic
>>41244113Nothing wrong with just wanting to vent
>>41242891i'm fully of the opinion that suicide is the objectively correct option for some people but it's not socially acceptable to sayit's all "it gets better!" even when sometimes things quite literally can't and you're just permanently brokeni find it almost narcissistic honestly, to think that people owe you to live while suffering just so you don't feel bad
>>41244180Truth nuke
any of you grow up in LGBTQ affirming religious institution?
Quieter Than Silence Edition Previous… >>41197028QoTT: What makes you smile?
>>41243813I think you mean high school but fair enough, im in college now
>>41243829*Kisses your clitty so gently and softly*
God bless clittyanon.
/ourgirl/ robin just made it to her tenth anniversary of starting estrogen, say nice things about her and I'll show her this thread
>>41244195not sure someone who cares about robin would post this but we love robin
Do trans women go overboard with lip filler?
>>41242935Maybe. Being hypersexual is also more respectable than being an e-celeb.
>>41240943how is her facial skin so perfect, like flawless? makeup or edited? never seen a cisgirl, even skincare obsessed 20 year olds with skin that flawless
>>41243726Skin tint probably.
>>41241190Ah, no it's not
>>41241025why is she blue
I hate these kinda posts so much. Every time I manage to build at least a bit of self confidence and feel maybe I look fine or even cute I inevitably bump into this kind of "estrogen is magic! Look at my amazing results!" posting on social media and feel horrible about my results and like I look terrible in comparison and malformed. Everyone tells me to just give it more time for stuff like breast development (I'm only a B cup and my breast shape isn't too good) but it's been 3 years and I'm starting to lose hope now. And even then other trans girls seem to get much better development much sooner, it just doesn't feel fair. I fucking hate this. I wish all the people who post like this would just shut up and actually go enjoy their good transitions instead of bragging and making a bunch of us feel horrible
>>41239272Instead of radically altering your body can't you just get therapy and come to terms with not being female?
Jsyk, like most cis women don't get tits that big apart from maybe a few ethnicities but you're most probably white.My tits are way bigger than my mum's, but they're probably slightly smaller than picrel. There's always gonna be women with bigger tits, but bigger tits don't make you necessarily more attractive or feminine. Heck, mine kinda make me look larger than I am since they fall on the sides a bit which is annoying.
>>41243469Ok good, slow and steady is better to start. You can try switching to shots for a while even if the gel is working fine. Shots give you a spike of estrogen then taper down to trough level and that might be enough to unstall growth. It's worth a try
>>41243469On second thought, gel would go straight to bloodstream without making a pass through liver. You never got proper estrone: estradiol ratio during "early puberty" stage of transition. Try >>41242808 and see how that works out for you. You can try switching to shots for a while later
>>41244094>So why do you have to stay on estrogen then ?because if you don't you remasculinizeand if you had an orchi/srs already it's still bad because you actually do need some kind of sex hormones or your bones suffer and such (same as what happens in menopause)>Time line is 5 yearsthe majority of the obvious changes happen within the first 2 to 3 yearsif after the first 2 to 3 years you see no significant changes something is wrong with your hrt or something
