Would you still be cute with short hair? Or do you absolutely need it long in order to pass?
>>42327008if it makes me look like a manlet thats fine also. i don't really care. just sick of having to wash my hair all the time.
>>42326384Do your eyebrows NOW
i cut my hair during a panic and i regret it sm never cut ur hair ever
>>42322838i havent had a haircut in 7 years because im scared of this. i dont know what i would look like with short hair but it cant be good!
>>42322838after ffs I pass even if I shave my headbut I love my long hair so I won't cut it.
we can always tell if we see if you clearly in person
>>42327924>go back to Africa
>>42328007niggerlover
>>42328155>seething
>>42328164yeah im mad so what
>>42328164>>42328179Fight, Fight, Fight!Kiss, Kiss, Kiss!
Share your kinks, ask people about their kinks, ask people to explain the appeal behind kinks you don't understand, and generally be freaky
>>42328092as prey D: obviously
>>42327420Devotee or wannabe tho…
>>42328204I would still be into one amputated limb, but ideally I'd like to care for someone missing both legs/arms or all four limbs as my little invalid
>>42328231Whats the appeal? The helplessness? The loss of control? I read one sweaty gooning account from one basement dweller that luridly speculated that the amputee would require assistance masturbating.
I have a wide array of kinks but the most prominent are >military uniforms and riot gear >sadomasochism>politics play Lately I've been on a huge Russia and Ukraine kick. I truly fucking hate the war but I do want to be beaten up and called a zigger while being roughly facefucked, or to do the equivalent to someone else. I also enjoy Nazi uniforms. Again, not a Nazi.>>42326935Speaking of medfet I used to volunteer to be an "examination model" for a med school class and having them prod and palpate my organs felt so nice...
Breasts are such a crapshoot that it guarantees I could never get on e. It's at best an overcorrection. I could never risk a situation like picrel because trust I am irreversibly male in face. My dysphoria's bad enough to be severely depressing. I just want to be an androgynous twink like in the sad cartoons I watch but that won't happen. I don't think there's a realistic solution and if there is it'll take too long to get to it. I'm 75% on just ending it before any hrt desu.
>>42328003you can either make 0% progress or ?% progress, it's up to you
>>42328339You say this like being on E with breasts is more than 0% progress. It's not. If anything it's a step backwards.
>>42328003>I am irreversibly male in faceffs exists>I just want to be an androgynous twinkaging is real. You can't be that forever, but you can be for much longer on hrt.>>42328339 is correct. You can have 0% progress or non-zero% progress.>it'll take too long to get to itPatience is a virtue. Also, that "long" is getting longer each they you procrastinate instead of grabbing life by the balls.Also, procrastinating while on hrt cuts some of the potential losses.>t hrtfemboy procrastinating fully trooning out
i might actually despise ftfemboys/no t "trans men" more than agp rapehonsat least boomerhons probably have some sort of dysphoria, but these people are literally just women who feel the need to appropriate EVERYTHING after reading too much bl, and make sure ftms can never be taken seriously i thought all these attentionwhores died after 2021, but apparently some stuck around instead of becoming detransitioners who spread the word about the horrors of changing their name to Ash or Xavier for 6 monthsthe droves of 50 year olds with sissy kinks are way worse for optics, but something about these women really grinds my gearsmtf btw(feel free to shower with me with praise for my opinions trans guys)
>>42328254>>42328258you retard the whole point is that hes seen as a man. I legit didnt know he was ftm until this post. if ure seen as a man you wont be dysphoric. especially if hes flat chested and maybe has a masculine voice, people IRL dont care that much you just need to hop off
>>42328292>hes seen as a man>I legit didnt know he was ftm until this post.then you are possibly the most gullible person on earth
>>42328311many popular femboys look like him and are cis lol, hes just ur average looking femboy. im not gullible it's just facts.
>>42328311He IS seen as a man though? it's only on 4chan or by salty cis femboys that will call him FtM, when there's really no proof of that. everyone in his comments acknowledges he's a boy, dick or not.
>>42328354>>42328338literally his entire comment section is filled with people noticing she's a girl wtf are y'all talking about
MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
thanks for the feedback, I'll use unsee or catbox next time. Appreciate the advice
>>42328141>Visibly trans.Why not boymode?Anyway. Depending on where you live it may be illegal to not hire someone just bc they're trans, so most wagie-tier positions probably wont care. Same for government jobs.I'd be personally more concerned about muscle loss bc if you dont pass you wont get girl privilege which means they'll expect you to lift heavy shit around and all that moid nonsense.
>>42328167>Why not boymode?Really worried about boob growth making it too obvious and hard to hide>it may be illegal to not hire someone just bc they're transOn paper yes but businesses still dont care and can come up with a plethora of bullshit claims as to why they chose to not hire you. Ideally I dont want a wagie job, they suck and its extremely hard to live comfortably with one
>>42328197True ig. Ginecomastia happens a ton for nontranny reasons. I'd just lie about an unspecified endoctrinal issue desu.If you end up in a highly specialized field they wont care about gender or transness. Thats why so many mtfs are in compsci(partially)
Siiigh. Wish i wasn't ugly and literally looked 1:1 like the chudwojak meme so that i could troon out and become cute.It is what it is.
>your letter>grossest thing you doI'll go first:transbianI like to use bobby pins to scoop ear wax out of my ears. It causes my ears to over produce wax, similar to when you shampoo your scalp too often creating more sebum production. However for my ears it feels like I good thing because I love the sensation of cleaning them out. People turn into basedjaks and go nooooooo you'll poke your heckin ear out noooooo but it has never happened. I sometimes fantasize about collecting the wax and making a candle like shrek did but I think I'll have to wait until I'm an old lonely widow to do something so disgusting.
>>42328351gayden, i love picking at my nose and blowing it into my hands when i don't have a hankerchief, wipe them on pants afterwards. also i like popping my pimples and i rarely wash my face to have more of them
I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
any runescape players here?
>>42328284used to play but then i learned my ironman account couldnt pickup loot from dead bodies in the wildy so my whole plan of making a zerker ironman to pk on and collect 1 of every item from pkers got kinda ruined, might make a 1def pure at some point and try hit that fatty dclaw spec for infinite dopamine but the fact jagex insists on making ancient spells just so disgustingly op you dont ever have a choice of not just ice spamming someone to infinity makes me sad
>>42328284Shits expensive I had to quit a few years agoHaven’t killed myself yet
>>42328280imagine taking pills that make you fat and unable to orgasm
>>42328360isnt that hrt?
I fell asleep so making this thread again>Describe your appearance and state your ethnicityTall, slim, dostoevski looking, white.
>>42328285>dostoevski looking
>>42328285depends on whats ur type. pre top surgery?pre hrt?phallo?
>>42328302If i was born afab id never do phallo its a terrible case of grafting straight from elder ringId def do hysterectomy and hrt but not to the point it makes me ugly non femboyTop surgery idk if boobs are big yes if small id just bind until they disappearSo basically this is what my type is
and what do you offer these femboys?
>>42328366Uhm my body soul and eternal loyalty?idk
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42327418You don't accept that kind of loss. I think you need to discreetly contact a lawyer and follow their advice on how to recover some of your money.Sorry your friend has let you down so badly
>>42327418Seconding >>42328074, contact a lawyer and explain it to them. Worst case scenario is they tell you that there's nothing they can do and charge you for a consultation, best case scenario you get your money back.
>>42328074>>42328101It was in crypto so I honestly deserve it. A lawyer won't help me.
>>42328196Did a lawyer confirm to you that it's hopeless?
>>42328252There's no way to prove any of it even happened.
blah blah post your charts, guess letters, rate people, Plus and minus, i assume yall know the deal. Pls dont lazy post
>>42327010Forgot to post my chart oops
>>42319427giving femcel mtf>>42321247the ftm with good taste>>42323085ftm +++ for listening to destroy boys
>>42319427
>>42319427lesbian mtf>>42322377inveracity spotted, definitely a chaser>>42323085bi mtf>>42326923lesbianbolt thrower good
I don't fit in here>>42322377FtM that tries too hard>>42319427<3 Gezebelle, MtF>>42321247Gr8 industrial, cisles?
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
I had a weird troon dream or maybe two which were connected. In the first one it was basically real life but everyone's names appeared above their head like it was a mmo. My friend saw I had changed my name to a female name and laughed at me and I felt quite ashamed. In the second dream I was wearing this long multicolored silky dress which hung to the body. I quite liked the dress but my "bits" still slightly showed while wearing it so I went online for advice. The only advice I could find was by this old and like geniuely deformed old man. I found him so disgusting it woke me from my dream.I really need to stop looking at this general.
>>42328161Yeah it isn't really a reason to put it off. I think my actual biggest reason to rep is that I live with my parents still.I'm planning to move out next year so I was thinking maybe start hrt this summer or fall and then I'll be in my own place once the changes start showing.
>>42328260Just don't tell them.Let the chips fall where they may.I didn't tell anyone lol. They just noticed when I kinda sorta malefailed.Now I have the problem of how to finally live as a woman. I'll probably do the same and avoid all the cringy "coming out" shit. I have the hearing for name and ID change on the 26th. I guess that's the cutoff date for me being a repper in any meaningful capacity.
>>42328266Thank you. I've been putting it off for so long because I was scared of how my family would react.I should start living for myself yk.I'm really happy for you, I hope everything goes well.
>>42328326>I hope everything goes well.The hearing will go well. I fulfill all of the legal criteria. It's a mere formality.Learning how to dress my age is going to be the nightmare, lol.Also figuring out what kind of ffs I need.It's all a process. I didn't even expect to have these problems. I started with the "let's see if this works" mentality. Then I was at the psychiatrist for an attention related issue (one year into hrt) and casually mentioned the troon stuff and he was like "let's write you a prescription for that so you don't have to bother with the black market shit"One thing led to another and now, 4yrs later, I'm testing dresses and skirts lol. It's surreal.
what's the least painful way to kill yourself?hanging? ODing? i don't have access to a firearm because europe i'm pretty tired of being ugly, iwnbaw, and waiting for hrt to do the very little it does is driving me insanei'm dying a khhv virgin, which i'm sad about, never got to feel the touch of a man before i go, which sucks, but happiness is for the more fortunate anyway
>>42327646look you’re just not photogenic there are a lot of attractive people who are terrible at taking photos or getting their picture taken. If anything thats a good sign you’re better looking in person a photo is a still image that can’t capture your full look. Anyways you’re not ugly if you’re wondering the acne can go away with dieting or prescriptions. Pls don’t kys ;(
>>42324294you'll be fine. keep going. i'm allowed to say this since i have been on hrt for a decade.
>>42327786thanks, i'm probably not going to for now, i was just having a particularly bad day
>>42327859What happened in your day anon?
>>42324294U aren't even ugly lmfao.I think your face will pass desu, not even trying to hugbox.
I once saw a tiktok saying "yeah trans women are women but trans men are men? Cmon" and I can get that to some extent, because cishet men are kinda annoying so they're hated by queers and women, but are most trans men even men??
>>42328321Both points are bad because transsexuals are nothing other than their actual genderThough I can see why there's more concerns for women's safety with cis men pretending to be trans
>>42328331Use frengen or soc, it's not good to be alone
>>42328345it’s even less good to be veltail
>>42328345ive given up on friendship. ill be ok.
>>42328353Ok.....>>42328356Ok, good luck
is it genuinely over for me? So much of my body has been messed up during my early life. Before I even had the chance to process it all and knew about DIY, T and DHT wrecked so many parts of my body. I feel like a cursed abomination with so many flaws and yet somehow my boyfriend still loves me and accepts exactly as I am rn. Don't get me wrong, he would like some things to change too (SRS mostly), but he always reassures me that my appearance, my voice etc. are all fine and normal and that he likes them, thinks they are cute or pretty etc. Yet I've heard different views about those things coming from people online and my own inner critic. It all messes with my head, I don’t know what to think anymore. Maybe I have to go through some kind of ego death to process all of this and be more kind to myself. I don’t know, yknow?
>>42327525>getting a psychiatristgood idea no memeway i look at it is if someone isn't paying my bills or fucking me idc what they think
>>42327584It's just so ingrained and normal and the issue is that the negative views online and my inner critic align :/ but I will really try to change my outlook and try to get some inner peace
it's soooo obvious how I always get replies when I post pics of myself but when I don‘t the thread is dead :x
>>42327967The board is infested with chasers so no shit
>>42327999I guess so
