I'm FTM and I don't think there's anything wrong with a man being into baking. If anything, it is a manly hobby. It is a science. Piss the fuck off if you don't like cakes and cookies!
>>42183366Malebrain is when misery
Do normies even believe this shit?
i like cooking. all the best chefs are men anyway
I have to be into cooking because my trans-fem gf refuses to do any of the cooking (or anything)Also even normie cis couples don't give a fuck about men cooking, baking or otherwise. This isn't the 1850s
>>42183447one must imagine sissyphus enjoys sucking the half limp gock
Here’s what I found:It’s too late for me. I turned 36 this year and finally ended up with a prescription I should have chased down long ago, but here we are. Was on 25mg spiro and 2mg estradiol daily. Started on Xmas eve, no reason in particular, just thought it’d be easy to remember. Drop four hits of acid today and come to a realization that I am doing so well for myself as a cis guy that this seems like a road I don’t need to go down. I feel like I have a lot of other things in life I should take care of first. I am not even close to where I should be financially. And I get enough unsolicited attention from women that I feel like I’m attractive. So no “male loneliness cope” here either. Idk, I just kinda realized this isn’t as cute or hot as I imagined it to be. I think about sex a lot less and my chest feels tingly. The same videos jerked off too weeks ago don’t even hit right anymore, so I don’t even get the distraction of “everything goes away once I cum” I feel unfulfilled, and I get why women seem like they are never satisfied. I dabbled for a week but I think it’s not for me. The physical aspects I want are too unobtainable at this point without surgeries. And they don’t even turn me on after it becomes who I am, so what’s the point?
As the night goes on, I realize that four hits should not be this easy to get thru. I think I may have gotten my tolerance too high over the past few years. I think there’s a problem there I should address.
>>42180692My experience differs somewhat; I always envied girls physically at a young age (not being allowed to have long hair, painted nails, pierced ears like they could, etc), considered DIY at 15 but didn't for various reasons (excuses) until a maturing hairline broke me at 22. There is this very common cultural idea now that extreme porn of various kinds will cause somebody to become transgender. Normal guy somehow stumbles upon sissy porn, or enters a rabbit hole into more extreme porn, and boom, now he wants to inject hormones. But, in my experience, it's a cart and horse situation; leaning into extreme fetishism is a coping mechanism for dysphoria, because in the long term dysphoria cooks your brain. 50-60 year old men who rep end up being gross crossdressing sissies because this shit literally cooks their brain. For about 4 years, I was outwardly just an average guy, but online spent close to $9,000 over the course of those years commissioning a couple hundred pieces of art of my fursona. Not the gross fetish art you see all over, but genuinely beautiful portraits of her as a vestal virgin, bathing in a lake, reading, just, existing. She was just this character on my screen but she was the idealized version of me, this normal happy beautiful woman I could never ever be. I had no interest in sex, and 9/10 times masturbated to art of her. But, ultimately, all of this was a maladaptive psychological something or other for me being a tranny closet case. HRT made me lose interest in commissioning more art, and weirdly, has made me find men attractive. Not just what they can do to me, but aspects of their bodies, hairy chests & legs & strong jaws & big rough hands & the way a dick is so inviting to play with....which are things I'd never in a million years considered pre-HRT. It feels so right and satisfying, to have the possibility of a more functional normal sexuality.>>42181437 says it well; a reconstruction of the sex drive and sex life 1/2
>>42183549>>42182417so, you have two choices; spend the next 40 or so odd years gooning to sissy porn, crossdressing, or engaging in whatever niche sexual thing you use to cope with this situation. or; start HRT now while repping, save for a few years to surgerymaxx, and roll the dice at the possibility of spending your late 30s / 40s onwards with a new body, new sexuality, new mind, new lease on life. I don't know your situation, maybe it really is physically hopeless, but you'd be amazed what a half decade of hormones, surgeries, and the other hon science here could do for you. Having an acid trip is nice, but those feelings of "wow this really changed my life" tend to wear off in a matter of months, or over several years. I don't have a crystal ball sitting next to me but I'd wager in five years you would be sitting here in nearly the exact same spot, only going "if only I had done such and such at 35....". So, think about it. One thing you can never say past this point is that you weren't told. Good luck anon <3 2/2
>>42180692>just kinda realized this isn’t as cute or hot as I imagined it to be
>>42183571Thank you for that. I just wanted to let you know I saw it and it gives me something to think about. I think you’re right about how this might come back in even just a few months.
Would you let your partner beat you?
Honestly, yes, but not necessarily for sexual gratification. I have extreme abandonment issues, and I'm a bit of a people-pleaser as well. I'm also aware that, as a non-passing mentally ill tranny, to a certain extent I am fundamentally unlovable. So, I would probably let someone physically abuse me sometimes as long as they were nice to me emotionally. At this point, I value feeling loved and appreciated in my relationships more than I value feeling safe.
>>42175941i'm not proud of this but my self esteem is so incredibly low that if i genuinely loved him and it meant he wouldn't leave me i would probably let him
A girl I liked was really mad at me once and I offered my arm for her to bite. She drew blood and left a mark for years. I don't regret letting her do that so my answer would be yes. It can't be just anyone, though.
i don't know what it is but the thought of a man beating me and me desperately not wanting him to is v affirmingu know how subs say they like ppl domming because it puts the impetus on the dom to "force" them to all the things they secretly want to due to themselves but feel some kind of XYZ way abt it that they cant ?thats me w/ hurting myself i need someone else to do it and i need to not want it to keep some level of humility
Reminder that masochism and submitting to men is fembrained
we hate fags of all kinds editionPrevious thread: >>42172245QOTT: what is your love language?
>>42183562>>42183568no i’m done posting pics for the time being
>>42183607you just push up on your balls until they go in, it's not rocket science
>>42183607i assumed they were some secret thing you needed a doctor to findbut then i discovered that i'd been squishing my balls up there since i was a kidwhat a fag
>>42183620i’m exceptionally stupid, unfortunately
>>42182763sorry what what lumps is it bad what does it feel like
do you think looksmaxxers beling under the trans umbrella? i ask this semi seripusly, there is an aspect of "transitioning" to the shit they do. you dont stfrke your face witht a hammer if you dont feel dysphoric to some degree.
>>42183596No that's retarded. Having BDD is not the same as GD
>>42183596trying to pass as a 10/10 chad is like being trans in a lot of ways and you should watch Contrapoints Incels video on this very topic>>42183630muh labels!
>>42183642contrapoints is a retarded unc
clav is a degen junkie and 5 psl on a good day but reel brained zoomies dont know any better. before .net went down he wouldve been laughed out of the scene
is /lgbt/ dead because of ai? feels way less active
>>42182804>why did mid-pretty trannies leave?They were getting banned for self-posting or posting threads about being straight.>how do mid-pretty trannies come back to take up more space?You let the them self-post and attention whore. >Do you think everyone just got forced out by those threadsNo, they just bring the board down and expose the poor moderation. When it comes to /soc/ posting you will be banned, but when people blatantly spam daily threads of BNWO shit and /pol/ post they're sanctioned. >>42183034At its worst people were straight up getting banned for posting anything that was straight. As in any tranny that talked about liking men, dating men, and vice versa.
>>42183489lol righto, my bad.I see what you mean about rage bait optimizing engagement. Perhaps if 4chan were devalued as a place to stir up engagement? Like, if it wasn't a hotbed of whatever Russian bots or the FBI or whoever thinks (allegedly) makes it so valuable for farming whatever it is they do?But I guess the anonymity thing will always make it somewhat attractive for whatever that is.Besides, the mainstream media has been trying to do that for years.Honestly, when I "joined" this site as part of the covid wave, I was kinda surprised how decent it was outside of /pol/ and /b/.Maybe I should jump over to /x/ and see what they think of that.>>42183508It is interesting to me that the solution among (((reportedly))) old users seems to be more moderation, despite lack of moderation being the mythos of the site (and again, what attracted me, since I remember a less moderated web), but if that's the consensus, maybe it is time to jump ship and establish something new.I still believe in Father 4chan, if only because I hope the finicky web and powers that be will pay more attention to something else by February and that the malaise is cyclical somehow, but I'll admit I'm more cynical of that now.Either way, I'm going to bed. To show my age, the night of Obama's reelection, I was on Facebook both watching headlines pop up on my feed and talking to someone in Australia about the ideological meaning of the election. In that moment, I thought I saw was social media was all about.Obviously that didn't hold up, Still, thanks for making this newfag feel like an oldfag.
>>42182111Well, I'm not fucking watching that then...
>>42183619I'm not advocating for more moderation I'm advocating for equal moderation.
>>42183635I lied, I'm not quite in bed, what do you mean by equal moderation? Is that the culling of the shit threads?Again, my sympathies lie in not necessarily more moderation.
8 months postop FFS, am I cooked?
>>42183507>>42183541something is wrong with your eyes nona get a refund holy shit
>>42183507>>42183541you look like a woman to melooks like you have curly hair and could benefit from the curly girl method or something similar, but otherwise you pass well enough to mealso are these no-makeup pics?
Where are your eyes dawg
>>42183559I had brow contouring, brow lift, cheek fat transfer, rhino, reductive genioplasty, jaw contouring >>42183572Yeah I'm in the process of figuring out my hair. No makeup in either of the pictures. >>42183576Scared of posting full face on 4tranBonus body picture
>>42183585Holy man hands
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42116992
>>42183663Thank you for the new thread you beat me to making it
>>42183670Any time, I figured I would take the burden off someone else tonight since I can't sleep.
>be me, 23 y/o troon>crippling dysphoria so bad I can’t even go outside most days>have unusual dream where I stumble into a Uni classroom and find a twink in front of my lecturer’s corpse>he cuts a piece off and forces me to eat it>threatens to kill me if I tell anyone what he’s done>spends the rest of the dream relentlessly stalking me, threatening me, and obsessing over me>I literally spend what feels like close to a month inside this dream with him doing this, scariest experience of my life>I try to distract him one day by telling him I saw police at the University>he runs off searching>I try to get help but no one listens to me because I’m so dizzy and they keep trying to get me to a doctor>evil twink returns and says he’ll take me to one>drags me off into a classroom with another lecturer tied up and tries to guilt me into killing them>”I’m your friend, I’m doing this for you, why are you so ungrateful”>I’m considering whether or not to do it >I wake upComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42183599You sound incredibly smart anon,,,, do you analyze dreams a lot?
>>42183606Im actually a gay retard. But yes I analyze dreams all the time.
>>42183564Omg porpentineAbout yr dream u shd read georges batailles. He will show u the way. This is like his thing
Something to do with Nietzsche
>>42183618Holy kino anon >>42183651Yayyyy thank you for the author recommendation! I adore Serious Weakness so if his work is anything like that or the dream I had, I’m sure I’ll love it! >>42183656So profound…
I can feed myself sometimes, but my cats eat better than I do most of the time. I just lay in bed all day and browse 4chan or watch YouTube. Occasionally I'll play a videogame or switch to Law & Order SVU. I take 40 mg Prozac and 450 mg Lithium carbonate daily for depression since my suicide attempt last year. I work maybe 12-16 hours a week at my job on average, because it's deadline based and impending deadlines are the only thing that motivates me to do work. Most of the time I'm just bedrotting and billing 40 hours. I'm considered a high performer somehow.I'm basically friendless in that I have no one I talk to regularly, including family. I have no motivation to make friends or leave my apartment except to buy groceries and pick up my prescriptions. I've been in plenty of relationships though the guy I was dating broke up with me a couple months ago.I hope it doesn't sound like I'm humblebragging since I know this is living the dream unironically for some of you. I just want to hear from anons who aren't suffering because of their material conditions. Because I feel like a pathetic nepo baby who needed a parent to beat the shit out of me a few times to knock some sense into me, and since that never happened, I can't function sustainably as an adult. Is this all there is? An endless series of tasks that I have to force myself to accomplish? I'm almost 28 and I still feel like I'm fighting the same internal battle over whether or not to build an exit bag I've been fighting since 18. Being around people makes me feel worse so I avoided it like the plague, and now people avoid me, because I'm obviously a neurotic anxious mess.Weed helps but only temporarily. I know I'm wallowing in self pity. I just hope someone will read this and say the right words to snap me out of it.>t. a mostly luckshit passoid, FFS and voice trained, a bit twinkhon-y but dysphoria is manageable, well paying career where I can WFH full time. I'm 27, four years HRT.
>>42183210are you op? i'm not smart i just know what's wrong with you>the secret words to say to me so I can start getting betterthe fact that you describe yourself with terms like histrionic and neurotic tells me you've probably read enough about psychopathology in your attempts to diagnose that fundamental defect you've always known you had that you will have seen all these secret words before, you just either didn't realize they applied to you or preferred not to
>>42183284>you will have seen all these secret words beforeFuck it's as I feared
>>42183372the worst part is i bet whatever it is you're talking about is not it at all, like bpd or narcissism or something like that. am i way off?
>>42183437No your first reply was spot on describing my condition. My psychiatrists have never formally diagnosed me with a personality disorder.I badly want to believe that my life can be turned around if I just "knew" how, while automatically rejecting any solutions that require effort on my part. So my asking for "secret words" is just my cheeky way of asking for hope, or some equivalent of being slapped in the face and told to snap out of it.
>>42183550i'd like to believe that too anon. i'm still looking for that hope myself
Why would a trans woman inject testosterone and be a bodybuilder prior to transitioning?
>>42183154No. Never.
>>42183154hopefully i won't be here to let you know in 6 months
>>42183102No ffs no nothing?Post no makeup no filters no anglesAlso I did not because I thought it would be better for my mental and physical health. Did nothing for mental and I lost more weight after than pre hrt.Kinda gained some back but I'm working on it
>>42183467I'm not that person, but I looked around the reddit account and found this post with a video so you can see what that face looks like in motion. Still covered in makeup though.https://www.reddit.com/r/FolkPunk/comments/1juwxaz/this_is_just_me_covering_im_not_a_good_person_by/
>>42183590she has a really nice voice
Having a pussy ends up feeling natural. Like it's a normal part of your body.Not that non-ops would ever know. Why do you still have your dick, really? It used to be understood that transition involved sex reassignment surgery unless it was medically contraindicated.
>>42183362but if you have a dick you can only get fucked in your asshole, if you have a pussy you can get fucked in your pussy, or get fucked in your asshole if you decide you don't feel like getting fucked in your pussyhaving a pussy gives you more options
>>42183141As much as I hate what I have I'm terrified that it'd only get worse because transition has made many of my sensitivities worse, not better, and I want to fix that before getting the snip.
>>42183141Ignore this spastic. He's either an SRS "surgeon" or an srsoid that is desperately trying to cope with his bad life decisions
>>42183597And how would you know what a good SRS result feels like after healing finishes?
>>42183141>It used to be understood that transition involved sex reassignment surgeryThey also tried transplanting a uterus in you in the early days and that didn't work out too well.I'm not an srs hater though. To be honest I find the concept of srs very hot. But I can totally see not wanting it too. Most any modern dick and balls having mtf can decide at any point to take clomid for a bit and have a functional sex organ (and potentially as many as 40% of mtfs have viable sperm counts even while on hrt according to some studies).Srs is a commitment to removing that functional organ and replacing it with something of the desired form in a kind of artificial way that not everyone is going to down to accept as a lifelong state. Yeah, there are plenty of regular women who are infertile, including basically all women past age 50, but where we're at today is still somewhat different from what regular women have even when they're infertile. That might always be the best anyone can get. I don't know the future. But I think it's fair to not be down for getting that done.
This woman was murdered and dismembered by a tranny in Sweden last Saturday.
>>42182892>polesPolish people? what did we do
>>42181723if they were kept in a mental institution they wouldn't have been let out in the first place like >>42179403 said
We should just execute gigahons on the spot. Same for srsoids
>>42182618>He was close to passingin what way???he is literally bald
>>42182437>trust me bro
anyone else here is a virgin and will probably die one?or do we only have gross AIDS ridden faggots and troons who fucked hundreds of people?
>>42181799only if you're a normalfaggot, a coomer or both>>42180519how old?
>>42180488no>>42180457>only 12least sexually deranged faggot/troonproving my point exactly
>>42180445yeah im 26 not khv and im not even ugly. I just don't care rly. I want someone to love me (not going to happen)
23, virgin, scared of sex, would rather be hit or verbally objectified or ig jacked off in front off honestly. that's the only thing that sounds remotely sexually satisfying atm..
>>42180445my first and only sexual partner is my current boyfriend and we didn't meet until I was 20.
If a board replaces it's users every few years, is it really the same board?
>>42183482ty
>>42183441and I bet you're still a boymoder....
>>42183506np ^^
>>42183510Back then people said part time and full time usually But no lmaoHRT without transitioning is like an angel not using her wings
>>42183478If identity is a complex, then they are all ttttheseus' board, just variations on the same self, expanding outward from a single point, the same way we expand from a single point in time to our current selves.
