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watching Dev explain this to normgroids was so funny
>>42133702i sometimes wish i had been smart enough to go into stem, i think i mightve liked something like civil engineeringim not on this chart, anyway
>>42137956why did all the stem trannies die?
i'm not interesting enough to be any of these.
repressor i guess? repressed til like 28, genetically kinda lucky, been she/her'd by randoms a few times in my life including recently which was nice. i like to think there's a little hope for me not being miserable forever
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>>42140250putting it back in is retarded; if you feel worried about your dose that much just get a new needle
>>42140268like inject air into my self what lmao>>42140287ive been using the same box of needles for like half a year i think now i dont think thats the issue. unless maybe that spesific one was dodgy maybe idk
>>42140296>like inject air into my self what lmaoi dont think it matters if its not in a vein obviously you dont want a bunch tho>unless maybe that spesific one was dodgy maybe idkmaybe you were pressing sideways a bit and the friction caught the plunger? theres not a lot of space since its supposed to be enclosed so you cant angle the plunger from the barrel by much. they are rubber and stick to plastic but they have a tiny bit of silicon lube maybe the liquid or pressure displaced it. i know when i clean big lab syringes with alcohol for reuse in measuring things it makes them stick super hard
if i want to blindly increase my dose without bloodtests from like 4 to 8mg or maybe down to 2mg over several months what kinds of things should i look for for "too high" think i have a good list for "too low" already
>>42140383worst case scenario u'll be emotional, bit more tired and maybe get headaches/migrainesif you notice feelings like that that improve right when ur at through, probably dont do 8mg againpure hon science on my end tho its just how i think about my dosing bcs i havent been getting tests latelypeak feels bad and i feel better at near my next shot - am doing too muchpeak feels good and i feel worse near my next shot - am not doing enoughagain though this is retarded and subjective you should just get tested lol, ive seen ppl have crazy high levels n gaslight themselves into thinking they're low
qott: what's your hot take? let it rip fuck it
finger on the trigger.... finger on the trigger.... finger on the trigger.... finger on the trigger.... finger on the trigger.... finger on the trigger.... finger on the trigger....
i diddnt cut today and i showered too
>>42139511im fat now i dont like it
>>42140403also i dont have a hot take
>>42140398no one cares paige
why are so many ftms into taxidermy?
>>42137973>>42136050i've known three doods who collect roadkill and bleach the skeletons
>>42137973Unironically yes. But medical school sounds like Hogwarts level fake to me, so I just settled for leftover animals.
>>42136050Every ftm is a necrophile and dead animals are the closest they can get
>>42137973Wait do you like shrimps>>42137986I almost became a part of this stereotype but I ended up being too lazy to do it. I did skin a few frogs as a young teen however
>>42140432Ftms yearn to be spiritual workers again
post voice review voice
>>42136535fr honestly this is one of the best threads on this board
>>42130495Do you guys have some specific phrase you use to train? Also give me something to say on vocaroo, I don’t wanna talk about my personal life
>>42138196i train by singing mostly but if you dont wanna talk about your personal life do what i did earlier (>>42134843) and just talk about your interpretation of a book you read or a movie you watched or something
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bleh i strained my throat here. just waking up https://voca.ro/1aWq92b54Chr
Whats tttt's favorite fighting game?
SF2 Zero/Alpha
Sonic the Fighters
>>42139952GGS cuz I'm basic.
>>42139998Do you take a shower every wipe day
>>42140038I was a prolific fg labber for a minute. Found the first solo tod in dbfz, all of inos optimal routes in xrd, though they were so hard they mostly weren't worth going for. I haven't played hftf in a minute but it's a sick game I'll always love. Maybe I'll revisit some time.
>me deep in manmode telling the nurse doing my EKG that my tanner 4 gynecomastia just somehow happened and I'm not injecting estrogen
Just say soi diet
>>42138685I agree
>>42138569>>42138867>>42138639Have you tried letting the medical staff know what the fuck you're doing and what you fucking need in advance? It will either get you better medical care or let you know you need to switch docs/facilities.
>>42140328it's none of their business
>>42140328I would prefer to not die of the tranny broken arm syndrome. I was refused further diagnostics until I stop DIY HRT one time and I am never repeating that again.There isn't an infinite supply of pro troon doctors available everywhere around the world.
I've realized now that sexuality is simply a way of pacifying and controlling the populace. This is most obvious in "deviant" sexualities like yours, but it's also used on heterosexuals. If young people were pointing their sexual urge towards family formation, would people really be so accepting of every degradation and disgrace foisted upon them? This board, one of the most sexualized out there, is full of low-agency, depressive, disorganized people. People are less healthy, birthrates are tanking, everything is getting more expensive, there is NO culture, there is NO society. And people are placated with their pornography, hookups, and, television, while their countries are being RAPED. Fight while you still can.
>>42139338>And le Sex, it really is an awful thing, I tell you. I am telling you thatFor real sounds true but might be brainrot, I am inclined to believe it and swallow such a load
>>42139352Since the 1960s people have become freer and freer to pursue whatever sexual escapades strike their fancies. Are they healthier? Are the birthrates stable? Are people happy? Is dating easier? You need to think on a systems level; treat society as an engineering problem. Don't think on an individual scale, think on a mass scale.
>>42139338okay
It might do that as a side effect but sexuality is definitely a naturally emergent phenomenon and it predates society.
>>42139338>fight while you still can>by producing more mindless slaves for worklol christfags are funny
The more I talk to FTMs the more I've come to realize that the normal, inoffensive, conservative "I just wanna be a dude" types are fembrained, and the eccentric septum-pierced, neon hair dye types are the trve malebrains
>>42139290I will use my penis to rape you. I'm rapebrained.
>>42139290TRVTHNVKE
>>42139290both are terminally fembrainedit's almost 2026 and still no scientific evidence for ftms being anything other than women
>>42139718Based
Most ftms are afraid of being the brazen assholes that men are.Even the simpiest man is willing to be more egocentric and assertive than most ftms.They're too deferential and nonconfrontational.
horny bois edition
need to be loosened up and left leaking...
how do i be horny without thinking of him and then getting sad
>have a trans friend>she started transitioning only a few months after I met her but I've known her for a decade now and have always thought of her as a woman>even had a crush on her for a bit but now we're just close friends>a few months ago we go to an anime convention>I decide to do a crossplay for fun>I ask her for help with mascara because I keep on blinking>she helps me out>At one point she asks me to look down>I see that her shirt is loose, her bra is loose, and I can see her chest very clearlymonkeybrain.gif>snap out of it>fight for my life to not stare at her tits but also not blink>when I get home I think about her chest as I jerk off and cum so hard it shoots and hits my faceWhy am I like this?
>>42140360You said it yourself, monkey brain.
>>42140040its such a strange thing to be turned on by, like a form of masochism, but instead of getting off on physical pain, its emotional pain that makes you cum. probably similar to what makes cucks nut as they watch another man fuck his girl. that would be wonderful though. imagine if you were in the gym showers and someone stole your clothes and left just a frilly pink dress behind. will you leave in the dress, or naked? what if you have to ride transit home?
My dad doesn't approve of me being gay.
>>42140301no because you're a man.
>>42140304why is op's attraction to men caused by his low t then saar
>>42140357too much estrogen mixed with testosterone
>>42140363so if i had more testosterone i'd be horny for men too? it's that easy to control human sexuality?
>>42140375yep
hello lgbt does anyone have any ideas for what i should draw. i am out of lightbulbs and very bored. im happy to draw you if you want or somethingpicrel by me but like a two minute ms paint drawing i can draw better than that i swear hahaalso post ur own drawings if you'd like! i love seeing peoples art
>>42138086i love it!!! thank you so much! :-D
>>42136183U never draw mine nona :(
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>>42104238Draw an srsoid thats huffing copium and desperately trying to convince a prettier, non-op transwoman to get SRS.
>>42104238May I pretty please get one Eito Aotsuki in his class armor (picrel)Big fan of the art btw
I have no one to talk to and im going mad. My psychosis is getting worse.Everyone i walk past wants to kill me. Hatred is the only emotion i associate with the human face
>>42140175Smol cat needs love
I feel the same way about humans. Were you stalked too?
take someone important out with you
>>42140316fedpostOP dont kill yourself
>>42140160You need to calm down.Anger and fear lead to the dark side.I'm not even joking, though it sounds like I am. You need to ground yourself.Stop overthinking everything.Concentrate on your immediate reality.Breathe deep and slowly.Controlling your breathing will control your fear.You can venture far in your fantasies but only if you practice grounding and fear control. If you don't learn to control your fear, you will scare yourself to death, or make yourself have a violent break.Remember that you can always go back. Don't be afraid you'll lose some nifty idea if you ground yourself.
>be me, 26, dated only guys since age 18>body county ~15, only ever bottomed for guys>really hot female friend asks if I will fuck her one day when she was staying over. I was shy but said okay. >try to do it with her but my pp shrank back down to almost 3.5 inches.>had orchi 2 years ago>only gets hard when I jork it lying flat on my back>boner disappears whenever I try to mount her>she asks if I'm okay>I get flustered and self conscious>I realize my cock can barely get hard, I have no balls anymore, and I just feel ridiculous trying>I admit defeat and tell her I can't>she acts really sweet and pitying and says "it's okay I shouldn't have asked you to">afterwords she stops acting flirty with me and goes back to talking about guys she lokes.Mfw.
>>42140256It’s just not in your nature i guess
>>42140256i got hard reading this
>>42140256At least you still have a dick. As long as it's there for your chaser bf to stroke while he fucks you it's ok
>>42140256girl you had orchi, what do you think would happen
Why is hrt making me dysphoric? I want it's effects, so why the fuck is making me dysphoric?This is genuinely horrifying. What am I supposed to do‽ Detroon, and go back to being a man‽ I hate being a man.Am I just fucked‽ Built so incorrectly that nothing feels right‽I don't know what to do anymore. I've tried everything. At this point only a lobotomy would heal me.
>>42138809If you want to post your discord I’ll add you my last two characters in my user are (coincidentally) 41
>>42138935My discord is .reeddeer. (with the periods)
>>42138958I sent you a freq desu
>>42138930>figure out what you actually want? I'm definitely struggling with this a lot. I feel like I lack any meaningful perspective. I know what it is like to have the body of a man, but I can't tell what I feel because of it, because I just accepted it for what it is without questioning it. Not in the sense that I actually enjoyed my body, but that it just was the way it was. I don't even really know what it means to like one's own body, and I definitely don't know what it means to want a specific body.>Do you want tits? I already have some because I've tried hrt in the past, and I still don't know how I really feel about them. There were both times where I've felt like they felt profoundly wrong and right to have, and most of the time I'm indifferent.>Do you want curves? Maybe‽ I don't really know. I can't tell how I'd feel about having curves. I do think having curves would be flattering, but I simply have no clue whether they would feel right on me.>Do you enjoy performing as a man, as a woman, or do you just hate gender entirely? I know I don't like performing as a man in most of not all cases, but I don't know how I'd feel about performing as a woman. I guess I'm averse to gender entirely in many ways.>i wish you the best anon Thank you a lot
>>42138727Spiro is by far the worst anti androgen iirc. I'll probably just order some cypro or bica
