cute asian girl points at you editionprevious: >>40891119
>>40931259>If I was less dysphoricBut you weren’t, so who cares. For those of us who have had sex, it didn’t magically make a difference.>>40931388There’s pros and cons to both. In terms of just the feeling, silicone, with good density, is exactly the same. Something that’s too firm/soft is obviously going to feel too firm/soft in comparison, but different densities have different uses.
>>40932431I miss gooning on T
>>40931663No it's mainly just one anon who keeps posting him>>40932431Usually 2-3 times a day
got cummed in yesterday and I still smell like him, getting your tank filled when its been on empty for so long is a good feel
>>40934019i hate homos so god damn much
I've been trying to figure out if I'm trans or cis for about a year now.Tried looking for signs in my childhood. There were none.Tried introspecting whether I am dysphoric. Feel just fine with my body, mostly apathetic, but not like anything is wrong.Tried a more feminine gender presentation. Felt either nothing or felt horrible.Tried using different pronouns on a alt-account. It just felt like I was lying to people.Tried hrt for a couple of months. Felt alright at first, but it began to feel profoundly wrong when the changes started to show.Every single thing I've tried up until now has only reaffirmed the fact that I am just a cis man.Being cis is obviously the more pragmatic, and thus preferable, outcome, but I simply can't accept it. Every time I am reminded I'm cis, a crippling dread washes over me. I should love being a man, simply because I am one, but I can't help but obsess over what I am not and never will be. A woman.How do I accept once and for all that I am just a cis man, and that I won't ever be a woman, and also that I don't want to be a woman to begin with?
>>40933820I did try to transition and it did help somewhat, but I think what helped more is it got me out of the house and I felt able to act in a more feminine way and people approved of that and then I felt like I had some kind of identity I was safe in. But then I detransed because I found it hard to actually get a strong grip on it. I genuinely have no idea who I am, theres just things that happen to me that sometimes feel ok and most things just feel really bad.Also yeah, im exaggerating when I say theres no core identity. There is I guess but I dont really feel like myself very often and accessing my real identity after constantly masking or being disassociated all the time is very hard
>>40933857Touch grass, and stop jerking off for about a month.
>>40933885Did transitioning feel like you were just upholding another facade in hopes that it will one day stick and feel genuine? Cause if so, I understand why detransing would feel reasonable, and that's also my biggest worry when it comes to transitioning. Do you regret transition/detransition though?I feel the same in having no idea who I really am, and everything that ever happens in my life just feels so transient, devoid of meaning and weight. >There is I guess but I dont really feel like myself very often and accessing my real identity after constantly masking or being disassociated all the time is very hardThis is exactly how I feel about my "self" as well. It really feels like I have no stake in my own life, and that it's just something that just so happens to be mine apparently.
>>40932203No.
>>40933988At first I regretted transition because of the boobs, feeling like im not fully male or female anymore kind of made my identity issues worse, now I have even less in common with normal people and it shows physically. But then I regretted detransing because the problem isnt going away and i feel like im backsliding. I did like transitioning in ways that really felt fulfilling, but it was sparse and yeah, constantly fighting this feeling of being a fraud and an imposter and making it up as i go along so that one day i will feel okay and not just for brief moments once in a while. Its horrible but I guess ive felt like an imposter my whole life, so its not like it matters either way I suppose
>be tranny>get fucked by ftm>he's better than most cis men i've been fucked byIt's not about what you have it's about what you do with it
>>40932190>who are unable to make a woman cum.Probably because they don't give a shit about you, scamp.
>tranny gets fresh vagina to plap with her transgigadickYes, better than some guy's assholeTransguy pussy is BASED
>>40932190>unable to make a woman cum.Bottombrained post
>>40932190>Men are terrible sex partners who are unable to make a woman cum.You say this because you are a lesbian in denial phase, dyke. You're not bi.
>>40932190You're making it pretty fucking difficult with anal / prostate stimulation only
I wanted to avert twinkdeath with estrogen and now a year in I have tits I really hate. How does anyone find them comfortable? I thought they'd be small enough to ignore but they aren't
>>40931866idk why you'd be into that but sure
>>40931889Because they're insanely cute. Let me kiss them
>>40932026fine, r u hot?
as horrible as it makes me feel wearing a sports bra helps a little, you will kinda notice the tightness of it on your chest all day but i find that easier to handle than feeling them move around and jiggle
>>40931747Eat food. Go get a caniac combo faggot.
im sick of doing injections
>>40933692I hate that butch harttman oneshotted with this shot
>>40933692i stopped doing mine but i still have a fucking srsussy idk what to do
>>40933905Hot
>>40933746pl0x>>40933780i feel like thats basically what got me here in the first place!>>40933801i dont want to loook like a boyyy tho lol. (queue 15 of you telling me that means i should keep going)>>40933806lol. uhhhh i think some people would be jealous of me but i am far from perfect._.
>>40933987> lol. uhhhh i think some people would be jealous of me but i am far from perfect._.xd bdd
I've been on Hrt for 14 months and I feel mostly the same as a person except that I can cry now?When do i ascend to consciousness 2.0 but also sadly get the drawback of wanting to be fucked by men?
>>40932741you're faketrans sorryI legit started feeling like I was dropped into a strangers life at about 6 months at the latest
>>40932741make friends with women
>>40932993Its hard. I can barely hold 2 female friends and desu im not that interested in keeping in touch with them hardly more than once in 2 weeks.
>>40932831Feeling as if you are becoming a new person is faketrans. I always felt myself to be a girl while you felt yourself to be a boy becoming a girl. We are not the same.
>>40932741>I've been on Hrt for 14 months and I feel mostly the sameyou will grow a female brain in your ass in the next few days
it's over editionlast >>40900830
>>40933427oof
>>40933840Nick just FYI I'm not your daily schizo poster, but I was here when you totally jumped from that bridge my man, shit was hillarious. That's all. :)
made you respond + ur mad + this is just pixels on a screen + silksong is out go play it ....just realized den den mushi's say "gacha" when u hang up cursed
>>40933910dude, she could have got hurt or worse
one giant boyfriend please!stat!
I've been relentlessly wanting to transition ever since I've found out it was an option to begin with. I would immediately chose to be a woman if I could, and seeing woman around my age only ever fills me with envy and sorrow.And yet, I don't feel any dysphoria in relation to my own body, or how I am perceived.Do I have a masculine face? Yes, it is what it is.Do I have a masculine frame? Yes, it is what it is.Do I have a masculine voice? Yes, it is what it is.Am I being seen as a man by everybody else? Yes, and again, it is what it is.If I desire to be a woman so much, why don't I feel more dysphoria? Why is it so easy for me to just not care about all of this? Is this just radical acceptance? Am I dissociating more than I realize? Or am I simply just completely faketrans?The lack of dysphoria makes transition seem like an objectively insane thing do to. Despite wanting it, it feels like there's nothing for me to gain from it. Quite the opposite actually, transitioning will undeniably make life harder, and for what? Soft skin and gyno? I'm aware of how insensitive this is, but at this point I wish my dysphoria would be worse, so that I'd feel like a transition would be justified
Is this just a shallow and fleeting desire, stemming from vanity, or is there more beneath the surface, waiting to be slowly brought up to the surface?
>>40933614I don't know what you have, but I suggest you don't transition yet
I think I met a serial killer on Grindr >be me >late night horny >hit up this gorgeous twink >dont have high hopes>he is actually interested >we meet up at a outlet mall>he ushers me into his car>the guy is legit >try peeking into back of car>its covered with curtains >get a bad vibe and say I'd rather do it in my car>he gets mad and yells at me to get into car>I do not feel safe and start dashing to my carComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40930717This is why I carry a gun. PLEASE try something like this on me, I'm begging you
this is so southern gothic
>>40930717you should report it regardless. Tell the police you'll meet up with them at some random place of your choice. parents won't be with them
>>40930717They were probably one of those pedo catchers
>>40933284retards like u are always looking for violence. i forget i have my gun on me
Not joking, coming out was the worst decision I ever made but I was young and fell for the propaganda. I now understand why virtually all bisexual men pretend to be straight and are DLI'm now 31 years old with most of my friends being "queer" and virtually no chance of having a wife and family. I'm profoundly disgusted with my "childfree, fat positive" "friends" who I recognize as nihilistic, hedonistic social leeches without any ethics or coherent worldview beyond self indulgence. They didn't accept me because they thought bisexuality is moral, they did so because they don't care about morality (society, nation, future etc.) beyond shallow posturing and gibmedat guberment mindset. I don't want to grow old alone and watch myself rot while only "community" I have are miserable leftists on Prozac who I see once a weekI would even accept a husband who has any sense of honor as man, works out, wants to have a family and is not a walking petri dish of STIs but I literally never found a gay man who fits the bill. At best they are bisexual guys like that but again, they are mostly DL and looking for wivesGetting a decent wife when you're openly bisexual and your friend group are "leftists" is virtually impossible so I'm really stuck here. I don't want to move because I really like my nation and want to contribute to it but unless I leave the country any woman would quickly find out that my friends are "queer" degenerates and would (justifiably) leave me
>>40933002Tranny dating sounds like hell too, very very very very few worthy men would openly date a trans woman.
>>40932541yuki <3
>>40933290I‘m a ftm who‘s mainly interested in other ftms, therefore it‘s not a real issue. I get really attached to them, even more so as time goes on. Would never open the relationship ever
>>40932976as a fellow boomer, your straight colleagues are happy - for now, one of my friends last night just said hes getting a divorce in his early 30s, just because your straight doesn't mean it all works out either imagine buying a house with your wife and kids and then separating and having the government divvy up your belongings and tell you who the kid is living with
>>40932976You're failing the vibe check essentiallyYou parrot /pol/ talking points about gay relationships, you parrot /pol/ talking points about "traditional" relationships, you dogwhistle about demographic (read: white) decline, you jump to drag shows and gay porn when confronted (classic /pol/ brainworms), and you refuse to acknowledge there are many gay and bisexual men who have perfectly fine relationships while simultaneously implying and asserting that every heterosexual relationship is balanced, exclusively monogamous, and not influenced by drugs/alcohol.Everything you type looks and sounds like a /pol/ type projecting what they would assume what an openly bisexual man who is disgruntled with left wing ID politics would say.
>New Yorker staff writers, the most libtarded bluesky-brained coastal elite wokeoids on the planet, are telling trannies they went too far>this is about as radically pro-trans a position anyone remotely serious can muster in mainstream politics now>meanwhile we're at the beginning of a hundred year Trumpreich as a backlash We're going to the camps bro
>>40931451All these culture war grifters pretend trans men don't exist and focus entirely on hons and how it impacts cis women. It's all deeply misogynistic.
>>40931451these are the people who were pushing the insane shit the hardest btw, and they won't get blamed for any of it
>>40931451>mainstream politicsis full of libs who got us into this mess LOL Genuinely stop expecting coastal elites to save you and just accept things are fucked politically
>>40931620hot
>malcolm gladwell I don't even remember why I should know this guy but I remember I strongly dislike him
Would you rather find out your son is a bottom or an autogynaphile
>>40933587Autogynaphiles are transbians, and mostly tops
>>40933246Don't care. I love my daughter
>>40933691By bottom I meant he him gay bottom obviously
>>40933246Bottom.>>40933667But Anon, you are masculine straight perverts.
>>40933246Id kill myself if he was either
There are moids so racist out there that they wuould refuse to lick this girl's armpits just because of her dark skin, that would never happen in the lesbian community
>>40933880Idk if you’re being sarcastic but lesbians ARE more likely to date outside their race than over groups. But racist moids also fuck women of color so you’re still wrong.
>>40933880I am a bit racist so submitting to a darkie by licking her pits is super fucking hot
>actually I can't be racist because I >>have a BBC fetish>>fetishize asians>>my accountant is a jew
2 months ago this board was full of people who would unironically believe in blanchards typology and call him daddy. why are yall gone? why is everyone posting that "blanchard is a fraud"? why is 4chan suddenly woke? if there are actual blanchardists reading this, please post your weird takes, please prove how blanchard and bailey were right, i miss how i would argue with you about stuff back in the day
>>40933172yes blanchard is very correct in pointing out that straight people and gay people are different, he truly deserves some sort of sexology award
>>40933114>FEFs proposed by serano are also a good alternative, but idk if ppl are gonna understand this term.yea I get where youre coming from. AGP works well in tranny circles tbHON
>>40932539bc all the basedteens gave up
>>40933172TRVKE
>>40932539blanchard is a fraud
what would you do if you came across a boymoder that had no life in her eyes, had disingenuous expressions, appeared devoid of humanity, and just generally looked soulless?
>>40931329Lots and lots of butt sex
>>40931329I would sex and rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape
>>40931329pick her up and carry her around as i went about my day
>>40931329Befriend her, share my hobbies with her. Try to hug her. And if she's squeamish around physical touch, bake/cook her some goodies instead.
>>40931581>always be thereno u won't lol and if true then it comes across stupid desperate