I can’t wait to be my real self:A corpse buried 6 feet under <3
sometimes
>>40965364hell yeah me too twin
>>40965364What are you waiting?
Voice thread :3https://voca.ro/1c4ynJpujkhjYou know that I care, for you.And I know that you care, for me too.So, I don't feel alone.
https://voca.ro/1iZs9qgaswNl>>40963888Did you even go through testosterone puberty in the first place? Genuinely how the fuck do you do that?
>>40964616I'm gonna say clocky but could pass. Perhaps raise resonance more.And yeah I went through puberty, here is my natural voice https://voca.ro/112C6AMA4KIp
bump
>>40963888https://voca.ro/1gVwdlw7xEFZ
>>40966610You've got quite a fine voice with an even better accent :)It passes, of course
i want ftm's to take advantage of me
>>40967379not op but wouldnt they go sterile on T?
>>40967417it reduces odds but it's still worse than birth control
>>40967417Life finds a way
>>40967433I would have thought after a few years they would go sterile like mtf's>>40967437That bitch hardly has any facial hair yet
>>40967437wouldnt testosterone from HRT pass the membrane and make the baby a hyperswole clapped out supermutant? ftm's could raise an army of x-men if only they could coordinate
i feel as though i am one of the few trans women who would feel more affirmed in my womanhood if i was taller. most trans women talk about how they hate being taller than the average woman. but as a 5'2 boymoder, i would feel like a divine goddess if i was able to be the tallest girl in the room like 5'7 to 6'2. i've always looked up to (both literally and figuratively) to the tall women in my life and always thought thet their height makes them absolutely gorgeous. maybe because i don't have the experience of being tall, i would have a different perspective or even be dysphoric over my height, but the way i see it, tall women are beautiful, feminine, womanly, confident and empowered.i also think that towering over your boyfriend in heels is really hot.
>>409672995'7 is tall for women in the same way that 5'10 is tall for men
I'm 6'0"And wish i was short ;_;I look like a typical tranny
>>40967328this. t. 5'7" and wish i were like 6'2" and elflike
If I've learned one thing on this earth someone will always want your body and you will always want someone elses. We as humans are meant to be in a state of constant yearning
>>40967025i'm one of the few who's tall (181cm) and fine with it. in fact i like it. i like what it does to a person's proportions. there's a reason models are chosen from among the tall. legs for days. both fir my self and for my partners, male or female, being tall just looks better. and specifically i love being taller than men. it makes me feel powerful and superior to them in a way that's immediately obvious and even they can't deny. sometimes i feel a bit insecure around cis women who are way shorter, like it reminds me of the fact that i'm different, but it's stupid because i've also met plenty of cis women taller than me, even went on dates with a couple, they're not that rare where i live
I was surfing on terf tumblr for. reasons.. and the main rhetoric that they try and push out there is that gender is just a bunch of stereotypes attributed to the biological sex, that's why so many of them (terfs) are "gender abolitionists."This is why so many people experience with Gender Dysphoria, as their entire gender identity that was assigned to them at birth, is solely a load of stereotypes and assumptions that they would grow up to not align with. I would like to know your guys thoughts on this
>>40967064* sigh * >>40960019>>40967161If you wanna spend the money and wait a couple weeks then sure you can clock my karyotype.While you're in there could you run SNPs for AIS? I've got a medical theory about myself.I didn't troon so people wouldn't make fun of me for wearing pink. I trooned because I needed my body to be female shaped and I needed to interact with the world as a maximally female adjacent human.
>>40966983Basically yes. That's why transitioning is so stupid.
>>40967136You can change you physical body with extreme surgeries but not your sex.
>>40967371Nobody caresWhat is a relevant objection?
>>40967064There's layers but our cultures (and the evolution of reproduction itself) generally care about gonadal sex. It's the "productive" definition.Males make little gametes and females make big ones. You use both to make more organisms.And these gametes are activated and developed as the chromosomal sex (hopefully) then defines the gonadal sex, and then we are assigned a sex within our culture, hopefully by someone with medical knowledge to help "sort" intersex cases into an assigned sex by proximity and what data we have based on how well that intersex condition matches with a functional sex.That's three layers.Trannies added "ostensible" sex or "gender" or "sex presentation". Through epigenetics, the case they make is that hormone replacement will change an ostensible, which they assert is the most important.I personally can't buy into that because sex exists for reproduction. You can call all the other window-dressing something else but your sex should be based on gamete production (at any point you made them). Assigned sex is useful because it helps fold in intersex cases, matches up nearly 1:1 with gonadal sex and basically defines what sexist socialization you'll receive.
i'm not dysphoric but i have extreme orgasm and vagina envy and want to have sex or masturbate like a womanis it worth taking HRT despite being a disgusting male pervert that is chasing hedonism and then killing myself if i can't have good orgasms?
>>40964499HRT is worth it, but don't fall for the SRS meme if you go that far. I did and now the "killing myself if i can't have good orgasms" scenario is realer than I thought it might be, lol.
>>40967157>i'm saying if you want to stay youthful, stress-free, and ultimately more feminine then you should try this because it works.i'm asking what methods or exercises do you do to minimize physical stress? next time my boss approaches me unannounced how do i not tense up?>i'm describing a very broad pattern.you're giving clear examples of "male jobs" but you're not giving any examples of slow and steady "female jobs" that don't tire you out to do for 8 hours continuouslyidk if i agree with your example of a mangaka, since many of them are men, and art is absolutely full of crunch time. animators breaking their backs to meet deadlines.>women will just do something because it needs to be done.>women don't even care about the finish line that much so they just relaxif something needs to be done that is the finish line>this is also why female careers generally pay less.where are these really easy jobs that you don't need to put any energy into and still meet quotas?
>>40965669maybe you should see if you like having sex as a womanI am loud too and my neighbors are loud so we have an understanding..i don't understand how having female orgasms is supposed to stop vagina envy lol..you kind of need a vagina to orgasm like a female>my record is 2 in 30 minutes then i am too drainedit's not two orgasms one after another it's like a combined thing. and an orgasm doesn't need to mean you ejaculate or had an erection that's the important bit.idk if a "female lifestyle" will help you have female orgasms unless you mean like having guys cum in you
>>40967337>jobsIt feels like you might be confusing, low impact with easy. Anyway:>secretary/office work>beautician/salon work>event coordinator work>nursery work>Department store work> waitressing/bartending
>>40967451Also, it should be noted that it’s more about the fact that these jobs are extremely social and require a lot of constant focus, flexibility, and light, constant detail oriented work. I really do think the social aspect is the biggest component, though, being socially competent creates a cascade of neurotransmitters that I believe affect hormones significantly.
Is it normal to fap 5-8 a times daily?
>>40967295Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
>>40965167only if youre a trns girl
>>40967271based on what? ED is caused by NOT using your dick, as evidenced by trannies. this sounds like religious propaganda
>>40967310I just want black men to abuse me.
>>40967373You can use your imagination to produce the Coolidge effect if you’re smart like me
How can gay men get hard enough to fuck a woman? Don't they feel disgust when they have sex with one or it's more like, really boring apatethic sex?
Friction makes penises work. Not sure what else to say.
>>40967174>really boring apatethic sex?this desu.
>>40967221Agreed
I gotta go buy HRT but i gotta sneak out. i have injections i always use but im going abroad and the airport will look sus. im a 30 year old man. im thinking either estrogel 75 pumps at 0.5 or otherwise bicalutamide 30 pills 50mg. i could get both but its a lot of money and its more likely someoine will find them im traveling with family. its a 30 day trip i gotta inject for 10 days worth of enanthate and then i have to cover for 20.
>>40967406> 30 years old>can’t get a prescription>can’t afford drugs>can’t hide drugs>can’t set boundaries with familyI can’t help you
>>40967406Where are you from
As soon as it invades your body, it goes to work making you a mockery of life.
>>40966677Yeah I can make up bullshit forever too pal that’s the good thing about talking piss
>>40966662just a few months
>>40966843you want me to kill myself dont you
>>40966858many many years
>>40966858we've had a few threads here lately about natural breast enlargement :) it is possible nona do not give up hope
Halloween is around the cornerWhat do you fags like to do on Halloween? What are some good ideas on how a boymoder can enjoy Halloween? Costume ideas?How do you guys feel about the pumpkin meme?Any fun faggot related Halloween stories?
>>40966648He's submissive make him
>>40966696Would
>>40966347crap i’m too submissive to be dominant but that’s cool tho the world could use more subby strong guysi bet he’s a cute himbo would cuddle with
>>40967090Who knows you might cuddle if you make your case. As far as I know he's rather friendly, sincere, and forthcoming. I for one love submissive tops so I'm fond of his existence
>>40964896I appreciate the suggestion but that sounds really messy, especially because I sweat very easily. >>40965288I hit each muscle group twice a week, one session at high volume and one session at high weight. Works out to 5 days a week total. My 1rm on all of those is less than you think, I’m sure (tho my squat is pretty good - I can do 5 reps with perfect form at lmao4plate).>>40965290Writing this one down, but maybe too obvious / overdone? >>40966347Writing these down too, I wish I had a symbiote making me extra huge lol. And you specifically had me in mind? That’s very kind, but maybe I’m posting too much and becoming a nuisance then haha.>>40966648>>40967090>>40967125Yes, I need a gentle but firm and dominant owner. My ideal bf treats me like some combination of himbo trophy boy (e.g., flex for me, grow for me, let me grab and touch), submissive dog (e.g., good boy, get on all fours, sniff this, let me give you headpats), and on-demand sex toy (e.g., bottom or service top or anything in between, whatever his preference). He does NOT need to be big and buff himself or anything like that, for what it’s worth.
any cis boys share this experience? i was female socialized in highschool until I became self-aware of how gay I was perceived. My flamboyancy was just cope for insecurity surrounding my masculinity. I just realized how jarring/unnatural/annoying it is to watch grown ass men with dick and balls acting like sassy queens. I think most gay men are faking it. Some men are genuinely flamboyant but a majority of ""gay"" men are doing it because they're insecure and essentially give up the man role. But on the flip side a lot of straight men are essentially doing a drag performance as a "hetero" man and are a lot more gay then they come across. They do gay shit and put on gay voice as a joke but that is actually a real part of their personality that they are suppressing. I predict that the amount of men that are truly cis/straight is extremely small. Performing gender as a man is more mentally taxing and soul-crushing than the woman role which is why there are more mtf / flamboyant gays than ftm / butch women.
>>40966809> Performing gender as a man is more mentally taxing and soul-crushingThat's the cause of transgenderism right there
>My flamboyancy was just cope for insecurity surrounding my masculinity.yep same, i felt like i came off as a creepy incel and i wanted to disarm myself so girls would accept me around them and i could relieve myself of having to compete with other boys.these days im a failed tranny LOL oh well
No matter how untransphobic and how much i try to “get woke” and unprogram years of hateful rhetoric I CAN ALWAYS TELL
>>40964020obviously you cant remove every single trace of being a male ever. but you can hide them. no normal person is going to try to lift your bangs in order to analyze how masculinized your forehead is. thats literally how and why passing works.
>>40966718No normal person is even going to be thinking about how masculinized your anything is unless too many things stand out at once, or one thing stands out a lot.Nearly any single trait people here obsess over I've met cis women exhibiting. It's the sum total of your being that makes or breaks it.
>>40965667i pass best with a middle parting and my hair pinned back behind my ears. its wild to me that people on this board thing that steryotypes from this board are all trans women are>i can always tell!bro you don't leave your bedroom what are you talking about
>>40966788Yeah I know it's a me thing but covering too much of my face with hair distorts how I see myself and not in a good way.I used to go out all the time with my hair pulled up in a scrunchie on the top of my head. Maybe not the best style choice but it kept the bench from pulling my hair doing hip thrusts and it's easy.Nobody called me a man when I walked into a crowd of motivated transphobes like that.
i dont think it's an "I can always tell situation for me" it really really just depends on the person. I was friends with this dude I met in college for a full year before he revealed he was a ftm and I had no idea. I might just be retarded idk
If you saw a tranny in public with ALOT of self harm scars, (covering her entire arms) what would you think?
>>40959799I'd think "I should try to hit on her" then realize I'm 5'5 and say "man" every time I think about her for a week
>>40966704:3
You know what? I want every part of me completely covered in self harm. even my neck and stomach
>>40967235good girl
probably go on with my day it's none of my fuckin business
What if I regret HRT? Considering buying needles now . .
>>40966443me if I was a self hating retard
>>40966293Troon now or forever keep it to yourself. Changing stats later in life sucks
>>40966443I'm a trans man and I'm 18 so I might become a passoid
>>40966816Just do it bruh. What are you waiting to hear?
>>4096644399% of the trannies i see posting here look passable or like harmless feminine twinks. who even caresonly dont transition if you're a huge muscular 50 year old hon