I've never wanted to be a girl growing upI've never felt acute discomfort from pubertyI've never hated being a boy and wanted to grow up as a manI've felt pride in my masculine features. My deep voice, broad shoulders, and muscular buildI had no issues with intimacy and my genitals Despite all of this, learning about hrt and the process of transitioning at 20 flipped a switch. A switch that's not mineThe intense envy I feel when I see women around my age is not realThe disgust I feel whenever I'm reminded of my grotesque appearance is not realThe utter despair I feel at imagining living as a man is not realCrying in a fetal position over the fact that I'm a man is just me playing pretendThe abject horror I've felt when I've tried hrt and the effects started to show is enough proof that I'm just cisI wish I were a woman to begin with, but I don't want my self to be a woman, and I hate being a manI've never felt human. Always a facsimile, a skinwalker, a puppet, a living corpse
>>40963599Have you not seen the picture I posted of myself in this thread. I was so buff, I couldn't avoid making gay men horny. I was groped countless of times because of it
>>40952966It's a nice and fun experience when the constant dissociation fails, and you realize the person you see in the mirror was always a stranger
>>40955274>I feel no shame or humiliation in being the woman in that context. I am proud of my skills and charms and proud for acknowledging this part of me.based
>>40964193Yeah, that a very succinct way to put it
bump™
where have you been?confess the desires that have been building up inside of you! >:3
>>40965350he looks p decent? i mean, not for me personally, but i defs see how somebody would really like the sleepy eyes
>>40964103on the streets. umm.. i dont really have any. i dont even think im going to make it to 2026.a girl likes me right now.that's like the only +and the state is trying to help me. but i stopped caring a long time ago. and i do fuckton better just going on the streets at night.so i dont have faith in them either.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I want to be raped. I'm old now and have zero self-esteem and it's the only way I feel I deserve any sort of intimacy. I want to be raped
there are alot of feelings inside me i can never say
>>40966161I can't stop thinking about how much my heart would be pounding if he had me cornered face to face
i cant cut myself or kill myself because i was stupid enough to make people and animal care about me.im tired of this tranny existence and its too much for me. my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all. if im left alone with my thoughts it takes no longer than 10 minutes for my mind to find itself enthralled with the idea of ending my life.in the past week alone ive thought abouthanging myselfshooting myselftaking a bunch of pillsziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wristsslicing my wrists open in a warm bathjumping in front of a truckjumping off a buildingdriving headfirst into traffic or an immovable objectwhy am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?
Why are people so mad at freckles, haters are so weird
>>40965337uh hug. and a real cutie too.
>>40965355nigga this bitch is a straight up pedophile and youre feining after him?
>>40965556baby gets the tenderest cuts because she attracts them by her purity of heart.
>>40964293why are passoids the most ungrateful and mentally ill?
misandry is actually misogyny, especially if experienced by a trans woman
>>40965145>for no reasonmen commit most crime
>>40965161Do I commit the most crime? Or are you just using that to justify not treating me like a human? Are you REALLY taking the same route as actual racists and not seeing the irony at all?
>>40965161And I say "I" and "me" to refer to all men. I'm speaking for men. It's not personal.
>>40964495That's the thing, there are already women of the master class, same as men. The class isn't determined by some shit like ethnicity or gender, it's mostly about money and how much power you have to exert your will onto others.
>>40965145>what do you call hating men for no reason or putting women on a pedestal (sic)I call it the trap that ignorant liberals and foolish leftists fall into - identity politics. Basically taking an intro to feminist lit class in community college and falling victim to the dunning krueger effect. Many such cases, lotta women be dumb as shit. Men fall into it too but typically the opposite way where they are inundated with messaging towards women (and by the aforementioned dunning krueger libshit women) and start to doubt their own place in the world based off of failing to meet arbitrary standards of masculinity imposed on them through subversive messaging about what would otherwise be considered an alright message for everyone. The real culprit at the end of the day is consumerism fueled hyper individualistion of society that commodifies personality. Think capitalism in the labor market, but instead of capitalism, it's neo-lib feminism in the dating market. So, i guess, also capitalism.
Why do trans men have so many facial piercings?
Holy shit man
>>40966176>it's one of the most accessible ways to change your looks away from the traditional feminine ideal.why does every second roastie have them then
>>40966281just because roasties have them doesn't mean it's traditional or feminine
>>40966281touché, just erased all desires I had of getting pierced Thanks anon
>>40966176or they could work out (free)
fell in love with a 22 year old virgin yandere bpd self harming weeb hiki-NEET tranny online that passes looks cute has ginger hair but just found out has 11 children from donating sperm cuz needed money for drugs wtf first time i felt cared wanted to meet even and now i learned this why are you all so deranged i blocked her i will die forever alone owari da
>>40964163think about how those children and their mothers feel knowing they were fathered by a disgusting faketranny. that's almost as bad as when a married man faketroons
>>40966126it was more the tought of him sitting on my face bullying me that i will be a genetic dead end then letting me fuck him and cum inside him then saying stuff like "you do great cumming in my ass and abstaining real woman genetic, dead end" or stuff like that im not joking i hate my fantasy i literally drink last couple hours to forget all that shit he doesnt even jerk off he literally said he cums hands free putting stuff in his butt only thats how he donated even sperm wtfffff that thing supposed to die in nature not procreate
this has to be the title of a doujinshi
>>40966178 i wouldnt say faketranny looked literally like an red headed elve soft skin and behaved very girly, also the way i found out he has that many children made me so seethe i said he has elve phenotype rare he said "dont worry not so rare now i seeded enough wombs :3" he didnt even know how many children i made him call the fertility clinic to ask he literally didnt care, i hate my miserable life ahhhhhhhh btw i misgender on purpose cuz of seething and drunk still
>>40964163owata ＼(^o^)/
i get this seems like a tmi post. but as a pooner, why does masturbating fucking suck now. It’s not cause of vaginal atrophy since i’m pretty anti any sort of penetration i always did it using the clit and yknow testosterone makes me hornier and masturbate more. But orgasm feels like shit and i miss my old orgasms so much. Is it like in reverse for trans girls so orgasm is much better, have any other pooners figured out ways to make orgasm not bland and lame, or am i just the only one with this issue on hrt and god hates me.
>>40960468I don't know what "male" or "female" orgasms are supposed to be, it all feels the same to me pre or post-t
>>40963312not me. i must be malebrained still but after one orgasm i'm not in the mood anymore so its pointless.
>>40963780me too nona you're not alone
>>40960654suifuel but i'm jealous as hell>>40963312female orgasms are quality and quantitymale orgasms make me want to shoot myself>>40963725as an FTM what does it feel like for you, how many years on T?
this community is a prison
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Bee kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community.QOTT:>Are you still friends with your exes?>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?>What's the best programming language?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: 40953043
>>40965569>>40965579KYS troll
Bae means poop in danish
My gf and I ended up becoming bambi lesbians so progressively over time I didn't even notice it as it was happening
>>40966142Bambi is term for "gay" here in Brazil, what do "bambi lesbians" happen to be in the first world?
>>40966238It refers to asexual lesbians that don’t fuck.
What if I regret HRT? Considering buying needles now . .
>>40966293what if you don't regret it
>>40966293Depending on the length of time on it, you will have to begin taking hrt that corresponds to your natal sex
>>40966301I think my OCD is just playing tricks on me
Is it normal to watch huge amounts of sissy porn out of academic curiosity? Asking for a friend.
I never really got the appeal of sissy porn outside of watching a tiny penis cum
i feel like jun13rs
>>40966253I actually do believe Glinner is so autistic he hate-watches AGP porn
gynephilia for some autogynephilia for most
>>40966278are you suggesting ethical sissy hypnosis?
Do we think trannies are genuinely in trouble right now, or will right wingers move on to a new target soon?
>california compliant
>>40966265"right wingers" don't give a shit for the most part. The (((media))) on the other hand needs constant distractions from the disaster that is American foreign policy.
>>40966265i mean... isnt the goal for trannies to just accept this from the outset?
Kek. Pic encapsulates the shooting perfectly. Why are troons so unhinged and prone to extreme measures of violence against children?
>>40966290There are always going to be crazy people, it shouldn't be so easy for them to get the means to kill 30 people in 30 seconds. Being a tranny tends to attract crazies to be sure, but if trannies weren't a thing the crazies wouldn't stop being crazy.
How much longer until they start using this logic against hrt providers?
>>40965975You could take the Portugal/Switzerland approach. You decriminalize all drug use. If you get caught, you pay a fine or have to go into treatment. You also provide free drugs at clinics with medical staff present. You give the drug addicts pamphlets and offer them free treatment at a rehab center. This approach is cheaper, more effective and more humane than trying to strong-arm the problem.
>>40965480>Once no one cares about them anymore, we can actually fight for real issues that matter like healthcare.if you're willing to ditch people for your agenda then why the fuck should people care about you either
>>40965013i didn't know being near unrest is a crime.
>>40966066I mean when you look at polls (if you believe those), the only reason they look so bleak on trans issues is that conservatives have unanimous consensus on trans stuff. If you look at moderates and Democrats opinions are more divided but ultimately lean more supportive on fundamental stuff like anti-discrimination and "they should be allowed to exist" type of questions. Moderates wouldn't be marching the streets on trans people's behalf or anything, but they'd care enough to voice that it was vastly too far. It would be another part of a long list of things where the right overstepped the mark at the expense of more moderate tastes and all of that taken together USUALLY translates to a lost election for conservatives, if we have legitimate elections moving forward.
>>40966137Transexuals have always been a waste of everybody's time in the political sphere. They really thought they were going to be the next civil rights/gay rights, etc, social issue. But no. They just kind of suck.I don't care about a group of people that have been nothing but an albatross. They were a fad issue for far too long. We got rid of them and now can talk about real issues that matter. Like healthcare or any other issue that actually matters.
>cis men want to plap pooners >trans women want to plap pooners>even cis women want to plap poonersWhy are pooners so damn irresistible?
>>40966192everyone wants men and everyone wants pussy, some people want pussy more then men and those people say they like girls, some people want men more then pussy and those people say they like guys, poons are both
>>40966216ywnbaw incel
>>40966192Forgot pooners want to plap pooners
>>40966227i have had sex
>>40966192tboy swag
I really need to stop posting here so much. Hanging out with some friends last night, we all got high and were watching older Simpsons episodes. One of my friends is FTM and I called him a “pooner” to his face. I said “Hey Pooner, can you pass me my phone please.” He got very upset and I apologize because I was high. But deep down I know it’s a term I got from this board because you also say it all the time.
i'm a poon and i'm proud, can't really comprehend why he got so upset about it. maybe he's just overly sensitive
>>40965733bring him to the board let us thicken his skin and put some worms in his brain
>>40964490cuz it's a woman and women are weak AF. U gotta coddle its feelings like a 5 year old.
>>40964162
>>40964162Funny how "male to females" don't actually want to be treated like men, i.e. get bantered at
...fuck.previous: >>40836388Goal of the thread: I will not be fucked with that today.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40964006>I remember us having talked about those a few threads ago, hope the surgery will proceed smoothly.Thank you... I am Tim btw.>Could you do me a favor and boop us when you made it out?Actually, I only have an examination tomorrow, and I'm thinking about asking them to move the surgery to December maybe. There's no date yet, I just assumed that they'd do it next week because it's a minor thing. But December would be more convenient for me. Drawback is that I'll keep stressing out over it. I dunno. I'll definitely keep y'all up to date on the state of my butt tho. Thanks for asking.>>40963459>Achievement in a vacuum does not make a good goal at all. It's like wanting to be on a mountaintop.That's true. I guess I just keep wrestling with myself because I have very few achievements to show. I tend to think of myself as an underachiever – but maybe I'm not, ya know? Maybe this is just everything I'm capable of.>What things do you like to do for the pleasure of doing them?I guess I like writing down my thoughts. Journaling. Anything you can do with a piece of paper in general, not too big on drawing though. Learning new things. Communicating ideas to others to some degree, as long as it's an impersonal kinda deal. Used to be into debating but have entirely soured on that.How've you been doing, Anon?
>>40964445>Feel free to keep us posted about your progressheadache, some fever, so I've cancelled the laundry thing. I'll go feed the cat and start moving things to my place to also charge up on energy, cleanup and final inspection after
>>40964479cute pic
>>40964438>What is it you wanna improve, Anon?i want abs, a gf, more money, a better living situation and jews to stop making life hell for the working class
>>40963863>A good conversation starter, learning new things!>Oh lord, I fucked up the post! It was meant to say: "So it is something general where you feel like you are being a burden when you are not of direct use yourself?"Yes pretty much, I feel worthless and unworthy if I'm not working in service to someone.I hate being and feeling like a burden, my circumstances make it sting even more now.>If that is the case then a good thing to keep in mind is to not try too hard to protect people from you, if that makes senseI'll try to.It's really hard for me put myself in a situation where I could inconvenience them.>Don't preemptively assume people have something better to do than lend you a hand, is what I meanOh okay, I suppose that's a small adjustment I can make.Thank you for all the responses, it is very much appreciated.
