i cant cut myself or kill myself because i was stupid enough to make people and animal care about me.im tired of this tranny existence and its too much for me. my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all. if im left alone with my thoughts it takes no longer than 10 minutes for my mind to find itself enthralled with the idea of ending my life.in the past week alone ive thought abouthanging myselfshooting myselftaking a bunch of pillsziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wristsslicing my wrists open in a warm bathjumping in front of a truckjumping off a buildingdriving headfirst into traffic or an immovable objectwhy am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?
>>40966382>I'm a big womanWell duh, there are women of all sizes, the girl I met was also taller than me, well that's not a feat but she was bigger than all women in the room but she was still cute
>>40960217A bong rip, a greasy pizza slice, hanging out with some irl tgirls, getting your asshole stretched, and getting off this godforsaken website for a few weeks would probably save you Olive.
>>40966590he's too racist and nasty to reform and gets too much encouragement from his cis lesbian enabler to ever leave this platform.any time he wants attention the gigantic body will be squeezed in to the tightest of jeans and paraded for all to see for attention. if that fails its going to be suicide threads galore.
>>40966657I find it hard to imagine how pathetic the type of person who spends their days on 4chan bullying depressed trans women to soothe their own eggshell-thin egos must be. I can hardly even visualize it.Mind posting a pic of yourself for research purposes anon?
>>40966846Fine but only cuz you asked
I want to slap my balls for a transgirl
>>40964221oh my god...
>>40964152>thats too muchBORING
>>40965103Im sorry I'm too scared to post videos about me publicly ;-;I'd do it privately maybe, if I knew you.Also I'm hairy so
>>40966767>im hairydont care, HAWTbut its oki nonny i dont mean to pressure u
>>40966841>dont care, HAWTthank you >~< but im also brown and a guy>i dont mean to pressure uIts okay. I can make a discord or something if you really want to watch a hairy brown man slap his balls.
any cis boys share this experience? i was female socialized in highschool until I became self-aware of how gay I was perceived. My flamboyancy was just cope for insecurity surrounding my masculinity. I just realized how jarring/unnatural/annoying it is to watch grown ass men with dick and balls acting like sassy queens. I think most gay men are faking it. Some men are genuinely flamboyant but a majority of ""gay"" men are doing it because they're insecure and essentially give up the man role. But on the flip side a lot of straight men are essentially doing a drag performance as a "hetero" man and are a lot more gay then they come across. They do gay shit and put on gay voice as a joke but that is actually a real part of their personality that they are suppressing. I predict that the amount of men that are truly cis/straight is extremely small. Performing gender as a man is more mentally taxing and soul-crushing than the woman role which is why there are more mtf / flamboyant gays than ftm / butch women.
>>40966809> Performing gender as a man is more mentally taxing and soul-crushingThat's the cause of transgenderism right there
QOTT: Do you have any stereotypical female interests? Do you repress those too? last thread: >>40945501
>>40966327this is why when reppers date each other they end up transitioning
>>40965691lmao no I was a gigachud, I deserve this. By the time I stopped hating trannies and accepted that I had the brain of one I knew that it was already too late for me to do anything about it. I never really had any hope to let go of except for the dream that one of my magical genderbender fantasies would come true someday.
i could've transitioned when i was around 18-22 if i wasn't a retarded coward
I dont think anyone deserves to transition unless they are truly the gender they say they areWhich is why I believe all of you suffer justly
no one likes a repper but no one likes a late transitioner either
Do most chasers also like muscular women and are into femdom, right? They like mostly femininity with some degree of masculinity so both trannies and muscular women seem to fit that. Especially if these ones have dominant tendencies.
Most cis women have more muscle mass than the average scoliosis discord addicted tranny.
>>40965963There is some correlation yeah
Speaking for myself, I like it when a woman looks athletic without looking overly muscular. Their bodies have some tone, but they haven't shed every ounce of body fat. I don't get the femdom thing, but a woman should have a backbone. She should dish out as well as she can take.
How much longer until they start using this logic against hrt providers?
>>40965013i didn't know being near unrest is a crime.
>>40966066I mean when you look at polls (if you believe those), the only reason they look so bleak on trans issues is that conservatives have unanimous consensus on trans stuff. If you look at moderates and Democrats opinions are more divided but ultimately lean more supportive on fundamental stuff like anti-discrimination and "they should be allowed to exist" type of questions. Moderates wouldn't be marching the streets on trans people's behalf or anything, but they'd care enough to voice that it was vastly too far. It would be another part of a long list of things where the right overstepped the mark at the expense of more moderate tastes and all of that taken together USUALLY translates to a lost election for conservatives, if we have legitimate elections moving forward.
>>40966137Transexuals have always been a waste of everybody's time in the political sphere. They really thought they were going to be the next civil rights/gay rights, etc, social issue. But no. They just kind of suck.I don't care about a group of people that have been nothing but an albatross. They were a fad issue for far too long. We got rid of them and now can talk about real issues that matter. Like healthcare or any other issue that actually matters.
Want to talk about cartels? Mexican here.Basically, it's an illegal business run by rich people. They hire poor people who usually live on the border. The cartel's business isn't just drugs, but human trafficking, prostitution, and organized crime. This can exist with the help of corrupt politicians. I'm not just talking about corrupt Mexican politicians, but also Americans who allow all this to happen.Mexico is just a warehouse, the drugs are stored in Mexico, the Mexican cartel takes care of that drug and sends it to the north, the raw material comes from China, and the American gangs and the organized crime in their cities are in charge of selling and distributing the drugs... there is a whole logistics, but the owners are not Mexican, it is surely another person similar to Epstein.Mexico has lithium. Mexican lithium mines are literally under Texas. They discovered that less than six years ago... so guess why all this drama is about.The Mexican cartel is a cancer. Out of every 1,000 Mexicans, 1 is a crazy terrorist. There are 130 million of us, but the average Mexican is not to blame for that. Mexico is a peaceful place most of the time. It's only in marginalized areas where this happens.You can't go to war against the cartel. We already tried in 2006. They attack civilians, literally thousands of people dead. It's an evil that will never end until addicts stop using drugs.
>>40966255>Like healthcare or any other issue that actually matters.you're probably a bot or a concern trollbut in case you aren't, those aren't real issues. you realize that the fact that you are so pissed about trannies means that healthcare or any "issue that matters" doesn't actually mean shit to youdon't pretend like you give a fuck about housing or healthcare
One should be proud of having a transgender girlfriend, not ashamed.Never hide her.Always show her affection....... If only I had one.
>>40966864kiss my gf at the movies holding her hand while walking through a mall calling her a cute pet name in front of other people WOOF
As soon as it invades your body, it goes to work making you a mockery of life.
>>40966677Do you think women taking testosterone is a good thing because it has some of the opposite effects
>>40966677Yeah I can make up bullshit forever too pal that’s the good thing about talking piss
>>40966662just a few months
>>40966843you want me to kill myself dont you
>>40966858many many years
This is the peak female body.
>>40966566these fat positive and obesity fetish threads have been spammed too much!! They are losing the appeal of a niche fetish that losers might automatically have a body attractive to those with the fetish because its being shoved down our throats too much....just put like a few feederism dogwhistles here and there or post yourself being fat in passgen, we dont need multiple porn threads up for this
>>40966663i actually though that they were gone for awhile. i wish i could be a cute tranny fat bitch but alas i am a cis bisexual muscular bara twonk
>QOTT: Is this the end for terje?>QOTT2: Will he ever escape Gloves gaping maw?
>>40966366During summer Australia tends to feel like it's a short drive to the sun. But luckily air con is fairly common.
>>40959817Gloves is my comfort character...
>>40966049>build your involvement around a characterThe most fembrained thing ever written
Why are pooners so often more femenine than regular cis women?
>>40966781I love him too where is the boy fetch him for me
You look like that serial killer
you look like you ate a bee
>>40966574would succ
432Hz- Alpha Waves Heal The Whole Body and Spirit, Emotional, Physical, Mental & Spiritual Healinghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3papaX85MA
>>40966574Ohh you're cute How long have you been on test
im a junkie(strogen)
>>40964034im too lazy to
>>40964075I do.
if you want to be cheap and lazy but not a total POS what you can do is but the needles in a plastic milk jug and throw the syringes in the trash.
>>40965852or you can use an old tall can (monster or watever)then just tape over the top
>>40964044takes about 200
...fuck.previous: >>40836388Goal of the thread: I will not be fucked with that today.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40963863>A good conversation starter, learning new things!>Oh lord, I fucked up the post! It was meant to say: "So it is something general where you feel like you are being a burden when you are not of direct use yourself?"Yes pretty much, I feel worthless and unworthy if I'm not working in service to someone.I hate being and feeling like a burden, my circumstances make it sting even more now.>If that is the case then a good thing to keep in mind is to not try too hard to protect people from you, if that makes senseI'll try to.It's really hard for me put myself in a situation where I could inconvenience them.>Don't preemptively assume people have something better to do than lend you a hand, is what I meanOh okay, I suppose that's a small adjustment I can make.Thank you for all the responses, it is very much appreciated.
>>40963459>>40964006>Are things gonna change for you because of this appointment, going forward?I guess they already have. it isn't going to kill me. improvements are possible for a small percentage of patients but even if I luck out it's not going to last. it's just going to continue worsening as I age.I'm going to have to apply for disability.with all of the restrictions that bring.>Do you feel like those pamphlets, those procedures, the people you deal with are all sorta.. condescending?it's... more like I'm being thought of as a chunk of meat. a rough, mostly useless piece of meat. something you have to cook for 8 hours to eat. "here's how to start a family", "here's how you can contribute to society", "here's how to be the least expensive member of your category". I'm worthless unless I procreate. I'm worthless if I can't contribute something else for the world to eat in my stead. stay positive. eat your veggies. get your financial aid and wait, patiently, until the day you die, watching everyone and everything surpass you or grow distant.I'm sorry siganon. you don't have to provide any advice. you've done plenty. thank you.I'm going to go to work tomorrow. at least for a few hours.
>>40966546>it's... more like I'm being thought of as a chunk of meat. Have you ever heard of the game mouthwashing? I heard it explores that and other heavy subjects, there's a video essay on it focusing on the disability aspect by a known youtube b lister, if you can't stomach the game might be the last thing you need to see right now, but maybe it makes you feel seen, too.
>>40966583thank you anon. the fact that you saw what I wrote and offered a suggestion to make me feel less alone ismaking me tear up a little. thank you.Ive heard it should be pretty good... I think I'll give it a try.
>>40966707I sadly can't hug you tight right now but, I want you to know you are seen. You are valued. You are so much more than the parameters by which we are measured, or the characters we put on the screen. I hope to have built a place of warmth and comfort here, to the extent such a place an exist here.In case you want the video essay too (spoilers, of course), here you go: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogLJapz3oik
Jim Norton is going on podcasts showing off his tranny wife and it's painful seeing the hosts having to play along and walk on eggshells not to insult him for being married to a 6ft3 viking99% of the comments are calling him a fag
>>40964784she used to be a camgirl, we've all seen it (it's big)
>>40964784this, super disrespectful and indicates he doesn't see her as a full person
>>40964736why does that old bald guy get a goddes like her instead of ME? it should have been MEEEEEE!
>>40964736Jim Norton is the king of chasers, guy has been on the radio talking about sulking tranny wiener for 20 years now
>>40964923where can i see it? i couldn't find anything. what nickname did she use?
>Transbian humor
>>40966713Oh okay
>>40966670It's so nothing that I have nothing to say or complain about
>>40966670The humor is the only feminine part of a transbian.
>>40966670I fucking love her comics she's the goat
>>40966670these are all so incredibly unfunny, Trans Girl Diaries from the 2010's mogs every single nu-troon comic artist