do any transfeminists want to behead me for being a cis woman who wants to be a sissy faggot
>>40957686>picrel is too aestheticcan't you just call yourself AGP or AGAMP? you really dont deserve the sissy label
>>40957686bio sissies are goated fr
>>40957686this is based thoughbeit
>>40957686>monkey's paw curlsi'd switch lives with you for a day to see how we'd both fare
>>40957686Honorary AMAB.
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Bee kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community.QOTT:>Have you ever been gifted jewelry by a partner? Have you gifted jewelry to a partner? What kinds of jewelry do you enjoy?>Do you think cheaters deserve a second chance? Is cheating ever justified?>Do people ever think you and your gf are friends? sisters?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold: >>40928439
>>40959110post ass dear I'm losing my patience
browsing this board makes me think I would be happy dating someone that's acewould you be happy dating an ace girl?
Wow, thread really went off the rails about... porn...?>>40959347Honestly no. Im allo with a fairly strong libido. There's just something about the playfulness and sense of desire that I need. I need to want and feel wanted in a very intimate way.I actually spent a long long time pulling that particular topic over due to recent relationship issues. I always shrugged it off as "its just sex" until I was stuck in a dead bedroom scenario and found myself feeling increasingly lonely.Not saying my partner needs to be able to match my level of freak, but there's gotta be *something* going on.>>40953043>Have you ever been gifted jewelry by a partner? Have you gifted jewelry to a partner? What kinds of jewelry do you enjoy?Yes and yes. I like shiny asymmetric stuff. Necklaces are my favored by far, followed by bracelets and then earrings.>Do you think cheaters deserve a second chance? Is cheating ever justified?Nope. Cheating at its core constitutes a breach of boundaries in the relationship. Of your partner doesnt respect your boundaries, then you simply cant maintain the trust thats needed for a healthy relationship.I dont think its ever justified - if you NEED someone else, leave your partner. I can understand it in extreme situations, but that doesnt make it justified.>Do people ever think you and your SO are friends? sisters?Friends, yea. Sometimes not even that, people will think we dont even know each other or just met. Thats... how far things have fallen apart. *sad*
>talking to cute queer girl I have a crush on at the club >we're drunk and sharing my bag >she jokingly pretends to put her fag out on me>tell her dead seriously to do it>she instantly presses it hard into my forearm between tattoos>most turned on I've ever been>ask her out, she says she's ace>few days later she mentuons a guy she's fuckinghow an I gonna hide this from my mam for the rest of my life
I was thinking of taking singing or fashion illustration workshops, which do you think would be more fun and good for meeting ppl?also have another ugly me picrew >>40959415>Wow, thread really went off the railsplease save me from this thread tbqhoh yeh, how is the relationship counseling stuff or breakup going?I was looking for an old picture of my favorite necklace and just found it, too embarrassed to post tho>>40959443sounds rough anon, scars and all
I've never wanted to be a girl growing upI've never felt acute discomfort from pubertyI've never hated being a boy and wanted to grow up as a manI've felt pride in my masculine features. My deep voice, broad shoulders, and muscular buildI had no issues with intimacy and my genitals Despite all of this, learning about hrt and the process of transitioning at 20 flipped a switch. A switch that's not mineThe intense envy I feel when I see women around my age is not realThe disgust I feel whenever I'm reminded of my grotesque appearance is not realThe utter despair I feel at imagining living as a man is not realCrying in a fetal position over the fact that I'm a man is just me playing pretendThe abject horror I've felt when I've tried hrt and the effects started to show is enough proof that I'm just cisI wish I were a woman to begin with, but I don't want my self to be a woman, and I hate being a manI've never felt human. Always a facsimile, a skinwalker, a puppet, a living corpse
>>40953596IWNBATT (i will never be a trutranny)
bump
>>40952966What does it matter how you were as a child? Do you even feel like you're still the same person?
>>40952966honestly from repping and depression and body image issues and identity disturbance and stuff idek what i am
>>40959071>Do you even feel like you're still the same person?No. Never could identify with my past self. I know it was me, but it feels like a stranger.>What does it matter how you were as a child?Tbh, it has nothing to do with being trutrans, but much rather having the certainty that transitioning would be the right choice. If this desire manifested itself in my childhood, and not almost on a whim, then I'd be much more assured that this an immutable part of me
I wish my FtM BF was more malebrained Should i dump him for a real man ?
>>40959546Have you told him how you feel about you not sharing interests, and how important it is to you?
>>40959477Man is when fast car and ball
>>40959552Not really, because i'm afraid i'll slip and just break his heart He's precious for me, and i don't want to see his watery eyes whenever he'll get to understand that there's a possibility i'm trying to break up with himI can already see him searching excuses, trying to tell me he'll do better, that he wasn't aware and that's his fault and all Really it's not as easy to bring up that kind of stuff, he's the sensitive kind, you know But he knows that i'm not into his shit at all, for sure, and he knows that i want to push him into my stuff and that's somewhat important to me, i just think he doesn't understand that watching Fast and Furious half asleep with me isn't helping at all, it just does the exact opposite effect
>>40959565That was my take too this guy is too stupid and sheltered to be anybody's boyfriend. The guy he's with was probably going to leave him eventually because his discontent is so obvious, but if he breaks it off sooner even better. There are so many homos in the world like his boyfriend the guy will move on to someone else
>>40959586If you're considering breaking up with him anyways, you absolutely should have a real conversation about this first. Also, have you considered trying to cultivate a new interest together?
/title
>>40956148oomfie get pregnant
>>40958789yes!(im mentally ill btw)>>40958799erno
>>40958855can I be your slightly less mentally ill boyfriend
>>40956148hngggh, want you to sit on my face
>>40956096Pio made me really soft
Previous /pg/: >>40942196Post your face and provide critiques for other tranners
>>40959261>>40959064How many guys do you let hit at the same time?Or are you a transbian?
>>40959296yes she does
>>40959323she's a transbian
>>40958893would not>>40958929absolutely would>>40959064probably would
>>40958893I can't post in this one the last one was hon edition but this one is for cuties?>>40958929>>40959064fuck you for mogging me
QOTT: What are your thoughts on the coordinated, widespread attacks against trans rights and acceptance that are happening right now?last thread: >>40920566
>>40952380Indecisive much ?
>>40952396I wish i could still date tgirls but they will notice my chest
>>40945729this is hrt repper erasure
>>40945887because hrt repping is fucking heaven
>>40959573i don't think it is. i mean maybe if you are ok with being a man with boobs and broken tiny pp
Trans activists>AGP isn't real, it undermines the fantasy that I am really internally female so I have to undermine your sexual orientation! Why has the LGBT movement lost all of its momentum?Conservatives and TERFs>AGP is a disgusting narcissistic malebrained fetish, no I haven't read Men Trapped in Men's Bodies, who are Anne Lawrence and Michael Bailey?
>>40959178AGP is real and a greater or lesser component of individuals’ psychology. There is no other reasonable stance
>>40959190I'd say its greater, sexuality is a fundamental part of the human experience.
>>40959178> trans activistsgo back to twitter if you want to come here and call us all "activists" baka
>>40959562You act like you represent this entire board, but many people on this board accept the existence of AGP just fine.
There are hundreds, if not thousands of "femreppers" across the globe who are ovulating right now, this very minute they are BEGGING to have an egg attach to their uterus - but the men around them are not giving them what they deserve. Makes me weep at the very thought.
>>40956272am i even still ovulating if ive been on birth control for like a year plus? i mean probably not right. then why does porn still make me horny
Wtf those are undergraduates? They look older than me and I graduated like three years agoIs it because of UV damage? Alcohol?
>>40958769tanning maybe
>>40956272imagine the smellgirls like this make me glad i'm not a woman desu
>>40959568what are you?
>>40958856Im maybe considering it. I just wish i could get a straight bf >>40958885>>40959037Oh yeah no doubt she’s coping a little bit, she had to clarify that hes “bisexual” and “no man would like an icky tranny like they like me because im a real wombyn”>>40958933Maybe
>>40959441why would straight men date gay men?
>>40959445Not taking the bait
>>40959486do you really think taking estrogen makes you not a gay man anymore?
>>40956413Hole cope
General for all nonbinary, intersex, questioning, and friends.QOTT: What is your favorite biome?QOTT2: What cultural cuisine do you enjoy the most?
>>40957090>.i have a lot of complicated feelings about this and it makes me feel like a fake enby even if i know that a fake enby isn't even a real thinggod that's exactly it, it sucks so much> pretty sure there's something out there people take to suppress itYeah, raloxifene, I know about it but I'm not sure it would be safe to take long-term. I've read pretty much all there is to know about this and there's no perfect solution, so I'm just gonna do straight E for a while and hope for little to no boobs
>>40956799i used to be terrified too, especially in early med transition. but honestly booba isnt too bad. they evened out my chest and made womens clothes fit a lot better. plus the expanded erogenous zones are really nice for sexual expression. theyre also small enough that on days when im feeling more masc i can just drape a t shirt over and theyre largely not too noticable. as other anon said though hrtgen def has methods to stall chest growth if its a 100% dealbreaker. >>40957090>when i was little my parents handmade me an entire Link costumeoh my gosh thats so adorable t.t i used to make my own halloween costumes all the time as a kid. ive been meaning to dig out the sewing machine from the laundry room because good quality clothes are so fucking expensive nowadays and i would rather just make them myself from random scraps.
>cant be overweight and androgynous at the same timei hate my stupid amab enby lifei need to lose weight and gain it back so my hrt can put it in the right places
How do I stop thinking about the bad shit that happened to me 24/7
the maid dress is ON
>body hair is kind of a turn-off (sometimes hot but depends on situation)>fantasize about being fucked in the ass but never put anything inside myselfi see a lot of people say bisexual people arent real gays am i a fake queer
>>40958930depends on mood and state of arousal. Also, this isnt talked about enough, but sometimes some ppl just dont enjoy it up the ass. you could be one of those few ppl
>>40958930I’m 100% straight and love a rock hard girl cock up my ass
no youre just bi (the bad kind), because most mature hetero and homosexuals of both genders love body hair
>>40959422>I’m 100% straight and love a rock hard girl cock up my assi regularly fantasize about things like this but again have never tried to stick anything inside of myselfi dont even know how id start even just the feeling of my fingers against my ass makes me uneasy :/>>40959423>no youre just bi (the bad kind), because most mature hetero and homosexuals of both genders love body hairidk whats wrong with me
>>40959564when did u first start having these thoughts? did u watch gay porn, femboy porn ,etc? and is ur body hairless
How do we fix the absolute disaster nightmare that is FTM optics? At least a handful of people see trans women as women, I don't think anyone on earth sees trans men as men.>inb4 PLAP PREGNANCY BREED retardsMake your own thread.
>>40958113I've been visibly ftm for 10 years and I haven't been surprised yet
>>40959237Because you call those "surprises" incels
>>40957266das a cute kitty
>>40957266>inb4 PLAP PREGNANCY BREED retardsAnon it's one guy. Literally just one incredibly autistic polish man.
>>40957266i think the reason people don't see trans men as men is bc most go stealth asap. people do see the stealthers as man since they don't know they're trannies. the only ones they notice are trans are the pooners so they assume all ftms are pooners.
i feel like im too ugly and will never be able to look prettyim too lazy and incompetent to learn how to do things like makeup and take care of my hair properly and dress properlyim rly autistic and socially avoidant so i always just make others uncomfortable and creeped out whenever i need to interact with peoplei feel like im always going to be some kind of social pariah and looked at with only pity or disgusti dont think i can relate to the normal trans experience, they seem to be going about being trans in a more 'real' way which seems inaccessible to me
>>40958482Anon. You gotta decouple these ideas of self care and gender and seriously just focus on looking after your health and mental wellbeing. You're gonna be looked at as a social pariah regardless of gender if you're not looking after yourself and you have such negativity towards yourself. You don't have to fix it all at once, just try and do your best and start with a small step in a positive direction.
yeah same, im just a creepy weirdo, always have been. its like being an incel, theres no "transitioning" out of it. your existence is just social poison. even so i guess we have to try because the alternative is just roping
>>40958482relatable, I just don't go outside, I'm a night creature
>>40958482and yet, here you stand. I don't know your personal beliefs anon, but being trans is a spiritual experience. The fact that there is even an internal incongruence means that you've already earned the title, at least partially. you will ascend your flesh and mold yourself into someone worth loving, it just takes time and patience.
>>40958482I mean you were able to use words to describe your feelings without chatgpt, albeit clumsily... maybe that anon who said education is isnt always best for transgirls had a point..
What gender does my voice soundhttps://voca.ro/18XaVFr8KSkB
>>40959387 Bump
>>40959387you sound twelve and vaguely masculine. if ftm you're on the right track, if not, there's still plenty to work with.