>be me>300 lb transbian>eating at a buffet with my plus sized polycule >feeling full so start to doze off>wake up next to my straight bf>look down and see my ribs sticking out>remember that I’m a straight pick-me anorexic trans woman and not a polyamorous plus sized transbian girlboss
>>41245614and would that be a dream or a nightmare for you?
I really thought I was trans, I really did. But it's all so obvious in hindsight.>viscerally hate myself>find out about hrt and transitioning at 20>think my self loathing is actually gender dysphoria>immediately decide to take diy hrt>now experiencing the full force of dysphoria, in my case reverse dysphoriaGuess I just played myself. I am not blaming any trans person for my stupidity. If anything I hope my stupidity is entertaining for you. I really hoped hrt would be my panacea. That it would finally make me feel like a human. That I would actually enjoy living as a woman more than a man. What a sick joke.I am actually stuck being a man, no matter what I do, and I will have to find a way to live with it. Not like it should be all too difficult since I am cis, but I still want to paint a wall red with my brains because of it.
>>41242863literally memost of my desire to transition is just self hate and wanting to be someone else which makes me still want to go through with it even tho it gives me reverse dysphoria
>>41242863take your pills
>>41243020>nietzsche and stirner in the same bucket
why the fuck are we trying so hard to convince someone they are trans???i mean i agree they may as well keep the hrt vial but if they wanna detroon who gaf?im sorry about ur mental health OP, i hope you can find a path in life that makes you happy
>>41242863You don't have to be anything. You didn't like HRT? Okay, then, don't do it anymore.I will say that sometimes, when you aren't quite matching your body goals after trying, it can be even more painful than when you didn't even try. That's not to try to retrans you or anything, just pointing out that this might be an overreaction. Point is, you don't owe anyone any explanation, not even yourself. You have to have liked something about it. Something about being a woman was attractive to you. It was an escape, perhaps. Try to narrow that down, and see if you're still interested. Regardless, it's a million times easier to pass as a man than a woman unless you have huge tits. Whatever you want to be, I'm sure it'll be pretty easy once you set your mind to it.
Can we please consider all tourist openly hateful threads made by chuds offtopic? They clearly are not members of LGBT and have nothing of value to add to any discussion.There are alreads several boards for moids to be disgusting incels like /pol/ and /r9k/, so theres no good reason to tolerate them here. We need to protect our own baby queers who naively engage with them instead of ignoring them or telling them to fuck off.
trans women are men pretending to be women, their identity is false, a psychological game they like to force others to play
>>41245238not worth the energy, nona
you can tell this person is new lel
>>41245238Incel chud site, newfag.
>gigapassoid whomst never voice trained
>>41244932just raise your larynx use head voice and use your mouth to make it sound the way a woman would. Increasing pitch is the hard part.
>>41245472are you intentionally sabotaging people girl thats fucked up
>>41245502what did I say that was sabotage
>>41245502>>41245514i fucking hate both of you so much
>>41245611?
>gets traumatized by multiple cancellation attempts over 100% bullshit, to the point of retreating into making ONE (1) video per year>decides to come out of hiding to defend Israel, the most volatile topic in politics at the moment, after the United fucking Nations said Israel was doing a genocideWhat the actual fuck?
>>41243240She should've just said to keep attacking Israel because it's really working out super good for them so far. Actually they should try nuking Israel and see what happens.
>>41243227>makes six figures from "former fascist" now performatively woke white liberals on patreon>too lackadaisical to make more than one pop culture philosophy psuedo-academic filler video a year >has legion of bottom feeders run to her defense at any moment, regardless of if she's in trouble or notShe has it made.
>>41243333> create another muslim state where the population is so volatile even its neighbors don’t want anything to do with themYeah, no thanks. I’ll take my parking lot.
>>41245563>Yeah, no thanks. I’ll take my parking lot.It is hilarious that you think the parking lot would be yours. The people who are fucking all of us over would be making the parking lot/child genocide graveyard, with BILLIONS of your tax dollars, you fucking moron.
>>41243227it’s the law of the land that trannies must have the worst opinions on everything
>oh you're a 6'2 troon? I'm 5'6
>>41245116You could smack my ass any time you'd want
>>41245337You might underestimate what you're getting yourself into with that offer
>>41245001It's not so bad when you're chill, I got genuinely the hottest tranny I've ever seen as a 5'9 manlet
>>412449795'2 not 6'2. i lucked out for transition
I'm 5'0" and would gladly trade any 6'2" hulking behemoth for the power they hold
I've only known her for 3 days. I love her so much already. I want to belong to her forever
bumpCan't stop thinking about her. How bad I need to be with her. I want to be hers so so so so bad
>>41245314>>41245599I've been there. please take care of yourself nona, don't fall in too deep
>>41245618Its okay she'll probably end up rejecting me anyway. Then ill be heartbroken for a week and back to miserably hoping somebody takes even a bit of notice of me
women owe men sex, and women who reject men shouldn't be surprised when they find themselves non-breathinghttps://nypost.com/2025/10/01/us-news/nj-teen-girls-killed-in-cranford-by-alleged-stalker-who-ran-them-down-in-jeep/Two teenage girls were mowed down and killed Monday in leafy Cranford, New Jersey, by a hit-and-run driver who had allegedly been stalking one of them.The two 17-year-old Cranford High School students, Maria Niotis and Isabella Salas, were riding on an ebike together around 5:30 p.m. when a black 2021 Jeep with tinted windows rammed into them, according to authorities and local reports.Both girls later died at the hospital.
you are a nasty little slug kysyou deserve nothing but pain, hell is real and it is where you are going
>>41245580Not lgbt related
>>41245589hell isn't real, but if it were, it would be 100% afabs all they had to do was donate an hour of their time, open up their god given holes to a man who wanted them, but they felt they were too good for him, and now they are gonesad!>>41245593most people here wish they were women, so discussing the disgusting behavior of women is relevant
>>41245558i would but idk how i'd word the post desu
>>41245550Were you hotter as a man?
>>41245574no i was ugly asf. if anything hrt made me a hotter man
>>41245543all of Asia except jeets and all spics/native americans
>>41245592hmmm
do you enjoy the theatre? (watching or participating)last:>>41239816
https://xhamster.com/videos/continuation-str8-married-men-caught-sucking-cock-part-2-2279369
>>41245386We can’t kick out bishits or slayer would have to leave
Slayer should leave imo, he's bisexual.
If only there was a bigen bisexuals could go to
>>41245497gaygen belongs to bisexuals
i'm 6 months on hrt tdy , is it over?
>>41245456idk wat ur not understanding bc it kind of is working because i look better compared to how i looked 30lbs ago and my body can always redistribute after im actually thin anyway and have been on hrt long enough>>41245469im still huge thats what you have to understand
>>41245531Suuuure you are how tall are you and how much do you weigh bitch?
>>41245565i'm 5'5 and 127lbs which is abt 21 bmi and im ashamed to even admit that but that shame is what fuels my wl more and more
>>41245591Girl you are deeply retarded and wasting your growing potential
>>41245605how?? i think im doing the right thing
Im the middle child why are my parents acting like their line is going to die with me for being a tranny?
>>41243853No one actually cares about the “reprodooooce and save your bloodline” meme and they instead use it to justify some other more retarded or vile belief they do not wish to share. In this case, it is bigotry against trannies.
In my unfortunate case, I'm an only child and feel guilty that I'll never be able to have kids. My dad was also the only male son of my grandfather
>>41244177thats not really your fault. if they wanted grandkids maybe have more children than one?
I want to detrans. I regret starting hrt and wish i had my flat chest. I started this as probably an escape from my actual life. It's easy to pathologize your past as a sign of what your future should be. I do love being feminine but as a male, taking drugs to achieve that is just futile. I survive my first twenty years being normal and not making any drastic decisions or mistakes until this one. Its more bitter sweet, getting exactly what you want since you were a child only to realize it's never going to be how you want. I wished upon a monkeys paw and now I'm left with the consequences.
>>41242266I know I just don't want to deal with people giving me weird looks. If I actually stopped hrt i would definitely get my levels checked cuz idk how good my natural hormones would be. >>41242338>>41242356I might idk.
>>41243281you won't.
>>41239291>>41241472>>41242370Are u gonna get top surgery
>>41244526Probably if I can get the money for it.
>>41241698Ayden can I come hang out w you for a bit but you pay for everything? You're welcome to abuse my body in exchange ofct. american tranner
i will never socially transition
>>41245301any particular reason?
>>41245334nta but Im too self conscious and insecure and think everyone will laugh at me
>>41245301ok
delusion edition>QOTT: do you feel like a woman on the inside?>QOTT2: are you willing to give up your old self to become something new and better?previous: >>>41222763
>>41244491stop doing this chudette, you look like an ugly abomination, why do you think estrogen was the right choice for you lmao>>41244843just rape god
>>41244843Stop believing the jewish god's propaganda, for one thing.
>>41244962It just feels like a reasonable request to pray/beg for spiritually helpful things from god or the universe or whatever and when theres no response its hopeless. Seems cruel
I look and have the personality of this guy but deeply wish to look like a womanI refuse to believe god is real because he wouldn't do this to me.
where is my bf who beats me until i transition
