so since I don't pass, I've been man(/boy?)moding for obvious reasons, but I sent this pick to some of my tranny friends today, who then said I look cute, femme, etc.so this makes me wonder...am I just honmoding at this point without being aware of it?here's why I suspect it:> never malefailed once in my life> only gotten these comments from tranny friends> everyone else who knows iwnbaw just keeps things as they are, treating me like any other man and doesn't really think I'd consider name/pronoun change (which I don't), as I've told everyone I'll do that when I pass> do get some more attention from strangers, like stares (which hons certainly do get)> been getting more comments from family members, like you'll never be a woman, etc., which hons also get> more colleagues start to notice/suspect I'm a trannyso: am I accidentally honmoding now?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41246797yep, austism all the way down> t. hon that knows the tricks to passing, but take clothes makeup off..
>>41247249got an appointment for getting a haircut tmrw, was planning to get tranny bangs anyway, had them once at some point, but my mum gaslight me into believing it was the shittiest haircut ever for some reason
>>41246773you're so pretty :>
>>41246773>more comments YWNBAW IME even if you don't pass, you are looking obviously more feminine than the people close to you are comfortable with. When they keep repeating YWNBAW, they are saying it as a form of denial; what they're seeing isn't happening. They're bothered that they see the changes and their minds are starting to associate you with womanly traitsAlso remember that being attractive is more important than passing. Work on that part
>>41246773Nice made up language
Normies are right about fags. You're all degenerates and don't deserve any rights. I was in relationship with this guy and was mostly wholesome then separated and he got a new boyfriend but i saw him on grindr and apparently they're looking to do threesomes. This is someone who swore he's not a whore and we supposedly loved each other and had a bad break up now he's doing the most degenerate soulless whore shit. I thought i at least have the memories of love to cherish but now that i know what kind of disgusting person he is i cannot even think about these moments the same anymore. And this guy's parents ostracized him for being gay (being himself as he says it) and then goes and does this. Fags deserve to be ostracized by their family and society.
>>41247770Fags are for casual hookups when you're young. You're not suposed to date them nor mingle in their circles. You'll quickly realize that world is NOT for you and start to feel disgust towards them when you're on your late 20's. You have two pathways: finding a woman to have a relationship with or being single while focusing on your career, health and hobbies.
>>41247849Truth
being almost 30 and never having had sex or a relationship or friends is a fate worse than death
>>41247380if you have never had a single friend by the age 30 you need a social worker, not to go on dating apps
>>41247112Prostitutes
>>41247396im exaggerating what i really have is a string of superficial encounters with people who i see a few times at most and then never again. i have no idea how to build a social circle
>>41247112Real. Thank you for understanding. Being a virgin in old age is a misery most people can't even comprehend.
>>41247396What is a social worker and how do I get one?
Our levels are consistent so we really shouldn't experience the fluctuations that cis women get at all. Ive been on hrt for like 5 years and haven't felt anything cramping besides the time I got food poisoning and norovirus
Youngshit zoomers, do you date zoomer men? Why or why not?
>>41247731It seems so. Women are lonely too but more so for friends
>>41247745I have a night shift at a desk job anon, almost all I've done at work for the last year is read. How is that supposed to help me find local groups?
>>41247529>heterosexual men can just um completely overwrite their sexuality, right??No, they're not able to do the political lesbian thing because AFaBs are actually just bi/autosexual.Males have an actual sexuality and for millions of years, were the only sex that really needed one. Females were sought and seeded. Species continued.
>>41247755>because AFaBs are actually just bi/autosexual.Worse, their bicuriousity is just another expression of their hypergamy. The average man has a far lower status in society than another woman does and status is what they're truly attracted to.
>>41246208Gayden zoomer, I don't date other zoomers... I have a lot of responsibilities, and listing them off can make less "secure" or "stable" guys feel uneasy. It's also a lot of "free" labor, which scares even more men away.
You listened to the album, right nona? You-you're not a musichon, are you???
>>41247531tranny DEFEATED with FACTS and LOGIC
>>41246475I'm gonna listen to it this evening, while reading picrel.Just like every other real man.>>41246756>Autistic men can be socially pressured into liking somethingKek'd.
>>41246475I did and it's a fucking CHOPpure dogshit, charli mogs her
I didn't and I won't. I think her music is mid. I do love pop music but I would much sooner listen to anyone else. Personally I am very excited for whatever slayyyter is cooking up with canibalism. I also have angel related stan reasons to not listen to her lol
>>41246475i have not yet but i will soon. i'm a little afraid because i really have not liked her recent work...everything after evermore has just been sort of hard to listen to>>41247474good to know we are trending upwards if only slightly ty for the review
How did it turn out? If it turned out well how did the realization come about?Like I feel like I want to transition. I think about it every day. I've been interested in crossgender stuff since I was a child. I've dated men while I presented as a girl. It was great. But it mostly shows up for me in sexual ways. I have to basically coom to make the thoughts subside but of course they always come back so to me it feels like I want it but I'm highly motivated by the sexual gratification of it. I also feel off sometimes when I have sex as a man. I'm indifferent about being male. I think one of the reasons I've repped so long is that I just don't want to have to change so much external stuff about my life during transition.
>>41247610AGP
>>41247610Almost everyone who is so called "transitioning" is exploring a sexual fetish.They are either blind to that fact because transitioning has been normalized or they know it arouses them to the thought of wearing panties and fantasizing about sucking cock.It's sad and unfortunate that people just can't accept that they are having homosexual thoughts and fantasies instead of going to great lengths to emulate the opposite sex.
Most "bisexual men" aren't real. You're just sexually and emotionally frustrated heterosexual men.
>>41247703you are a pornsick virgin however
>>41247703Men who like males (women) and females (women) are by definition bisexuals
>>41247737That kind of man doesn't fit on a gay bar or a gay app for example. They like women and dislike men. Even flamers are disgusting to them. They are straight men with lower standards, but still straight men.
>>41247620Don't care nigger I have sex with men and women meanwhile all you can do is manlet rage on an anonymous image board
>>41247620I'm tired of these faggots. LGT when?
Trannies will dieFemcels will dieNiggers will dieChristcucks will dieJews will dieThere will be true love There will be world peace
>>41247719picrel will be real when crispr editing is perfected in t- 50 years
>>41247756>only 1(one) futanah
Would you let a Chud cum in your ass?
>>41247405her cock vids are on bunkr just search sayuri
>>41247410well yes. its not her
>>41247427It's literally her down to voice bone structure and eventually tattoos, nice try.
>>41247398he's been doing the same bit for 8 months now
>>41247301Why do pedos always virtue signal like this. Do you think anyone buys it? You’re already on a list, and discord already lets the feds watch your “private” erps with kids
qott: how do you feel about breakfast. is it something you've come to terms with or do you war with it still. what do you like to put into a breakfast. when do you eat it. doy ou eat it every day or only sometime. if your partner made you a homemade breakfast one day would u eat it or would u turn and wordlessly leave them forever. hjow do u like ur eggsmdconalds breakfast wrap: >>41242882
>>41247878Ok
>>41247880i guess, that's the right way to think about it. sometimes my life feels really chaotic and like i'm so far behind but then i step back like this and realize it's all pretty ok. i'm just really efficiency brained i fear. i've finally entered the stage of my life that's mostly post-transition and yet i'm still thinking like everything in life needs to be gamed and perfected. that's just not how it works!!
>>41247891i think i also just need to select 1 project a day and focus on that. i'm not going out tonight bc i'm hosting my party tomorrow so after i reach out about a new hairdresser i'm just gonna go HARD on finding new therapists and send out emails. i'll let the new gym lie until sunday.
>>41247891>i'm just really efficiency brained i fearYeah I have the same problem. It's a bit silly though, live is for living and all that. Like you're saying.
Get guys give me pity* and attention I have a stable well paying job and lots of friends and hangout with them every day and go partying on the weekends and my biggest issue in life is forgetting to schedule a haircut doesn't my love suck so bad :(Anon ur so right ur life is horrible you should kill yourself it's the only way out of this misery
I really thought I was trans, I really did. But it's all so obvious in hindsight.>viscerally hate myself>find out about hrt and transitioning at 20>think my self loathing is actually gender dysphoria>immediately decide to take diy hrt>now experiencing the full force of dysphoria, in my case reverse dysphoriaGuess I just played myself. I am not blaming any trans person for my stupidity. If anything I hope my stupidity is entertaining for you. I really hoped hrt would be my panacea. That it would finally make me feel like a human. That I would actually enjoy living as a woman more than a man. What a sick joke.I am actually stuck being a man, no matter what I do, and I will have to find a way to live with it. Not like it should be all too difficult since I am cis, but I still want to paint a wall red with my brains because of it.
>>41242863You don't have to be anything. You didn't like HRT? Okay, then, don't do it anymore.I will say that sometimes, when you aren't quite matching your body goals after trying, it can be even more painful than when you didn't even try. That's not to try to retrans you or anything, just pointing out that this might be an overreaction. Point is, you don't owe anyone any explanation, not even yourself. You have to have liked something about it. Something about being a woman was attractive to you. It was an escape, perhaps. Try to narrow that down, and see if you're still interested. Regardless, it's a million times easier to pass as a man than a woman unless you have huge tits. Whatever you want to be, I'm sure it'll be pretty easy once you set your mind to it.
>>41245583>i mean i agree they may as well keep the hrt vialWhy?>im sorry about ur mental health OP, i hope you can find a path in life that makes you happyThank you, but I doubt there'll ever be a right path in life for me. Only one with the least compromises
Describe reverse dysphoria for you
>>41246956Reverse dysphoria is just dysphoria I got from taking hrt. It's basically my mind screaming at me that it hates the effects of estrogen, and that it wants to go back to being on testosterone, despite me thinking I disliked testosterone to begin with
>>41243020read bataille
what type of shoes does /lgbt/ wear?
>>41245755i own two pairs of converse, one classic black n white and one all whitei also got a pair of black gumshoe DCs because i was a skater kid growing up
i unironically wear simpson converse, I have 1 white pair that I wear everyday and another dirty pair with a different design that I havent worn in months. Might get the splatoon converse once these start wearing out
>>41245755vans or converse mostly.
>>41245755Black 2” heeled lace up boots, blank ankle booties flat, black mid thigh satin boots 3” heel, black bobs when not at work, fuzzy black Minnetonka boots
>>41245755running shoes so I am prepared to fightif I have my bodybuilder transbian gf with me, then I'll wear something modest like flats/mary janes, or some sneaker
>Be me, tgirl>135lbs for a few months now (about 5'5 for reference)>Realize I'm not as attractive as most of my friends because of it>Turning point is when my friend who's maybe 5 or 6 inches taller than me and much more attractive also turns out to be 135lbs>Time to stop being a fatass>Plan a 500kcal deficit per day until I get to 120>Go on a diet, even maintain a spreadsheet with graphs to stay motivated>After three weeks get down to 127 last weekend>Immediately get a ton of renewed sexual attention>Keep up routine, jump up to 131 again anyways>Trending down again but stuck at 129.5lbs for the past few daysDo I just need to increase the deficit? Is there something else I should be doing? How do I maintain a more stable slender figure?
>>41247331>>41247198ik retarded and tipsy sry i didn’t mean only thing that matters is body shape and fat distribution that’s an anorexic delusion lie dry my brains fried frm being on myproana and edtwt at 14i mean body shape and fat distribution AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HEALTH is what matters like those things REGARDLESS OF WEIGHTif u gain weight all u need to do is decorating and stomach massage and calm down and it’s okay. weight isn’t bad. it’s just if you’ve been in nutrition defection/rapid weight loss ur body gets very confused and the things that acc matter get messed up and yr left w nothingi’m get taking extreme measures but at a point u will be left a nothing ruined skin ruined hair ruined bodyshell of yrself >>41247337no it’s really not good. it’s delusional and i rlly do get it i rlllly fat the delusions. but u can’t be pretty if ur looking sick and dying
>>41247357debloating and stomach massage *ana rexi uh survivors r prone to stomach issues for years after recovery. i have to take antiacids often
>>41247357>>41247364fuck you retard
>>41234601i know you don't want muscle, but any amount of muscle mass makes keeping fat off easier. work out just enough across your body (especially legs/ass and maybe abs, cause those are the muscles you actually want) that you can't really notice the muscle-y-ness while still building yourself up, and staying slim will be a breeze.
>>41234601Be patient, your 127 and 131 were probably with no/too much water. You were probably at 129 then. Keep the deficit as it is for a couple months
how does it feel to have sex with a tgirl?
>>41246959can you just spoonfeed me how am i supposed to recognise every tranny that ever put their face online
>>41246970she plays yugioh
bump
>>41246818ey I was there a few months agounfortunately I didn’t see a single tranny in my whole 2 weeks in Austria maybe they’re all passoids over ther
>>41246818>how does it feel to have sex with a tgirl?Like anal sex with a man
