If I’m not a woman, just really want to not get any more masculine as i am now as I get older, is transitioning actually the move?I’m pretty happy with how I am now, but twink death will come for me. Is HRT a the Real Option to become androgynous or do i just be “nonbinary but not trans” and learn to be chill with looking like dave mustaine when im older?
for that one time months ago when i said somebody looks like dave mustaine in passgen: ごめん
>>43217933probably most people should take estrogen unless you're one of the ~10% of people that truly loves the masculine role and thrives in it in which case you should take test
>you find a strange gate in the north pole that leads underground>in there you find the realm of agartha>to your surprise it's filled with boymoderswhat would you do?
>>43215390boymoders are illiterate their library just has a childrens illustrated bible and some travel guides they found at the airport
i would ofc join them as an agarthan blue eyed boymoder myself
>>43215310>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ie57fr8pCko
>>43215390the library is full of cookie recipes
>>43215310join them
A guy keeps inviting me, a dumb tranny, on dates but has not tried to fuck me. He hasn't brought up any weird tranny questions either. This has never happened to me before, every man who has shown interest in me has quickly shown that they want gock or hole. What do I do with this guy? I don't know what he wants with me.
>>43215683How many dates have you been on? Maybe he's just a gentleman.
>>43215683sounds like he likes you anon. do you like him?
>>43215683show him kindness and compassion and he will soulbond to you and give his life for you
>>432161814>>43217339Yeah he's nice
>>43215683Don't lose him!!!! That shit is like a unicorn that never comes around again!t. had it and lost it
Yesterday I went outside to buy myself some groceries and I saw the honnest john 50 I have ever seen irl. He was balding, wore a pink t-shirt with a cheap femboy skirt from amazon. He looked like the worst hon photos from kiwifarms or something. Honestly shit like this makes me want to forget that trans people exist and become a monk or chudmaxx because I don't want to have anything in common with this. It's like the ultimate repfuel or something
mogs me desu
OP has just discovered that ugly people exist for the first time. why do u care?
>>43217963you're exactly the same, and no amount of hating other ugly hons or claiming "i'm one of the good ones" will change the fact that everybody will forever associate you two as the same.
>>43218001You can't be a hon if you repit's called strategic thinking
>>43217995it's not ugliness that makes them look that bad though. they usually don't even try to hide even the most obvious problems like baldness or their beard. and they absolutely lack the sense of fashion, hons either dress like like hookers or like teenagers, not like normal people
TRUE FROM YOUR HEART.
Chances are I'll end up dying alone. It's moreso a choice, rather than a fate that has befallen me, yet despite it being my choice I can't help but second guess myself as a part of me desires more. This isn't to say I'm lonely. I have more than enough friends and family to fill the many hours of my life with comfort and joy. It isn't to say I can't find anyone to date either. I've had plenty of opportunities, and if I were to start looking again it wouldn't take me long to find someone. Yet, while finding people to date is a given, finding the right one seems forever out of reach. I'm already quite selective on who I enjoy being around, even moreso when it comes to a romantic interest. With the few I did end up having a sincere connection with, things ended up not working out for a variety of reasons from my end. There was always something that confirmed the person I was dating wasn't the right fit eventually. It seems I'm forever locked out of finding someone that truly works for me. To be good enough to have plenty of choice, but seemingly never quite good enough to find a partner I can confidently grow old with. Of course, you could call me spoiled and that I should be glad I even have had choices. Good choices, at that. In that, you'd be right, but I can't help looking at the people around me and noticing the difference between those who actually found a fitting partner and those who found a partner that was good enough and settled. The latter may seem fine for them, but I'm unable to reside in blissful ignorance like them. I would be less satisfied in life with such a chain, than if I were to be alone. Part of me wants to keep trying, but the chances are slim for success and great for tragedy. Not just my own, but the tragedy for others as well. If I could keep looking at only the cost of my own suffering it'd be fine, but I so do tire of seeing others suffer in my search for someone I can happily grow old with.
She probably thinks im disgusting. Probably thinks im using her to fill the gap left in my heart and doesnt want to tell me because she knows Id probably kill myself if left without any light whatsoever. I should just do everyone a favor and wall her out right now. Itd be better than to use her as a tool - a crutch - in my emotional affair. What kind of fucked up """friend""" am I even.
i was abused as a kid through and because of this board and im worried about the pictures of me that are out there. my country publishes cropped pictures to help identify victims and i think one might be me. i really hope it isn't
Feeling kind of sick tonightAll I've had is coffee and leftover pieIt's no wonder whyOoh, still you take up all my mindI don't even think that you care like I doI should stop, heaven knows I've triedOne day, I will stop falling in love with you
>>43212211without the generations before us fighting for liberation, you would literally be in a mental asylum right now getting a metal rod jammed through your eyesocket making you permanently retarded. being a gay male is literally lgbt NG+ Easy mode. grow a backbone faggot
i complained to hr about all the "new baby" emails being depressing to look at because im trans, wasnt out tho.someone from hr outted me to everyone. i can tell people are acting different towards me. its more frigid here now :(why cant work remain work? why do people have to force their personal lives into it? people seethe at trannies for "forcing it on others" when most dont, then they have a kid and tell literally everyone almost immediately.
>>43217633>Everyone acts like a bitch I mean everyone acts like I'm a bitch. And theyr right I am lol. But idgaf fuck them anyway, the world is a war film
>>43215922Couldn't you just filter those out straight to the bin instead of going to the one person that is 100% absolutely going to flip on you the second it's inconvenient for them?
>>43215922you can choose to make use of this valuable lesson in your next job and social interactions, opreduce your social retardism and you'll experience less social friction (without even having to be dishonest, merely tactful), simple ast. part-time sperg and reetard
>>43217601>ignore company wide emails that have automatic push notifications on company phones too.lol>>43217714wouldnt i be funny if someone dosed company potluck with mifepristone ?
>>43215922>someone from hr outted me to everyone.Is that even legal?HR are usually crusaders for all the tranny shit, you'd think they'd have the decency to not tell everyone like a little gossip bitch
Is there even a single advantage of being an AMAB?
>>43217516>>43217522>>43217580So many posts, not one argument, only attempts to drag down, distract, gum up the works. You prove all my points and more. Thank you.>>43217581Thanks for at least trying, although you clearly misunderstood some things. I won't judge you as harshly for this failure as I would a man; after all, there's only so much one can expect.I don't even hate women, not any more than I have to at any rate. In a better world, men and women would naturally cooperate and 90% of these sorts of arguments would disappear overnight. But that's not the world I live in, and probably not the one you live in; m/f relations were deliberately sabotaged along with so much else, and propaganda has blurred what should be natural wisdom.Boy am I glad to be bi and have the option for m/m romance; my husband is someone I can have a real conversation with. As if it wasn't enough that he's strong and talented and funny! I hope you anons ITT can find such happiness.
>>43215885>Strategic thinkingwrong af. moidkind is fettered by moid emotions to be good at it.
>>43217315>>43217466it do be like that for those that don't work on the other actual strengths of their feeeemale foid roastoid gender: kindness, empathy, higher average need for beauty, cleanliness and comfort (if raised well), the gender roles and inner qualities that result in them more often playing a larger role in keeping the tribe well socially lubricated, and bringing warmth to an otherwise cold and uncaring world. This is why they work best when complemented by well raised men, to bring a balance to each other's qualities, and to help everyone in the flock live the most fulfilled and useful life for the individual and greater good.also jew feminist techbro algorithm kremlin chinkoids sow division and cause gender wars, don't let them win
>>43217847that’s a point, but your first post is pure retardation, what’d you expect??>>43217466> a woman can just be a woman, a man has to be Something. Even the men who fail miserably are at least interesting cases to studydoesn’t that makes women freer than men? a woman can still “be something” if she wantsyour flower vs tree comparison doesn’t feel right, wouldn’t cat vs tiger make more sense?
>>43211980i think he's cute nowadays
are you really submissive nona ? or do you hate yourself so much and are too pathetic and autistic that you want someone to hate yourself for you in bed ?
It's the opposite really, I'm so self centered that someone else should go to the trouble of making all the decisions and focusing on my pleasure
>>43215178im too autistic for sex. I just want someone to use me and not have to think about it. I never enjoy it.
>>43215178I hate myself so much I want someone to cut me and make me feel as much pain as possible. and i'm also a little bit submissive
I am exclusively submissive which makes it difficult to act on any attraction to women I may have
>>43215178pretty much the latter
trans women are men, either predator (agp) or prey (hsts)why do you want to be prey so badly? why is being prey seen as morally superior? there is no morality in the universe, life is a zero sum game, take advantage of others or be taken advantage of. enslave or be enslaved. rape or be raped.
>>43217529Reddit
>>43217577destruction is possible, yes
>>43217628right, possible. life CAN BE a zero sum game. it can also be a positive sum game or a negative sum game
>>43217529 I love it when my cis chaser bf looks at me like I’m a piece of meat he’s gonna tear apart, why would I ever give this up :3
>>43217649you would have that as a gay boy too, since he and everyone else just sees you as a gay boy
How can I meet a Bi guy, I want to cuddle with someone, as a tranny I have no other options, Idc if the guy is a chaser I just want affection
>>43217549you will be much better off finding some self respect than enjoying being sexually abused and fetishized by men
Transbians telling on themselves itt
>>43217562so it's better that I stay lonely?
>>43217413stupid foid, enjoy your cats and leave humanity alone.
>>43217462Wait if all you want is a fwb why not just use the apps or meet someone at a bar? Have those not worked out for you?
Youd think we would have a flow chart by now
>>43212807>How has this board been up for a decade and we still cant figure out whos right for transitioningthere is no right. there is simply doing.
>>43212830Yes these are Thai lgbt termsDee: feminine gay/bi femaleCherry: cis female who likes trans womenTom: tomboyAdam: cis male who likes masculine lesbians
>>43212807>>43214104>hairy legged tranny>yarinaikalol
>>43212807Yeah!! Why isn't there one>>43212889This sucks and is wrong
>>43212807well we know im not right for it, so thats one data point to work with
any other anarchist transbians fantasize about a man fixing them... breaking them down and making them into the perfect tradwife..
>>43216100not looking for a partner but id gladly educate you why supporting israel is important
>>43216115It would be even better if we were never bf gf and you just strung me along with vague promises and sparse hints at potential eroticism while i'm having major puppylove episodes.
>>43216100most trannies hate israel lmao
And what does anarchism have to do with this
>>43216100Cringe, Jews are bad and most trannies are based enough to know it
Why are so many trans people autistic? Is it just social contagion/ internet addiction mixed with lack of social awareness and concrete sense of identity? I don’t believe in the natal development theory because there is not sufficient evidence of meaningful sexual dimorphism between men and women’s brains and the tests of the differences between cis and teans brains have yielded inconsistent brain differences despite general deviation from “cis” brains
>>43210982As a non autistic gay boy, I think its the fact that they're trans
>>43217759once I got diagnosed I understood why I was the way I was and learned to mask better and find situations that are easier to exist in. Also I could've had therapy as a kid to help.
>>43217806I am autistic and I have no use for a diagnosis. I just always masked as good as I could. It's easy to pick up that people hate weirdness.
>>43217827>It's easy to pick up that people hate weirdness.I never picked up on that at all. It always just felt like people didn't connect with me and I didnt know what to do to make them want to be around me. I still wish I wasn't diagnosed officially because It got me dqd at MEPS.
>>43217657my sympathies. i will say though that it doesnt get better with age.
>asl>letters>about me>looking for>not looking for>contact
any ftms?
>>43216987pro pedo server btw
>>43217320you dont know my age
>ASLM/25/New England>LettersG>About mehi, i didnt realize they have these threads outside soc, i apologize if i mess up the formatting and stuff, i never posted here before.im an extremely lonely and introverted person, and basically all of my incredibly limited social interactions are online. i think probably the hobby i spend the most time on is (typically older) video games. i enjoy crpgs (eg pillars of eternity, baldurs gate 1-2), older jrpgs (final fantasy, chrono trigger), strategy games (paradox, civilization, etc.) and action. i love discussing video games and playing them with other people. outside of that, i like movies, shows, and reading. i also really love hiking so i will probably send you way too many pictures of the plants, animals, and buildings i see while walking around.>Looking fora friend to talk to, hang out with, and care about. i would really appreciate someone to chat with about their hobbies, life, or if you would just like to tell me more about yourself. i would also really love to do stuff together. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43214620>get added>they only give one word responses >ghosts
I'm not trans because I'm not going to kill myself if I can't get estrogen. I might feel a little sad, and it could eventually lead to mental incapacitation, but it's not strictly required for me to continue operating (with the bare minimum life functions). There's a reason why I haven't started at 20, and that's because it's more of a vanity project in my mind. I don't feel that strongly about my identity anyway, because I'm already in a state of survival mode where things like eating/drinking enough are my primary concerns.Don't be like me and delude yourself into thinking you're part of the "club". I'm extremely selfish and I would never understand the living hell a person with actual dysphoria goes through on a daily basis.
>>43217417>I take hrt for aesthetic reasonsreeeeeeelBut I stopped cuz injecting urself is pretty excessive for something so vain
>>43217720IM injection isn’t a big deal. I wouldn’t do injections if it had to be IV for some reason
>>43215041I didn't kill myself either but I was basically a rotting zombie that only became human again on E. Still won't girlmode tho
>>43217417retard
>>43217876Im saying HRT in general is vain and gluttonous