grace by which i stand edition previous: >>41986907
>>42028337I come from my country's "bible belt", so can kinda relate to it. Hanging out with the youth coordinator's kids, attending religious events, etc. But at home we were pretty secular but with strong christian morality. >'m probably going to start manmoding next yearmanmodding sisters in 2026 <3idk if i end up hon-ish. I just want results for myself. Cuz dear Maria, i aint starting a family. >>42028347>nor am I too comfortable that's completely hair, no rush or force with that. Only share what you feel comfortable with. Don't think such is tmi, you's anon anyway. I say so much shit on here that'd make me jump off a mountain if family found out
>>42028414>idk if i end up hon-ish. I just want results for myself. Cuz dear Maria, i aint starting a family.People still tell me I look boyish so I'm holding out hope for twinkhon at least. As for a family, I accepted years ago that I wanted to be a mom, not a dad, so that's impossible for me. I remember telling my mother way back when I was small about how I wanted at least five kids. Silly stuff looking back, but the inability to make that a reality how I wanted it has always been a bit sad.>that's completely hair, no rush or force with that. Only share what you feel comfortable with.Don't think such is tmi, you's anon anyway.Oh if the person I'm talking with is okay with it, I can share a lot. It's just important to know beforehand when talking about this kind of thing. To touch on the AGP thing, I feel like I do and don't have it sometimes. I'm bi, I legitimately find certain kinds of guys attractive, I never liked crossdressing (it makes me depressed) etc, but I also like women, I fell into feminization hentai, stuff like that. It's things like that which make me think Blanchard's categories aren't really accurate.
>>42028153I feel like the 90s was way more open and cool about trans people than the 00s was. Maybe I've just seen the few sources that were idk, but there were reality shows with normal, even attractive, looking transwomen, just being human, and the interviewer being understanding and empathetic.All I saw growing up was male actors with fake boobs coming onto some male character as gross out humour. Idk, am I delusional? Just missed the sympathetic portrayals in that era?
>>42022189>go back in time and make me a girlThat's just the story of Ruka from Steins;Gate.Guy has wanted to be a girl his whole life. Hears about a time machine, and asks that it be used to make his mother give birth to a girlsadly it does have to be reversed bc timey wimey plot things, very sad. but good anime would recommend
>>42028997Can you believe there are people who like Steins;Gate, or even outright waifu Ruka, who still fucking cope like their life depends on it that she's not trans and is just their 'wholesome trap waifu'?
How do I find guys willing to date fat gay men who are nota) weird and want to constantly give me diet or exercise advice or say shit like "aw honey you will lost weight soon" or otherwise hard-pressure me over itb) fetishize me for being fat and want to feed me to so I stay fat?I just want a normal guy (fem tho, tho not trans) who is ok with me being fat because I'm smart, funny, and have an interesting personality.
>>42028798I want someone who is expressive and can hold a conversation. Every relationship I've had it felt like I had to do more of the work verbally and emotionally and I want someone who is interesting in their own right and not just sort of leeching off of how verbal and conversant I am. I want a give and take.
>>42028795That's not been my experience. Either people don't care or they don't want to date me in the first place
>>42028817I can appreciate that. I imagine most people under the mtf umbrella--trans or repper or whatnot--might be doing the whole "tell me more about you!" before having their own personality.Who are you into? Arts? Research? Business?
>>42028862I like going outdoors and exploring but I sprained my ankle so I've been stuck inside recovering for almost two weeks now. Hopefully in another week and some change I will be ready to go again. I hope to write about my experiences. I like seeing art and I wish I could create it but my hands are unsteady. I am built for verbalization, not manifestation physically with my hands. I do like taking nature photos. I feel like if I had someone else to go outside with and to help me with basic tasks it would be easier to lose weight and cook and just be in general. I don't really care much about sex.
>>42028898I'm not very outdoorsy, so you've got me there.I am the artier side of being a repper. I am very much the "X is art, Y isn't art and here's why" type. I do engage with a few mediums, including writing.I like cooking, but I'm also not as concerned about sex. Either way, I'm sorry about your ankle. That sounds like it sucks, especially for someone who like going outdoors.
Seasonal Editionprevious: >>41713438 Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
been losing weight lately but having to be careful due to my eating disorder but overall its going great, trying to express myself gender wise through games that allow customization and It may not seem like anything but its something at least.
>>41992884>Can you give examples of things you can't tell your psych?i can't talk about being addicted for example
I'm balding horribly and considering suicide as a result.I'll be booking therapy appointment tomorrow since but that wont solve my issue(balding) so whatever.T. Cis male. 20yo.
never die
FUCK! I cut a hunk of my thumb skin off cooking. My mom didn’t seem too concerned when she saw it, but I asked her to take me to a pharmacy clinic to make sure we’re not missing anything more serious. That’s happening later this evening. I haven’t cut myself by accident in a long time and it’s probably not a coincidence I slept terribly last night. I really need to be more careful about taking my sleep meds at the same time every night. I know it messes me up. But I think the main issue was my dad cranking up his space heater. I sleep best when my room is cold, his bedroom is across from mine, and he keeps his door open because our cat’s litter box and food bowl is in his room. It feels silly describing all this like a game of Mousetrap but my life just feels that way sometimes. I definitely needed to vent, but feel free to respond with condolences or advice if you want.
i keep fighting the urge to take HRT because i feel like life as a 5'5 dickless noticeably autistic quirky man will not be worth it. my mind is flooded with wanting masculinization HRT provides but not wanting to turn out a fat ugly bald man at 50. some trannies think it's worth it even if they are like that. i am jealous of the ones who actually turn out that way because they pass so well and seem so happy and confident against all odds.medium case scenario i take HRT poon out and remain a woman to some degree, because i cannot change my biologybest case i am able to see myself as a man and can live happily as one despite being transgenderworst case i rep out and question for life
>>42028932hrt rep and also take preventative measures to prevent your concerns like working out, dieting, minoxodil and finasteride, etc. i was in a similar spot and i'm on t now, i'll either keep on going as an hrt stud or get more comfortable as a guy, either way it's win-win.
>>42028932t + fin/dut and you wont have to worry abt balding. crazy how every ftm has this major fear of balding when 20% of all medicine is tailored towards the fear of men losing their hair, we have this shit figured out
>>42028932you can prevent becoming fat, maybe balding toowhen you're old none of that shit even matters anywayguys arent really as picky with their friends as women are, you'll find plenty of friends even if you're a goblin
does anyone here have deeper thoughts about the condition of being trans and/or agp that go beyond "eww so gross" or "ill repress till i die"?
>>42026498I have much to say but much too tired to form it into thoughts. Hopefully this thread stays up for a bit.
>>42026498There's a lot of books about this, Whipping Girl is pretty good
>>42026498i would recommend this psychoanalysis book on being trans. basically states that you’re trans and/or gay because you’re coping with trauma but it’s not like a bad thing
>>42027375isn't this just normie right wing talking point?
>>42027375and people who were gay before or without trauma are just a joke to the authors
how do i become a mindless trans bimbo?
>>42028033Bimbos are made for loving relationships and hugs btw
>>42028407TRVKEI'm only a bimbo bc I have a kink for breast implantsI don't care about your "dumb slut for cock" agenda
>>42028434*snap* drop cock for bambi
>>42028033Your in the wrong place for It. Go on Tick Tock and post nudies
>>42028033it's impossible
Are you prohibited from seeing child members of your family because you're LGBT?
>>42028472>straight men having the desire to fuck little boyswhat uh... what gives you that idea? t. gay woman with no idea how the straight male mind works
>>42028498Historical pederasty, bachi baza, and straight men enjoy trap/femboy/shota porn while still being disgusted at gay porn.
>>42028528>straight men enjoy trap/femboy/shota pornI always assumed that was just homophobic bi guys claiming to be straight or trans women who haven't realized it yet
>>42028375as I should be. being mentally ill means I should not be around kids.hopefully I can be fixed
>>42028472I think it comes from women being abusive towards children and wanting to deflect ALL responsibility/culpability for that and offload that onto men and throw the suspicion onto them instead. My sister is a horrible parent and is incredibly rude to her children. But you are never allowed to criticize her at all. This is the world females have created, this is how they want it. I think hysteria over pedophilia is broadly useless.
Did your dick ever regain full function? Balls working? Tits deflate?Rock hard again like pre hrt or just mostly or not at all?How long were you on it and how long have you been off and what has come back?
>>42027234ok so this is for detransers with anything to say about function post cessation so since youre just a lolcow whore attention baiting you have to go back if you dont have anything useful to post.
>>42001723bishi gender
>>42001740How in the fuck does someone get that deep into chasing a freaking fad?!??!! LMFAO Get what you deserve, liar!!!
>>42004357Oh, so that's what that was. I'm 2 years on E and starting to get a bit of peyronie's. Honestly I wish E just gave me ED instead of having a weird misshapen dick that still gets hard fine
>>42028815i wish i had neither
what do boymoders wish from santa?
>>42027805that sounds lovely...but i need to go to sleep nowgood night:3
>>42027909nighty night!
>>42024050If I was a transphobic brother and my sister said those exact words to me, my heart would melt.
>>42027941Sleepymoder
>>42028891shlep mode uwu
Why does God give hons the biggest tits?
>>42028756Because we're all here to learn.Hons to navigate their tits.And non-hons to comprehend, accept and even appreciate hon tits.
>>42028756ironically the fact that hons are usually kinda chubby and in particular tend to carry more visceral fat than subcutaneous fat is actually sort of advantageous for breast growth. in cis women higher levels of visceral fat tend to predict larger breast volume too, its to do with aromatase production and other complex endocrinology things. it is funny though, in my circle of friends and acquaintances theres genuinely like a direct negative correlation between how much natural breast growth people got and how well they pass more generally. at least BA worked out well for me and my other friends who got it.
>>42028756He doesn’t
stage 3 pubic hair stage 4 breast developmentstage 1 male external genetalia!! finally!!
>>42028827why would I post this?
>>420288762 compare?
>>42028827Stage 5 pubesStage 1 breastStage 5 penis1 month hrt
what is your personal voice training guide?voice is one the most important part of transition but training it one of the hardest part of it, and there is no single unified exelent resource on that
>>42023555In a nutshell Raise/tighten larynx Raise soft palette Keep middle tongue low
>>42024107i fucking hate the fagcent valley girl ss sound sm
>>42024125https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gh0MqSaAD5c this video helped me out a lot when i was getting started. the most important step, if you aren't, is just to do it but a lot of resources can definitely feel like gibberish at the start
Ngl, originally thought that was a tranny (mtf) and was like, omg they have an amazing voice and I'm so jealous. Then I watched a bit of it and nope it's just a cis woman who took some T or decided not to shave her face for a few weeks.
>>420235551. be born truetrans female2. speak using your normal voice3. ???4. profit!
Sometimes I imagine someone wants to make me their tranny pet, they accept all my flaws and completely take over me. It feels so good that I cry a little bitThen I come back to reality where nobody like that has ever wanted me
>>42028922jus b urself
Is this too much to ask for as a trans woman?
>>42023252Hoodie on under the covers just makes me sweaty
>>42023252I do this with my tranny friend
>>42023252this is actually extremely easy to achieve in vrchat
>>42026247vrchat seems scary
>>42026247vrchat isnt anything like cuddling
>Me, sadistic dominant troon>Repulsed when people try to top me>Having a strong dominant bf didn't fix it>E and prog didn't fix it>Getting dicked didn't fix it>Friends now call me a megalomaniac because I vented about my desiresIs it over? Am I just a rapoid?
>>42024044me too :c
>>42023077hi J
>one person posts vaguely about being a sadist>instead of giving any advice or posting anything relating to the topic, a dozen trannies just desperately fling themselves at OPclassic
>>42023428what happens if i have a prey complex but lack morals
i will not engage with this thread out of my own well-beingbut yes OP, true sadists rarely get good lives because of how debilitating the need to hurt others is. sorry
