How do I get over absolutely fucking HATING how I look in candid photos? It looks like literally a completely different person from who I see in the mirror. Am I that mentally ill that I have completely deluded myself into thinking I look presentable?I just got a thank you card in the mail from a wedding I attended and therein was quite possibly the WORST photo of myself I have ever seen: at night, in the wind, weird angle, flash photo, and it literally just looks like a man in a dress. Is that what I authentically look like? It literally looks like a completely different human being than what I mentally associate with myself, and while I obviously suffer with the same crippling self esteem and self image issues as anyone else here, I honest to go thought that maybe I do in fact pass.It's so fucking over. It's SO fucking over. Holy fuck I'm actually going to sob. I can't wrap my head around how I look so fucking ghoulish in photos others take vs what I see in mirrors or photos I have taken. It's incomprehensible. This is like, what Lovecraft meant with eldritch horror, I wasn't supposed to know. I wasn't supposed to see myself like this, it is forbidden, maddening. Why couldn't they have just sent a thank you card without the most horrific photo I've ever seen of myself.
>>42048380trve, also even cis women hate candids of them
>>42048380>>42048388Right but it's not like, just looking unflattering, it's literally a whole different human being in the image
>>42048413that honestly sounds liike body dysmorphic disorder, you should probably talk to a therapist
>>42048653Is this the same person
>>42048896looks like it, one is just more unflattering because it's an unstaged candid
>effiminate early childhood (female socialization and looks in kindergarten>started hating myself after starting to understand how boys will become men and girls become women exclusively >hated myself for still wanting to be woman>repressed since the age of 10 when I first go a smartphone and could find out about the fact I am not forced to be a woman>suicidal with the beginning of my puberty which set in age 16ish (I was a lage bloomer)>still tried to "man up", the more I worked out and the more I dated girls, the more I hated myself/grew suicidal>started sexualising my on perception of becoming a woman>never topped a girl, only ate them out cuz I simply couldn’t seggs them (had a bit of a blockage)>bottomed for men, holy shit I loved that>getting back to be an effiminate fag>eventually left hometown to go to univeristy>immediately trooned out in new city at age 21>became a passoid within 1.5 years despite being tall (not outside of female range but still) >getting SRS in September fixed surgery-appointment>only want to do BA too because I wanna be more attractive to menComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42048624>even when it makes me feel really stupid now that I am "a woman who isn‘t really one"I can respect that. I'm not truly convinced but it doesn't matter what I think. I genuinely hope you are right and this is the best path for you.
>>42048694I wouldn’t have known about blanchardism at all before visting that board But I got so many *opinions* here that don‘t add up tbhon… like trutransism, the fact that wanting a vag is agp but orhers say its hsts then AGP=transbian while HSTS=straight (gay before trooning) and that would make me hsts but at the same time someone said earlier I can‘t be hsts for having tried to man up, yet hsts is inherently trying to man up yet failing that try over and over again???LIKE PICK A POISON :sob:I really regret opening this thread because it seems like I am just being toyed around by trolls here? Like ye I accept I am AGP now, but I still don‘t really know how or why, cuz I haven’t learned anything consistent about blanchardism.
>>42048861Your problem is that meta-attracted young-transitioning AGPs have appropriated the HSTS label for themselves, and they're giving you an incorrect definition of HSTS alongside the real one.
>>42048880Oki, but what is it really now? I was a faggy male trying to hide it as good as I could during school. But gender envying girls is agp. Considering you can‘t be partially both I have to be AGP.Where is the logic in this srsly?
>>42048762yes you're right but male and female systems are not the same and you can't arbitrarily top up estrogen and testosterone without any consequence to your endocrine system which controls a lot of important things in your body.
Good evening! I fucking hate British "people"
>>42047187>those shoulders >that midface>that height>that strut>passoid
>>42047158ts a bit racist and xenophobic innit?
>>42047183Then you're actually a decent person, and this thread isnt about you silly! Still welcome to stay. Hammy?
>>42047187Passing levels on terf Island so high, 50% of cis women have been clocked as trana in the past 12 months
>>42047158Have you tried not being racist?
>anti-semitic chud>look inside>hates trannies like jews do
>>42048798this demands to be made into a cartoon
>>42048798emperor hadrian had a boywife named antoninus they met when he was 12 and hadrian commissioned a lot of statues of and put on coins to celebrate the beauty of young feminine males it was pretty great for a brief period of time. a few people would make fun of it behind closed doors but it was ultimately like the most public it ever was at that point. but then jews caused internal strife and betrayal and got him killed and then convinced christians to destroy most of the statues. heartbreaking story.
>>42048819yeah exactly. people pretending it was a lgbt utopia are coping hard but god would I have preferred to live in that social environment than this one. i could say that our modern society treated trans ppl the same with views abt sex changes from like 20-30 yrs ago but ultimately of course that changed on a dime because its extremely easy to flair up tranny hatred with our paradigms of thought. the natural state of social attitudes on trannies and homos is probably this not-really-caring midpoint. too bad it was only actually compatible with a few societies overall attitudes...
>>42048082Are there actually people who believe there's a jewish conspiracy *against* gender ideology or is it a joke?
>>42048860>modern society treated trans ppl the same with views abt sex changes from like 20-30 yrs ago but ultimately of course that changed on a dime because its extremely easy to flair up tranny hatredyeah but activists and people in the community also rejected the idea of sex changes and the word transsexualeverything got worse from self-id and transgender umbrella stuff
QOTTWhat does your goal look like and what steps are taking to achieve it?>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>41851071
this edgy shota's show is aots. that or oguri's show.
>>42048354i like that picture
Are electrically-heated gloves a good christmas present for boomer mothers? do they work well?
>>42045141Yeah... Maybe the issue is I just hate committment and I'm scared of dating. But I do have a libido even if small. Sucks to suck I guess.
What do I need to do to get a twinky ayden ftmpunished-posting boyfriend as another feminine looking ftm? Are they generally open to t4t or do they exclusively chase cis(het) cock? Do I need to hit the gym so they can feel like a soft (womanly) uke around me? I want to pass so well in comparison to him that other trans people will give us the sideeye when he talks about how gay we are (I'm straight). I'm like 5'2 so we probably can't do size kink stuff but I'm also latinx so if he has an issue with that I can call him racist
>>42047688There are some fakeboi pooners who fetishize the idea of being dominated by a "real ftm" but I've only seen them on Tumblr
>>42047688>do they exclusively chase cis(het) cockYes, don't bother. Any that say otherwise will eventually "change" her mind.
honestly you're probably good now, go to irl trans and lgbtq spaces events and spaces and flirt. the "they need cis cock" shit is chaser cope.
Would you be okay with a femrepper
>>42047688man get off this site, using this lingo is just making you unrelatable to guys like that. i would another feminine ftm my height so bad but if i ever heard you say shit like that irl it wouldn't be worth it.
how the fuck does being nonbinary work? i don't have anything against them as individuals nor do i believe in forcing them to "pick a side", but it just doesn't seem to have a logical explanation in my mind. i agree that "man" and "woman" are social contructs, but they have widely accepted traits and norms that make it easy to understand wanting to trade one set of social rules for the other. to me being nonbinary just comes across as mentally ill and/or egocentric because it reads as a desire to reject all expectations for both genders and differentiate oneself from everyone else with a special unique never-seen-before genderif you're nb feel free to explain why it feels right to you compared to transitioning to male/female or being gnc, i mostly just want to understand it better
>>42046597>cared enough to reply while mentioning identityCase in point.
>>42045608They are agender. Which means no gender identity. While trans and cis are opposite. And even if you fall into one group all ain't gonna be same. And sometimes people who don't want gender roles enforced on them or trans people during transitioning or coping cause not passing etc.
>>42048190Yeah I really should have >inb4'd that exact line I knew a snot nosed little brat like you would say lol
>>42045608i don't personally think of my gender alignment as "never-seen-before", i think it's actually quite rooted in history and tradition even if most of said traditions have faded out by now (which i think is a shame and to the detriment of society)there have been established "person who isnt really man or woman" archetypes in various societies around the world for thousands of years serving various distinct social functions, i just see myself as part of that overarching tendency adapted to a new time & place. and honestly i think it's a better approach to gender variance than the way some trans ppl think you need to act as if there is (or should be) no difference whatsoever between trans & cis ppl of their respective gender beyond purely anatomical factors that should be spoken of as little as possible, which makes them value being "fembrained" or "malebrained" and subsuming themselves into their conceptions of male & female gender archetypes above all else, bc theres no established room in society for diverging from this dichotomy. but maybe im just faketransi don't really care at the end of the day i'm pretty much just mtf with a complex and people call me a woman and it's fine
>>42045947real post except for the spoon part that shit is important>>42045608i live as a woman in daily life bc that's how people see me but i do not really have any connection like spiritually/mentally/emotionally/??? to womanhood (or manhood) so i identify personally as enby. literally only my mom and fiancé know this though bc i don't really get to choose how people see me and i don't mind being a woman at all. it just doesn't feel, like, intrinsic to me or my sense of self, i guess. i'm just sort of me, but my vessel is a woman, lol. that sounds tumblr-edgy but i don't mean for it to be like that.
Did you know about the Toyger breed? It has stripes like a tiger!Previous>>42045265
>>42047123if no one's here this can be our gayden gen, thanks marina
>>42047618Yeah :c>>42047755Hehe you're welcome
>>42047123AI generated breed
>>42048723Nooo it's reeeeal
>>42048723nah they're real, they're like bengals they come from mixing wildcats with housecats
Does BBC taste better than BWC transdolls
>>42048536>inevitable west>ai generated breker statue avi>american flag>blue ticktimes like this I wish there was a triple brackets meme but for indians
>>42048725There isn't because antisemitism is retarded and Jews aren't actually behind anything but Indians actually have their grubby poopy hands everywhere.
>>42048745good goy
>>42048536no real difference desu but sometimes you're in a mood for one
>>42048796Wrong :3
What cartoons did you enjoy most as a kid, /LGBT/? And why is my taste the most straight-cis/AGP/NPC trash possible?
>>42036696barney fag lives>>42036175tbf i think its less annoying than dora or paw patrol
>>42034958kys
>>42034958moomins, winx club, code lyoko, strawberry shortcake (the 2003 one) are ones I remember liking.
Am I the only tranny here that just has enough of all these pseudointellectual posts about AGP? I feel like every third posts is about how AGP is a faketrans male fetish and only HSTS have true dysphoria, but also dysphoria is autoandrophobia and it's AGP, or how cis women are super AGP but they cannot be AGP because they're females but also female is an arbitraty cathegory in the definition and the the panties argument comes in... or how it's all genetics and womb stuff and how HSTS are the only truly feminized trutrannies and how they just always pass naturally and if you don't pass you're AGP, or how you're meta-attracted if you like dicks and faceless men but blanchard was a fraud and le cis wombyn do that too... Those ""edgy"" microlabels accomplish nothing. I'm neither a straight man nor a gay man and I simply refuse to be superficially judged through the lens of this stupid bioessentialist theory. We shouldn't do this to ourselves.
>>42048289Having explained Blanchardism to cissies, the primary reaction I've gotten is "that's fucking stupid"
>>42048327must be 'jeeps
My favorite thing are the annoying gooners who have started using the term AGP without even knowing what it was. Had someone tell me not to bring trannies into it when the fucking term was made to classify trannies. They look at you dumbfounded when you mention HSTS or Blanchard at all
>>42048033I honestly don't give a Fuck.I just dress up and wear make up and wear panties and have erections and let troons seethe.
>>42048033>how cis women are super AGP but they cannot be AGP because they're females but also female is an arbitraty cathegory in the definition and the the panties argument comes in... We can't Afab = AAPAmab = AGPif you're afab with "AGP" you just have a fetish for extreme feminisation.
I know I don't pass (I'm not on hrt or even transitioning) but I'm curious what idiots here think of my face. Some of the pictures are explicitly ugly, and some are just ok. I know this, that's the whole point (I wish I could look like a girl at all angles)postimg cc/gallery/ 5VkVRzZ
>>42047556first thought was andre the giant
>>42047556do you want to transition? if so start hrt and start saving for ffs
>>42047571hey thanks.>>42047658Yeah, that shit is awesome and all but it's very bleak either way.
>>42047658Actually no let me double back on this. HRT and FFS. Really? That's all you could say? Basically the same as telling me to drink water. Come on do something a little better than that.
>>42048734Well yeah that's what transgirls do
how do i cope with being a man?
>>42048724You don't. Nobody wants to be a moid. I'm killing myself May 27th like I've tried every year since I was 9.
>>42048724Masturbate
>>42048724Have you tried undergoing a chud to himbo transition?
>>42048724I can't stop laughing at the last oneThe cum coming out of both ends is a nice touch
>>42043579Transbian>>42043601fat theymab named rose>>42043987cishet 40 year old man>>42044884>nixoscis lesbian or pickme hsts>>42047962>windows 11Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42048064>archreally annoying transbian
>>42048102oh don't worry, my thinkpad runs nixos :D
>>42048064transbian>>42047962mtf. love ur ukgk>>42047898autistic cis m or transbian. call it.>>42047557ftm>>42047488bi m>>42046620anomaly>>42046616mtf only bc of subahibi>>42046527Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42046527aw thank you<3 i would be friends with you toothe lesbian flag i cant really guess.-.>>42047319is that even a desktop ?>>42047488cisgay? why do you have siberia timezone>>42048709mtf boymoder so many .wavs
Would I look better with boobs
>>42047420I'm straight so yeah
>>42047420Nah you're an s tier twink just enjoy that.
Roughly 1/200 women look good with fake tits when you fully see them naked.No men with tits look good, fake or not.
>>42048814tranner boobs arent fake though
>>42048832lol
