It's actually kinda funny how fast the guys calling me a man all day lose their minds when I call them a girl.
>>42179246It will be negative if they don't catch it during an attack. It's why it is difficult to diagnose and often most doctors won't even bother to test it as the basic treatments are generally simple with low risk of contraindications. But the symptoms fit.
>>42179320Wouldn't a mutation test show up as positive regardless of the presence of an attack? It's a genetic test.
>>42176561Hey bestie. Are you still holding strong? How is it going and come walk with me.
>>42179338No, that test is only to differentiate whether you have primary or secondary/idiopathic MCAS. The latter ones don't show on the gene test.
>>42179677Gotcha. This all sucks shit though and the meds I was given don't seem to be that effective.
Trannies are very uninteresting people. We get it, you are a porn addict and you have autism. Oh wow you slit your wrists too, cool. We don't care.
>>42179463>still lifemogged by a trannycopeseetherepeat
>>42178548Wait until you learn about trans men, the ftm drag queen femboys...
>>42178548>men pretending to be womenThat's based>don't look femaleGiga based!>don't act like womenHoly shit where can I find me some other trannies?Only one question for you though... if trabs women aren't women than why did you type the words "trans women?" Why didn't you just say men?
>>42179603>still crying in my threadHave a nice jump brother
>>42179643>NPC responsepicrel is literally you btw LMAO
Typical tranny x chaser relationship be like.
durianrider bros won, carnivores lost.
>>42179115carnists always lose
>>42174820My experience (with cis guy chasers at least) goes as follows:First chaser: sociopathic narracistic autistic porn addict who would pressure me into sex regularly and guilt me out of having needs. Second chaser: sweet but overly obsessive in an unhealthy way. Also mildly narracistic and autistic. I honestly still feel bad about how I ended things but I'm glad it's over. Cis women are a bit different in their chasing. I've had a few. They seem to want me for the sapphic-esc romantic stuff (and probably because I was easier to control and easier to acquire) but then want me to take a guy role in the relationship and during sex. Like lmao fuck no. The reality of it is, t4t is the only time I've ever felt both comfortable and happy in a relationship. I hate being a stereotype but it's true.
>>42174820How is this video meant to make me feel because I feel nothing
>>42179666Are you a man or a tranny
>came out at late 20s>started hormones at 31,mid 30s now>I'm tired of feeling like I look like an ogre.>Im tired of watching other people transition and pass me up>I'm tired of everyone getting surgeries done but me done>Im just exhausted, its been going on 4 years and I really dont feel any further along outside of my paperwork I feel like its only a matter of time until the people around me who transitioned in their 30s totally pass me up and leave me in the rear view mirror. They are all on their way to becoming women or are them now and im stuck looking like Fred in a dress from courage the cowardly dogThere are so many days when I think to myself I should have just ended it when I realized repping was a mistake and I'd permanently disfigured myself and probably destroyed any future I had. Don't listen to the desistence bullshit it never gets better it just gets harder and when you finally bite the bullet you are so much worse for it. That kid that couldn't carry the weight and said fuck it and transitioned as a kid, they were right you carrying that burden like syssyphis was incredibly stupid
>>42179559Not something id kill myself over besides I'm too busy being better than every incel on this site even as an ogre
>>42179515I mean technically none of what you see there would be there if hair follicles didn't come back.Before that i was half in most of those areas uptop for over a decade
>>42179043Please tell me all about your life I wanna know what’s it’s like please, I fear I’m gonna be doing the same I wanna know what’s in store for me
>>42179553whole genome sequencing. I swung by r/drwillpowers recently and that's what they're using to see which of the couple of dozen enzyme and receptor mutations you might be "lucky" to have, and with knowing the usual sex hormone (and adjacent) pathways, I see it helped figure out why some don't respond to certain regimens but do with others
>>42179670Ah okay. I've considered that before, but mostly for health reasons (I've feminized pretty well, almost too well considering my ego has not seemingly caught up to that).
I’m autistic and I only hang out in places frequented by autistic people.In the mix there are obviously trans girls.(I used to have—and still have—the idea of transitioning, but I’d just look like a disgusting crossdresser anyway.)I dated a trans girl for four years.After that, I slept with a guy and a trans girl I met on Grindr.And now I’m with another trans girl.I’ve never slept with a cis gir
>>42179080I accept that, but as I said, I should have started when I was 18, not now at almost 30.
>>42179464I've heard from reppers that they wished they'd started earlier, even if at 30. Depends on the pros and cons for you, but many report the cons turned out to be much greater.
>>42178911lienvke
>>42179527It won't make my life better, I think, anywayThis may solve some problems, but it will create others
>>42179596that's why I'd recommend manmoding for starters, hopefully that will avoid most of the problems, and still allow for a few months to see if you also get the much better mental health that others report
qott: what are you going to do different in 2026
>>42179431>i learned that if im not the first one he’s met to be on high alert,Do you live in saudi arabia or something, how is it rare to have met trans women
If you met them online, on a dating app, or at an lgbt related thing they are a chaser every time. If you just have sex with a long time male you've known a while irl from before you were trans there is a small chance they are a normal man.
>>42179495You don't have to care that he's a chaser if he's respectful and you're not after anything serious
>>42179521well, pretty rare desu, i live in scotland and for most people i come across im the first one they’ve been aware of meeting (i pass so when i identify myself they tell me that)
>>42179460>If attractive trans tops weren't rare, there wouldn't be so many chasers constantly begging. Nice try though loser.YOU ARE a chaser. You are male and chase tranny asshole to fuck.
I thought political lesbianism was a discredited memeWhy do bisexual and lesbian women want heterosexual women to read lesbian fiction so much?
>>42174498OK?
>>42171504Men are predators and BAD.Lesbians would never use their strong gynephilic attraction to make unsolicited advances towards their objects of desire (see: probably some factory standard model bisexual girl who wanted a stunning male specimen to approach her, and not a lesbian)
>>42174491Some lesbians seem to have issues.
>>42171137>yaoicucks are reading fagslop?>women have fallen>billions must protest
>>42171137Because the only true and possible love, besides being sweet, is between two women. The rest is slop. It's not political, it's simply perfect.
Are hot dogs dogs?
>>42178925Are women
>>42178925trans men are women
>>42178931im confused trans women are women or not?>>42178941trans women*
>>42178954trans women are men
>>42179647trans men*
mtfs with passing voices, what resources did you use to voice train?
>>42179379Go for it! I won't be mean I promise and I'll do my best to give you good advice. I'm also pretty tistic tho so def take some of it with a grain of salt. And yeahhh autism may get you clocked sometimes. Alot of masking goes into trying to stealth pass and it sucksss. Hell I even know cis girls that get accused of being trans just because of their autism, and to my tttt using ass they don't even look like "clocky".
>>42179105>>42179124"passing" in voice with a fagcent doesn't mean much normies ca 't voice clock for shit. If you want an actually nice sounding woman voice you should do professional coaching.The training methods are pretty simple in themselves but having someone to hold you accountable helps.
>>42179340Hell confidence is apart of it too. Because I act like I belong people don't question it unless they're like, in the know. If we're classmates or acquaintances and I'm not bothering to mask that hard, they just assume I'm really autistic.
>>42179340It's so hard to resist not taking stairs 2 at a time and jumping around though lol
>>42179414well i pass over the phone and stealth (or else am the victim of the most elaborately coordinated hugboxing scheme ever contrived idk) in real, but i've never had somebody tell me in real life that my voice sounds androgynous (which makes sense bc why would they)are inflections not what we are talking about when people say "mannerisms"?if recordings are unreliable for this sort of thing i guess i kind of have no idea what the point of my posting something would be, anyhow. i just wish it were easier to know how my voice reads in terms of, like, vocal socialization or however you would call it. i'm trying to come across as fully androgynous to everyone and idk what i should do or not do to accomplish that>>42179486thank you thank you :)https://voca.ro/14kQmjyh69lAhere. you can skip like forty seconds if you don't want to hear me ramble about basically nothing (but if you do skip it know that i am sick and i can post a different recording if that would be better)
foamer editionq what are your favorite transit vehiclesq2 if you could drive any transit vehicle what would you drive>>42144666
>>42179098>That's funny about your coworkers comments thoughI wouldn't be surprised to learn there's at least another repper there and at least another hrtrepper. As I said, plenty of weirdos in that building.>I'm happy to hear that since I'd likely be manmodingDo keep in mind that it is workplace dependent. If I had been working in a workshop, I doubt I would've sailed through smoothly.>I don't want to lose all my melancholyThe first few months are very likely to be rough. The way I understand this is that it's age dependent but also neurology dependent. And your initial T and E levels too. I was low T to begin with so that probably helped a lot.Still, a lot of things about yourself will have to be reconstructed. Even things that you want to keep.I sailed through some of them easily but not all. I had to reconstruct my love for metal music, for instance. And the reconstruction is not quite the same as pre-transition. But good enough so I can stay in that community.The feelings (melancholy included) change quite brutally. They become more intense in both directions. It's a process to adjust to that.It was totally worth it for me now looking back. But I will also acknowledge it went shockingly smooth compared to what I expected. Or maybe it helped that I had very low expectations, idk.
i'm so sick of everything, idk if i can do an entire year of this all over again.
you guys ever feel like you want to type something here because it all feels awful but have nothing to say because you're fake and you're just a normal depressed guyit's weird because i strongly remember feeling like i'm trans when things got bad again a year and change ago but don't really have anything like that now. why did i ever think i was trans?now it's just a sense of emptiness, anxiety and nausea. wtf does that have to do with gender
beating reppers until they transition
>>42179610kind of relatable i dont know what i am other than a suffering animal
make picrew cow. guess lettershttps://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2287052
>>42176172>transbian>>42176209>Transbian>>42176279>transbian>>42176476>afab cottagecore enby>>42176660>hsts, no ice cream, almond milk>>42176667>MtFyes.
Hello my subjects
>>42176716straight trans guy>>42176667>>42176660transbian>>42176476bi mtf>>42176279gay trans guy
>>42176784boo lazyposter
>>42176843my gay twink little brother>>42176716weird girl who ate bugs to ukulele playing ftm pipeline>>42176667straight mtf who will completely switch personality to match her current boyfriend>>42176660hrt femboy with a sugar daddy>>42176476sporty gay
is it possible to be traumatized by flatnessi have a J cup now but every day i dysphorically spiral about how small my chest is.i know it's bigger than some cis women. but i still feel flat :( i wish they were ACTUALLY big.they are still growing so i'm holding out hope. but idk if it's possible for me to ever feel unflat. they don't even touch without a pushup bra i feel like that's tiny...but maybe i'm mentally ill from the trauma of growing up flat....
>>42179438> deleted unseeLOL immediately after being compared to anime. Why do trannies
>>42179469it's okay, you're right I shouldn't have gotten myself excited. you did get my click but like, I can't actually help you with this so...
>>42179606The unsee was posted over an hour ago. Of course it's gone.
>>42179624Failed captcha, got water, went outside, Forgot to post.She deleted.
>>42179622nono it's okay :( i know i'm small and stuff if i was as big as picrel tht would be crazy irl. i would rly like that though i think? if it looked proportional. maybe it would look nice with big shoulders.. i rly wnt to look feminine and not be such a tranny..
How do I tell my wife and three kids that I am gay?
>>42179574Let me dick you down in front of her.
>>42179574with an animation meme
Suck a tranny penis and record it, then send it as a gift ;)
i don't understand gay men with wives AND kids. how do they manage to get it up and cum in a woman but still say they aren't attracted to her?
>>42179617same way I can cum in a fleshlightthere's mechanical stimulation and I ignore the voices in my head screaming at me >>42179600im not that gay
Someone here probably knows a good supplier for hormone medication that ships in the EU. I wouldn't even know where to start looking for that :(
>>42179154Oh god. This questions determines everything. Do you have BPD? Does other people being rude upset you?
>>42179178I don't have bpd and I can deal with people being rude by my countries standards. I'm asking because I want to know if I'd be OK with UK standards of clocky tranny treatment
>>42179210If you stay in central london, you'll be okish, some bars/clubs may exclude you and aggressively so. Once night time falls, drunken yobs will harass you, happens even in soho.London is an extremely strange city, theres a pub every 5 meters and the patrons drink on the street in big groups. Brits specifically drink to get drunk, this isnt Rome or Prague, its London and they cant help themselves if they see a trans person. I got attacked twice in Leicester Square so be careful at night time.I hope everything goes well for you
>>42179210Oh and expect everyone, and i mean everyone to comment on you. Police, bouncers, homeless, yuppies, shop workers, tube workers, the average cunt out for a stroll, thats as polite as they will be whilst sober
>>42179505>>42179525That's kind of nutty, I haven't had experiences like that even in situations where people get wasted for the sake of it, not in any country I've traveled to. What do you mean comment on you? Do they legit just go tranny spotted or something? That sounds absurd
This is the first time I've ever visited this board. For as long as I've been alive(30+ years), I have only ever loved cis women. I was raised in a traditional country, with traditional values. I bullied kids in school for having weird gender traits. I've had girlfriends in school, multiple long term relationships as an adult, done two hookups, and lusted after many women in my life. I have had gay men, MTFs, FTMs, and even curious straight men come onto me, and I feel nothing but revulsion. Even when I know them well, it feels like a betrayal of my trust.I'm talking to a girl that is starting to make me question everything. We met as friends, had mutual respect for each other in our community and in our personal lives, and admitted romantic interest. We've known each other for years, been friends for months, and only started trying to cautiously feel out more in the last few weeks. I've only ever seen her as a woman. She confessed to me that she was intersex. She has kind of a prominent jawline, but a very feminine body with great chest and legs, and now, she confessed to me that she will never bear children. She has a penis. I'm struggling with how I feel.I think I could love someone emotionally, but I don't think a relationship can survive unless there's physical attraction. The pictures she's shown me(without makeup, not good angles/lighting) paint a realistic image of her appearance. I don't think I would be ashamed having her on my arm. I don't think I would be ashamed having her at the dinner table with my family. I get aroused looking at her. I love listening to her voice, and have fallen asleep to it.How do I approach this with respect? I don't wanna ask something as blasé and brutal as "take your clothes off and record yourself doing a 360 spin", that's just fucking gross. However, I can't let myself develop attachment for someone I might not properly feel attraction to, in person. Any tips? Any advice?
are you talking with the intent to enter a relationship (it sounds that way i just want to be sure)? if so then just tell her, straight-up, exactly what you are saying here. you think she's hot, know she's a woman, even more than just thinking it, but can't get past the part about her having a penis. you don't know how you'll feel about it and don't want to hurt either of you in the future if it ends up being a problem. i can't imagine she wouldn't understand: that's (if you are entering a relationship) the whole reason she told you in the first place. she wanted you to know so that you could take it into consideration. speak honestly with her. i'm not intersex but i would understand completely if someone said this to me. you seem like a good person, anon.
>>42179269>However, I can't let myself develop attachment for someone I might no properly feel attraction toWould the deep emotional attachment precipitate the physical? That's how it's worked for me plenty of times. But maybe I'm just a slut
>>42179269I'm not gonna read alla thatFuck who you want, who gives a shit about straight vs gay vs bi vs whatever. You either are romantically interested in someone or you aren't. Whatever that means with regards to your sexuality and what values you want to project onto it is up to you
Just give it up, surely a straight uber chad such as yourself can just find a normal girl you won't be repulsed by?
>>42179419Thanks, and you're right. I might just link her this thread if we commit. Right now, we are trying to take things very slow. I'm very experienced in relationships, but I've been lonely for a few years, and she's very inexperienced with love. If we got attached, and we weren't compatible, it would break our hearts.Thanks for the kindness. This is really hard for me.>>42179444...I think it might. I've had daydreams about my dickhead stepbrother asking what's in her pants at the dinner table, and me emphatically asking my mom about her pussy, then telling him about the vagina of my last long term partner, to get him to understand just how fucking rude that question is. Why would I daydream about that? I don't understand. I do think I'm falling in love.>>42179480I'm not a chad, I just don't get past the dating stage with many women. Over the years, I came to value emotional intelligence and self-image more than how well they can do makeup or the trends they choose to wear. I'm getting older. I'm not looking for unattached sex anymore.The reason why I think I'm falling in love with her, is because of our history. Seeing someone grow over years, relentless progress, and blossoming more and more, all on their own, makes for fertile ground for a relationship. We've both been very open about that to each other. It's hard not to feel something.
