I genuinely do not understand why I am not more dysphoric, and my lack of dysphoria is genuinely distressing to me.Basically everything about my body and self screams that I am male. I have huge hands, huge shoulders, a huge head, a very deep voice, a pronounced browridge, a huge forehead, a long midface, a massive torso, a visible Adam's apple, and so on and so forth, yet I barely feel anything. I really feel like all of them should feel explicitly wrong and distressing, but I'm just not phased by them, even though I definitely should be. This lack of explicit dysphoria is most distressing because I feel like it implies that I actually somehow like whatI currently have, and I really don't want that to be the case. It all makes me feel like I'm in denial of being cis man, which is a genuinely dreadful thought, but I simply can't let go of it, and it makes me doubt everything I do. Is there any good way to overcome such thoughts?
That just sounds like dysphoria to me tbhon
>>42302881disassociation. it happened to me pre hrt for years while i was repping, and still sometimes now as a defence mechanism against crying while looking in the mirror so often
>>42303123I already am on hrt though, and I can't bring myself to feel anything more unfortunately. The thought that I'm transitioning for no reason is genuinely nightmarish
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42183663
>>42305574Subjective, boring, annoying, has been asked before
>>42304850OK, but, hear me out.What if you had a malerepper boyfriend for social purposes? Like a beard who would also either promise to troon out if you pooned out or enable your repping, depending on the day of the week?
>>42305941so would the relationship be based on likemutually seething with envy about the features that the other hates
>>42305964Yes. But. You don't have to be alone in your hatred.Unlike now, where we're just by ourselves, outside looking in, hating the people living the lives we wish we could lead.
>>42305702Sorry
What do reppers and femreppers think of each other
>>42297652I think both have points. Femreppers should be taking advantage of how they have female looking porn bodies they can self-fondle whenever they want and regular reppers should appreciate how they can talk over other people in conversations, scare women by walking at night, pee outdoors, and be taken more seriously in work settings.
>>42297728I neeed a femrepper SO so we can either rep together forever, or mutually troon/poon out and cling to each other for support.>>42300840>reppers should appreciate how they can talk over other peopleEveryone in my family, male and female, talks over each other.>scare women by walking at nightYeah, that's a perk...>pee outdoorsThat's convenient, I'll admit.>be taken more seriously in work settingsThis one is useless when you effectively have lifetime imposter syndrome.
repper relatuonships arnt healthy . I know from experince ...
>>42300890I was sort of dramatic my gf is tomboy not a full blown pooner variant, but she occupies the stereotypical male role in a lot ways, so it helps.
>>42297652I respect them as my equals in suffering and pray for their eventual deliverance from repperhell
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My HRT has gotten crazy expensive, I live in western Canada and I can't afford it anymore. I've been on HRT for around 8 years and I gave all my excess HRT to a friend out here who couldn't get HRT due to shitty HRT practices out here because it's the fucking Texas of Canada.Does anybody know how I can get it covered out here, I'm currently left without, I would have to pay about 175 E/291 AA. Thank you so much if you can help, if not then I'm sorry for wasting your time.
>>42304336mb im sorry i got it mixed up with hydroxyprogesterone.i will say my chest looked mid as fuck at year 2. like standard gyno. it still looks like gyno but between years 3 and 4 the shape and size really rounded out. no dosage change. just time and weight cycles. ik its a meme but it does take time
>>42302451>FDA doesn't approve it hereAnd that's why you decided to hondose instead of DIYing?
>>42305375No, I'm getting it through healthcare providers because that means my HRT is 100% free
>>42297844is it possible that i'm getting DHT conversion from prog if i'm not experiencing mood changes or a libido increase? i feel like i might be having more facial hair after starting prog 2 days ago but i think i might just be fucking insane
I'm straight, but I wanna fuck my tranny friend due to being too horny.
>>42303015My trans friend
>>42303596you don’t seem like a friend to her if you’re posting her face here
>>42303678taking creep videos of her ass while she's working and posting them on the internet for all to see, basically doxxing the workplace of his so called "friend"yeah this is a stalker who wants to show off his score. fuck this anon. also this is illegal in USA
>>42303678>>42303718P sure they are lying there's a logo on lower right of the webm
>>42300741>>42303718you know you're being filmed everywhere you go, right?
>qott: do you think nurses are hot? if so why?
>>42306120ok LAST time + some old 1shttps://unsee cc/album#tgDj4KMif9Cp
I’m going to bite thigh highs off a luscious faggots legs even if it kills me
>>42306134>https://unsee cc/album#tgDj4KMif9CpBricky my ass
>>42306134yea your body looks pretty good in thoseI wanna fuck you
>>42306134Perfect ass holy shit
i don't think lgbt spaces are a positive for society or peoples mental health
>>42301912>controlling and possibly sociopathic Which is the textbook definition of the average trannie.
>>42300226The problem with “LGBT spaces” is that they are often filled with hypocrisy between people. For example, they will tell a trans woman that she passes when she doesn't, just so as not to offend her. These are really unhealthy places that should be avoided as much as possible.
>>42302298tell a white trans woman she passes when she doesnt, and when she gets hate crimed, say that she cant complain because bipoc have it worse on average than white people.
>>42302333That’s exactly it.
>>42301912nah it's all foreplay
Thoughts on Pluribus?prev >>42299459
>>42303949Count your stars, you were born with a low libido drive sis. My vagina only needs cock once a month.
>>42304017Why don't you make your own space that you'll enjoy then sis. Of course most people are garbage average cattle and unable to create novel experiences that deepen bonds. Of course it's much harder when you're pulling all the work for a social circle. But rewarding if fruitful.
me few years ago
>>42304110And what did you do/think to overcome this
>>42303335Hendricks is great.
I've noticed for the most part, I have a weird mental block with hetero sex. Like I don't find it particularly hot or exciting when a girl is horny for a guy, but I like lesbian/yuri stuff and gay/yaoi stuff. It just bores me and I feel like a woman with another woman is way sexier. Is this just brainworms? Trauma? My parents showed next to no affection for each other and as a matter of fact they fought constantly. I consider myself bisexual btw.
I'm sorry what were you talking about?
>>42305958Same, het sex is just boring. I don't consider myself bi though. What gender are you?
Socialising guide for zoomers (Mostly for romance but a lot of it is applicable to platonic friendships too):>In general, you should type roughly the same amount as the other person types, and always ask them a question about themselves after you talk about yourself "Oh I really like this band, blah blah blah, what band do you like?">It is considered extremely rude to disappear mid-convo or take 10+ minutes per reply, if you are busy you say "Hey sorry, I'm outside/doing the dishes/working on something/etc. so replies might be slow for a bit">Check in with people at important times of the day, like when you wake up, lunchtime, early evening and before bed>If someone messages you, and you're too busy for a conversation, it takes 5 seconds to say "Hey I'm busy, I'll message you later">Show interest in the other persons life, ask them how they're doing, they will do the same for you if they care>You should want to be with someone you like all the time, it shouldn't be an effort, it should feel natural>IF THIS ALL SEEMS LIKE TOO MUCH, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT THE PERSON, DO THEM The COURTESY OF NOT INTERACTING WITH THEM AND WASTING THEIR TIMETreat internet conversations as if you're stood face to face with that person irl, behave accordingly.
>>42302208lmao, reppers are quite literally some of the least mentally stable people on the planet
>>42300184this is psychotic
>>42302208>reppers>mentally stablewhenever i see these posts i wonder about the person writing them. are you a repper? schizoposting on the tranny board doesn't seem very stable of you.
>>42300184>Sure>Wtf no>Sure, depends>Depends>Yeah>Oh wait this is a bpd post>Lol.Got me.
>>You should want to be with someone you like all the time, it shouldn't be an effort, it should feel naturalThis one is not healthy. I would take a bullet for my partner and if he ever truly needs me I am there instantly but I do need to have some amount of alone time and so does he
hello, im 19,i live in canada in a province probably no one lives in but whatever, i can do long distance as long as it progresses into an irl relationship,i like doing drugs like weed and ketamine and and more ill doing anything once, and listening to techno and hardstyle and stuff with high bpm and playing tf2, i don't like sex, im poor and live off welfare but i will go to school wihtin the next few years if im alive.i like discussing topics on a variety of subjects, from business, economics, finance, computer-science adjacent stuff, law, etc, though i can't say definitively whether im actually a good person at discussing these things sorry but i know a breadth of technical stuff when it comes to computersim looking for someone who likes doing drugs and playing video games and who can pay half the rent so i can save moey and who has an interest in something and can discuss iti prefer trans women but any sex or gender idrcmaybe this isn't love but tahts lifelets be awful togetherif you fit this criteria and are interested, please dm me on discordjn9090
The ketamine is gonna have to make this a no from me dog I lost a friend to that shit
>>42306116Post ass and maybe we will talk
>>42306121it's okay, desu i've done heroin before so if that's also a no to anyone else i get it
>>42306116post in frengen u faggot
>>42306133At 19... christ that's depressing
>gf insists on wearing a skirt>oh my fucking god>IT LOOKS DISGUSTING>shoulders look at least 3 inches wider than they do wearing normal ass pants>what was once an admittedly pretty thin "boy"thing is now a disgusting crossdressing hulk with broad, arya warrior shoulderswhat the FUCK is wrong with my [probably agp] girlfriend???"oh you look so cute" I WANT TO SLIT MY WRISTS LMFAO STOP FUCKING ASKING ME TO WEAR SKIRTS
>>42301540i think i need to specify because i mistypedshe made ME wear a skirt ok
>>42301662wait are you gay or are you a girl?
>>42301688we both trans
>>42301662did you wear the skirt correctly? what did you wear with it? pls don't say t-shirt and thigh high socks
>>42301313>MEDIC
Last thread died early edition>QOTT: What's your favorite cancelled TV show?Last thread: >>42271435
>>42305470Heres a trick to know if you're faketrans (or maybe it's just something that makes me feel like kms)but think about how you could have been so much more a girl if you transitioned 5 years ago, if it hurts it will definitely hurt more 5 years from now
>>42305019>>42305233horrific if trueeven looking at this image causes me extreme disgustno loving God would do that to someone
>>42303633congrats
>>42294996Second day in a row waking up calm and jolly.I gotta go really back in the past to remember last time this happened.
>>42294996>>42306104I'm happy for you, now GTFO
i have a plan, im going to get a remote job hopefully make like 80k a year and get a submissive tranny gf and travel around the US with her living out of airbnbs and working from le laptop, going to a new city every month or twowhat does 4chan think, are there any puppygirls in the chat that can tell me if this lifestyle seems like something they would want? market research.i actually did some budgeting, it doesnt seem that unrealistic, you could have about 2k/month for an airbnb, 500-600/month for foods, subscriptions/weed/misc like 500 a month, and maybe 400 for travel between cities for 2 ppl.thats like 3500 a month, and on 80k your making 5k a month so we would save 1500 a montht. lonely stemmaxxed transbian top (NEET)
>>42302456Yeah I'd be up for that and also pick me please
>>42302456i have a remote job making like 90k and would do this with a guy who made a similar amount.. that sounds like fun (except i think a decent airbnbs is more expensive then 2k/mo)
>>42302456instead of doing that why not just buy an RV
also how does everyone have a remote job that pays more than most peoples in person jobsthats depressing im jealous
>>42302456you could make your money go farther and probably have a higher quality of life if you did this in another country.I've dreamed of doing basically that (except with a guy who also has a remote job), but unfortunately I'm pretty tied down by family and also it would be super hard to twist my career into an online job that pays nearly as well as mine does irl.
i am a cis man on hrt
>>42305388With cis guys on HRT I take the opportunity to see how estrogen affects the mind of otherwise normal men. It's like a fun research project.
>>42305459i see
>>42299152>i am a cis "man" on hrt>cis>man>estrogen>a cis man on estrogen>a cis man on female hormones>female>man = male>estrogen = female hormones>female = woman>"cis"Somebody slap this bitch
.>>42304130i'm cis m too. i started at 15 and had some ffs last year.i just believe taking a trans identity is almost never a worthwhile endeavor. is a disordered way of life generally, regardless of your motivation.>>42306025female hormones /= female ofc
>>42306118i started at 17
