can someone make me kill myselflike say something really mean and hurtful or just make me feel more awful in general i need to kill myself but i'm having trouble finding the motivation to go through with it
>>43132806let me kill you. doing it urself will require a lot of motivation and effort which u dont have. where are you based?
>>43132835uh try like elevators maybe stairs ig>>43132837this is far from my worst sin
>>43132837i'm not tasteful at alli'm an egotistical piece of shitif hell is real i will certainly end up there>>43132847italy>>43132848usually they lock the doors to the roof
>>43132856>usually they lock the doors to the roofdamn idk
>>43132870there's an open place i can jump but i'm worried it's not high enough to kill mei'm not sure where else to go
old >>43129091
bf says i move in my sleep a lot
I deliberately lost a water hose fight with an older boy so he would have to help me change clothes inside to avoid getting in trouble over it. Just as planned.
I need to feel the cum on my skin
>>43131750A large x-men shirt from the 1990s and a black thong
>>43132857I would deliberately lose to other guys just because I liked seeing them revel in being superior to me
Marriage fantasy edition
hi i want attentionhttps://litter.catbox.moe/ui3wgbi81xhv5sj6.png
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>Me, theyfab a couple years ago, huge chaser and single>Reconnect with one of my exes, she has a gf now>She confesses that she still has a lot of feelings for me but "it's okay my gf knows, we're looking for a third...">Start going out, for the first few days whenever we're not together i'm in a call with her and her friends, mostly in silence just watching her play something. boring as fuck but it's okay because the sex is good>"Hey anon, why aren't you more dominant">"Hey anon your body is absolutely fucking perfect but I'm repulsed by your genitals please only strap me down">"Hey anon, [friend of hers] makes me feel hornier than you do sometimes haha">Her gf that literally just met me loves and desires me way more than she does>She starts flirting with other people, talking about her crushes on other people like its a normal thing>Every time I get upset about it, her gf takes her side>They constantly pressure me into spending every waking hour with them whenever I just want some me timeWhy the fuck did I subject myself to this for almost a year?? am I retarded?? it was a throuple it was never going to work in the first place!
>>43132744Are you still a theyfab?
>>43132754yes
>>43132770Are they like cisfs? Or do they have pps instead of vags
>>43132783my ex gfs? they were pre op trans women
Is it possible to meet a big dicked transgirl that likes rubbing herself up against me?
Passoid General
>>43130873What's your left thumb nail to right elbow ratio?
>>43130174?
>>43130174who tf are you what did I do to you
>>43130364ok? im sorry but i still dont think she passes
>>43130678Oh haha no I’m kindle silly <3
Even partially transitioning is so much better than staying a total moid. Like imagine getting more facial hair, potentially balding, getting belly fat if you eat and ugly muscles if you work out. And then your family expects you to "continue the bloodline" and "stop being a loser" by committing to a loveless marriage where the woman just wants a dominant dude to have babies. >"your just an estroginized twink!"Yeah but that's so much better than being a roided ruining male. I would have been miserable without diy estrogen.
>>43132326Nta, but I think the French first lady is kind of creepy. She was his teacher for years and when he kept going over to her house in high school, everyone assumed Emmanuel was dating her daughter, who actually is his age. The combination of her being his teacher and him being the age of her actual kids makes it creepy to me
>>43132433>makes it creepy to meAnd?You're the one having an abnormal/marginal/uncommon opinion so it's on you to explain it for real, not just assert it as if it's self-evident. It's not self-evident at all.Go ahead and argue how the president of France is a victim, kek.More broadly, your obsession about age gaps is fundamentally retarded. 10-15 years age gaps are common and fine. Very common in fact once you look at things globally.
>>43132433She was grooming him... to rule, as his teacher.
>>43128749Chromosomes are a blueprint, not a fact. A person who lost their leg has all the chromosomes of a fully able person, doesn't make them not disabled. Plus many men have xx chromosomes by accident, are they women?
>>43128856Hope I can get there one day.
Have you been making your dad proud, ftm gen?
>>43132181you have the v shape every gym bro wants W
should i make him more fanart? should i confess my sins? i don't know how to go about this
Was at an impasse regarding HRT. Test causes masculinization, as well as body hair growth. However I hate body hair, all the other masculinization is fine. But if you take test and Dutasteride that will crush your DHT and in theory stop the body hair growth, right?
do we have any fanart of mike
>>43132181if this isn't photoshopped, i'm impressed by the width of your ribs
Transgender day of visibility edition >QOTT1: remind us why you rep?>QOTT2: would you be more distressed ig your mother or father discovering your troonish nature ?
Idk if I'm a repper or not. I like being a guy, want a beard but can't grow one because I'm a beaner, my six inch dick and 6 feet height bring me happiness, and when I get old I want to be fat and balding since I think it'd be really fucking funny. A Trans guy said that I'm probably trans though since I'm a chaser and have a lot of the typical Trans hobbies like hoi4 and new vegas and it's been bothering me since. How the fuck do I tell if I'm annoyed because they're insinuating I'm a girl or if I'm annoyed because I'm not a girl.
>>43131858if those things make you happy instead of suicidal you almost certainly are not a repper.those "typical trans hobbies" are just autistic person hobbies
>>43131858>when I get old I want to be fat and balding since I think it'd be really fucking funny.to what degree are you fat and/or bald rn because I thought that and then it started happening and now it's insanely distressing
>>43132493Used to be fat, now I'm fit once I started doing wrestling and basketball more often. I've never been bald but I've had haircuts where the hair is about an inch long and after I got over the initial embarrassment from girls I've enjoyed it since it feels really comfy. >>43132272Yeah I kinda figured that was the case. Pretty glad I can just keep doing shit with the boys and being hot.
I took a 1.5 day tolerance break so now I can get wasted again without feeling guilty
Legolas editionThis is a thread for cisgender men taking HRT for reasons unrelated to gender dysphoria.QOTTs: How long have you been on estrogen? Do you malefail? If so, how does malefailing make you feel?
>>43132176How can you tell the difference?
Do women invite you to female/lesbian events? It happens to me all the time. I feel like a pet eunuch in a court of noblewomen. It's kind of fun. They even know I'm bi so like, I'm not sneaking in to perv on them, I think they just trust E to have lowered my sex drive enough to be trusted, and I do try to be respectful. It just feels strange. I would have been a great real eunuch in ancient China or the Ottoman empire I think.
>>43132669Luckily I'm not invited to lesbian events, but women do treat me very much like a pet
>>43132637I sometimes get the "Are you a boy or a girl" haha or "What kind of fag are you".
>>43132761the lesbians are nice to me so it works out
What would it be like to live in a highly feminized society?
>>43130366i believe this but only if everyone is hot
>>43130451Ugly women are still valid and more beautiful than any moid on principle
>>43130296It would be a beautiful utopia
>>43130366fpbp>>43132813oh yes it would
>>43130296much better since most systematic evils nowadays are pretty malebrained
Im sick of being in constant mental and physical pain.My ffs was botched and im not coping. Im just venting into the void to cope. I hope everyone else is having a better day
>>43132314I get depressed looking at it
>>43132470nta, this angle might just be really bad for seeing the issue but based on this picture youre mostly fine? like yeah it looks worse sure but it doesnt seem even close to justifying being a recluse and whatever
>>43132676Are you sure? I get very sad
>>43132470it's a straight nose ridge i agree that it looked better before but it's not that bad and not masculinei get that feeling of "it was better before and that's lost forever" and how powerfully debilitating that can be but your nose itself is not that bad. from the way you talked about it i expected a deformity and this just looks like a nose and frankly a better one than what a lot of trannies have
>>43132803It kills my soul. Its difficult not to cry all the time. I was happy with how i looked, now i dont like it.Im very insecure about my appearance, got bullied a lot. I wish i never had tbat surgery
boyfriend calls me an intelligent and cute girl when we cuddle after he's done sexually torturing and hypnotising/brainwashing me to love him and submit to him forever
>>43132434words can't do it justice and i'm in a half-conscious state when he does it anywayhe loves to see and feel my reactions when he puts me in agony and i've become a lot more resilient to social pressure from others thanks to himof course it's still very dangerous but that's the exciting part>>43132437of course i love my owner and what he does to me
My gf wants me to do similar things to her. Talk down to her, call her a dumb dog, degrade her, and later sit and shower her in praise and treats but I feel like its really fucking hard to get myself in this mindset. Its like...either I'm sexually really repressed which is entirely possible, or I'm just so damn nice its obnoxious.
>>43132682Its cool to not be into degrading someone, have you tried simply expressing ownership or some MEFy dirty talk?
>>43132697Definitely, I mean sometimes I kinda get into it without noticing but its kinda hard to take the full plunge. I definitely tell her she belongs to me and make sure to sometimes grab her collar, yanking her nice and close, pivot to a firm but light choke, and all while giving her some nice kisses. She's definitely the freaky one of us and has a crazy sex drive. I'm at ~8 months on HRT and I've really gotta dig deep to get sexual. At the very least I make sure she's getting off.
>>43132595I'm just wondering what to tell my bf to get him to do this to me...
This test was conducted last year and was extremely successful in terms of revealing the demonic trans women of the world who hide this from their man, and the pure-hearted ones who remain transparent and thoughtful with their partners' feelings and their very possible moral standing on the preference of women over trans women.
My boyfriend was good friends with me back when I was still a man. In general I wouldnt want to date a guy who isnt a chaser.
>>43132638How come?
did anyone else just give up, stop hrt and resign themselves to being a lonely ugly moid for life?
>>43119491Quitting hrt is not an option you nigger
>>43131034it is, just disassociate, work some shitty warehouse job, take pills. whatever, life is short anyway it doesnt matter
>>43131030pretty common feature for eastern europeans
>>43131577You can do all of that on HRT
this is what icky looks like nowadays, which is pretty based actually
