Im sick of being in constant mental and physical pain.My ffs was botched and im not coping. Im just venting into the void to cope. I hope everyone else is having a better day
>>43132314I get depressed looking at it
>>43132470nta, this angle might just be really bad for seeing the issue but based on this picture youre mostly fine? like yeah it looks worse sure but it doesnt seem even close to justifying being a recluse and whatever
>>43132676Are you sure? I get very sad
>>43132470it's a straight nose ridge i agree that it looked better before but it's not that bad and not masculinei get that feeling of "it was better before and that's lost forever" and how powerfully debilitating that can be but your nose itself is not that bad. from the way you talked about it i expected a deformity and this just looks like a nose and frankly a better one than what a lot of trannies have
>>43132803It kills my soul. Its difficult not to cry all the time. I was happy with how i looked, now i dont like it.Im very insecure about my appearance, got bullied a lot. I wish i never had tbat surgery
boyfriend calls me an intelligent and cute girl when we cuddle after he's done sexually torturing and hypnotising/brainwashing me to love him and submit to him forever
>>43132434words can't do it justice and i'm in a half-conscious state when he does it anywayhe loves to see and feel my reactions when he puts me in agony and i've become a lot more resilient to social pressure from others thanks to himof course it's still very dangerous but that's the exciting part>>43132437of course i love my owner and what he does to me
My gf wants me to do similar things to her. Talk down to her, call her a dumb dog, degrade her, and later sit and shower her in praise and treats but I feel like its really fucking hard to get myself in this mindset. Its like...either I'm sexually really repressed which is entirely possible, or I'm just so damn nice its obnoxious.
>>43132682Its cool to not be into degrading someone, have you tried simply expressing ownership or some MEFy dirty talk?
>>43132697Definitely, I mean sometimes I kinda get into it without noticing but its kinda hard to take the full plunge. I definitely tell her she belongs to me and make sure to sometimes grab her collar, yanking her nice and close, pivot to a firm but light choke, and all while giving her some nice kisses. She's definitely the freaky one of us and has a crazy sex drive. I'm at ~8 months on HRT and I've really gotta dig deep to get sexual. At the very least I make sure she's getting off.
>>43132595I'm just wondering what to tell my bf to get him to do this to me...
yeah
yes, and your freckles are very pretty
>>43132817cuttlefish pass
>>43132817yeah. not pretty but hard to say that's a male
Im so tired but have to wait one hour to dilate, fuck my life
>>43132608Can boyremoval smut keep you up?
>>43132796I'll try anything at this point
This test was conducted last year and was extremely successful in terms of revealing the demonic trans women of the world who hide this from their man, and the pure-hearted ones who remain transparent and thoughtful with their partners' feelings and their very possible moral standing on the preference of women over trans women.
My boyfriend was good friends with me back when I was still a man. In general I wouldnt want to date a guy who isnt a chaser.
>>43132638How come?
did anyone else just give up, stop hrt and resign themselves to being a lonely ugly moid for life?
>>43119491Quitting hrt is not an option you nigger
>>43131034it is, just disassociate, work some shitty warehouse job, take pills. whatever, life is short anyway it doesnt matter
>>43131030pretty common feature for eastern europeans
>>43131577You can do all of that on HRT
this is what icky looks like nowadays, which is pretty based actually
https://apnews.com/article/supreme-court-conversion-therapy-colorado-92b34295f9ef497a4a1cbeb56c9b74c6
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>>43114693>Homophobic torture cannot be bannedWhat you mean is that homosexual grooming can be banned, of course. Don't be a faggot, OP.
>>43132653I meant exactly what I wrote. I also mean exactly what I write when I say all conservatives are pedophiles who rape children.
>>43115790So, what are your plans as far as suing the facility and going after the licensure of the practitioners there?
>>43120003the point is that the logic was flawed, not that they also use the same logic to justify what would be their contradictory beliefs, pookie
haven't had one in a whilejust a general for bisexuals, feel free to share your experience or thoughts about itqott: how have you all been?
>>43130860I think you meant to reply to my other post.>End in sightNo
Anyone going to pick up tomodachi life living the dream?I'm loving the demo and love that it as no filter this time
>>43131143Oh yes, sorry I was replying to the work crunch post. Bummer that’s going to continue indefinitely.>>43125935That’s good you confronted her over the bags and disappearing to play video games after getting back from her trip. That’s definitely better than just keeping your head down and hoping things get better.That said I think if you do want to try and repair things you’d be better off sitting your gf down and laying out your issues with the relationship and what changes if she wants you to stick around. I think this will go a lot better if you have time to think through the major bullet points you need addressed, and can start the conversation when you’re relatively calm. If you just speak out when you’re mad about a particular thing she did the conversation is likely to center around that rather than the deeper issues at play.It kind of sounds like this is territory you two have already covered previously based on you recollection of the conversation. Have you already communicated your list of changes you need to see, and she’s failing to meet them?
I spent money on Jessica Nigri's OnlyFans for three reasons: she's hot, bisexual and clearly a fujoshi.
>>43132320Buy an ad
>Me, theyfab a couple years ago, huge chaser and single>Reconnect with one of my exes, she has a gf now>She confesses that she still has a lot of feelings for me but "it's okay my gf knows, we're looking for a third...">Start going out, for the first few days whenever we're not together i'm in a call with her and her friends, mostly in silence just watching her play something. boring as fuck but it's okay because the sex is good>"Hey anon, why aren't you more dominant">"Hey anon your body is absolutely fucking perfect but I'm repulsed by your genitals please only strap me down">"Hey anon, [friend of hers] makes me feel hornier than you do sometimes haha">Her gf that literally just met me loves and desires me way more than she does>She starts flirting with other people, talking about her crushes on other people like its a normal thing>Every time I get upset about it, her gf takes her side>They constantly pressure me into spending every waking hour with them whenever I just want some me timeWhy the fuck did I subject myself to this for almost a year?? am I retarded?? it was a throuple it was never going to work in the first place!
>>43132744Are you still a theyfab?
>>43132754yes
>>43132770Are they like cisfs? Or do they have pps instead of vags
Are you a tranny who wants to voice train?Do you want a place you can practice without having to speak in person?Are you just a cisoid who wants to have fun?Welcome to Azumanga Tranoh!ITT: The goal is too go through the show azumanga daioh, and redub episodes as we go.This is not meant to be more than a creative outlet / fun community project so you don't need to feel pressured to commit! You can do a single scene and you won't be sneered for never posting again. There are no deadlines or schedules. Simply post when you can!If you are interested, simply pick a character and scene from episode one, and redub it in your own voice! Post the vocaroo here and I will add it to the episode. Try to do all the lines a character has in a scene at once, don't worry about fx if you don't want to, or fine tuned timing. As long as the lines are the same length.It's meant to be a mostly serious/faithful attempt, but this is not a product and you can feel free to be silly as well.If you would like to regularly voice a character, let me know and I'll make sure you get dibs on their scenes.Here is the current WIP of the audio of the first EP:https://litter catbox.moe/tm1unw.mp4We currently have six active participants in this project though there are spots open for some of the main cast still that I'll put in a reply.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43130947Quick clarification:The Discord is primarily for contributers to coordinate! If you don't want to voice act you may hang out in vetting but we'll make sure you see the final product!
>>43131015yeah i cant hear the audio either :(It’s like the little play button |> thing, but there’s a slash through it
>>43131099Gotcha, we're working on alternatives hang tight!
>>43131099>>43131004>>43131013https://litter.catbox.moe/n1u5cn.mp4
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I'm so tired of being disappointed by trans women. All of them need or want help in one way or another but then never accept any actual help to better themselves. If the least amount of effort is required, they just give up right away. None of them really act like girl friends, I can never find someone who will just hang out with me like I would with my cisf friends.
Scream into the void with me, /lgbt/MTF/31/PNWI truly deserve death and forced detransition.Transition has been an attempt at escape from my karmic debt - to live as though the years from 17-27 never happened. It’s been toxic positivity and an attempt to hide. I haven’t ever even fully committed to it. One foot in the coping habits developed in my repping years and one foot in the mindset outside of those years. It’s why I can never let love in, why I bristle at compliments. I am a liar and a fraud playing demure and innocent while I neglect my community. I fetishize care, nurturing, and community because it feels like it offers atonement but then never do the work. Endless cycle. At the end of the day I’m just a lazy, entitled faggot who won the passing lottery and is a silent poison in my community. My life has been falling apart every day since starting HRT 4 years ago. More distant, more shallow, more obsessed with men and stupid pleasure. Yet so disgustingly masculine in my tastes, habits, and karma. Just shit. Detransition has been heavy on the mind. Not out of want for masculinity, but for necessity of honesty and a refusal of something that feels undeserved, the acceptance of a pain, a sacrifice.Maybe it’s time I donate all of my belongings, clothes, HRT and just go be a woodland firefighter and die for my home. It’s all I’m good for. My energy never disappears. I’ve worked a physical job the last year and went from a little femboy to a top-heavy monstrosity with no ass. My body has turned to that of a whole-ass man with the face of a 23 year old girl. I’m so fucking stupid and gross and a complete drag on society. I had a chance when I was 15 to DIY and I wussied out and repped for 12 years. Waste.I do sometimes fantasize about meeting an abusive man who locks me in a cage and forces me to stop eating and be a good maid so at least my stupid biological estrogen urges could finally be put to good use. Fuck this shit.
that was a lot of words for IWNBAWWW. Learn how to write.
I'm so tired of being disappointed by trans women. All of them need or want help in one way or another but then never accept any actual help to better themselves. If the least amount of effort is required, they just give up right away. None of them really act like girl friends, I can never find someone who will just hang out with me like I would with my cisf friends
>>43132391>tfw no bf
>>43132391portland?
Im a black guy who dated a tranny and it was the best experience of my life..I wish this pairing was more common. This site is full of black dudes who want a tranny gf to kiss and fuck cuddle so it would make me happy to see more of this pairing..
>>43130686>Maybe not this board but on this site theres lots of us for sureAlso this board, lol.t. black trans guy
I date black guys but I don't edate. Good luck anon
>>43130852we can revisit the trauma in a safe context (boyremoval, mating press, etc.)
Any cute black guys here into ftm twinks?????? Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii get back to me immediately pls
>>43130619post bod or dick
The only thing I truly like is bondage. Of course, I've always felt attraction to girls but really, the only libido I ever feel is seeing them trussed up, begging for life and through me dominating them. Intercourse disgusted me. I just liked to see them squirm, moan and whimper in bondage as I jack off in the corner. Ever since I was a child I always was naturally gravitated towards seeing women in bondage. After BoundHub got IP blocked in the USA since like October, I started downloading and playing bondage games where you play as a woman getting tied up - overall, these factors are why I refused to ask out and speak to women ... because none of them could fit my desires ... no woman attracted me.THEN, right when this was happening - bondage games -, I started heavily questioning my own gender. Specifically, remembering memories of desiring to the be the other gender. Suddenly, I felt top and bottom dysphoria where something felt off about my body. And I started remembering past memories wishing in my early twenties that I wanted boobs (24 now). I started imagining myself with softer skin and boobs and a fully functioning vagina. I didn't feel aroused, just simply euphoric. But more specifically, that I'd become the object of desire - the bound woman. Now, from November to April I have considered myself transgender. I felt a desire to socially transition as in be called a girl or a woman ... and I feel a particular feeling of trans joy when I think about that. I've considered taking estrogen, FFS, everything and being called a transgender woman felt like something that finally fit me ... However ... after much consideration, I think the desire to troon may just be a culmination of the loneliness I feel in being a bondage weirdo. Women find me too chauvinistic as a man who wants to BDSM top them. So, if I can't find the perfect woman, I become the woman. Is this a repper delusion or am I onto something here?
>>43132355So you do have brainworms. I'm guessing you're projecting your repressed desires to eat more food and shit; like, if you can fucking keep this at bay, you expect this minimum from the other person, yeah? But no one gives two shits about your retarded expectations, you know that, right? People are on their own, wildly different tracks of life, just as you are. But here we can see exactly what stops you from being more social and outgoing. Just because you're so anal about something, you somehow deluded yourself into expecting the same thing from others. You gotta fix this in yourself, or you'll continue to be miserable. Also, your dom/rigger might not be your partner; you can keep these things separate. Talk to your partner about it in advance, of course. Partners don't have to be kink-sharing, but being kink-understanding and kink-supporting is important for me, for example.
>>43132454fatty cope.
>>43132496I can't even... you're, like, 16 or really stupid and old, right? I can buy a semaglutide pen right now for 30 bucks if I want to get thinner. I don't need to; I actually want to get more fat in the right places, but you know it's a solved problem, right? Me, my generation will not get fat and diabetic after 30 if we don't specifically want that for some reason.
>>43132579ok?
>>43132112I don’t have autism but takes me time to feel comfortable to come out of my shell with people.
Trannoids>actually if you transitioned after (age) you did it because of porn!!Also trannoids>waaaah why do normies think being trans is just a fetish?
>>43131377I trooned in my 30s and I guarantee I am far less hypersexual than many of the so-called "HSTS dolls" who are 18 years old and gooning to misogynistic rape fantasies posted on 4chan. No way I'm gonna let some stupid fucking kids dictate my gender to me or try to talk down to me about my own subjective experience.
>>43131377>>actually if you transitioned after (age) you did it because of porn!!the only trans people saying this are retards from here
>>43131377Trvke
>>43131377I didn't even watch porn
