>be me, mtf>meet sadist ftm dom>he's the one to get obsessed first for a change>talk to him every second of every day>after a while he gets overwhelmed but is worried id attempt if he leaves>he slowly reduces contact and eventually ghosts me>stay obsessed, fill myself with copium waiting for his return>realize he wont, cut myself deep>go to therapy next day>shrink actually gives me good advice for once on managing my emotions>feel my phone vibrate mid-session>its him>but i let my feelings dissipate and now im totally over him>local tgirl suddenly texts me>comes over that evening to hangoutComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
You sound like a completely deranged bpdemon, your story is hella relatable honestly. I think you need to keep going to therapy and get this fixed up because it's gonna bite you later in life like it did with me.
>>42312184>cut myself deephow deep? i cut to fascia on a whim before and stitches r annoying
>>42312981but i want to be bitten>>42313014i dunno but i taped it shut and its doing ok
>>42312184make sure you sanitize after..,. mouth infections are BAD
>>42314011probably at least beans if you needed to tape it i feel
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>>42297844I live in American I fucked up and lost my job I'm just curious what is the cheapest most reliable place I can get HRT? I don't care if It's pills, gel, or injections I just don't want to detransition when I can't see doctors and get my meds.
>>42314045As far as I know, Americans get their meds through planned Parenthood. I know nothing about it.
>>42314045to my knowledge hera or symphonylabsdomestic US produced $60 for 40mg een
>>42314005Idk I just buy pills on the pharmacy, I am not the kid you were talking to, I just wanted to hate Argentinian customs because buying Gunpla is expensive as shit. They need to fund their Hitler cult.
>>42314005I did set up a cake wallet when I first tried but I couldn't figure out how to do P2P desu, I currently don't have the money to try rn but when I do I'll look into bisq, but like seriously though, nobody tells you that you have to self educate yourself on cryptocurrency just to diy, it's just the P2P part that I need to deal with
I'm ftm and 5'7", I don't feel bad about my height but I'm underweight, I'm 24 and I pass well but I get jealous comparing myself to men with a healthy amount of muscle who look like fully developed men and not a 16 year old with type 1 diabetes and cancer. I am working out now and I actually have good upper body strength RELATIVE to my weight for a BEGINNER but what does it matter if I'm a teeny tiny skeleton and I don't eat enough to gain weight. I gained a couple pounds recently so let's see if I can keep it up. My current goals are 120lbs, then 125lbs, then 130lbscope: at least I'm not fat. I'm also very cute and have beautiful hair
how sickly is this? i have the same goal of 130lbs
>>42313902you look like you've never done a day of weightlifting or physical work in your life
>>42314025Stop samefagging, you mentally ill retard. You look decent. Keep working out.
>>42312238I had a low appetite ex and it kind of pissed me off. I should have been more open minded about it. I'm not even overweight but consuming meals is in my top 5 things about why I enjoy being alive. It's pretty hard for me to comprehend why someone wouldn't want to eat 1500 calories worth of flesh and plants in one sitting.
>>42314025>>42314039wasnt me lol
>>42314110its only a larp if you didnt know you were trans when doing it. so none
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I'm trans TM and I have done that many times.
Should I just end it now
>>42313597very sexo. you also got to bring your legs to like a sitting shape
>>42313283Even I want to fap and I'm a tranny with bf. Sorry nona, but you're really really cute :3
>>42313283ugh that 45 degree angle hip ughhhhhhhhhhhh
>>42313925doesn't really help tbhon unless i'm doing it wrong
>>42311493
Does this also apply to gays
>>42311876Clavicular has ED, thoughbeit
>>42311420Do people really find this guy attractive? He has a distinct special ed look to him, like he'd go apeshit and curbstomp you into a vegetative state if you took away his nintendo switch. Something just looks off>t. faggot moid if that matters
>>42311420what anti-looksmaxxers don't seem to understand is that tony soprano is attractive insofar as he's an sexually aggressive, violent, rich, criminalare we now admitting hybristophilia is popular to try to beat redpill social models?
>>42312094>people don't want to share a house and build a family with a dishonest, spiteful personShocking.
>>42311420Every scene of this show is just a bunch of fat people stuffing their faces. I never found this to be intimidating.
You know the format.Include your tag.This thread is for making friends, and is not a general discussion thread.
>>42310167yeah... Needed a signal to show I was not just a chaser sad someone here rejected them. Hopefully, you are ok at least, and you don't put that spell on too many others.
>>42313514harassing some random person is not cool
>>42313514are you dilara from the darktide discord?
>>42313908no that's a different bitch. turkish bitch. she's cis.>>42313719yes it is fuck that guy go harass him
>>42313998>no that's a different bitch. turkish bitch. she's cis.no way shes cis lmao she acts like the most stereotypical tranny loooooool
are sons shorter than their dads doomed to troon out?
>>42312616imagine the sex between the brother and his tranny little sis.imagine his beautiful lips kissing hers and his juicy cock slowly penetrating her. wow
>>42313920he sounds like a garden gnome desu
>>42313920lmao he is a hirsute manlet, so just about
>>42312616I'm much shorter than my dad, brother, cousins and grandparents. The only person that can match me is my mother.I would be willing to bet there is little correlation though as most trans women I know irl are 6'+
>>42312616>doomedIt's not bad to troon out.My dad was like: "ah, so THAT was what was wrong" kekYes, I am shorter than my dad.
>hrt in my late teens>never really had much facial hair>get a few sessions of laser to get it all off anyway>been 6 years, shave like once every 2 weeks and its tiny hairs above my lipbut recently ITS BEEN MORE HAIRWHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPEWNINGI THOUGHT LASER WOULD FIX THAT
>>42311360the skin around your lips is a slightly different shade than the rest of your skin, so laser is less effective.i just pluck those hairs with tweezers tbhonest
>>42311360>Just have to deal with thisdo you know how hard it is for a ginger to get laser? it isn't happening, I need to save up a shit ton of money for electrolysis while I'm already struggling with money, you're lucky laser was even a thing you can do
>>42311360you're getting older, congrats nona
help
Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
>>42313642That's really hard to prove though. Personally, I have genuinely no memories of how I felt about my body changing during puberty, so I simply can't tell whether I've ever felt dysphoric growing up
>>42313861So we can say you didn't stop to think about it, because if you had you would have an opinion one way or the other wouldn't you?
>>42313949Probably, but my lack of memories could also mean that I actually had a positive opinion of the changes, but just forgot. Even if I had a positive opinion, I also didn't ever consider that there ever existed any alternative but to accept my own birth sex
>>42314000If you had a positive perception, wouldn't you have noticed that?If you had, I imagine you'd have gone to your parents/caregivers and said something like "wow, look how big and strong I'm getting"It seems more like you just didn't notice at all
>>42313581i started growing body hair at 11 so that was when it started for me
any other trans catholics or trans christians here?I am MTF and i began transitioning at 19, and am 23 now. I have been on hrt for almost 4 years. I have been attending mass for a few weeks now and am planning on going through OCIA to become apart of the church.I pass fairly well so i don't think I will run into any roadblocks, however them seeing my legal name might be a problem.I understand the church officially is against trans folks and stuff but they don't have to find out. my relationship with christ is more important and the matter of my gender identity is between me and the lord.many trans women live very sinful lives, with premarital sex and same gender relationships, etc etc, so it feels strange being one of the few who isn't.God bless you all.
>>42312784Hello, I am a boymoder and I go to a PECUSA parish.
>>42312784Why would you not change your name before converting? Especially if you've transitioned for 4 years. Does your country not allow it?
>>42312784try latin mass, you get to where a veil to assist your passing.
>>42312784>my relationship with Christ>between me and the LordAre you sure Protestantism isn't more your speed?
>>42312784I'm Orthodox and trans. It is probably not easy, you'll have to content with the world. Be strong and remember what Christ says about the world, don't let the world destroy your faith. That said if you are in the US it's going to be a challenge I would imagine. From what I have heard it is much less simple than here in Europe. Otherwise speak to your church leader whoever that may be about your concerns.I'm happy that you put your relationship with Christ above the world and I pray you find community who will love you without judgement. God bless you.
The thread got deleted but I'm tired of seeing fellow black trannies get fooled by the nonsense on this board. If you're black hell if you're just distinctly not white you're fucking yourself over by asking a bunch of white people who are already EXTREMELY critical of their features if you pass. It's not that they see it clearer or they have an unbiased view, they just don't fucking get it. Good luck.
>>42313866they dont see it as more masc they see it as more threatening and mature, theres a difference.cops shoot 10 year old black girls because they are "perceived" to be old and dangerous, not because they are seen as men.
>>42313856yeah i mean i was being hyperbolic. im sure for asians its easier but i doubt a black tranny will be read as feminine in belarus
>>42313883black women are seen as aggressive and masculine lol it doesnt take much to piece that together
>>42313892they are seen as female though. to some, so female that white men keep raping them. just saying "masculine" is not helpful when its not a maleness that is being perceived.
>>42313811>all the good looking actressesthere haven't been any of these in decades
MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
>>42313486He's in the military for the next year or so so the best I can do is send him picsim also practicing the fuck out of makeup and im epilating and stuff like that. I want him to be knocked over when he finally comes back home because i never wore makeup or pretty clothes before he started his contract
>>42312910I actually know people in falkirk, gods help you. Also i can never understand a word they say due to accent>>42312921nah its definitely a shit one
>>42313778who do you know? just drop the first names
>>42314043I only know them as their nicknames unfortunately and not seen any of the 3 of them in like 10 yrs due to tranny
>>42313228deserved for being cute and lovable
It’s been 9 months and in the beginning, the thought of stopping HRT was scary because of how much progress I made over the years but as time has passed, I’m now developing an urge or feelings again that I felt before I started HRT; that are happening now. I need to know if this is possible to avoid and escape. I have Jesus in my life, I pray everyday, and I don’t present feminine anymore, I deleted all platforms that encourage femininity and influence, and i dropped supporting friends about it. If you have any supplements, strategies, sources, or anything that can help me rid of these feelings permanently.. I would be very grateful.
>>42313381raging about what? Im literally laughing at you lmao
>>42313385I do remember you and I think we even talked a little too. It was enough to let me see what a kind soul you carried where ever you were. I believe we actually ran into eachother in various discord servers as well... unfortunately my life will most likely remain in limbo for a very long time but I truly appreciate you taking a couple seconds to share this with me. Your generosity and candor are what this board needs more of. You’re a gift in this world and I’m thankful to have run into you in this lifetime <3
>>42313437Oh no?!?! *sad emoji*
Being a woman is rad and the idea of detransion is terrifying for me. I will never understand how someone can prefer repression over simply being a woman.
>>42313573I really value my family’s time and presence and I was in place where I wasn’t ready to have that taken away from me so that I can transition fully.. I was too hurt and defeated
Who's the best fictional trans character?
>>42308347>alright your guys porn is pretty chill… you can be white too
>>42307209because they dont understand anything about dysphoria, go figure. i hope goose rly goes all in with the mindfuck with jax just so those people can get a reality check. i know she hates the fanbase so i hope she continues to keep giving them the finger
>>42306247>Who's the best fictional trans character?The version of her that loved me
>>42306247Obviously Tiresias
>>42308420i feel like the problem today is that you cant really do that because of the touchy political climate. the target audience would tell others to avoid your work like the plague while the right parades it as an epic optics win for TTD
