>>42315015I mean I can do two shakes a day I just gotta get my mixture down right see im an idiot, i dropped out of uni- so its gonna take me some trial and error before I really get the routine down no matter what literature I have
>>42315033Fair enough then. Good luck to you on this
its fine, i know i'll never recieve comfort i need, it's why im cutting
>>42304028About 5-10 lbs but I don't mind too much
>>42304028ive been losing weight
>saw a thread I had made about being cursed with pissing the bed shared onlineGenuinely fuck all of you diaper transbians I swear to god one of you actually cursed me and are probably just laughing about it. Please for the love of god just actually undo it and I'll actually stop making fun of transbians, I've tried just about everything I could to stop it and it still keeps fucking happening, please I just want to be normal again and to actually be capable of getting a bf.
Had an EXTREMELY uncomfortable talk with my father a couple days ago and it's bringing up a lot of horrible shit I have tried for years not to think about. I have a therapy appointment in a few days but i don't even know what to say. If you have dealt with something similar I need to know how you cope. I just literally don't know how to resolve this for myself so I can move on and stop thinking about it constantly. Haven't posted here in months but there is absolutely nobody i can turn to about this.
>>42312330DIY coontroon
>>42312217I have literally no idea, the things I've dealt with like this basically just messed with me until the discomfort of them went away on their own, I basically had to completely improvise
>>42315878i think it was implied well, he made comments about my body that brought up uncomfortable memories of times he crossed the line in my childhood. poster 2 replies below you got it. I'd like to keep it relatively vague>>42316082I have been doing essentially the same,. he was sober for a while which helped. idk why he's like drinking and doing coke and shit again but it's making him act how he used to.
>>42316518ah okay I'm kinda stupid anon sorry. Personally my dad had anger/screaming type issues so that's the lane I was stuck in thinking about. I honestly don't know how I would handle something like that. I'm not close to my dad at all cause of the aforementioned stuff lol.
>>42316518wow, this is the exact shit that happened to me atarting 3 years ago. he wasnt allowed to see me til 18 cause of restraining order from dv case when i was 13. then when i turned 18 he was actually really kind then one day out of nowhere he just screamed and cursed at me while i was washing my hands for not getting out of the bathroom quick enough. shit escalated a lot after that and other circumstances also made everything worse and they sadly are still happening. although fast forward 3 years later and it made me realize im still trans and i started hrt a few days ago. recently he actually attacked me and my mom and blah blah blah there was a restraining order but since my mom is financially crippled because of him she had to cancel hers. so they communicate now for financial purposes. but I'm never going to speak to him again if i can. and i honestly want to become independent from my mom, but I'm completely fucked mentally. i have disabling level ocd, like near the level of people you would see in a documentary but I'm able to hide it enough to have a job (that i can barely do properly anyway). i grew up in a cult and have been abused in really horrible ways (not sexually though) that even shocked social workers. motherfucker even has hidden mics in our house and car and has proven it circumstancially by repeating things from me and my mothers private conversations, and shes the one who noticed it first. what can you do though, you need money to do anything :) I'll never forgive my parents for the pain they caused me I sometimes still wish I committed suicide when I was 12 and first thought about it https://youtube.com/watch?v=LpJHgUMzkTU&si=nEGiWeHbJE-p8j0l
be real, how cooked am i just trying out wigs to see how i can end up looking like but i won’t make it past hon right
Ngl you already have a pretty great base, you could improve your quality of your skin, trying to do your eyebrows and sleep better cause having eyebags never helps
>>42314815it's honestly difficult to say when your face is mostly covered by a cheap wig, your body is hidden by baggy clothes. post a better picture, then maybe itll be clearer
>>42314815built for dl grindr pump n dumps
>>42314815Just eat some fucking estrogen for a while, you'll be less miserable I promise.
>>42314815How big is your cock?
If chemicals can transform a gay man into a straight woman, does that mean homosexuality is a choice?
>>42313268Why does it matter in a gay ass world?
>>42314421If homosexuality is a choice, then conversion therapy is justified.
>>42313268yes, but either way youre a faggot. so being lgbt is not a choice
>>42314449im straight
yes
>>42316637literally wearing one with my trans gf rn
I know one girl who has fully transitioned away from toilets and purely relies on diapers. She's also getting a bit fat not sure if related or not
>>42316676Eww what a disgusting bitch
>>42316663>>42316676nasty bitches
>>42316676It's anecdotal and maybe it has something to do with needing looser pants to hide them, but I swear there's a link between wearing a diaper a lot and getting chubby
everyone take the bingo. also i'm not a newfag but i have no clue what ase is tell me
Still not a normalfag
>>42304483
>>42304573>>42304625Used to be me. I have since fixed it by doing what I usdd to think of as inconceivable when I was plagued with the frizz and hair that alternated between super greasy and bone-dry (was always frizzy either way).>>42316105>>42304668Bad advice. Will keep you dependent on products without ever increasing the base quality of your hair. You need to restore your hair health from the ground up so that you aren't dependent on hair products and creams and gels and mousses. When you follow the program I did, your hair becomes much better quality, your curls look much better, frizz becomes a bygone issue, and you pretty much always have great hair weather you are sweaty, just woke up, just got out of the wind, just took off your hat, etc.As stated before, the problem is your hair health is very low. This makes your hair's quality low and makes your predisposed to all manner of problems. Band-aid solutions like special shampoos, conditioners, and holding products are at best not-helpful, and at worst actively deleterious to hair quality being that they actively contribute to the deterioration of hair health and the quality and appearance of hair over time - similar to how many makeups beat up the skin, leading to worse looking naked skin, which necessitates greater dependence on the makeup products and you're in a downward spiral of dependency on the very products that are robbing you of your natural beauty and exhuberance. The companies love this cycle because it keeps you dependent on their products and thereby they stay rich. The last thing they wanr is for you to learn how to break the cycle and improve your body and your beauty once and for all, without having to rely on any particular product or company.So you need to accept that most of the "conventional wisdom" that is around today on topics like these are anywhere from partially true to intentionally harmful incorrect information. You must be willing to take some risks and be brave (1/3)
Not a troony. Not a faggot. Cis male master race
>>42304483bingo
>>42315092>>42315125Thank youuu I am genuinely so lucky to have him for the rest of my life
>>42315771There is a middle ground, but I mean I do agree that being able to do business is nice, my wife is sick and wont be able to work at some point in the future, and I struggle to hold a job at all so we've invested in real estate and are landlords now, meaning we'll be safe even when she gets sick, you can't really do that in a communist country, you just kind of have to trust that the state sponsored care is going to be enough for disorders that need a lot of specialist workI think though we should strive to get along with people we don't agree with and be less tribal, most people who have political views have them because they think their ideal world would be better for everyone
>>42314110i larped being female for an entire year with a guy, would always be in voice eith him the only one talking. he wanted to fly out to see me so i had to admit and turns out he was gay?? brother
i've never had a single online friend, let alone an online relationship, before or after transition
>>42314110i had two runescape "boyfriends" for a few weeks back in 2006/07, does that count?
most of you would fuck a cis woman in her pussy with your gock if you could. its just that you were an incel pre transition and dont know how to talk to women so you gravitate towards transbians and men
>>42314488I would sooner blast my genitals off with a .357 revolver than ever put my penis anywhere near a vagina
>>42314488I get curious about how it would feel but I know I would be traumatized by the experience
>>42314488im "bi" and its in quotes bc i only like dick
>>42314488>you don't want to admit this but (some shit i and plenty of others readily admit quite often)you're such a brave thought rebel op. we're all amazed
>>42314488Of course I would, idgaf. Genitals aren't that important to me.
>be me, gay man in December>browsing dating app, see some twink>profile mentions he likes baking>message him because I like baking too>he messages back and we talk about baking for like an hour, exchanging pictures of stuff we've made>it turns out that we're both bottoms so no sex I guess but he's really cool so I invite him over to my house to bake stuff>make like half a dozen different kinds of cookies to give to all our friends and families as Christmas presents>telling stories and laughing and joking as we work together in the kitchen>he has a really cute laugh>as we finish I notice it's snowing outside>for some reason makes me really nostalgic and I want to go watch it fall>ask him if he wants to go for a walk about he says yes>hold hands with him as we walk down the empty city streets at night>it's beautiful, watching the flakes glittering as they drift down to the ground in the moonlight>I can see in his eyes the same wonder and excitement that I'm feelingComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42316656>we rub up against each other, desperate to take in as much of that feeling as possible>like we want each other more than we've ever wanted anything in our lives>I can hear his breathing quicken, and I wrap his hand tightly in mine, to steady us in the waves of sensation>we kiss as our bodies climax>I've never felt so close to anyone before as I did in that moment>collapse onto the bed, and lie next to each other as we catch our breath>before I realize it, we've fallen asleep next to each other>my alarm clock wakes us up the next morning and I apologize profusely for how loud it is>he says it's ok, he needs to go to work anyways>we make a nice omelet together for breakfast and kiss each other before we walk out the door>text each other back and forth over the next few days>Christmas comes and we got each other presents>I got him a grooming brush for the cat he told me he has, he got me a warm woolen hat that I've worn like every day since.>everyone I know really liked the cookies we madeComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Every time you put an estrogen pill in your mouth, or a needle in your arm, you are doing exactly what The Jews want you to do.
>>42316512my penis had like no sensation pre transition. i get more feeling this way
>>42316528most males seek pleasure from their penis not their prostate for a rational reason
>>42316571>most malesdon’t care>muh rationalitydon’t care if you think bottoming is irrational. im still gonna take dick in my ass. sorry it bothers you so much.
>>42316588everyone has motivations for their actions, some refuse to discuss that, but they exist
>>42316650more gibberish. i prefer bottoming. always have. always will. cope and seethe.
Remember when tranners supported Free Palestine and it turned out Free Palestine were just as anti trans as any red state Republican?Good times eh?
>>42316586it's funny because glegle's creator is staunchly anti-genocide
>>42316589>glegle's creator is staunchly anti-jewish
>>42316630you know nobody actually believes this lie that you have to be supportive of genocide to not be anti-jewish
Holy /pol/ thread
>>42316639You dont hate the people funding war in Sudan though
“@grok this dangerous man is wearing women’s clothing. Put him in a suit and tie, remove the makeup, the lipstick, the librarian glasses, give him a proper haircut, and add his two parents standing behind him beaming with pride”
a man wearing women's clothing is only scandalous because a man, the slave class, is daring to put on the dress of the elites - females are the elite caste of society and everyone knows it but few can admit it because they will be scorned for doing so
>Your long time friend invites you over for a slumber party>Sounds a bit childish but she's a good friend so you accept>Going well, although she makes you wear her spare overly feminine night gown>You chat, gossip and drink a little>She is a bit tipsy>She whispers into your ear:>"Do you know what a strap-on is? Want to find out? I just bought one..."How would you respond without sounding mad?
>>42309505this was me about a week ago
>>42309505"not now I'm tired"
>>42309505>"meow"
>>42309505>… I have IBS and it’s … uhh triggered by stress>she looks confused, puzzled and then like a slap to the face the smell arises>putrid and foul, you clench your cheeks tightly>sadly due to your twinkish body your glutes are no match for the flood that has been brewing in your small intestine>the rumble of your stomach echoes like thunder and she tries to shuffle >the pain and worry on your face is clear for her to see, she responds in terror and disgust as the bed gets warmer>her sheer night gown now clings to your bottom, it’s forever ruined>you ruined everything >she’s trying not to vomit as you try shuffling to the bathroom>choking out the words “I’m soo sorry, please don’t be upset…” heavy with tears of embarrassment and shame>”anon!!!” She cries>only for you to realize what you’ve left, a trail of misery staining her white bed linen and carpet>she covers her mouth, holding back regurgitated liquor>you done it anon, you’ve ruined the eveningComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42309505>start blushing>begin shaking uncontrollably>stutter my words>completely fucking fall apart
It’s been 9 months and in the beginning, the thought of stopping HRT was scary because of how much progress I made over the years but as time has passed, I’m now developing an urge or feelings again that I felt before I started HRT; that are happening now. I need to know if this is possible to avoid and escape. I have Jesus in my life, I pray everyday, and I don’t present feminine anymore, I deleted all platforms that encourage femininity and influence, and i dropped supporting friends about it. If you have any supplements, strategies, sources, or anything that can help me rid of these feelings permanently.. I would be very grateful.
>>42302779You are deaf to the message of Christ if you really believe he would want you to pointlessly debase and deny yourself like this. Jut accept that god made you a fucking tranny and try to live in accordance with the will of Christ, which has a lot more to do with actively doing right by your fellow man than whatever bullshit exercise in self destruction that this is.
lmao OP requested tips to rep and everyone here is telling you you not to rep. you shoud've expected this to happen, but you actually thinks repping is a good idea. whereas everyone else here can see reality that you are trans
Rephons are funny, cya once you john50 OP
>>42310500>well, by growing long hair, growing breasts, developing a curvy figure, and wearing makeup to look seductive or just pretty would be changing gods image of me as being a manKEK you can't make this shit up
>>42302779Wtf, I remember you from some of the /pass/gen threads a while back. You were pretty. Wtf are you doing girl?
