Im 6 mo on E and idk if its a good idea to keep going or not. The problem is that sometimes i really like the effects, but other times i get anxious i wont like them (especially regarding breast growth).Sometimes ill like see myself in the mirror and like how my face and skin look more feminine now. Or ill see myself topless or in a sports bra in the mirror and like how i actually have breasts/curves now.Occasionally (maybe like once a week-ish?) these feelings get very strong and i get super emotional seeing myself like this. Like i start happy crying or jumping up and down in joy about how i look more female now and about how i love having breasts and stuff...On the other hand, usually when im not in front of a mirror/not looking at myself in third person, i get anxious. What if ill dislike having breasts? What if i dislike them already? Like i might brush up against them with my arm, and feel a bit weirded out or unsure how i feel about them being there.Or i see a woman with a big chest and wonder about how "that looks kinda uncomfortable" and get anxious id end up like and would dislike it.Its also that these anxious thoughts are really hard to shake off. They are almost constant.Im also confused because there seems to be a seperation. Where when i see myself in third person i enjoy the effects. And when im in first person i get a bit anxious.This isnt 100% clear cut, sometimes i see myself in the mirror and doom about having a broad shoulder and ribcage, or get upset at how my boobs look weirdly like pecs and a lil odd on my wide ribcage. Or im not looking at myself in third person and still like how my breasts dent my clothes out a bit, or i like how i can feel them move or i like how soft my skin feels.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43139247trans women in general in that first year of transitioning.
>>43138495separate external responsesimagine a set of scenarios where you are the only person aroundwould you take e or not?sounds like you are doing good but don't want to be 'visibly trans' or whatever
>>43142460Hmmm ok, i really hope thats true, i dont want to have made a massive mistake with this :C.Altho i gotta say im also surprised that you say this is common. In my mind its like most trans women would definitely want breasts and are pretty sure about that no?But also it makes sense ig cuz its like the biggest and most obvious change, which is partially why im so conflicted and anxious about it as well.
Ok so i just got out of bed and looked at myself in the mirror topless and fucking loved having breasts.If anything i might have wanted them to be a bit more breast shaped and bigger and less pec-like/cone-tit like. So i dont have to angle myself at a very specific like 45 degree-ish where they look round and noticeable enough to make me happy i have curves, but not angled so far that it becomes apparent that they have more of a cone tit shape.So idk ig we can cancel the thread lol. But also not really becaue, somehow, in spite of me literally just 10 min ago having been super happy that my chest looks more female, im still scared i might be making a mistake or that i will dislike them when they get bigger...Idk ideally id want like small but very well shaped breasts. But ofc i cant guarantee that, and im scared ill end up with massive round ball like honkers instead, that will be apparent no matter what i wear.Instead of like cute, smaller, tear drop shaped ones that only tastefully dent out shirts and such a bit :C.
make sure you're writing all of this shit down in a journal you crazy bitchit might help you to look back on this in 12 months when you're dooming about whatever's going on then
It is not natural to live in societies this big, and for the forests and the spirits to be owned by government is terribly disturbing. I think many of us have a instinctive desire to settle somwhwre on the forest and build own home. After all, humans have a great love for survivalist games. Even something as basic as minecraft shows the inherent nature within man. There is a desire to roam free and CHOOSE where one lives. Be it a mountain, or a forest or creek. Its all just not right that we are ESSENTIALLY forced to live in these big sprawling cities. I think the most natural deaire of man is to find a spot in the forest, to cut down trees, and build a home of rock and wood and maybe clay. That is the most natural nesting behavior of man. But just as pigeons are forced into the rodent role of survival within a concrete jungle, so toi are we humans forced to coexist with this society we have created.
my friends made me dress up as a girl and jerk them off ;-;they bully me cus im shorter than them ;-;
>>43143941can’t relate. Tall 6 food bitch,
I kind of want to try out a urethral ring. Did anyone ever try that? What's that like?
Where do we go. The world is against us and they refuse to educate the masses
>>43143461>>trying to actively make lists for you with no apparent justification>>"mildly inconvienienced"https://www.politico.com/news/2020/11/09/aoc-cancel-worked-for-trump-435293
>>43141501Picrel is funny as hell.Not gonna lie.
>>43143731>common decency is forcedGo live in a forest fucking monkey. O o a a.
>>43143847>2020>list of public government officials = HIPPAA breaking list of random, politically uninvolved peopleOh, to be this retarded
>>43143925Ok but you still said it wasnt forced when it is. I personally would use it out of politeness and respect for their feelings. But thats not what you argued, but i see youre not going to admit that
How do i meet twinks with tiny dicks?tiny dicks are so hot, anything under 4" is cute and turns me on
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Please try to ignore users who post bigotry, are trolling, or otherwise trying to derail the thread.QOTT:>Favorite springtime activities and sights?>Current relationship status?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord (new): https://discord.gg/9vBPy99zSzold thread: >>43126946
no hell below us above us only sky girl pussy
seeing my wifes angelic face every morning and night...faget
gabe newell becomes the POTUS, makes trans women american brahmin
I find it hilarious how the "cis lesbians" make their own general and the first thing they do in every OP is mald about trannies. Pathetic.
>>43136295Has anyone read sapphic poetry? Is it any good?
I'm certain that I'm faketrans and probably have never experienced any true dysphoria, but at this point I don't care anymore Trying my utmost best to strive towards becoming as much of a woman as is possible for me feels like the only dream I am able to pursue. At this point I've given up on trying to figure out the "why?" and only focus on what I need to do to fulfill the "what?" pragmaticallyAlthough, that doesn't get rid of the confusion that stems from not knowing why I'm doing this
>>43143371Just because you've never experienced dysphoria doesn't make you faketrans, particularly if you're autistic. If you've started young enough there's a pretty good chance that you managed to avoid experiencing the downward spiral that is dysphoria. This is particularly true for autists because autists don't develop their innate sense of gender until late teens or early 20s, and the context of today if you're neurodivergent and you've been surrouded by gender ideology and you've woken up with the idea of "I'd just rather be a girl" at the age of 17 and just set about transitioning, then there's no reason you would have experienced gender dysphoria since you never actually repressed. A better way to think about it is how would you feel at this point if you were forced to detransition? If you can't imagine how you'd cope with that then what you're actually afraid of is dysphoria. The bigger issues come from psudo-dysphoria experienced by cis females who think they can escape certain aspects of their feminity by transition, and gender ideologues who refuse to even recognize that even is a neurological aspect to gender.
>>43143371are you happier with your appearance generally? objectively, even if you don't always see it?
>>43143549>are you happier with your appearance generally?Not really actually. Not because it isn't getting better, but because I'm now aware how horrible it is. I never liked my appearance, but I just put up with it and always took the path of least resistance, which meant simply looking like a well guy with good hygiene. Now that I actively engage with my appearance, it just hurts more whenever I'm made aware of how moided I am
>>43143809how long on hormones? do you get misgendered? I was miserable because of pronounced dysphoria during my early years of transition
>>43143881>how long on hormones?Not even 6 months>do you get misgendered?No, although I malefailed a couple of times. It was both funny and awkward when an old man ran to warn me that I was going in the male restroom >I was miserable because of pronounced dysphoria during my early years of transitionCan't really tell whether that's the case for me, as I'm either just mildly dysphoric, or absolutely drowning in it having never known what's it's like to be free of it
I'm not AGP. Is just that my dick gets hard at the thought of having smooth skin, large breasts and wide hips.
>>43140986welcome to the clubt. cis woman
>>43140999Trips checkedSometimes I forget that there are women that want to be women.
I remember as a young man i would brag to girls that i had a big ass like a girl's. Theg laughed
i got those and now for some reason my dick gets hard about men without those things, fml
>>43140999>t. cis womanLarp
Faceapp has trooned more people than any groomer ever could. A genuine cognitohazard.
>>43143241Humble bragging.
>>43143624see this is what I don’t understand. You say that and others in this thread say I’m “pretty”, but I used to post pictures here and people would treat me like a leper. I’ve been treated like ugly trash most of my life, and people are often uncomfortable around me. I post these pics because I used to post the same shit and get laughed at. I don’t know what’s real anymore. i post pictures to test reality, it feels like insane gaslighting
>>43143662Ohh okay so its your personality. Damn :(
>>43143137hrt did make my eyes bigger though, so i think the app making your eyes ever so slightly bigger is realistic actually. ive examined my eyes closely because i found it very surprising since, like you, i thought it would be impossible. im pretty sure the reason my eyes look bigger is that one, my eyelids are simply more open now, exposing more of the eyeball, and this holds true for relaxed expression and various other expressions. and two, my face around my eyes has gotten skinnier in a way thats hard to explain, like the skin is closer to the bone in that area of my face, less fat underneath or something
>>43143662You had feminine face even before transition. What do you mean, people treat you like ugly trash?
Starfuckers editionold >>43129278QOTT: How did you think we'd get by without you?
>>43143769how are you today?
>>43143787every night i go to sleep i hope i don't wake up how are you doing nona
>>43143798I try to stay hopepilled by improving somehow, so alright, just having my "morning" coffee.
that's good, i'm kind of just giving up on everything but i also like coffee
just ate a raw steak with my hands
https://apnews.com/article/supreme-court-conversion-therapy-colorado-92b34295f9ef497a4a1cbeb56c9b74c6
>>43136854Oh haha>I've been beat now I must switch to both sides are bad>sure the GOP might have just started a war, tanked the economy and filled the white house with rapists and pedophiles but BOTH SIDEZ!!!!!You twats have two bits throwing accusations around lile a 16 year old in Salem or both sides are really bad so ignore all the GOP crimes because somehow the dems would be worseFuck you "people"
>>43122284scotus was going to strike this law down no matter what because all they need are 5 conservative votes, 2 of which are guaranteed rubber stamps in every case (alito/thomas) and the rest of which are mostly reliablekagan's concurrence creates a legal rationale for immediately passing a new bill that has the same material effect (psychos operating this particular kind of child torture business must leave colorado and cease marketing it to coloradan parents) with some wording that's irrelevant to that impact modified. it will get challenged again but by the time it makes it back to the supreme court both the court and the broader political situation will be very different.
stop tolerating the supreme court
>>43139690>Projecting bipartisan dogma this hardRocks have better reading comprehension and intelligence. I pity you sincerely. You can show goys how society works but you can't make them not retarded. Womp womp
when I was younger I was forcibly outed at home and my family basically did secular conversion therapy on me, for a couple months until I tried to kill myself. my life is so much better now than it was, but I know that that shit stays with you for life, in some ways. It's horrifying to think about other kids and young adults going through the exact same thing, decades later, when we have the medical research and the social awareness to avoid all of it. It's so cruel and unnecessary. such a betrayal of these kids by the adults in their society.
When you get to the good stuff editionprevious>>42922491Comics we know of, all ofwhich are named Kaito Shuno:https://www.webcomicsgeneral.top/Other archives and lists:https://tagpacker.com/user/lgbtwebcomicshttps://webring.gay/list.html?id=0Feel free to recommend new webcomics that are not in the lists, but don't be lazy, please include:>Name of comicComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43140298Blondie has been interested for a while, and right now he seems to be actively confessing>>43140298
>>43140701I just don't remind him showing interest in Leon in a way that Leon could notice, so I'm surprised Leon appears to know blondie is interested in himWhereas I remember Leon almost confessing during a stormy night with very lewd handholding
>>43142595Is this Soap from Call of Duty?
https://novaecomic.com/
Pooners, care to explain?
>>43141643Complete non sequitur
>>43141151the only FTM I’ve ever known recently started girlmoding. he copes with it by saying some shit like gender expression is whatever you want it to be and fuck the haters
>>43141643why do her ears look fake?
>>43141630Truer words have never been spoken, thank you anon.
I mean, I think masculine guys don't really yap as much to each other. Maybe they bond over hobbies? And feminine men, especially feminine trans men, have a contested identity. They would automatically need more social support, reassurance, and discussion of what it entails to be them. A masculine trans man is rather self-explanatory.saying this as a fairly femme trans guy who doesn't need to talk to others about it. When I was younger (early 00s) I could have used it.
when is too big?5.10 btw
>>43142259mine is 11 at 5'6, is it over?
>>43142144no self deprecating
>>43143472No, that's still in the typical range for women unless you're ultra thin.
>>43141238you mean 40"
>>43143848I think 34" is a good cutoff
