>stopped boymoding ever since i got a bf because i want him to see me as feminine as possibleso this is the cure to being a boymoder..
>>40955534you should raise some concern with him. tell him it’s a bit much to go right into everything like that and if he would be willing to help you get used to dressing fem at a slower pace
>>40955534>I'm 4 years into hrtget a fucking grip, passoid
>>40955552>Hedamn
>>40955314>boyremoval threadmet me ex in one of em back in '18, good times
>>40956233care to share what that was like?
Anyone here used to be heavily into sissy porn and then grew out of it after transitioning?
pls postDoes this mean that I was never AGP to begin with?
autistic trans girl. how are u :3
>>40955067> when did u first find out u were autisticWhen I went for my autism diagnosis and realised soo many things I have done/about me is related to autism. Also my sister had adhd and is on meds but not for long so can’t tell yet
>>40954866sad and high
>>40954866still crying about my dog...
>>40954866I just beat megaman x7 so im feeling pretty good :D
>>40954866good. i just woke up, and soon i will be on the streets again for the night.i only have to do this for a couple more days, then i should get some foodstamps and i can take a break.oh and i guess someones calling me next week to help me. someone from the state. so idk.
some say that it can prevent breast growth and i have a few questions regarding that
>>40956145you just didnt vibe
is spiro a good alternative to bica?
>>40956175i felt really good on estrogen but i dont want boobs:(
>>40956219idk man should you use the drug that isn't actually for that and only incidentally helps, sort of, at super high doses, and is only really used one place where the healthcare is a meme? should you just maybe microdose steroids to feminize? dunno m80, maybe youre a piss fetishist, they love it
>>40956337ok i'll be a bit less of a shithead but you're boosting your t. why on earth would you take something with no effect on t production or uptake, whose aa performance is DEPENDENT on synergising with something you're taking less of (e)?
Marcy, Marcy, love of my life,Without you I feel so much strife,Please let us not be apart,Oh let me into your heartI will satisfy your every will,Every single desire untilDeath comes for you or me,So act now, dont let it be,Put on the ring, and be my wife,You are the true love of my life.I LOVE YOU!
>>40953940>alpha malewell...>a. male
Wow she’s beautiful.
>>40953940Lmao
chaser obsession sure is interesting and at the same time scary...
>>40953940Does she still trip on here? I know she did it once or twice but it’s been a while. Do people know if she stopped?
>If you're looking for a notable title in the genre to watch for Pride Month>*proceeds to recommend yuri hentai*What drives some cishet men to wokify their objectification of non-straight women?It's pathetic, and embarrasing. Men have been doing so for decades at this point. You don't need the window dressing.
I dunno I just touch my penis and coom
>>40956158> cisLet's be honest the ones who objectify lesbians the most are the trannies. They go "lesbians are so hot, I want to be one too."
>Violet Trefusis, subject of the erotic rhyme “Violet Trefusis never refuses”, 1926. She is rumored to have bedded over 120 young women. Her grandniece is the present Queen of England (Camilla).
everyone is so rich in those early 1900s affairs. peasants dont get articles written about them.>Trefusis was one of the many lovers of the Singer sewing machine heiress Winnaretta Singerhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Winnaretta_Singerthats so steamy
reading this was suifuel. what could have been...v/ynj
god I wish I was a cis lesbian and not an agp rapemoid scrote
>>40954606If it helps she was extremely depressed much of the time. The lesbian dalliances were brief interludes amidst years of repression.
Hello guys, i want vent out a little. I had a gay friend in highschool, at that time i still thought i was straight kid. So, i was the cool straight guy that's not homophobic. But after highschool this friend started being passive agressive with me and saying hurtful things about me, at that time he started college and quickly became i liberal progressive pain in the ass. so, to him i was supossedly the backwards straight guy, even though at i has long hair back then. Well, i remember he used to tell me i didn't look good with long hair and told me to cut it several times. During the pandemic, i started feeling bad about my hair too because of the asshole husband of my mom, that called me a faggot. Anyway, i cut it. In the pandemic, i didn't talk that much with my friend, but one day he invited me to the beach with his friends. During the trip i met this guy he was dating at the time, and i felt really bad because he looked kinda like, had very long hair like mine, also he had glasses too like me. The bad thing was that he was very muscular and taller than me, i felt like shit, i knew he was doing this to hurt me, because he used to call me a manlet. After that, i stopped being his friend, and grew my hair once again, i also became a femboy. I still hate that fucking bitch. What do you think, nonas?
>>40955950>What do you think, nonas?I think kitasan black is cool!
I've never wanted to be a girl growing upI've never felt acute discomfort from pubertyI've never hated being a boy and wanted to grow up as a manI've felt pride in my masculine features. My deep voice, broad shoulders, and muscular buildI had no issues with intimacy and my genitals Despite all of this, learning about hrt and the process of transitioning at 20 flipped a switch. A switch that's not mineThe intense envy I feel when I see women around my age is not realThe disgust I feel whenever I'm reminded of my grotesque appearance is not realThe utter despair I feel at imagining living as a man is not realCrying in a fetal position over the fact that I'm a man is just me playing pretendThe abject horror I've felt when I've tried hrt and the effects started to show is enough proof that I'm just cisI wish I were a woman to begin with, but I don't want my self to be a woman, and I hate being a manI've never felt human. Always a facsimile, a skinwalker, a puppet, a living corpse
>>40955295that depends. wearing slip to feel more fem? tv. wearing a slip to hide your tummy fat? agp.
Blanchardianism is beyond retarded but I'm glad it exists. It lets me watch idiots argue pointlessly
My dysphoria is also not realI hate being a manI want to murder the stranger who looks at me in the mirrorI hate my masculinityI hate my male role in societyI do not want the male role in a relationshipI hate looking like a manI hate speaking like a manI hate dressing like a manI hate walking like a manI hate smelling like a manStill don't feel dysphoria
>>40955525Your dysphoria is real and pretty severe as opposed to mine. Most of the time I can live just fine as a man, but there are the occasional flare-ups of it feeling horrible, especially when I'm reminded of how men age
>>40952966You might be stupid, perhaps even a bit dumb
Are postop trannies here happy with their SRS results? The things I see online make it seem like actual hell
>>40955758you’re retarded and need to get off reddit. do not base your fears off of one tranny’s ventpost on a shit website. besides it sounds like OP in that post is a hsts scared chasers don’t want her anymore, and you’re a transbian. i promise you the women you’re dating are less attached to your dick than you are, and the average boy is even less attached. i’ve had self-described chasers beg me to sit on their face when they hear i’m postop, and i’ve dated 3 women since surgery who were super into my pussy. idk. it’s not that deep hon.
>>40955809maybe you're right. ive asked my gf if she would still have dated me if i was cis and she said maybe when i know the answer is no (she doesn't really date cis girls and there's a cisgirl in our friend group that wishes she does). i suppose people do like pussy, it just sort of seems like it gets less fetishization per capita in the cultural zeitgeist. ugh maybe i should get out more.
>>40955062any post-op trannies single and into men?
>>40955311where do you find pictures for surgeons? I've seen some on reddit but desu I think theyre kinda... not good. I feel like theres probably better on like surgeon's websites maybe, but I dont wanna be tricked cause I feel like so many just wanna take ur money then make a hole in your crotch and call it good. I really want srs, I just dont want to save up a bunch of money and spend time recovering to get something that doesnt look remotely convincing.
>>40955404>>40955431this might never be me, too poor to afford.
I'd be lying if I said watching this type of shit from 10 to 20 wasn't the reason I started HRT.Is there any transgirl that never had any interest for sissy stuff?
>>40955297I'll say this. Sissy porn is all over the place thematically, believe it or not. Yes, there is the cuckold style "sissy" porn which basically says 1. You are a failed male 2. Your penis could never satisfy a woman. This type of fantasy is basically for straight dudes in hetero relationships that enjoy a little humiliation play. It is explicitly not for transwomen because it affirms a male identity (failed male) and suggests a theme that transwomen weren't looking for to begin with (pleasing women with their penis).There are a lot of other types of sissy porn, thematically. Its really all over the place. Too much of it these days is just a hetero scene of white women being fucked by black guys with captions flickering, but its basically just hetero porn for cis men with some spicy captioning. Its not really what I'd call "sissy" there is no element of feminization, only humiliation and race play.
>>40955422im neither into captioned porn nor into humiliation or race play. i challenge you, find me a piece of sissy porn that would satisfy me. if you need more hints about how my sexuality is i can give them to you
>>40955501So, judging by your post above, the right porn for you would be a single cis woman masturbating alone. That would let you self-insert into her role and focus on her touching of her own body. There is some sissy porn about female embodiment, or female POV. There's not a ton of it, but again the sissy genre is all over the place and I think diluted with multiple themes.
>>40955422I'm heavily into the cuckold variety of MEF/Sissy material and I still ended up transitioning. A lot of the thrill I get from cuckplay is on account of feminizing myself and submitting to a masculine man sexually, be it directly or indirectly via a mistress. I would consider myself bisexual at this point, but many, like you, would say I'm just a straight dude with a fetish that went too far. I'm not really sure what's true anymore.
>>40955559>solo girl masturbatinghows that sissy porn?>female povnah that would feel kind of awkward. i dont want to embody someone else, i want my body to be female. watching a girl fap makes me think "i could be like her" and not "i wanna be her". idk if you get that but yeah
/Big/ - bisexual general : the end of the summer edition>QotT #1: How was your summer anon ?>QotT #2: Any plans for fall ?>optional QotT: what's your favorite autumn activity ?Previous Thread: >>40766952Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40955486it's for water polo, and yeah it's pretty much mandatory for my team, normally just wear jammers if i'm going for a swim by myselfwhat's limoncello with gin like? when i was in Italy they were pretty big on just drinking it straight >>40955626Grindr is just for hook-ups, Tinder/Hinge more so for dating. that would be your best bet
>>40955732>>40955822Sucks, because just like a gay bar situation, I can't put my picture up on Hinge or anything. Mot to mention I don't want want a relationship, just someone I can fool around with on the down low every once in a while.It's not so much that I mind being bi or anything, but that I don't want to go through the headache of "coming out" and the reactions I'd get, especially when I still prefer dating women.
>>40956187>the headache of "coming out" and the reactions I'd get, especially when I still prefer dating women.Not easy but it's better to just say fuck it so you can find the people who fuck with the real you rather than compartmentalizing for people who only like the half-truthOpen genuineness attracts good people and things as much as it repels shitty ones so it's kinda an all around gainUnless you lose family, that's always hardBut it's not as often that high stakes anymore, but idk your situation
>>40956187every lad who is going to see you on Hinge or Tinder is going to be gay/bi, they won't careand even if you prefer women, you're still going to want to be open about doing something with a man, otherwise if a future girlfriend does find out she will just assume you're a massive closet case
>>40956187Then it's a scared of coming out problem rather than a scared of STDs problem.Unless you live somewhere where it's deeply unsafe (which I doubt since you mention gay bars), your best bet is to just get over yourself and step outside your comfort zone. Anyone who recognizes you on a gay dating app will obviously be telling on themselves as well, for what it's worth.
big fat guy editionqott: how big a belly is too big a belly?
pathetic and embarassing
>>40954670bc of ozempicwithout that he looks like a eunuch
Ava is a clam girl livin in the clam world
>>40955474naw feels great baby
>>40956369wanna jack my shit off perhaps?
There are hundreds, if not thousands of "femreppers" across the globe who are ovulating right now, this very minute they are BEGGING to have an egg attach to their uterus - but the men around them are not giving them what they deserve. Makes me weep at the very thought.
>>40956272I was in a fraternity and ts is so ick
>>40956272Anon... You were doing so good at not making these weird obsessed posts... Please don't relapse like this.
>>40956368yeah women hate it when you give them attention
redpill me on this tranny
>>40954704would be better if there was a caption. gooner text is the cream and the crust
>>40954573Spot onHonestly it would suck if he had siblings Imagine going to school with that freak as your brother, likely trying to molest your friends when he’s 20 and still living with the family
>>40954318Only cis women are women
dont understand how people can fap to these people, they dont even try to pass
>>40954253Seething darkness engulfs the eyes