>Be Me>18 Yr Old Bisexual Repper>Incredibly sexually repressed due to status as a repper>Down Bad as a result>Say fuck it one day, download Grindr>Figure men are easier to pull than women>Keep profile blank, only have 18, Twink, Bottom listed>Endless sea of unsolicited dickpicks, Creeps over the age of 35, ect>Classic Grindr Experience>Starting to lose faith>Think I will be a virgin forever>At my wits end, I message a profile of a kinda cute guy>He responds, we get along well>Doesn’t ask for nudes, which feels nice>Send him selfies, says I look cuteComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42112376>Mf puts on Dine in, Drive in, and Dives>LOL>Still very nervous>Cuddle next to him, start feeling him up>Touch his cock>EEEK>About 5 inches>At this point im just desperate to lose my V-card>The thought about having sex alone makes me horny>He gets on top of me, starts dicking me down>He hadn’t even kissed me yet but whatevs>10 mins pass>Feels like forever>Can’t really feel anythingComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Read 0/100 of that.
This wasn’t worth the read
>BisexualYou aren't actually into men, just temporarily desperate. Therein lies the problem.
I have a very intense urge to take estrogen, but I'm paralyzed by the fear that I may one day come to hate it's effects. Being a guy is something I truly despise, but not enough to impact my ability to function, and I'm afraid it might be the best I'll ever be able to feel.Nothing I've tried, not even trying hrt, has made any of these fears any less prominent, and I'm at a complete dead end. How can I either get rid of this urge, or find a way to give in without losing my sanity?
>>42112440Was it worth it, or did some or even most of your fears come true?
>>42112440yeah, i can say for me i didnt know, still dont really. because its not a question that has an answer, its just something you do and only by doing it can you prove it to yourself or anyone else. for me the breaking point was just sitting in that uncertainty and feeling horrible and wanting to die more than think about it any more.
>>42112500My issue is that there's a ton pointing towards the possibility that I'll come to regret trying, especially the fact that I had no tranny thoughts prior to my 20s, but I can't help but feel like dying anytime I try to settle for just remaining a guy
>>42111660just take hrt if you regret it in the future get a mastectomyor just rot until you look in the mirror and realize you're 30 or whatever, your calldid you watch i saw the tv glow yet like you said you would?
>>42112754I can’t answer that for you because I’m just starting myself. What did it for me is that I finally moved in with my boyfriend and out of my parents house. I realized very quickly that this is the rest of my life and that I can live in mild misery and potentially am going to die in a meatbag I hate or take a risk and have a chance of dying in a body I can call my own. I’m nb so passing isn’t an issue but even I have a chance of turning Into a fat goblin creature. I would rather have a chance of dying as the person I am on the inside than live in misery wondering what if? If you have dysmorphia or dysphoria you will reach this point.Also, see >>42112775
Christmas Edition II: The Reckoningprevious: >>41869583 >>42044782 (Fell off the catalog)Goal of the thread: Food and cooking is a core pillar of self care. It is self expression, sustenance, social interaction. Enjoy a homecooked meal from fresh ingredients, with others, if you can.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42111194I hope you are okay, Anon.
Seizureanon here, my medical financial assistance got approved for 100% coverage next year and I made some long overdue appointments. Still hesitating to reschedule my psychiatrist appointment. The last two meds she put me on didn't play well with my neurological problems and I trust her less and less. I quit my latest antidepressant the other day and I can feel my language and working memory going back to baseline. But everyone around me says I should stay on them and it's good for me despite the way it makes me feel like I just had a Big seizure all the time. >>42104585If this is the first time he's done it, and there's things he can do to regain your trust (even if it takes a long time) it might be worth trying to repair the relationship. But if both of those conditions aren't met, it's probably better to move on even if it hurts. Being with someone you can't trust 100% turns out bad eventually. If you can't trust him to show you basic kindness and respect, can you trust him if you get really sick and he's the only one who can advocate for you? It breaks my heart for you that his behavior is making you think you're crazy too. It sounds like this guy has spun your head around.>>42111194If it can get worse, that means things can change and maybe things can one day change for the better.
>>42111926i've heard it can be hard to find the right medication for antidepressants. like it's trial and error. for that same reason the people telling you to just stick with it if it makes you feel awful are retards.not an expert though and haven't even done antidepressants for more than a week lol.
Merry Christmas, /sig/ggers
I love you folksmerry Xmas and happy holidays
can someone post the discord link to the glucocorticoid/glucocorticoids anon's server :(the link at >>42026239 died (please just set a no-expiration permanent note next time for anons who wasn't reading the board at the time)
>>42110565
That was a good thread, Id also like to keep in touch with her
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.QOTT>Goals you have for the upcoming year?>What is the worst lie you’ve ever been told?>Do you / your gf enjoy going camping?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42076713
>>42112016>>42111956yeah id say you're weird and counterproductive in the work environmentthats not usually a problem unless u really fuck up tho
New J&S lore droppedhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYTXPHU5J50
>>42106105thank you... usually people aren't this nice to me...
every day i will curse god for me not being able to make handmade chibben tendies for my wuife
dear my future gf, let me tell u about my dayI got up early and went to my stylist to get my hair cut, she said it was very cute and bouncy waowthe prices went up to like $98 but she charged me the old price yippeethen I went to the hospital and had my checkupthe nurse asked about the marks on my arms and if they were wounds, and we had this whole conversation about my immune system and how I'm always in a lil bit of painI also signed up for a progesterone study...then I collected my bag of medication and left, it was pretty quiet at the hospital todayI went to the mango store and the h&m store and bought some cozy clothes, it's super cold so I got a new scarf, gloves, woolen beret, and cardigan and oversized sweaterI looked around a few book shops and I bought some sketchbooks at the moleskine storeat one of the book shops they had blind date books where they're wrapped up so u can't see what they are, I wanted to get one but I forgot, oopsmy favorite vegan cafe seems to have closed down, but I was able to get a vegan chicken wrap thingy, yum!then I went home and found out I also got signed up for a uterine cancer studyI walked 25503 steps, waow!!!
in range 30 yo to 40 yo? I'd like to date me one though I have trouble finding someone age-appropriate.I am:- 45 though fit- decent cash inflow, super solid and secure job working for my gov- hence car, house, jadajada- also well very hung for a white guyReason being, I just learned I am shooting empty bullets and there is not much of a cure to that. hence I thought give the trans ladies someone decent to flirt with, because why not, right?
im cis but i struggle a little with my gender.i have friend who just out of the blue asked me>hey anon wanna come over try on my dress? i bet you'd look pretty in itlike what am i supposed to even say to stuff like that? she is a good friend but that just felt really uncharacteristic of her....
>>42106709she knows you are gay boy
>>42106709Either you’re an obvious egg or she wants to smash
>>42106839fpbp
>>42106709Do you think they think you're a tranny?
>>42106839yeah....
Two men who used Grindr to target, assault and rob gay men over a 6 month period have been jailed.The defence attorney thanked the robbers for teaching the victims a valuable lesson in personal responsibility and stated women had more sense in keeping themselves safe, and that gay men were to blame for these unfortunate incidents. No hate crime charges were applied.
>>42108669Foreign black guys are legit lovely, they just are. They want to be nice and do nice things.British black guys are the spawn of the devil
>>42109130French people are extremely rude, in my experience. Even more rude than the British, but the British are far more violent.French will say horrible things, Brits will launch a chair at your head after a few drinks
>>42107293Maybe he's saying there's really nothing you can really do except refuse the much more violent monkeys access to the country
>>42107145grindr pros:uhgrindr cons:pozzed and raped by pakis and old menkilled and raped by pakis and old white men
>>42107318You're talking about brown people from a brown country and wondering why they're not educated in the Western Christian ethic, Anon. Turn the Other Cheek is not an objective indicator of proper behavior, its something that we're taught, and these faggots weren't taught.
/hornygen/
sex 5
>>42112483you're gorgeous please never transition
>>42112466unsee cc/album#1lJEvwZpqKb6For you anon, you earned this<3
>>42112626I dont plan to, no hate of courseI just like bein twinky
>>42112083
Post games and guess letters
>>42111088fuck i didn't include the picture
>>42109910I feel like stereotypical tranner taste is just good video games. Cissoids all play exclusively COD and FIFA and think that TLOU is the peak of gaming. You have to be a bit of a social outcast to like actually interesting games.
>>42095074>2k hours in elite dangerousWhat's ur favourite shipMine is the Imperial Clipper it's soooo fast
>>42110636>i think enbies who are on 4tran and in similar communities have reached enlightment on the level of bodhisattvaAssuming this as a compliment I am a DOGE’d behavioral health worker, so for me it’s different but thanks lol. Even without that though there’s just something about being either rejected by or rejecting both gender norms in a way that has a very stirnerite or nietzchean element that in itself is kinda appealing. Gender is bullshit and all we’re a bunch of animals with the power of ingenuity and introspection life is about actualization and is beautiful etc etc.Also tangential but did you ever play the Spore phone game? Honestly I remember my dad buying the first iPad and downloading that and X-Plane 9 and I honestly think I lost 225 hours swimming through microbial flash game muck.>>42110996I remem ber wanting Vampyr for my HS graduation which was that week and then when I didn’t get it promptly forgetting it existed. Thanks for unlocking a core memory next time I go to the local Internet cafe (they still exist in my part of the states) I’m pirating that shit lol. I love that era of history and before I cancelled Netflix I was starting to get into Peaky Blinders so that sounds fucking awesome.>>42111094Neurodivergent mtf maybe? Lotta building, strategy, and management games
>>42112082it was meant to be a compliment but i failed to make it sound normal, my bad. im more of a binary trans myself but i think gender is bullshit and isn't inherent to humansi've never heard about this game before. looks pretty fun and the sound design is spot on. reminds me of swallow the sea, have you played it? it's also about sea creatures eating each other but it's a lot shorter and more horror-y. the same author also made perfect vermin which i absolutely adore. i recommend both of these games, they are very short but memorableyou mean department of goverment efficiency? the fuck? i'm not from the anglosphere so i might be mistaken
hello lgbt does anyone have any ideas for what i should draw. i am out of lightbulbs and very bored. im happy to draw you if you want or somethingpicrel by me but like a two minute ms paint drawing i can draw better than that i swear hahaalso post ur own drawings if you'd like! i love seeing peoples art
>>42109339waow! Thank you, Santa!It means a lot <3
>>42104238draw a boymoder locked in a dramatic tyre-iron duel with a girlmoder
>>42105708just wanted to say i was the one who asked for your discord but pretended to be someone else and don’t worry about it cause this is more than enough. bless your stupid baka life
>>42104238>out of lightbulbsillegal here in the EU, why don't Americans use LED like we do in Europe?
>>42104238can you draw me a boymoder getting a kiss
https://voca.ro/187kklEYhxxdGo ahead and laugh. I sound a girl and I always will.
>>42112609You'll see kitten
u have the most handsome voice ever :3
It passes though
>>42111879You sound like and asian emo, not feminine at all lil bro.>>42112137Marry me.>>42112287Nerd.
>>42112989why does karter get accused of being every race except the one he actually is
The japanese cis f chaser I talk to told me that in japan nonbinary is referred to as X gender. AFABs are called FtX and AMABs are called MtX. We can all agree that's way cooler sounding right?
>>42112905shit when in west = boringshit when in japan = 2030
>>42112922thing, Japan is usually always cooler honestly
>>42112905>X gender
why don't ftms just man up and workout when they're literally roiding?
>>42096422What do you expect? True ftms leave this board for /fit/ (or better yet, never used this board to begin with)
>>42108739MALE breasts
>>42111304>theres a ton ofnmasc poooners on this board>>42103355
>>42111373more t = aromatization retard
>>42096422man-made horrors beyond my comprehension
There's a 15 year age gap between me and my boyfriend. I always knew he used to be married but I didn't know he had a child. We're 10 months into this thing. I'm thinking about calling it quit now because as a tranner my brain is sending warning signals about potential future problems about dating someone with a child.
>>42110024is she wrong tho?
>>42110032Yes.Drag queen story hour has nothing to do with trans people and was entirely cooked up by cis gays (the only type of people who are drag queens) as an attack against trans women because they were jealous we were getting too much positive attention.
>>42109267Interesting, when was this? Was this around 2016 when the culture war stuff took off in the US?
>>42109055Age gap relationships never work. When he was in highschool you were still sucking on your mom
>>42109055Does he like take care of the child or is it like the mom has full custody in another state and he never sees his kid? Either way, a pretty big red flag for that to not come up for ten months.
