Ok so I am mtf and I'm attracted to men but I'm AGP because I really really love old CRPGs and that's malebrained, Making me AGP. I'm not going to be able to get rid of my love for them so should I just detrans I don't want to be AGP, I already put cigarettes out on my skin to punish myself for my malebrainedness but that hasn't done anything WHAT WILL??
>>40916712To cure AGP you need to play Phantasy Star IV, enough said,
>>40916712the mind is very plastic and im going to take this more as “how do i undo some male socialization” and the answer is have lots of cis women as friends
>>40919279I think that game along with Phantasy Star II is how I developed those AGP feelings as a kid desu. I wanted to be PS4 Alys and fuck PS2 Rolf
>>40916712take your HRT, retard
>>40916712Don't worry. I'm AGAMP and I trooned and got BA and FFS. It doesn't matter. I look good and so does my chaser man. We have a great time together.
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on 4mg E with bica at 14 months hrt. my last levels were 207pg/ml but i feel like my progress has slowed. is this a good dosage?
>>40919019You could just message them on your patient portal or whatever you have, couldn't you?
>>40918442just started pio today im underweight as fuck (8% bf) so im bulking i would like to thank everyone receiving gender affirming care in /hrtgen/ and /fraudgen/ for B.E.ing yourself, as well as india for their unregulated pharmeceutical market
HRTCafe says >The ideal range is 150-250 pg/ml of estradiol when blood is taken right before the next dose (this is to get numbers when your estradiol levels are the lowest)I won’t have access to blood tests. Since I won’t be able to exactly know if my levels would be as high as they’d need to be, would it be a good idea for me to overshoot a little by following a routine like picrel where my pg/ml would be expected to be 300?
>>40918442O9A recruitment thread
https://voca.ro/1kAySyZi2S6VEnjoy my completely un-warmed fagvoice, it will likely improve as the thread goes on. Leave a voca.ro (no scripts) and give some critiques. Don't be an asshole but i'm not gonna be a nazi about calling eachother hons or some shit, this isn't a pussybitch household
https://voca.ro/1ncR2z81B3bRmy replies are in the roo
>>40919664I think your voice passes, but is kind of heavy with vocal weight or maybe low-pitched, i can't rly tell the difference
>>40919793ty yeah i probably let myself relax too much with it but i’d rather sound like an androgynous human than robotic girl. and i have ear issues where they don’t hold pressure which makes it wispy. bleh. i sounds more cute when talking to guys so at least that!
>>40917362help, please gender me and tell me what I can do betterhttps://vocaroo.com/1n5Znd5r8GJH
https://voca.ro/1lwIURgDgaIAcurious about what you think
I peruse this board once in a while, had something happen to me that’s got me feeling a bit melancholic. Wanted to tell someone abt it but can’t say it to any one irl because I keep my shit in the closet. So you fags can read it instead>be me>in uni>living in dorm >bored out of my mind>room mate is a stoner / loser who is always out with his junkie buddies>dorm next to mine has a normal dude and a shorter skinny Peruvian boy>everyone else is ordinary and forgettable>go to a party this one time, full of shitheads and is boring >about to leave>bump into Peruvian boy>he spills a cup of something onto my shirt>cuss him out >he just timidly apologizes while not making eye contact Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40920399I tried. need them to accept the follow request. my account is just blank aside from an abbreviation of my name, so who knows if either will accept.I dont even know why im doing this. its just desperation. if it is meant to happen, it will happen. forcing it like this seems bad
Have you ever heard of ao3 by chance
>>40920618no, i havent. i dont use social media much, i just stick to my own stuff.
If you ever meet again you should do anal all slow and romantic
please get him pregnant
>most of the men on this board are closeted futa addicts
>>40921092No i actually hate you “people”
i made a booru (image gallery) for glegle and boymoders if anyone is interestedhttps://glegle.galleryhttps://boymoders.com
>>40913381i love glegle!!
glegle
>>40917103why not just not allow AI images
>>40920991because i'm not an anti-AI person. AI boymoders all look like slop but there are other interesting non-boymoder AI images on the site and who knows maybe someday someone will find a way to use AI to create interesting boymoders. as a software developer i use LLMs every day to increase productivity and it would be strange and hypocritical for me to just hate generative AIi figure just hiding them by default and making it opt-in is the best solution
>>40921028
i want a man to fully brainwash me until i'm nothing but an obedient dog, an extension of him instead of an autonomous personit would be true liberation of my soul
>>40920835You hate it because of one single reason: there’s a disconnect. Your body wants that so deeply. But your mind is trying to justify it. Giving yourself up to a man is so humiliating. And degrading. And yet it fits you oh so well. To have all of your choices made for you. To be an obedient, soft, cute little girl whose o world revolves around wearing a collar with a leash attached.
>>40920854ugh stop making me feel this way im not supposed to give in to that feeling
>>40920888Not supposed to? Why not? Wouldn’t it feel so nice. Wouldn’t it be so good. Life is full of so many problems and unknowns. Wouldn’t it be pure bliss to just shut all of that off. And to become a good little puppy for me.
>>40920963can i please add you on discord im so tired i can barely think its just making me all fuzzy
>>40918251Gonna need you drooling on that dad dick before bedtime, champ.
would trans girls date a very perverted ftm who would probably molest you several times a day?
>>40920006Piv is super gross. Hard no to any ftm into it.
wh-whats his discord?
>>40919952Sounds really hot, but I'd be scared
>>40919952thats not even a question, tie me up right now
>>40919952hothothothothot yes
>guys think you'll leave them for a girl>girls think you'll leave them for a guy>trans girls think you see them as men>trans guys think you see them as womenWhy does bisexuality cause so much insecurity?
>>40920952>if a bi guy cheats on you it’s your fault btw >errmm why doesn’t anyone like us..?Stupid dumb bi scum
>>40921008actually a surprisingly high number of bi males date other males despite like 95% of their dating pool being female
>>40921016Because they’re waiting for the opportunity to date a woman
>>40921032it's more like the other way aroundthey have a lot more opportunities to date women than men
>>40921053Untruke
>gender>orientation>favorite game and why
>>40916784transbianhas to be Dark Souls Nier or Gravity rush because those are just so good
>>40916784where did you find that picture?
>>40916784TroonBisexualPathfinder: Wrath of the Righteous. The combat is amazingly good, the replayability endless and the challenge is great
>>40920804i love fe5, its certainly up there for me. it and 11 are behind 2 in terms of my favorite fe games. gaiden is so good though
MtfStraight Helldivers2 or cyberpunk2077. Because i dont have many games, and i like them the most out of my like... 12 that i have.
QOTT: what are your hobbies?last thread: >>40883421
>>40920566WoW
realistically my options are social suicide or suicide suicide
>>40920966from my experience, social suicide is easier to do than a suicide suicide>t. repper who couldn't off himself and eventually decided to troom
>>40920998difficult to get the other perspective though, so who can say for sure
>>40920998both are still scary
is anyone else an eternal boymoder? i am too stupid to change my legal documents and too tall to not be clocky so i gave up
>>40920207not yet since it’s only a year and a half and there’s a chance i won’t let go of, but at this rate yeah. boymoder who is eventually gonna have to grow into a manmoder
>>40920370yeah literally same i know people stare at me and talk about it and no one considers me a normal straight boy but i think being like that and seen as just a weird gay guy is still better than trying to girlmode and people knowing you're a hon and all the weird and awkwards interactions that will happens
>>40920395idk faggots still get treated pretty bad...i feel like if i fully committed and had my id and stuff changed i could pass and be way better off.. because i noticed whenever people assume i am a woman i get treated way better i just worry about getting clockedpeople that gender me male treat me like shit
Kinda yeah but I don't think i count because I haven't started hrt yet. Probably not going to dress fem in public for awhile though outside of stuff I wear that's already a bit gender nonconforming
>>40920207yea I've been man/boymodeing for like 2 years with no end it sight. I'm too tall and genuinely just too large to ever pass even though I'm skinny so I just gave up. it kinda does eat me up inside that I'm ngmi but I just stay high and drift through my days which is bearable ig.
I'm ftm bedman does anyone want to come molest me in ohio? I'm having some kind of insane thirst to touch a man
>>40918640Keithwhat
>>40918494>>40918640
>>40918494>Do all the work for meLargegametebrained
>>40918494use grindr
>>40918494only in ohio skibidi toilet here we go kai cenat duke dennis what the dog doin baby gronk rizzing up livvy dunne level 100 gyatt rizzonomics grimace shake also ftms should be straight and into women like real men just like mtf should be into men
/Big/ - bisexual general : the end of the summer edition>QotT #1: How was your summer anon ?>QotT #2: Any plans for fall ?>optional QotT: what's your favorite autumn activity ?Previous Thread: >>40766952Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40905360>>40905395>>40907188Oh God I wish it was that heavenly. A bi4bi community is indeed nice for meeting people and you can craft really good friendships, but it's unsuffereable as a dating pool option. At least you can get lots of friends with benefits.
>>40887603I think it is genuine but also unlikely that there is literally no guy out there that you could have feelings for. Even if you don’t, you’re still by definition a bisexual. I thought I wasn’t very homoromantic in the past but looking back on it, I pushed away two guys that I really did have feelings for. Internalized homophobia and a felt need to reproduce.
>>40880739I don't even know at this point. Either they wanna fuck me or they wanna be my parents. Or the third option, I'm a moron reading into things.
>>40920165>me and him text weekly over summer>have a few multiple-hour long phone calls where we discuss things like the erotic nature of wisdom, being affected by other people, and reading poetry to each other>send each other hearts frequently in our texts and now message each other almost every day>one day text him asking if he and his wife want to grab dinner after class sometime>he says for sure, that they were already talking about it
>tell a chick i just want to cuddle and not have sex>go over to her place>5 minutes later my dick is in her mouth and 20 minutes later we're fuckingat least when i bang men i have an excuse to not want to do anal
2 questions for my fellow transbians: How frequently are you intimate with cis women? Do you feel comfortable approaching them?
lolno
>>40920894Wow so mean!
>>40920902git gud
>>40920905Well just don’t actually try to be me and I won’t really careThatd be disappointing
>>40920917If you would like to confirm my post in the future my discord is eur0mutt
