I have a problem... iv been in a relationship for 2 days now, and... i feel like its not as fun as it was back then at day 0 to 1. My dopamine levels arent high at all rn.This isn't fun....What im saying is...im sorry but i need to break up. Please dont flirt with me anymore. You're free to visit my threads but i have to move on. Life goes on. The world keeps turning.
>>42350830also i think you are maybe lying to me… i dont think you are evil i said that wrongly i truly do know how good you are i love this goodness… you see the world in a way i love and interact with it in an even more lovely way………… sigh…i dream of you
>>42351058not me…. fuck off…she is mine…. she will bust in me and maybe if she would like it i’d be up for busting her bc she is shorter (cute)than me(and i have never been into that till now)… but she is still my gentle top… butt out don’t larp as me
if they aren’t both office. i think these two are made for each other. the threads have been cute but cringe
>>42351020I am no one's baby. And im not lying. That should be your main takeaway by now about me, is that i rarely lie. The stuff i say i genuinely believe. There is no point in lying.Regardless... i feel myself leveling up... i am in communion with god... i feel it... i feel the sacred texts flow into me... i think my level of stoicism is gonna reach an entirely new height... i think.... once I have transformed into the new form.. i might truly become an agent of good, of god, of life, of love...... i dont think you will like what i will become... but i feel something beautiful....>>42351058I am a top.
>>42348972She is a transwoman manmoder
I don't feel like a womanI don't feel like a trannyI don't feel like an HRT-femboyI don't feel like an HRT-twinkI just feel like a pest and nothing more.
No Patrick self hatred is not a personality.
>>42351479My self hate created me.
>>42351471shawty an pest
>>42351471fellow pestmoder
Why are ftm chasers so rapey? They seem to be thrilled about the idea of raping/impregnating/forcfemming their ftm partners.
>>4234916599% of ftm chasers are just really creepy guys.Thankfully there is that 1% of us out there that actually want to celebrate the masculinity in our ftm partners.
>>42349165Most aren't like that lolThe ones that post here are unusually performative or young
>>42349165i’m ftm and i want a chaser to forcemasc me
>>42351362How would you feel about a mtf forcemascing you?I'm otherwise painfully submissive. But I think I would really enjoy helping a ftm man up.
>>42351362I'm a chaser and I want to forcepreg you
Anyone here doesn't really have a sexuality? I want to be a girl sexually and I know that's AGP but neither men or women really appeal to me most of the time.
AutoGoonerPhilia IS your sexuality
>>42345094i think it's a chemical imbalance. one tme i took some antidepressants and i wnated to fuck women. then the meds stabilized and it went away though.
>>42345094Relate to this 100%. The idea of being a girl is the only thing I ever got off to. The fantasies are almost never even about actual sex, but more about dressing hyperfem (e.g. skirts, dresses, pantyhose, heels, cute piercings), often in the context of being "ordered" to do so in a D/s relationship. The other person in the relationship is only there for their dominant function, not for emotional or bodily intimacy. Their gender or looks doesn't really matter either.Also I often present are some specific fetishes: Everything pantyhose / nylons (cringe af). Or being made to wear heels to be more vulnerable, less capable or running.Have been on HRT for the past 3 months. Intend to go off it now because I've understood that "being my own girlfriend" might be my sexuality, but is not necessarily my identity.And I guess after this little trial run I've decided that being sexually unsatisfied and seeing "my girlfriend" slowly rot away, but preserving my identity, is still better and healthier than giving up my male identity to fully indulge into a fantasy.I hope I'll make it.
>>42345094no. im all over the board. I get off to me fucking women, women fucking me, men fucking me, men fucking me as woman, me having sex with women as a woman...
>>42345094my sexuality is whatever gets soft pale reptwinks in my bed tbdesu
Is the fate of reppers to turn into maskers?
Well new nightmare fuel thanks for that
>>42351157please don't do that........... i just watched a video on ed gein, i don't want the guilt by association
>>42351157I read a story called The Masker by Torrey Peters the other day because an anon posted it and I found it super repulsive because there was a creepy repper with a wife and kids who wore a silicone costume like that
NEVER REP
>>42351157what's a masker
Is the king of FTMs a jewish twunk who gets railed by endless hung guys for his onlyfans in Los Angeles? Just look at this chad.
>>42351012also he is hidden in the gay section of pornhub. only people who have the gay section turned on will ever discover him there. same with twitter honestly, hes always around the gay twitter and passoid ftm communities, only people around those circles ever find his acc. the only exception is reddit were a lot of ftm porn subreddits are always nohrt hefabs with boobs so theyre filled with straight men
The Chosen Twink
>>42351012>while he may have some fans who identify as straight, they gotta be at least somewhat bicurious and closeted to find him hotthis is true. i remember he fucked a pornstar who fully identified as straight once and a few weeks later that guy was rawing cis twinks and identifying as bisexual
>>42335065he passes, is hot, seems like a smart person from his tiktoks, and hooks up with a bunch of guys, so, yes, he's malebrained as fuckthe only thing that puts me off is that he bottoms, and looks like the average gayden from his pre-transition photos, so i can't really in good faith say he's the king of ftmssimilar question, would the most trans transwoman be an agp passoid who tops, or a hsts passoid who bottoms? i think most people would say the latter, and the same applies hereis it more trans to defy your biology or embrace it?
>>42351137Well everyone knows homo/bisexual>heterosexual. It's living life on a greater difficulty level, same thing applies with trans, so gaydens and transbians are truly the most ascended
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>>42350151what is the best quality e2 injection provider that ships from europe? I dont want to inject from soemone that makes vials in a garage also, what is the diff between e2 Cypionate and enanthate? why would you choose one or another?
>>42350893by the way should i be taking my progesterone rectally?and would planned parenthood be able to notice in labs, or am i fine if i just fib a lil?i just don't wanna deal with the stress of losing prescriptions temporarily.fixing that last time after i said some dumb shit was hell.every 5 days is their compromise... before ot was once a week
>>42351124sorry nona i got distracted doing some dumb shit irlyeah youre pretty much fine i reckon, if you want to you can take the prog rectally but if its micronized like u say it wont be much of a differencecongrats ur not hondosedhave fun living the rest of ur life, dont forget to voicetrain
>>42351634yippy, thanks! I'll try rectally and see if i feel any difference after a few months or something.when I'm less sick I'll try to voice train, but my throat is egh!
>>42351663and it says like progesterone 200mg micro capsules on the pill bottle pr whatever
There's no meme to this one ion gonna lie over been depressed as fuck lately cuz the USA sucks and shit and shit23 post op trans female latinaBeen on estrogen and pass , haven't been misgendered in like years I feel like I should be happy but I'm American so if you know what's happening in America and the fact I'm latina and have to carry like an id that still legally has F (m) on it you can see why that might cause fear to go out. Ive had a dude since highschool I've been friends with he's known I've transitioned but moved away since the pandemic After meeting up we started going out for drinks and stuff and hanging out like we used to and it we slowly got to comfortable together and eventually one day he made a move and my desperate ass said yesWe've been like fwb for 3 months now and I'm ngl having someone hold you close even if it's not super romantic like we played fucking Mario kart world while doing it once, that intimacy helps out allot with mental state
>>42349088that's actually really cute nona good for you
>>42349088you should try to do more with him
God I wish that were me
I am 18yo neet tranny and I feel like I’m at best twinkhon.I cannot find employment and and Im trying to pass but I’m kind of just doing the same things because I can’t afford to get new things and I’m seeing no difference, am I coping or is passing hard for people with 0 money I’m not like an ugly hon but I just want to be happy.What should I try.If there’s something that like I need to money farm on but is really worth to not be a fucking visiblehon please help I don’t want to go browse r/MTF for tips I would rather DIE.
i am a cis man on hrt
>>42350963sperm banking is a question of money. It's ridiculously easy.As for breast growth, just space out shots to slow it down. And buy sports tops.>hrtfemboy
>>42349503Im a cis man in panties
>>42349503Same but o look like your average metal head stoner, beer guy and grease hair too
>>42349503you don't look like that THOUGH
>>42351227yeah, i don't really have the money to do it at the moment.once i do i have a place i can go to that should make it pretty easy though.
Im ftm and about 2 months on DIY hrt and my dad just asked me "what's wrong with my voice" Um.. bros? My voice hasn't even dropped a lot what is going on.i did throw up before I was talking to him so maybe it made me sound weird. my parents dont care about me at all so I never in a million years thought they would notice a miniscule voice change. Nigga tf. Anyways im gonna keep taking hrt cos ive never felt better and love jerking off and dont want to lose my clitty growth or libido Is "voice training" to sound more feminine worth looking into? It seems really hard; and tho I try to subconsciously raise my pitch it feels bad to do and unnatural. Or, should I lower my dose? I dont want to poondose, im on 75mg weekly.
Im.begging for consolation of any sort. I know nobody gives a fuck but im like so upset qbout this
>>42348639If you dont want them to know deny any changes and keep gaslighting them.Most cis people have no clue what hrt does and cant imagine that their child could be trans. They wont put two and two together.
>>42348820I'm in the same boat, except it took 6 months for my mom to notice that my voice was deeper. I ended up coming out to her (sorta), we're supposed to talk this afternoon. Gaslight him if you can, or come out to them if you think they'll be chill, from what my mom told me she's the most upset that I lied to her more than anything else idk it sucks, I get you, the storm will pass anon
>>42349932Thank u this made me feel a lot bettwr; really
>>42348820consolation fuck ur consolation be a man and gaslight the fuck out of your dad
no sexuality, no attraction, no genderno desires, no wants, no interestsno identity, no self, no humanity no life and barely existing
>>42350643Holy shit anon you feel the same way?I've been going to therapy and I'm having a hard time trying to explain that I simply never developed any sort of attachments to any materialistic things. Like somewhere along the line of my own upbringing, I was never taught to "want", I was just taught to "do"And now that I'm an adult, it's beginning to be a problem since I've never had any wants, I simply have no desire to do anything to get what I want, because again, I have no wantsIt's like, I grew up as an ascetic but right now I'm just this normal guy who's 2 years to 30
>>42351205I've felt like this for years now, and it is just getting worse with each passing day. Although I haven't tried therapy, at this point I just want it to get worse, so I can get it all over with.
>>42350989>In a way it's nice to not be bound by arbitrary desires, but it also makes life a thankless choreTrue. I'm doing chores 24/7 as i desire only to lie down and disappear.
>>42351360>at this point I just want it to get worseUnironically substance abuse, dudeJesus Christ at least I know there's someone somewhere out there who's filled with "void" like meWe're not gonna make it to 30, there's nothing moreThere's nothing left, we've done everything man
>>42351396There is nothing else to desire
I've been in denial of it for too long, and now I'm completely unable to accept it. I was never actually trans, all my dysphoria was fake and something I've gaslight myself into feeling, my desire to be a woman was fake, and I can't not perceive myself as a man, but I keep denying the only reasonable conclusion. That being me being cis.
>>42349682I never managed to be on estrogen for more than a couple months. It's hard to imagine that I'll manage to be years on it
>>42349697>You probably just prefer being a man on estrogenI don't, it has only downsides compared to being just a cis man, and in my case where both options make me miserable, I should just stick with the more pragmatic one, even if it's difficult to accept.>Long story short, GO TO THERAPY!!!I will, when I'll be able to get an actual appointment. It's unfortunately not that easy.Still, thank you for taking time and trying to help me
How can a desire be fake? If you ever at any point desired something, you simply desired it. If that changed, it doesn't mean that the desire was fake in the first place
>>42343447Being trans isn’t real, mental illness isn’t real, just do whatever you want. If you took the hormones you’re already sterile so it literally doesn’t matter. Stop thinking about muh identity and just do whatever you want on a day to day basis.
>>42343447>hey momMore like hey dad, it's usually the mom who troons out the kids
post your most beloved glegles because glegle is a truly flawless creature
Supporting ICE is malebrained.Females have outgroup empathy. Only males have in group empathy and thats why females have been oppressed and have had no rights for 99% of history.
>>42351323based and, dare i say, redpilled
>>42351323I don't understand? Empathy is not a limited resource, you can have both at the same time. Please explain. Nobody has "out group" empathy you just simply include most people in the in group.
>>42351323>Females have outgroup empathyWhilst ramming cars and people that are in their outgroup
>>42351323how do I stop myself from liking it when chuds call me a stupid emotional girl who obviously should be kept from making important decisions? I need to be able to argue back if I have boyfriend that says that he thinks I shouldn't go out alone anymore because my innocence and naivety will destroy western civilization after I tell him I don't agree with Muslim extermination camps or something. There's important things to stand up for but I can't do if I just get disarmed by the most blatant, dismissive patronization
>>42351508She did not ram into that fatty, if he was a normal well adjusted human being and a trained officer he would have easily stepped to the side (very easy thing to do at that speed, easier and quicker than unfolding a gun) and then procceed to shoot the wheels or let them go. He simply felt like murdering someone.You are simply an overly sensitive and scaredy person.
