it's incredible how much this shit sucksI have to wear a binder everywhere, I also developed costochondritis from binding too much (sometimes as long as 15 hours in a single day), it's fucking sad
Is the fate of reppers to turn into maskers?
>>42351157please don't do that........... i just watched a video on ed gein, i don't want the guilt by association
>>42351157I read a story called The Masker by Torrey Peters the other day because an anon posted it and I found it super repulsive because there was a creepy repper with a wife and kids who wore a silicone costume like that
NEVER REP
>>42351157what's a masker
>>42351375What are the odds. This is on my YT recs last night. I have no words. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=By1DPzCGOr4
>qottseriously, are you all nuns? it's been a day. is nobody horny enough to make a thread?sorry for the blurry ass picture, i couldn't think of anything and didn't really give a fuck
>>42345475i need some horrifying insectoid monster to capture me and use me as an unwilling incubator for its eggslike one of those shitty 80s horror movies where the women are uncomfortably sexualised as they die
>>42351936chasers think we're a sex object, they don't care about us
>>42351982I know, but if they care about seeing our tits, being nicer is in their best interest
>>42351944This person saw D'Vorah in Mortal Kombat and said>Yeah I want that thing to impregnate me
How do I find straight porn where the camera focuses on the man's body more than the woman's?
I'll probably never attempt to transition I'll be stuck in a mans body forever and then die lol
Just take the estrogen, retard
>>42351281Good, chuds deserve to suffer for being bad people
>>42351295im no chud but i relate to that expression sometimes
>>42351281It's not worth it bro. Save yourself the trouble and kys now instead of becoming the -ack meme. There's nothing stunning or brave about it. Everyone hates you for simply existing; even yourself eventually. You know exactly how everyone feels about us. Unfortunately it doesn't go away either just gets louder and louder over the years... Attempt at your own demise
Ellie im sorry for what i did and im sorry i love you.
>>42352146Be a neurotic asshole for a year and ruin any friendship you possibly could have had. Out her to friends to get her more comfortable presenting fem not realizing how traumatizing that experience is. Get on the bad side of her emotionally abusive friend and have her try to oust you from the group. Become a tranny soon after you stop talking to her and realize how awful of a person youve been and how shes the only one who ever made you feel safe and all you did was make her already shit life worse and how you so desperately want to make everything ok and hold each other and never let go.
>>42352254Kek of course the nigga who was edating a tranny trooned out I hope she stays far away from you
Ellie the cali goth? She was so hot man, she was wasted on a proto troon like you.
Some ppl call me Ellie and I'm low-key looking for a confession like this but I know this isn't about me. If you're not a man good luck otherwise kys
>>42352364The ellie im talking about would have known i was talking about her by the thumbnail. I intentionally picked her favorite color magenta
Today is the last full day with my cock. What should I do? I've never used it before. I'm already going to film in the bathroom at the hospital tomorrow "my last wank ever"
>>42352069for real, I have genital dysphoria but the fomo would drive me mad
>>42352033Thinking of trying to get a cis woman to let me fuck her. I'm pretty hot though so I don't know if a real woman would be into a chick with a dick. Most dykes are ugly as fuck which is why I only date dudes.
>>42352134just fuck a bisexual
>>42352134There are hot chaser cis women and they aren't dykes, but they're rare. If you're hot though you'll definitely find one, especially if you want to use your dick on her. That's what they usually want
>>42352134Tell me how tall you are and I'll tell you how easy it will be
chasers, would you slip a progesterone pill into your trans gf's butt, so she can be horny for you? i just want to know if this is something that men like.>t.ranny desperate for a strong chaser bf to do this with her
>>42351970fuck you speak for yourself
>>42351970I would
>>42352021I concede this exception>>42352040>>42352044Nope its a fact they only wanna use your holes or pp. They'll only buy you nice things cause they want to use you and will never introduce you to their friends
>>42352170cope faggot
>>42352170Well I'm not like that.
Has anybody had breast implants without being on hormones?
>>42349518Face pretty busted too in these ngl why it's cropped
>>42349546Last one.But yea, now after hrt I have proportional nipples rather than these itty bitty/totally underdeveloped things. Tho I will say even then they're small compared to a cis-woman who's been pregnant or w/e.Part of the reason I did this was not being well informed about hrt (this was back before the zoomer times and when /tttt/ was just getting started and worthless) and thought it would cause ego death or something. But getting BA kind of made me speedrun and I froze my sperm and got on hrt within ~1 year of ba
>>42349518>>42349546>>42349562I need my face between those
>>42349562>>42349546>>42349518Did any of you experience a decrease in nipple sensation after BA? Looking at getting one soon but that's by far my biggest fear
>>42352356I got ba before hrt so I didn't really have sensation before. And I didn't have it after ba. I do now after hrt at least to a much larger extent.
This isn't what was supposed to happen. I knew it would, but I hoped it wouldn't.I never wanted to feel reverse dysphoria. I wanted to be able to enjoy the effects of estrogen.But now, I constantly feel as if my skin is melting off and I'm constantly in a state of panic because of the effects.I really don't want to be a man, but it's what I always was and always will be. My regular dysphoria was fake from the very beginning.I cannot ever be a woman, simply because my very own brain refuses it against my will.I really hate, really despise being a cis man, but I will need to accept it.
>>42349198You can slowly work towards it. It's not like breasts grow overnight, and you can still bind until you're able to get them removed. Who knows, maybe you'll even like them somewhat
Get off estrogen asap. The way you're feeling is not normal
>>42350117At this point I have no other option. This is genuinely killing me
>>42348300It will only get worse after that
>>42338649Is there any way to make this stop without detransitioning? I'm afraid I'll feel like this when I'll start hrt
How come trans jerk their penis off so much?
>>42344683I would tell you if I had one
>>42344952what if they're not clean that day bro
>>42344703can you do this to me
>>42344683Why would I jerk my gock when I can fuck my bfs mouth instead?
>>42352282Hot
The year is 2043. Troonism has finally been solved. It was true what Powers figured: It was all mostly due to genetic and hormonal anomalies. However, Blanchard was of course also in the end accepted as partly correct: Autosexuality is more common amongst trooners and pooners. This is however not what ultimately caused dysphoria. Similar to how siblings who grow up together don't tend to develop sexual feelings for eachother, most cis homosexuals aren't attracted to just being their sex, or the cultural artifacts associated with it. However, the gynephilic trooners and androphilic pooners had something in common with siblings growing up in separate homes, or even countries: The can develop sexual feelings for the similar other. For the separated siblings, the anomalous object of attraction was the other sibling, but for the troonies and poonies, it was instead the nature and culture that they were "supposed" to have had forced upon them all their life, like normal people, but in the end didn't, because of their actual sex. AGP is what happens most often when a person with both a female identity and attraction to females/feminitity grows up without it, and AAP what happens when a person with a male identity and attraction to males/masculinity grows up without it.
>>42351299I don't see what's particularly "schizo" about it. I see it as the copefueled "AGP is gynephilic trannies fetishising dysphoria feelings cope something something" that anti-blanchardists tout. But with an explanation that fits into a larger system. Blanchardism has a very coherent and logical system, until you reach the question "why is HSTS as dysphoric as AGP?", and the whole system fails. Mind you, I have only read the blanchardists; Blanchard, Lawrence, Illy, and then everything posted by dr. Powers. I have not read Serano or whoever else there is in that camp. I believe those people are "queer theorists", which does not sound very attractive. But I might be wrong. I prefer hard science explanations as far as they go: After all, I trooned out due to SEX dysphoria, not GENDER dysphoria
>>42351706Serano is about as scientific as Blanchard tbhon. Only one that's really valid to look at is Powers because it's much more empirical rather than ideological.
>>42351706I'm not calling it schizo, just predicting that people are going to come in here and say that. It's an original thought you had and I think it's an interesting idea for sure
>>42351299>>42351210>AGP is what happens most often when a person with both a female identity and attraction to females/feminitity grows up without femininityi've been around for 5-6 years and this is a pretty common take from ex-reppers who transitioned and more or less adjusted to the real world
>>42352211AGPs are in fact punished HSTSs yes.
QOTT: how many lollipops are in your pocket at any given time? QOTT2: can i have one? previous: >>42185931
>>42352272Its 2010 X
>>42352272They hate to see a man get his derp on
>>42352256Very nice, male eyes and noseI'm going to make a new thread with a GOOD qott
>>42352403
>>42352320Thank you bruhhhhhh >>42352293Indeed bro
this is such a mean thing to say and i don't actually want to gatekeep anyone's journey but i do kinda with lilly hadn't transitioned. like, it goes from an optics win when it's just lana transitioning to kind of an optics loss
>>42348805>As I understood it Andy has already detransitioned.Still calling herself Lilly on her bluesky account that she is active on, and has had appearances on shows/podcasts in the past few months still presenting as female.
>>42350553I can understand your thought process. For me it’s how they admit it if that makes sense. Like if Lana admitted that without maybe a little shame about it or without disgust with her past actions then I’m in the same boat as you. I think for me it boils down to if they are still using the porn terms and are still the same person gooning to that porn even after transitioning. Hot take, I think Forcefemmend is starting to literally replace sissyfication in the porn tags so I don’t fully separate the two. I can understand one is literally doing it private and in secret and the other is at least two consenting adults doing kink play.
>>42351934has lana talked about her past without any shame? i know about it from second sources, i know about lilys past bcuz she straight up said it oultloud on a podcast
>>42352006I have no idea I’m just responding as if she did admit it. But I’m also in the camp of who would admit that openly without any shame in general? Like if I did that, I’m would so ashamed and embarrassed about my past that I would just take it to the grave.
>>42343462even if you buy into the optics line, the mainstream doesn't care about FtMs anyways you'll be fine
>sorry, providing estrogen is complicated and dangerous>but we can prescribe testosterone
>>42350744don't they have polyamorous marriages now?
>>42340800God I'm glad I'm not bri'ish
>>42351216Its fucking shit here
>>42340800Forcibly transition every transphobic subhuman to gain empathy. To learn value of human life so they understand they ain't above no one
>>42351921I unironically think the terfs would benefit from forced transition
being a tranny in minnesota is terrifying rn, the whole state is under siegei do not want to leave my house and get blackbagged by ice
Ur acting like I'd let that happen