>disconnected from my own body since as a child, never saw it as "me" but instead "the thing i control to interact with the world">frequent episodes of depersonalization/derealization>tired and emotionally numb forever>antidepressants dont work at all>therapist keeps telling me to transition so then the symptoms will improve and ill be happy and not emotionally numb 24/7, even talked about a friend that transitioned trying to convince meam i being psyopped or am i just stupid for not trooning out already? does hrt really has significant psychological effects that arent placebo?
>>42376912I had your same experience before hormones and surgery, then never felt that way again after hormones and surgery. I could recognize photos of myself as being of me and my hands look like they belong to me and not a toy I puppet
>>42376912Psyfag here. Not diagnosing, but you've tried more than one kind/dosage level of antidepressant, and done bloodwork to eliminate other hormone issues as problems? >hrt really has significant psychological effects that arent placebo?Hormone levels absolutely have significant effects, and E is a mild antidepressant. Keep in mind you can get a second opinion, and that you can take hrt without necessarily physically transitioning. Different dosage levels exist. You didn't mention anything specific about gender in your opening post. You can also try it and stop if it doesn't work or has unacceptable negative side effects.
>>42376912You positive you weren't abused or someting
straight trans women, tell me about your straight boyfriends/husbands
>>42376814>He used to be when he was youngerin what ways?
>>42376823he was a lot more skinnier and androgynous looking, he had longer hair and was very twinkhon looking before he became a gymcel
>>42376834do you fear he might troon out on you someday?
>>42376884he explicitly told me he wasnt gonna do that lol he knew it was an anxiety of mine and i trust him
>>42376785big midwestern country boy with a blue collar job. when i say big i dont mean fat either he works out almost every day. he had a rly shitty childhood that made him very hateful on the outside but once u get to know him hes rly sweet. hes into lots of manly stuff like guns n motorcycles. he loves showing me old movies from like the 80s, even though hes in his early 20s a lot of ppl say hes like an old man. he works like a dog to spoil me. he wants to be a firefighter but the idea of him running into burning buildings scares me. i think hes my first love.
seriously where did you guys go its been like 3 days since the last threadQOTT: did you ever come out before repping? was it irl or only online?
you all really need to learn how to astral project yourselves and possess your cismale roommate so you can force him to walk into your room and fuck your own body.
I’m a permavirgin due to dysphoria, is this common among femreppers?
Should I rep?https://litter.catbox.moe/8q6l6fvimadkxe3v.jpg
>>42376512Yes.
>>42376593from this angle you might make it
"straight trans people" are just autistic homosexuals
>>42376902Twelve billion jannies vs one troll spammer who would win
>>42376902Was just saying this down at the pub
>>42376902i think that oftentimes being autistic is more important to transfemininity than being trans is but also the trans part is an important shit test to tell whether or not someone is willing to disregard normal gender roles / normalfag brain rot
>>42376902my appearance is good enough for 90+% kinsey scale straight cis men to orbit me for the chance at bussy and I can ride the cock carrousel whenever I want.I was posting trap pictures of myself online as a teenager over a decade ago have been consistently talking cutesy with an average of 4-5 guys from the start till right now so I know (with mastery levels of experience) exactly how to act and sound and posture to get men fired up for me, emotionally, protectively, and ape sexually.I can call myself a man, or call myself a trap, or call myself a woman, situationally, and everybody just accepts it, and I don't care at all about declaring my pronouns or anything like that because I'm gonna get treated exactly like a woman as I please however I "identify."If you wanna roleplay "lol ur so gay anon XD UwU" that's fine by me.
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
i want somebody to love
>>42375666Don't we all?
>>42373856this could be a goal... i don't want to date straight men desu, but post voicetraining & ffs, i might be fit enough to go on a dating site.
Hello everybody. It's 3 AM here, and I'm a bit drunk, but I'm doing alright. I have decided that one of the necessary steps for my full recovery is to leave 4chan and online forums in general. The reason is that this and adjacent places are partly responsible for my anxiety and self-esteem issues. As I make progress, I realize how further away I stray from the general mindset that can be seen on display here. I wasn't okay with just leaving and not letting you know.I am fine, not perfect, but I can assure (You) that I was in a very fucked up place and now I'm close to being a completely normal person with a real possibility of being happy.I want to thank everybody here, especially Siganon. This is a place where we do our best to take care of ourselves and each other, and even though you're all "Anonymous" to me, be by all means convinced that I love every single one of you gay little weirdos for trying your best. I'm positive you will all ascend too!!! Believe in yourselves!!!I hope my help here was, is and will be useful for you guys.That is all. Goodbye forever. It's time to be happy. Santino out!
>>42374047Does it matter? just venting.
i wish a big alien mommy abducted me and force me to transition
>>42372896oh and you will, for a while, then you will inevitable get abducted by the affini and "forced" to wear cute dresses, well, forced isn't the word since you will love it, because you are such a good pet you cant avoid it
you know all I have to do is add the xenophile trait and this would match my stellaris playthrough.
>>42374164>>42374879mostly, though for me personally i think sex is a important thing when it comes to bonding with your affini, i like to think that everytime i has sex with my choosed affini she release estrogenic pollen wich makes me more femenine, so its a win win in both sides. the original work was created by an asexual lesbian so who i am to decide the nature of it though, the wiki says you can give it a sexual tone if you feel like it>>42375081this, they could be a huge cat race like avatar for that matter, as long they are bigger/more powerful than us, smarter, tecnologically advanced or just more mature it already gives you this amazing pleasure wich is to be loved by a more powerful being than you, it really is kind of a religious thing if you think about it, it almost clicks the same feelings. is true that being plant-like aliens gave them certain natural props when it comes to the lore wich are more creative, i ceirtanly love to be called petal or floret
>>42376977stellaris?
>>42376987space 4x game.
Diaper threads are back. Diapers are trans culture.>>QOTD: Are you 24/7 back in diapers? If not, what's stopping you?
>>42376255>you'll grow out of your femboy phase somedayYeah right. She's not even grown out of diapers.
i rly dont get diaper stuff and I think if I did i would call myself a crinklehon but y'all do you!!!
>>42376889i like to just drop it once in a while and have fun, usually when i need to fix my sleep schedule and stay up late because i always feel obligated to check anywhere i've been replying in case someone needs a friend to talk to or even a doofus to lightly troll them and hope it turns around into a nice acknowledgement of each other being outside the silly expectations we create when someone disagrees with us anonymously. outside of the last few days i think i posted literally only once all since late 2024. i know "it's gone downhill" is something everyone says every year, but it really does feel like this is the most bleak or at least dull the board has ever been. there's just very few people who seem happy to talk.... everyone deliberately ignores fun stuff and active posters just want to argue or make weird assumptions rather than talk about their feelings and meet ppl. there's even very little of the desperation i often see - few ppl actually sad out their minds enough to really pray out here in the darkness. everyone just mostly seems numb or desensitized....glad i got to make some people some songs and had a few nice conversations though. maybe it's a rough week? this season does always seem difficult on everyone, winter really can be rough.
>>42375330moved countries and migrants aren't allowed private homes>>42375426I feel like there is actually a lot of overlap between ABDLs and agere, however those in the agere community hold onto a lot of a shame around potentially sexual connotations and so hate on ABDLs to make themselves feel better. >>42375787mood, whenever i look into being more involved its all like 20 somethings which... no
>>42375330hiii
>some men with wives think about men during sexThe absolute state of straightoids.
>>42376835The closet is the majority.
>>42376813>straightoidsit's straggots, anon.lurk moar. And post lese reddit, tyvm.
>>42376856You sound like a straggot.
>>42376813>when she not home i take her dildo and put it in my assher poor vaginal biome
>>42376813So this is what sex with straight men is like.
Reminder that virtually no trannies were like this as little boys. You were never feminine. Jacking off to the thought of being feminized and wearing girls clothes did not make you feminine. Effortlessly feminine gays are everything you wish you were, but can never be.
masculine agps SEETHING
>>42376790Idk anon, under your logic these trans women would actually pass naturally and easily. Do you?
>>42376790A mixture of feminine and masculine traits, where the person cares less about social approval in a homophobic environment creates the false dichotomy between gay male behavior and actual female behavior.Taken as a whole, all feminine males on average would act like women do on average.But the ones who are feminine in ways like being quiet and obsequious to others suppress themselves while the ones who don't care about social approval as much don't.>>42376794I'm exclusively attracted to male bara fucking otters and bears of men you fucking insufferable faggot.Go shove your own dick up your ass.Telling someone who just told you about how they were raped as a kid that they're fucking AGP coping is not something that would fly in real life female-led social groups and you fucking know it.>>42376815people fucked up from the closet exist as both transwomen and gay men. Tons of fucking gays aren't in the community because of the toxic culture created by certain types of gays, but are found in other spaces like fucking nerd groups instead of LGBT groups. Being fucked up from being forced to suppress yourself for years makes it harder to do everything, it's not rocket science jesus christ.tl;dr I'm mad because I had being super quiet and soft and non-confrontational and wanted to be a magical girl and always followed the rules type feminine energy growing up and seeing >>42376367this post's genuine fucking bitchiness has actually set me offComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42376855>attracted to male bara fucking otters and bears of men>those boobs too
>>42374079I wasn't nearly as coordinated but I was like that in spirit
> saw my shoulders in the mirror> It is so large on my wiry frame > Realise that I am irreversibly fucked by my T poison> No HRT can save me now> Despair, think of all the times I wrote mean stories of clocky trans women getting humiliated in public, and outed as performative, prancing sissies in crossdressing gear and gaffs> Realise that I am gonna be scorned as a sissy/masker with glued on breast forms, hip pads in 20 years time (blackpill troll to woodworkhon pipeline), just like the trans women I gleefully denigratedAnd no I won't be posting measurements, I don't have the heart to measure my ugly shoulders, which would look good on my imaginary brother (whom I see in the mirror), but not me
What is the point, just laugh at me already so that I get numb from the humiliationI am not any better than some John 50 retired sissy
>>42376850lol lmao. get good anon.
>>42376885Ok I didn't mean to offend you with the white person body standard thing, but I know that I will never be dainty as a midshit
>>42376928not offended, just trying to figure out how to support you based on what you say
>>42376932Ok I need to log off and ponder about my life as a wholeThanks and I hope you don't share my insecurities
Please Get Soft And Fat
I baked some zucchini bread with choco chips for my fat trans gf and she ate like half of the entire loaf before I suggested maybe making a salad next, which she did. I'm sorry my fellow fat bitches enjoyers, I lapsed in my judgment and betrayed the cause.>>42375200uooh... T^T
>>42376028>>42373021 Read this post, the link directs to a pharmacy and explains what it does. >it's not like every beautiful cis woman is taking pio so i don't understand why E and prog isn't enoughI can't tell if this bait, every month or so there's a thread from a tranny that's like, "I gained 50 pounds. Why aren't my breasts bigger?" (The fat all went to their abdomen). Many women are apple-shaped and look quite frankly terrible when fat because of it. If you have cracked genetics or don't care, then it doesn't matter, but if you're not interested in the majority of your weight gain going on your abdomen, take pio.
>>42375915I honestly don't know how fat people do it, if I could gain without the additional stress on my body and without being as tired from movement, I would do it. Otherwise, I mostly just fantasize about it because I know I would probably have an hourglass figure with large breasts.
>>42347074I don't wanna
>>42376715it’s over.
You are offered the chance to turn into a cis female. You will also be de-aged to school age and be very pretty.BUT, you will sporadic incontinence. As in, you can hold it just fine most of the time, but once in a while you just pee yourself. It is somewhat tied to anxiety, so it will most likely happen in school rather than when sleepingwould you accept?
>>42374360literally this lmfao>>42374147im post op and my life is good as far as tranny lives go but i could be reborn into a cis girl and just have the right body and a real vag and everything why wouldnt i choose that??? again, i have dysphoria... why would i not choose the minor temporary inconvenience over being stuck with my height, srsussy, bones, voice, etc
>>42376862yeah but i like my life and i do wish i could have children and also not live with the imminent political threat over my head but to drop everything to respawn as an incontinent schoolgirl..it doesn't seem worth it
>>42376887i dont necessarily hate my life as it is right now because i know how much worse it used to be but also dysphoria is such a force that there's literally nothing i wouldnt give to alleviate it, like waking up cis is all ive ever wanted i cant imagine anything else in life being good enough to choose over that. whether its a billion dollars or immortality or fame there is nothing i would want more than to have the right body and be free of dysphoria. am i just different from everyone else or some shit i thought this was what we were all going through in the first place lol
I genuinley dont see the downside
>>42376907i guess it helps that i'm like 5'4"
If you had to fuck one of these men in the ass, and cum inside them, which would you pick?
I'd fuck the black guy on the left that isn't pictured (FRESH) in the ass bareback
>>42376839Nick for sure. Idk for some reason I feel like I might not even hate it. Maybe it's because I know he'd feel just as conflicted.
Sneako 100% I’m a 5’6” bottom trans girl but I just feel like he’d be the hottest to dominate, like he couldn’t handle it. plus he’s hot
fresh is the shadow with eyes
>>42376839I fuck Clav in the ass while Nick watches.
women are allowed to get clitboners wherever, whenever they want, and nobody cares - but if a man did this, it would provoke an immediate violent + hostile responsereally says a lot about our society!
men get hard all the time in public and nobody screams at them for itstupid chudpost get saged
>>42375418if somebody noticed i had gotten wet i would claim it was a pee accident
>>42375418i dont generate enough wet to soak right through. checkmate.
>>42375586I wish you did!>>42375482lol bullshit, if they can see you get hard they will be upset
clitboners??
society doesn't value male bodies, at all
>>42376401Lol I got hard ugh
>>42376702Chick ryona lol
>>42376401i already dont like eggs they taste nasty
>>42376401evilthis is one of the reasons why I raise my own chickens instead of buying eggs from the grocery store
>>42376723agreed, but males are still oppressed
