i wish a big alien mommy abducted me and force me to transition
>>42386152>>42386140>>42385975i have something to say and is that the other day i read a post on 4chan saying that if men were given the same affection as woman, they will usually dont have any desire of transition, so my guess here is that a lot of these things are an aim to keep your emotional state sane. kind of a return to the mother womb, though that sounds too freudian
>>42386185>post saying that if men were given the same affection as woman, they will usually not have any desire of transitionthis is cope especially the "any"sure people would do better with more affection but I'm sure all of them in a closed room with no possible judgement being levied against them would agree they want the more feminine form to inhabit if there was no consequence or effort to it.
>>42386278i disagree, but okay
>>42380523i'd take the pacifier...
>>42386465of course you do:3
It is my 30th birthday today and I am still repping and the dysphoria is getting worse. My performance at work is beginning to suffer because all I can think about now is how I wish I was a woman and how I am not. I tried in my 20s to be ultra masculine to counter act the dysphoria but it didn't work. I tried topping trannies but it didn't work. Every day I become more and more angry and bitter and there are no mirrors in my house because I have punched them all to smithereens. I am going insane and there is no end in sight. No one will ever know my real name. I will never tell a single person my real name. It is my 30th today I hope I do not live to see my 31st.
>>42386456There's no fucking point any more
>>42386337I started HRT 102 days after my 30th birthday. I saved my own life. You can too.
>>42386491Thank you don't make my mistake.>>42386516I would go on hrt but it would do nothing trust me.
>>42386337I repped till 39. It was far harder after the age of 30.The only upside is that I had the money to speedrun through transition and really take it seriously.
I'm older than you and still repping.Everyone's different, so I can't tell you what is and isn't worth it for you. All I can tell you is that it has never gotten easier for me. I've known who I wanted to be for a long time, but there was always something that felt more worthwhile, so I kept putting it off. And while all those other things either ran out or burned me out, that person I wanted to be never went away.I fear the truth is that, like any big decision, there isn't a good time to start trooning out. You just have to do it.No matter what you do, happy birthday anon. I hope you're able to find some satisfaction in it, even if it's through some small and private thing.
what do trans men do when feeling dysphoric
ignore it and do something else
>>42384561ftms still can't fuck a hole this big hahathey project on others about their lack of dick, that's what they do.
>>42384561What is it with trannies and Silent Hill
>>42386338I can't fuck a whole that big, but I can get stuck in it
>>42386504Yeah well me too. I'll be there for your ass if you get stuck in that hole >:)(sorry)
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>>42385976come to portland lets go to concerts and movies together
>>42386163okiiii lets do it ^-^
where my oregon people at (im So bored and play every video game ever made)
>>42373979bump for anyone outside co
I really miss my best friend from hereI want to kiss her forehead again and watch her sleep on my chest and remind her that she's not alone
this is the gen for trans people who pass every day. not a place for chasers to collect photos for their Folder, or a place for repressors to talk about shoulders. this is a place to talk about the mechanics of passing, and how to exist in a cis world as a trans person because of federal overreach, true "stealth" is >>qott when was the first time you passed? how did you feel?
>>42377940How do you guys know if you're stealth? I haven't been misgendered in years (although I feel like people here don't usually say like sir/mam anyway). I don't bring up being trans to other people, and they don't say anything about it to me. My main friend group is all ppl who know i'm trans since I went to school with them, and I don't interact with heaps of people outside that super often. I feel like my voice isn't great, though my (trans) friends say it passes.I was staying in a hostel w some girls I didn't know last year for a political event, and they changed in front of each other and i felt like such a "invader in women's spaces" though idk if that means they didn't know or everyone there was just super woke
>>42386233I’ve had several things to know despite insecurities I pass, guys hit on me, women get changed or shower in front of me without batting an eye, I’ve been asked when my last period was by drs, I’ve had friends say things along the lines of when you get pregnant
>>42377940the only time i truly felt like i had passed and not just pity passed was when i was in the psych ward after a suicide attempt. me and a few other women were hanging around the lounge area in the evening and i made a joke about an ex boyfriend of mine being trans and how i was straight with extra steps (cringe ik). one of the ladies gave a "huh?? what's the extra step?" and i said "oh, because i'm trans too", and she said "OH oh my gosh i didn't know"i looked like shit in sweats and a sweater and no makeup and horrible hair (bc psych ward) so it was hopefuel... and i still remember it over a year lateranother passing story from that stay in the psych ward was talking in group about how i felt like a bitch for saying it, but it hurts and upsets me seeing some of you doing better and having hope after being here an even shorter time than me, like it feels like i'm just broken when the healing process works for you guys or maybe you're just better at faking it so you can get out of here sooner. and the guy who spoke after me said something like "pardon the term but it took balls to say that" which i feel would be insane to say to a trans woman (but then again i was literally in the psych ward so)
Stealth for over a decade and then got outed to my regular GP, who handles mundane shit like antibiotics, by the government's new central medical document system because it secretly kept sex at birth on record and now made it visible to everyone who has access. Literally, what was the point of changing my birth certificate? Does anyone have any luck with fake ID's and using that to start a fresh record.
>>42386065>i think a cis woman giving me any sort of compliment is an indication i'm not passingIt's common way for cis women to make friends between each other, compliment hair, nails, etc. Seen it said to other cis women so it's not a clocking thing for sure.
>>42379866Old
>>42386576I am not Winona. I am winona's doppelganger from the Crucible.
Winona is made for bbc
>>42386649>>42386649>>42386649
>>42386547Looks good enough. A little too much vegetables for my liking>>42386553I have never eaten a chillie dog. The only time I have eaten chlllie is a when I ate the johnny rockets Chili Cheese Tots. They were good but they removed them from the menu here, such a bummer.
>>42382216love that dale has such good character design hes recognizable from the silhouette alone
Is st4t really the purest form of love? I've never tried it but been curious in it. My last bf cheated on me with another trans woman.
>>42386207no, both are just waiting to pass so they can escape t4t and be with a cissoid.
>>42386232I don't find cis people (or trans people with bottom surgeries) attractive. Their configuration turns me off inherently.
>>42372686its a blender!!
>>42386519Idk some of those post-glansplasty dongs look pretty good, I bet you get some medical tattooing and it would be difficult to tell at a glance.
If you felt like your world was falling apart when you heard the news that random instagram/twitter were getting cease and desist letters over spreading trans ideation, good news!It was all faked by one Black Trans Woman to gather more funds for her kofi so she can do drugs and buy doordash! Mass panic for your own small gain :)
>>42382300>ackgowlestsigshow many levels of retarded do you have to be to care about this shit? are we supposed to believe she didnt proof read a fake cease and desist letter before begging for money?
>>42386451She’s that stupid.This is the exact stunt she would pull.The girl can’t cook, or fill use a gas pump. She’s an imbecile
>>42386470i get why youd want to blast someone like that but i cant exactly sympathize with people that get fooled by someone this stupid either
>>42386396doublebagel?
>>42386396>got me into the sex tradeThe Devil Incarnate>diddy partiesTara is so fucking unfunny it hurts.
i transitioned when i was 18 and when i see trans girls irl who transitioned after like 25 it makes me feel weird
>>42380962how does it make you feel weird?
>>42380962ngl same
>>42381086>and any romantic prospects foreveris it even really a romantic prospect if get into it under false pretenses about your identity
Dysphoria is a spectrum. People with less Dysphoria transition later.
>>42386493maybe it's also how much puberty fucks you if you started growing a beard and chest hair at 16 the dysphoria is going to onset sooner than if it happens at 23
can you be a christian and trans at the same time?saint paul famously said the effeminate wont inherit the kingdom of heaven.do we have any trans christians here? how do you reach a circle with that?..
>>42386011yes>Matthew 19:12>Galatians 3:28
>>42386011I wasted years of my life trying to be Christian, I’ve ripped apart libraries studying theology, don’t do it, it’s a waste of time if your looking too be apart of a legitimate denomination/ school of Christian belief ig if you wanted to do an individual salvation approach like most low church folks do then maybe you can make it work I know many who have tried, only to be rebutted by proper Christian authorities, it’s bleak.
>>42386074doesnt explain why you'd want to believe in a magic sky fairy
>>42386488Religion is good for people
>>42386011I was part of the Mormon church if you count that but sadly when policies within the church changed and they began marking my card like they would for a temple I could no longer continue being excluded like that
I had sex with my transbian friend and i have feelings for her that have been slowly brewing for years, since my ex GF left. For reasons i can't go into here we can't be together right now. When I'm with her i feel happy, but she wants us to keep things how they are. This is the second time this happened in the past year.I'm in pain and conflicted, every trans woman I've had feelings for either left me due to commitment phobia or been unwilling to leave an unsatisfying transbian LTR that was open, no matter how dysfunctional it is. But then they frequently break up with their partners to date men, and I'm dating a man too so I can't talk.I'm just in so much pain, am I the only transbian who feels this way? Wtf do I do?
bumping this
>>42383984>I the only transbian who feels this way?ye because we're transbian not transbi
>>42386383But I thought being into guys was just meta attraction /pseudobisexuality or desire for validation, I feel like I have more true feelings for other trans women than for guys?
>>42386458>i used thousands of complicated theories to cope just to avoid admitting that im bisorry but I've never been attracted to men
>>42386532Right but you're probably attracted to cis women and being a transbian is a cope for you.
why are the most neurotic trans girls the ones who start hrt at 19
>>42385734I don't think soph ever grew out a beard. This is the real pre-transition soph pic.
>>42385768The whole point of big soph is her age is completely irrelevant and something she fixates on irrationally. She would look the same whether she transitioned at 19 or 40 since she was never some weak puberty twink. You can transition any time you want. If you're her age now then you're still younger than the average mtf hrt starting age which is around 30.
>>42385301i could save her
>>42385273hiiiiii
>>42386494hi wyd
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>>42384500the lab person will know and nobody else. they also won't care.
>>42384618i dont want them to know :(
>>42383198well yeah thats normal and how it workshttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depot_injection
>>42381752this, same with opengate =.=
>>42381285>i honestly dont THINK making your E levels lower will help with libidowell a few weeks ago i was on 2mg every 7 and it seemed to be a bit better. but ive also noticed at much higher troughs (300-400pg/ml), ill have times where im pretty feral. not sure where to go from here since post-orchi things have just kind of completely changed since i dont have to worry about suppression
>what is INTERGEN?INTERGEN is a general for intersex people to talk to each other about their experiences or just to hang out>what is an intersex person?Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patterns, gonads, or genitals that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies>am I intersex?We are not doctors, please seek medical advice, but dont be afraid to ask questions here to maybe understand things better>are trans people intersex?Trans people are not inherently intersex, however an intersex person can transition if they want, “neurologically intersex” is not real as being intersex pertains to the sex organs or hormonal productions>how is this /lgbt/?We share similar experiences of discrimination and social prejudice based on sex and gender norms, even though intersex is a variation of sex characteristics, not a gender identity or sexual orientation itself—————————Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42382189>misconceptionsEvery time I’ve tried dating apps it’s always the same thought people have, they want a futa gf or something of the sort what they get is far more disappointing
>>42382189>misconceptionsless virilized genitals makes srs easier because you're already "partway there." alas.
>>42382553Ah why yes, I did get a seven foot monster dong and no other male features. Many such cases in fact!
Word's grammar checker is whining at me about writing in conversational style and I'm about to send it into low Earth orbit.
>>423838247ft whoa and I thought my tunaki sized balls were bad lol >>42386246I haven’t used word in years but if it’s anything like docs I feel the painGoodnight INTERGEN I can’t stay awake I keep dozing off
I wish to impress upon "trans women" how deeply I believe they are male, and how incredibly uncooperative I am with their regressive ideology.
>>42386078You were crazy hot
>>42386088Eh only when I was skinny. This was my lowest weight, grew up a fatty and have gained 20 fucking lbs since 18 and I hate it. I just wish I had started HRT at this pic like I had wanted to. I would have been a lot happier but I thought it was too late for HRT and had a breakdown/repressed. My jaw was also smaller before. Fuck testosterone.
>>42385801?>>42386037Aliens do exist.
>>42386135Very cute. It's too bad most of you on this board aren't gay. You'd have a better life and be able to enjoy your life without believing there's something wrong with you, and forcing yourselves to compete with women. Good luck i hope you find the courage to accept yourself one day.
>>42385130cats have the genetic structure of a cat trans women have the genetic structure of a man
