This isn't what was supposed to happen. I knew it would, but I hoped it wouldn't.I never wanted to feel reverse dysphoria. I wanted to be able to enjoy the effects of estrogen.But now, I constantly feel as if my skin is melting off and I'm constantly in a state of panic because of the effects.I really don't want to be a man, but it's what I always was and always will be. My regular dysphoria was fake from the very beginning.I cannot ever be a woman, simply because my very own brain refuses it against my will.I really hate, really despise being a cis man, but I will need to accept it.
>>42354914that is a bummeri am on a lower dosage now maybe i'll look nicer in another five years
>>42339427>high levels of E are not goodhow high?
>>42357125It depends on the person, but anything above 300 pg/ml can be considered quite high
>>42354970That's all good advice, but how do I keep myself from breaking down before putting pen to paper?
I'm a cis man on estrogen and I've never felt like this
Please Get Soft And Fat
>>42356882Fuck you are right x.x I've been so not wanting to lose another 25lbs....I already have lost so so much and it took a lot of effort. But I want a real woman's body more than literally any cope. So, I'll put myself on a 500cal deficit, high protein, & keep exercising my ass. All my prior weight loss was purely diet related fasting so I want to try recomposing myself moreso then going back to that cheap trick. Thank you for the reality check
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>>42352058...Omw to take the measures srn (kek). Btw you've got a peak milf body, congrats anonette!
>>42355265cute tummy
>>42355265sex
This cishon is only 28 and graduated from Ohio State with a BA in 2019? And now’s she’s the Deputy director of ICE?Wow. This cishon will torment you so bad. Imagine the laws she will work for. There will be no more youngshits. She will ban HRT for anyone under 30!
>>42359708>deport all troonsTrannies will be sent to camps. They are needed to protect AFABs from rapist transbians.https://prospect.org/2026/01/14/ice-trump-rape-protection-trans-immigrants/
>>42359750HSTS are much bigger rapists - just for straight menyes, bottoms can rapeit's called forced to penetrate
>>42359653If I gave you FFS will you die?
>>42359653wow, she's ngmi. i would kill myself if i looked like her
>>42359745>she a han>she a hon
how much will my balls shrink on hrt?and will my cum turn completely clear?Asking because im considering starting hrt purely to avoid twink death but im worried it might make my cum look like water and make my balls the size of cashews
>>42356647god i wish i was leaky im just dry before and after
>>42355984>>42356093my testes shrunk to small marble sizecum will turn clear or not even exist yes like no shooting at least
>>423559842 months hrt hereI still cum a lot but its all clearalso your nipples will feel funny all the time :3
do bicalutamide
>>42355984Cum is completely clear but my balls are actually still weirdly large. Well the testicles aren't but the scrotum is huge. I can literally wrap my tiny HRT dick in my scrotum like a little ball. It's weird.
I understand what dysphoria is, at least on a conceptual level, but I just can't tell at all whether I do have it or not. Do I hate being a man? I don't know, I have nothing to compare it to.Do I hate my body? It's just a body, an object. Am I actually supposed to feel anything?Do I hate my genitals? They're there I guess. Why do they matter? Am I supposed to like them?Would I rather be a woman? I just don't know. Isn't it all very arbitrary?Am I just overthinking everything? Definitely. How can I even figure out how I feel about it all? I've been journaling and thinking about this for over a year, and I'm still at square one.
>>42358792If you had dysphoria, you would've known. Just stop overthinking and move on with you life
>>42358972I guess so. All I need to do now is to find a way how to stop pointlessly overthinking everything
>>42358792>Do I hate being a man?only a bit but I wish i were a woman doe >Do I hate my body?yeah but i could have been born retarded o algo so it's aight >Do I hate my genitals?no but i would rather have that pucci and dat womb am i a tranny janny or just retarded ass nigga
>>42359260>I wish i were a woman doe You're a tranny. Any reason you have doubts?
>>42359728>Any reason you have doubts?sometimes being a man doesn't bother me +I'm 20 already 185cm tall and giga moidish so there is no point in tr00ning out
They dont know.
>>42359377>fall in line and suck the boot or you're a libtardrightoid lemming mentality
She cute
>>42359690>actively shill troons as desirable>constantly shit on "your own group"HE'S ON OUR SIDE GUISE TRUST METROONS ARE WOMEN NOT MENTALLY ILL MEN!!!^_^
>>42359710toe that party line bud. be sure to ask for seconds after forcing down rancid trump cum
>>42359798>pretending mentally ill men are women is the opposite of sucking jewish dickYeah, try harder next time, retarded faggot.
QOTT: What are the worst and best things you do to pass time?QOTT2: Anything you regret not doing?Ignore trollsIgnore spamPrevious: >>42306807
>>42352403Gloves is a fat fuck
i love cumming so much bros masturbating is better than punching stuff fr
Lidddol doooooooooooooods sooooooooo tiny and cuteee
what makes ftms so hot?
>>42352529Damn, he's gorgeous.>>42352666I see what you mean now that you mention it.
Why do we pretend that moids aren't gross?
>>42357791:PDon't tease me like that~
>>42357800you're the reason everyone thinks men are gross
>>42357506Falling asleep in his arms on his hairy chest is something to die for.I hope one day you find love too, OP.
>>42357506i like the moid grossness
>>42357506Some moids are gross but some are really cute and breedable
People say "tttt is so transphobic and homophobic! They're all right wing!" But I don't see such things on here tbhon
>>42359603>Richer in resources >Those resources are extracted by westoids
>>42359588The right is fine with equality of opportunity. It champions it actually. Merit is important to the right. Race, sex, sexual orientation, all is secondary to merit.What the left is concerned with is EQUITY, not EQUALITY, which is a very different (and destructive) thing that does not consider merit.
>>42359664The right is very much not fine with equality of opportunity. It intentionally creates obstructions for minority populations, both through legislation and through subversive action.
>>42359678That's propaganda, again. You are brainwashed by the left, many such cases.
>>42359713>Reagan deliberately introduces crack into the inner city to disrupt black communities>Conservatives consistently operated against both interracial and gay marriage>Conservatives consistently work to limit access to public life and healthcare for trannies And this is just the US. It gets way worse internationally.
Are you personally bearphobic?
>>42357975yeah these niggas ugly as hell
>>42357975No these people are beautiful and full of life
>>42358187Is that all that matters to you?
deeply
the mere thought of gay "bears" existing makes me vomit
hsts are hyperfem gay bottom rapists who prey on straight men and trick them into penetrating them with elaborate disguises and social games
I hate Spiro so much sometimes I just get hit with the urge to pee really bad and a little gets out before I get to a toilet Im sorry for being so gross how could I ever get a girl or boy to love me, when im like this?
>>42359029Yes but only if I'll get to press on your lower tummy and watch you cover your face in embarrassment when you start dribbling
>>42359390Uummm please don't...
>>42359029i will love you nona. i actually dated an ftm who wore diapers (mostly on his period) >t. cis male
>>42359542I promise I'll love you very very much which is also why I won't be able to stop myself from bullying you
Rope edition>QOTT: Have you ever caved to suicidal thoughts?>QOTT2: How many times have you been in the psych ward?Last: >>42321643
>>42358533Not having a libido is nice. I still hate doing HRT injections though, I to jab myself quickly and I felt the skin tearing as I pushed the needle through it, unpleasant. All this to still look like a retarded moid.
>>42359367Try coughing at the same time, it distracts your nerves
>>42357343:(
>>42359524I feel like coughing would cause movement that would make it difficult cause I do subq in the stomach area.
im genuinely not trans im just ugly and am suicidal because of it and need to do something that might help so i dont self harm or worse. anyone else like this? my ideal body would be a lean twink with a pretty face, not a girl, definitely not a chimera tranny that i currently am. i am in hell and i deserve it
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>Are you or your gf good at making others laugh? What never fails to make you laugh?>Are you a vengeful person? Favorite incident in which you’ve gotten revenge on someone? Are you forgiving?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42335213
>>42358397do you think it's healthy to be in a relationship with someone who tells you your value is dependent on them?
>>42359209I think it is much more healthy than the alternative.I would much rather be a valid woman and lesbian in a dependent relationship with a cisles, rather than some third gender freak that ruins sapphic spaces.
>Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes… anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)
>>42359225>lesbians>valid women
>>42359351This lady looks like she smokes Parliament 900s
Would you date a one eyed pooner? Solid T-Snake? Big Boobs? Big Poon? Naked Rape? Revolver Poonsalot?
>>42356897Mutilated women deserve that, and much more.
>>42358061It's happening right now. I'm enjoying the show personally.
>>42358061Wokecel mutt fears the chud lion
>>42359480BIG IRON, BIG IIIIIIIIRONAND HE TRIED TO MATCH THE RANGER WITH THE BIG IRON ON HIS HIP
>>42356897this nigga looks chill in every pic, even happy, even minutes after being shot in the face. full respect for this tuna.
