I had a phase where I was attracted to men and trans women but now that I’m almost 30 I’m strictly attracted to cis women.
Wild tales (2014)This is one the best comedies Iv seen. The last tale is actually the best wedding arc chapter iv ever experienced, compared to the other tales, the last tale is elevated to the form of an iconic art piece. The final scene of that arc js so good I actually clapped in appreciation when the credits ran. Few movies can do that for me.
>>42382409is pic supposed to be you and your harlot
>>42382632I dont have a harlot.
>>42382699no friends just anons huh?
>>42382732Can u leave me alone
>>42382855yeah sorry i’ll seriously start trying now
Innocent petite youngshits are reserved for creepy older trans men who chase them. That's the law of the world to come.
>>42381052>Leddit mods should be treated like celebrities and influencers
i like flirting in chasergen but i don't think it'll actually go anywhere... unless...t. 35
>>42382649You're not an innocent petite youngshit unc. Do you want to go ugly bastard4ugly bastard?
>>42382706kek
>>42382706fuck how will i recover... this is worse than my first divorce
last thread died lolhttp://lena.kiev.ua/voice/https://sys.4chan.org/derefer?url=https%3A%2F%2Fbuymeacoffee.com%2Falyssavt%2Fno-explanations-instructions-feminizinghttps://wiki.sumianvoice.com/wiki/pages/voice-examples/>pasta:•Tool for visualizing pitch and resonancehttps://acousticgender.space/▶ Resources MTF:--- Full MTF Course ---•L's GuideComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42377897i always hate how confusing the language is about resonance, weight and pitch because ONLY pitch is intuitive
>>42379683ooh definitely watch this video! https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uqaxj0LA1Uc&list=PLYJkVI7LLpknvBww07jnsxbz-_Lkynsry&index=3&pp=iAQB
>>42377897Idk I just wish I had a higher pitch and better resonance is all I’m 19 and started voice training at 17
>imagine you are a little doghey wait a sec! what is going on here
>>42380367actually training from 17-19 or "sometimes i raise my larynx" from 17-19, because time in that second stage does not count
Rope edition>QOTT: Have you ever caved to suicidal thoughts?>QOTT2: How many times have you been in the psych ward?Last: >>42321643
>>42382656>a manmoder/hon waiting roomIt hurts senpai. Why couldn't I have ended up in the passoid waiting room instead?
>>42382656this is true but i dont think you can actually repress those urges fr, you can shove it deep down inside and disconnect from it but itll always come back, and also i think it leads you to a kind of hollow inherently empty existencei think the reppers here know this on some level even if theyre always lying to themselves about how this isnt true, and i think theyre always kind of back of their mind considering trooning and its why theyre here
>>42382911The issue is a combination of normal sunk cost and the very real fact that the longer you rep, the worse your prospects get. It eventually reaches a point where you're legit hopeless and it's not like giving in now is suddenly going to undo the damage.
>>42382926also very true but i think people give in anyways because you realize the actual genuine and most sincere finitude of your own existenceyou WILL at some point in your life truly grasp that there is a moment where you exist that will be followed by a moment where you no longer exist, and never will again, i think when you truly grasp the actual finality of annihilation and know that you have just the briefest little flash of existence to even be aware of it pushes some past by the fear and the knowledge they cannot undo whats been done, but that they truly do want to actualize their own inner selves and live what brief chance they still canits the essence of j50
>>42382926>and it's not like giving in now is suddenly going to undo the damageThe risk was worth it for me.Thank fuck I didn't listen to the "it's too late" psyop.The best moment was [sometimes in the past]. The next best moment is now.
Are trans girls who aren't awful gfs real or is that what they're always like?
>>42378719They exist, but they either get scooped up really fast, or have horrible taste and end up in a long string of shitty relationships that makes them more work that people don't want to put in
>>42380378id like to get scooper up rly fast. i dont rly have a "taste" in men but i generally like guys w/ a sense of humor. can find oceans of guys to sleep w/ but no guy seems to want commitment or anything serious. if other guys exist idk where to find them.
>>42378719most women are terrible girlfriends, full stopmeet more people
>>42378719what have your trans gfs been like?
>>42378719We're real, just rare. We don't stay single for very long when someone fumbles us. When ex's hit you up once or twice a year wanting another chance, it becomes apparent you're a catch
i wish a big alien mommy abducted me and force me to transition
>>42381989No, it wasnt. Akash's mindfuckery was a lot more active. I was partially just speaking to the concept of Affini and how they evolved. The OG story was posted on a hypno site (ROM) so it was always going to be hynpo focused on some level.
>>42382060yeah I mean that's just how they were written thoughthere's no reason plants would be more suited to tentacles and bondage and drugs and hypnosis than a lot of other amorphous alien concepts
>>42381427i have extremely low functioning autism and this is my post
>>42382821listen ok at least i subsist on a serbian's wages in the united states for my lack of contribution to society now do you have any leads on plampts enfattening cute girls or mtfs or not......?
>>42382908depressing post
do any other transbians avoid explicitly using the word "lesbian" bc it makes you feel like a gross cosplaying moid or is it just me
>>42382770ya
>>42382770yea i honestly try to avoid labelling myself too much in general... i really don't want to force a specific perception of myself onto other people like im just existing
>>42382770this is such a non passer problem lmao
>do you consider basedtan transition goals?
>All I have to do is stop believing that I'm dysphoric>All I have to do is admit it to myself that I actually do enjoy being a man>All I have to do is internalize that I don't want to be a woman in any way>All I have to do is stop thinking that I got cheated by fate because I'm a man>All I have to do is stop blaming my issues on something as arbitrary as my birth sex>All I have to do is stop believing that the grass is greener
All you have to do is take your pills
>>42382611I look like picrel
I’m both repulsed and obsessed by the idea of tall, clocky troons. I love when they have a strong, masculine jawline and a protruding chin that makes it super obvious they were pumped full of testosterone and growth hormone growing up. Their indecisiveness lead to them growing a huge fucking frame that they can never fix or escape from. God, makes my cock throb just thinking about it.
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42344147And I really appreciate the encouragement. Some weeks are harder than others.. and I am grateful people hold me to standards that are more realistic than my aspirations.>>42344163Difficult. In the right environment, you might grow comfortable with the girl you can be, chances are you might even make friends or partners that let you live out the experience of a cute girl, but that is different from what you seek. It would be a lot of work getting there, sure, but whether it would be good enough is also a matter of what it truly is that you seek out of being one. Is it truly and end of itself? I mean, a lot of the time when people call me cute for example (even though I am masc and cis) the thing I primarily get out of it is the love and affection that those close to me express through it, in my case wishing to feel loved/wanted is an end of itself here. What about you? Do you feel it is a matter of self worth? Something else? What got you into thinking about cuteness specifically?>>42346932I can feel myself aging reading this >t. age 33>>42347630It would be insane of them to give you shit for being trans, but I understand your fear because some of them just are unprofessional like that. How have you been holding up since? Is there also a chance to get your papers in order to avoid these things in the future? I know the amount of paperwork strongly depends on the country.>>42347825I am glad you keep up your routines in spite of the struggle. The job market being a mess globally recently isn't helping. I wish you nothing but the very best, Anon!
>>42348849No, even though I can relate! The only way I can manage to make as many posts as I do is by sticking to my rhythm of Sun-Wed-Fri, +- a day usually. I do yearn for the times I had more energy to post near every day but.. I make do.>>42350588>>42350619First of all, welcome, Anon. You've been with us for quite a long time then, and I am glad to hear you speaking up. Huh, a familiar with a cat motif? Since I was reminded of the Sabrina cartoon today, I am tempted to dub you Salem. I don't mind your prose and I can handle a bit of theatrics, and I am sure some will vibe with your approach. In the end, it sounds like you intend to make people ask themselves questions. I jotted down your contacts and will probably get back to you in (unfortunately) a few weeks from now. January has been hellish thus far and with many obligations (moving, new work contract, private matters) wrapping up early February I will finally have enough clarity again for a more in-depth talk. For now I'd just welcome you here, see your approach in action, and work from there. If nothing else everyone trying to help here supplements the general with fresh perspectives. Sounds good?>>42353077In general, no form of exercise can affect where you lose fat on your body, but we do have a book on butt shaping exercises in the resources that may help you!>>42354348That's a pretty shitty scenario. How mobile are you? I assume public transport sucks in your area or is prohibitively expensive with no larger town nearby? How rural/conservative/anti-lgbt is the town?
>>42356916What is your starting off point, NEETdom wise? Like living circumstances and such, and what have you tried to get out so far?>>42354791I tend to agree with Panty, your main focus gotta be finding grounding techniques that work for you as a first aid, although the fact that you are quick to anger by frustrations is actually something you might wanna seriously explore. It might be something as simple as you being very stressed. Is it a constant thing? Or does it happen reliably every time, no matter your prior mood?>>42353065>>42358784Welcome back once again, Anon! I took the time to re-read our old conversations trawling through the archive links you provided each time, I appreciate it. My last response back then was actually cross-thread since the old one died https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/38422948/#q38424094, unless I messed up the reply chain.There's a lot to talk about (I had to split the post in two even) in all this and I try to be brief for now, I can expand on anything you want, but in short, I would put depooning considerations on hold and talk long term relationship goals first.>i agree to depoonThat's.. one hell of a thing to offer, Anon. Of course he feels guilts, depooning might seriously fuck you up. If he is from a red state and his family are turbonormies then I am afraid he would need to radically depart from his current social climate for the chance to have this relationship work. I mean the fact he wants to make it work for you should mean even he should have issues with his own family, right? Let me be frank, he needs to seriously consider if he wants to die cuffed to his family for life. Family is an intricate subject for many but, as awful as it is, sometimes you gotta cut ties if you want to live.Does he have friends you would vibe with? This matters for something else I'm saying below.(1/2)
Enough for the night.>>42353065>>42358784(2/2)>i think i stress way too easily, i cant take small things and think of suicide daily.What you lack is grounding, which makes sense if you are isolated and the only relationship you currently have is both romantic and under difficult circumstances. Your bf is a loner from what I gather and I assume that by living the car life you mean the plan was that the two of you were to live out of your car with no stable surroundings or a permanent address? There are a couple sore spots even if you weren't to detrans, the most pressing is that if you had no friends and 100% of your social life was your partner, your relationship would be doomed in the long run anyway. It is not a healthy set of circumstances.>and i need to get some cavities filled and am scared of the drill too.We can talk about that too if you wanna. Remember, we've got your back.>>42357348You're very welcome, wishing you all the best!
>>42382385I'll take a look at the butt shaping exercises then. Also, any idea how to reduce loose skin? I have a massive apron of it since I gain rapid weight gain as a teenager due to being prescribed SSRIs instead of estrogen.
*student counts as a jobi work as a cafe barista and i'm a uni student
I deliver mail and packages
>>42380900tavern
>>42381690need a man like that frfr
I am a machinist, and everyone looks completely different from me, as they all have beards, and are older than me.
>>42380900at-home technician (I repair stuff in people's homes)unrelated: nice numbers, OP
Is Brianna a good person? She's pro lgbt but also supports Israel, but in my opinion it's not that bad, because I'm sure she has her reasons. Futhermore it's not like she supports child murdering anyway, that's just something that Israel does and hamas are terrorists
>>42376734People who support Palestine are completely clueless banner-waving drones who live in a fantasy world, like with anything in the real world, there's no "bad guys" or "good guys", just a very messy history between two groups of imperfect people with competing agendas and prioritiesFACT NVKE TIME>none of the neighbouring arab states wants anything to do with Palestine or Palestinian refugees (see what happened to Jordan and Syria) >Hamas is a genocidal organisation funded by Iran (which itself is a genocidal regime)>Hamas deliberately place the military assets in dense urban centres knowing that it'll lead to huge casualties and massive criticism of Israel (this is exactly how drug cartels operate in Latin America)>Hamas actively hoards food for themselves whilst civilians starve in mass (see videos of Hamas torturing Israeli POWs, they're all buff)>most Palestinians support Hamas (look up the stats)>most Israelis are against a 1ss or a 2ss despite being educated and affluent like the vast majority of Europe and NA (look up the stats) >Proportional to overall population, the October 7th attack was deadlier than 9/11 >October 7th attack is just one of many terrorist attacks perpetrated against Israel by neighbouring terrorist organisations>If Israel never invaded Palestine, then Hamas would have never begun disarming, instead, more terrorist attacks would have been perpetrated against Israel just like the last 100 years. one question that NO anti-israel poster can answer Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42378086holy shit that's unintentionally hilarious
>>42376734Brianna has no actual beliefs. She is barely even a person from a moral perspective.
>>42379394the hsts group is the one where isnt relevant until puberty. the "trutrans" have it from very early childhood like autism, but it becomes more pronounced at puberty which gets treated as if it only started then.calling you an ass was about the "decision you make later in life" and asserting thats self explanatory.
>>42382728>Dysphoria is largely a non-issue until sexually dimorphic development ramps up in a significant portion of the dysphoric populationwow, what a shocker
Tell me what you do to cope when your mental health is bad
Usually I either scroll 4chan or just lay in bed, rotting =/
>>42377836spend all day on my bed playing FF14 or sketching some stuff while listening to music considering I spend most of my days alone, yeah you assume this happens frecuently
>>42377836I sleep a lot or go on walks or post here
>>42382426>>42382719You two sound cool, but I've always had a thing for artists.>>42382562I used to think this too, as I hated my last job. Then I got laid off from it, and now I have exciting new problems like "how much longer will I be able to make mortgage payments?" and "crushing guilt & anxiety about not having a job." Work may not make me happy, but poverty isn't floating my boat either.As for me, this is looking like a "drunk & high" kind of night...
>>42377836sleep
