>hrt at 19 >boymode and be friendless shutin loser from 19-24>turn 25>youthwasted.png
You played yourself, son.
>>42316063lock tf in. you already wasted your 25 years. you're officially unc. get your shit together
>>42316063Damn basically me except trooned at 16 and lived like a normal person till 19
>>42316063>youthyou are literally young 25 is nothing.
>>42316063SHUTUP SOPHSHUTUP SOPHSHUTUP SOPHSHUTUP SOPH
>>42314999i think its entirely irrelevant to wanting advice on how to have a less dysphoria inducing figure
>>42314926Trust me this is way cheaper and higher in calories than buying fast food shakes. They don't sell the Baskin Robbins monster anymore anyway.Do you intend to take the slower path or commit to the two shakes, pound a day scheme? I have slightly different advice for each.
>>42315015I mean I can do two shakes a day I just gotta get my mixture down right see im an idiot, i dropped out of uni- so its gonna take me some trial and error before I really get the routine down no matter what literature I have
>>42315033Fair enough then. Good luck to you on this
its fine, i know i'll never recieve comfort i need, it's why im cutting
everyone take the bingo. also i'm not a newfag but i have no clue what ase is tell me
>>42313510autosapphoeroticist, presumably
>>42313523idk what that means
>>42313537meta-attraction but lesbian. ie attracted to the idea of yourself being a woman who fucks other women. (so just a transbian in the eyes of blanchardists)
>>42304668>>42304714>>42304573>frizzy and wavy or kept and flatskissue unironically. try different routines.my wavy hair is super prone to frizz and i barely take care of it but this is bare minimum for me:>wash hair (shampoo scalp only) twice~ a week>only (wide tooth) comb when hair is wet >leave conditioner in 15-20 minutes (hair is low porosity)>scrunch hair when washing it all out >micro fibre or 100% cotton (i use a t-shirt) to *pat* hair dry>scrunch in (minimal) product (sprays preferred)>part hair; air dry >*don't go to sleep with wet hair and don't touch it* Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
femrepper but i still took it
Omg I just watched Ace Ventura I’m literally roping cissoids love this movie, cissoids hate us so much.
Spotless Mind >>>>>>>>
>>42316020bruh no
>>42316007Bruh Jim Carrey is so ass
>>42316088nope, thats the sequel where you get to see his ass.
>>42316007i can't stand jim carrey comedies. he's only good in his more serious roles.
I'm a tranner and I can't stop gooning to videos of fat cis bitches getting plapped
>>42316060hotplap some bbw queens with your gock
>>42316092cis girls don't wanna fuck trannies though :( and if they do idk where to meet them
>>42316060rapehon moment
>>42316060AGP rapehon, kys immediately
I want to ask my cisfoid friends to teach me makeup but I’m scared they will either be freaked out by their straight moid friend asking them this or figure out I’m a repper
>>42316086pinterest
>>42316086Buy a simple set and do it alone?
>>42316086Most people don't know what a repper is.And most cisfoids don't get scared by such a request. Especially if you play it off as a playful curiosity or w/e.
>>42316086If you’re attractive they wont care. go for itIf you’re ugly theyll freak out and think youre some sort of pervert
>>42316117What if I’m ugly and an effeminate faggot
I'm ftm and 5'7", I don't feel bad about my height but I'm underweight, I'm 24 and I pass well but I get jealous comparing myself to men with a healthy amount of muscle who look like fully developed men and not a 16 year old with type 1 diabetes and cancer. I am working out now and I actually have good upper body strength RELATIVE to my weight for a BEGINNER but what does it matter if I'm a teeny tiny skeleton and I don't eat enough to gain weight. I gained a couple pounds recently so let's see if I can keep it up. My current goals are 120lbs, then 125lbs, then 130lbscope: at least I'm not fat. I'm also very cute and have beautiful hair
>>42314417dood youve been on T 6 years and havent started weightlifting yet?
>>42314069I like food and cooking but yeah I don't always have the strongest drive to do so>>42313636That would take what, 250 extra calories a day? I'm maybe getting that now>>42314417I have really hairy legs but basically no upper body hair. The idea of having dark hair on my upper arms or back is kind of sickening
Omg it's Maynard. Wow he was a twink
>>42314458I'm on and off with it. Depression sucks
>>42315942do better
Had an EXTREMELY uncomfortable talk with my father a couple days ago and it's bringing up a lot of horrible shit I have tried for years not to think about. I have a therapy appointment in a few days but i don't even know what to say. If you have dealt with something similar I need to know how you cope. I just literally don't know how to resolve this for myself so I can move on and stop thinking about it constantly. Haven't posted here in months but there is absolutely nobody i can turn to about this.
shameless self bump i'm desperate
>>42312330you should self harm until you bleed out
>>42312659u didn't provide any details about why or how this convo was uncomfortable so how is anyone supposed to help?
>>42312330DIY coontroon
>>42312217I have literally no idea, the things I've dealt with like this basically just messed with me until the discomfort of them went away on their own, I basically had to completely improvise
the next passgen
>>42316188Idk how you'll pass without long hair but glRegarding your legs you should train intensively to failure and take at least a one day break in between workouts. Rest is when muscle grows
>>42315985face needs to be covered in semen>>42302695face needs to be covered in kisses
>>42316210Plenty of passoids without long hair..as long as you don't have a blocky ass head
>>42316056>audrey hepburnthanks unironically one of the nicest things ever said to me
>>42316241awh i hope you find someone to give you such compliments daily darl>>42316214>tfw the chaser doesn't want to kiss, only wants to cum on your face
have you ever gone with your mom to a nail salon anonnette?
>>42315956when i was a wee little boy my mom took me to get foot massages at this vietnamese place while she got her nails donei one day told her i wanted to get mine done but she said boys dont do that
yes
>>42315956no. she keeps fucking inviting me but it seems like a huge scam. call me malebrained but i can do them myself she gets them done for like 60+ dollars and then in two weeks is like oh no I broke one I need to go back
I need someone to kill me
>>42316012Ask the man in the mirror. He will do it for you
i started transitioning at 25, now im nearly 28 and nothing's changed
>>42316025He wants to be dead, but won't do it by his own hands>>42316036Puberty fucked me and now I'm supposed to tell people I'm actually a girl while I look like a dwarf gorilla
as somebody perma bpdemon brain and giga autist, i will never ever gain normative male social power. when i visit looksmaxxing forums i see only posts extolling the virtue of projecting an imaginary strength i know i simply cannot have and do not want. i am on a quest to accentuate and prolong my androgyne looks and i am looking for tips from people in similar situations to me. my current routine is minox fin estradiol shots retinol at night spf moisturiser azelaic acid solution and i used to use isotretinoin. any advice for a better routine ? considering oral collagen and peptide solutions but not sure if it’s worth the money
>>42313468i have a small rounded nose and large rounded lips . . how do either of those come to be aged out of being nice attributes . my eyes will never reduce in size or alter in shape either so i feel like it’s pretty innate .
>>42313495fat loss, skin thinning, cartilage growth ruin all of those. you'd think you'd have some foresight about these matters, being so superficial.
>>42313625it isn’t superficial to care about the power you can wield in social settings. your appearance begets the way you’re treated, and what in groups you’re allowed to lay claim to. your worldview perverts any attempt at all of betterment or growth, mistaking concern for the self as concern ONLY for the self. you might have given up on living but i haven’t. this contention is probably super bad for your skin also
>>42313418Holy buttchin
>>42309580i like your look heiden. what's your twitter?
>>42315716>Uzbekistan (far higher inequality and lots of very poor people) has a higher happiness level than half of EuropeFundamentally and absolutely incorrect, you have just DOOMED yourself. You have just dug a hole and buried yourself alive.You dont even have a straw to breathe through. Close the computer and reevaluate your position from the ground up. Have a cookie. Take a walk. Rethink ideological stancehttps://www.express.co.uk/news/uk/2028065/worlds-10-most-miserable-countries
>>42315092>>42315125Thank youuu I am genuinely so lucky to have him for the rest of my life
>>42315771There is a middle ground, but I mean I do agree that being able to do business is nice, my wife is sick and wont be able to work at some point in the future, and I struggle to hold a job at all so we've invested in real estate and are landlords now, meaning we'll be safe even when she gets sick, you can't really do that in a communist country, you just kind of have to trust that the state sponsored care is going to be enough for disorders that need a lot of specialist workI think though we should strive to get along with people we don't agree with and be less tribal, most people who have political views have them because they think their ideal world would be better for everyone
>>42314110i larped being female for an entire year with a guy, would always be in voice eith him the only one talking. he wanted to fly out to see me so i had to admit and turns out he was gay?? brother
i've never had a single online friend, let alone an online relationship, before or after transition
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Alright, enough for tonight.>>42273205That first thing at least sounds horrendously suspicious, yeah. What the hell?>I'll give it a try. I can start this weekend.Do tell me how it went! And I'm glad you have the funds secured now for the bar, so that will make things easier during shitty weather conditions.>Nah, I didn't really make any connections. I know, I'm a loser ;-;Not at all, Anon. But in that case my first question would be the usual one of "what are your interests, and where could you go where people can bond over it?">What makes you see it as a boon?>Most people don't want to hear my manifold infantile jokes and the environments are never appropriate for me to make them anyway.My trick is actually precisely to foster an environment in which my humor is appreciated, and choosing my company to consist of people who enjoy my presence. Sure, it means not everyone can vibe with me, but those that do genuinely enjoy my presence so much more, and it becomes a game to adjust/tweak my jokes to their tastes in turn, it adds a playful dimension to relationships. Also, people's humor can tell you things about their general boundaries and subjects of comfort, and it can also be an advantage for some people to steer clear of me, I think.>>42274523>luckily my bloodwork is mostly normal and i do not have liver cirrhosisOh thank fuck, nothing but the finest vibes for your goals, Anon.>>42277634Hey there :v, haven't seen you in a bit! I suppose you are venting, but something must be weighing on your mind, wanna talk about it?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
pg9 b00mp
Wish there was a way to kill yourself without dying. I just dont want to experience reality as much as i do. Its fucking boring and annoying. Day in dat out. Oh i wonder what will it be tomorrow? Wake up, jerk off and then either wall around for 5 hours or play on the computer till sleep. Great dude. Just what i wished for, exactly as was promised. Working sucked too to be fair. Education stank too and i was horrible at it. I just want to have memory blackouts. Cant imagine a nicer feeling than to wake up tomorrow only to find out that i cant recall the last 20 years and i'm this much closer to death.>Oh but what if you changed and did that and this.Won't work. I'm low IQ and psychologically mutilated. Nothing will ever get better. I wish i hadn't quit drinking.
Gonna post something decent after some more rest.Goodluck everyone!
>>42298391im feeling the same honestly, life is just suffering outside of distractions and i stopped drugs to think, i've achieved nothing meaningful/substantive while everything outside that bubble keeps getting worse in the meantimenow thinking is the bane of my existence again and i desperately want it to stop since it brings no value to my life>>42300829come back in 5 years and say the same
Do diaper transbian puppygirl servers actually exist
>>42313979yes but they are also suicide cults. beware nona, beware.
>>42313995isn't the desperate running from ones childrape, the grooming, druguse, ageplay/littlerape fugging as a substitute for any love, bpdemonism, drugpsychosis, cancellation and ruining your life when the relationships built on being either evil, obscenely raped, mentally ill or escapism making the fun fall apart awesome tho
>>42315458i dont like how the less or un raped ones with social clout get to violently ostracize and hurt the very raped ones. makes me sad, its too much like normal life
>>42315458Grooming ageplay server would be fun. I don't hang out with enough mentally ill people to find any of those sadly
