This isn't what was supposed to happen. I knew it would, but I hoped it wouldn't.I never wanted to feel reverse dysphoria. I wanted to be able to enjoy the effects of estrogen.But now, I constantly feel as if my skin is melting off and I'm constantly in a state of panic because of the effects.I really don't want to be a man, but it's what I always was and always will be. My regular dysphoria was fake from the very beginning.I cannot ever be a woman, simply because my very own brain refuses it against my will.I really hate, really despise being a cis man, but I will need to accept it.
>>42339002>>42339048>>42339105NTA but I'm effectively an HRT femboy trying not to get breasts and was advised to do 7mg every 7 days monotherapy, is it really that crazy of a dose? Ideally I should go to a doctor but I really can't go to any clinics and say I'm a woman that doesn't want boobs they'll immediately put me on a 10 year waitlist.
>>42348548Only way to avoid breast growth while on estrogen is by getting a double mastectomy
>>42348900Ok well does it sound like I have that option anytime soon?
>>42349198You can slowly work towards it. It's not like breasts grow overnight, and you can still bind until you're able to get them removed. Who knows, maybe you'll even like them somewhat
Get off estrogen asap. The way you're feeling is not normal
Hola putas trannies de re mierda las re amoLet's see how many of us are here hehe
Pues no creo que haya muchas, o bueno no se la verdad, supongo que la mayoria son latinas americanas.
>>42349068eso parece, la mayoria q se unió son todas pseudolatinas, no podrian comerse un ají
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>>42346115>Holy shit, any chance that you're from Bucharest? I live less than a km away from Ferentarinope sadly im from iasi>Any chance that you have some resources for people with horrendous dexterity?i also struggle with that but theres not really a good fix besides doing it more and increasing your dexterity>Any chance that you're on SimpleXmhm https://smp12.simplex.im/a#zGGynoHNXLXRFw-0yTGwfuGTtqMAkPURpYPsnpCDnqM
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>ASL19, male from Portugal, Lisbon.>letter(s)b i guess.>interests and hobbiesi like grand strategy games, not in a larpy way. Mil-sims, fallout and more.music: anything really.I read a lot, and i would like to meet other people who read too so i could always enlighten myself.Currently reading: My life from Trotsky,Biography of Alvaro Cunhal and will start Sartre soon.Open to any political views as long as you arent a crazy insane scary inkwel. (i am a syncretic left winger myself).>looking fora friend or interesting people to talk sometimesor maybe someone close to me to date.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42347605My online best friend is someone I met on /soc/ and I also e-dated someone from /lgbt/ whom I'm still friends with and who helped me massively with my career. It's possible.
>ASL26/MtF(Boymoder)/France>InterestsLearning languages(Currently learning French), Linux(Debian btw), Gaming(Currently playing Pokemon Fire Red), Weeb shit(Anime, manga, J pop, J Rock, and Visual Kei), and Watching TV>Looking forPeople around my age in Europe>Not looking forNon-whites and bottom chasers>Taglexielexielexielexie
Just your average liberal gay
>>42348785Israel existing absolutely changed the historical trend of gay people in the Middle East living in isolation and fear, because gay people actually had a place they could run to for protection and peer support, for once. If you are against Israel you’re for making the lives of gay men in the ME worse. It’s anti LGBT. Not that I support the current version of the LGBT, but still. It’s better than NOTHING at all, right? I really do find this self whipping mentality fascinating. It’s depressing seeing just so many Jews and whites hating themselves so hard.
>>42349521/thread
>>42330127as someone who actually lives in a pisslamic shithole, i hope the white faggot cuck race gets raped out of existence by their beloved 7th century savage shitskin muslim petsthe ignorance coming from these sheltered faggots is incredibly annoyingso yes, keep shilling pisslam, keep letting them in, keep defending them when we talk about our homophobic and misogynist experiences in our own countries, keep calling us "CIA assets" or "zionist propagandists"it doesn't matter to us anymore, you're speedrunning your own extinctionmuslims will simply reduce your living standards, then take away your rights, and i'll be here laughing and cheering and celebrating all of itwhy should you get to enjoy your freedom and luxuries if you're going to hope for us to stay oppressed under authoritarian regimes and sharia?>>42330190thisi hope for nothing elsei just want to see all the stupid faggots, trannies and bitches supporting islam actually live in it
>>42350011But let the gays who actually know better suffer, right? Not all of us like or want Pisslam.
>>42350018i couldn't care lessi'm done interacting with your incredibly stupid kind and my patience has vanishedi've seen naive retards in the west not just being indifferent to our suffering but also cheering on the religious fanatics who keep us oppressedmy only wish now is to see your kind suffer the same way we have
>tfw no trans gf to play vidya then goon and then play vidya again and then watch spiderman movies/cartoons then goon again then cuddle sleepWhy life? Being a cis man might be the difficult thing ever.
this is such a cute pictureyou will find your tranny gf someday nonny i know it.
Was thinking about her.Knowing what we know now, was she actually ever wrong? She was right about the rebirth of transexual, the betrayal of enbys, common perceptions, and she did a lot of work to try and secure our place. I do struggle to find any trans creator that makes valid criticism of her actual points. (Yeah shes pretty catty. and?)
>>42349970yeah, she's fine.You can keep on claiming otherwise while even conservatives who genuinely hate her and want to call her "he/him" end up inadvertently still saying "her" - precisely because she does register female in people's brains.That's basically what passing is.Passing threshold IRL is not the threshold of this board full of chasers, autists, bad faith posters and generally people obsessed with every milimeter of the human body that is clockable.
when didd milly walledy brown talk about trannies
>>42349977i know how 4chan works but i do like to try and keep track of people in my head. (You all have different voices and lil animal characters and i make you kiss)I used to namefag a lot mainly when i wrote greentexts but eh idgaf now.>>42349990it is fair to say shes clocky because shes kinda bogged with the botox though
>>42350015Which animal am I anon?
>>42350015>i make you kissawww :3>botoxsure, she's clocky but in the way cisfs are clocky when they do the exact same shit
anybody else just having a really bad fucking week>be me>been repping for the last decade>finally face my fears and buy hormones>few months ago crush moved back in with her parents 30 minutes away from me>never thought I could court her but now that I'm transitioning I'm sorta considering it>earlier this week she posts about bad blood with her family and says she's staying with a friend in Seattle>oh uh.. fuck>"so sorry to hear hope things go well friend :(" "I know thanks :(">spend the whole week wondering when I'll feel love again>later this week, reactivate my vent twitter>tl is filled with drugged out trannies that do really reckless kinky shit with their partners and post about it>laughing at how horny and sad I used to be >jesus christ lol theres a video on my tl of a woman getting backshots in the woods>wait.. wait.. no no... is thatComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42349156those that would get into a poly are best avoided
I'm sorry nona. I'm rooting for you.
>>42349156Holy fuck.Suicide fuel.Imagine not being invited to the orgy. Brootal.
Kek I don't think I've ever seen trans-flavored NTR mixed with dysphoria fueled envy in one post. OP is a victim of modernity. I'm sorry anon.
>>42349156>woman who gave me transition advice and then promptly blocked meBrutal.
i might actually despise ftfemboys/no t "trans men" more than agp rapehonsat least boomerhons probably have some sort of dysphoria, but these people are literally just women who feel the need to appropriate EVERYTHING after reading too much bl, and make sure ftms can never be taken seriously i thought all these attentionwhores died after 2021, but apparently some stuck around instead of becoming detransitioners who spread the word about the horrors of changing their name to Ash or Xavier for 6 monthsthe droves of 50 year olds with sissy kinks are way worse for optics, but something about these women really grinds my gearsmtf btw(feel free to shower with me with praise for my opinions trans guys)
>>42320271ftm femboys are the only realy femboyswhen have you ever seen otokonoko characters act like "femboys" do? when have you every seen such a character say they started crossdressing recently because they think it makes them cute? far more often, these characters were just raised to dress like that for weird bullshit anime reasons, if it's given an explanation at allftmfemboys were raised to present as girls and continue doing that, despite being guys.
>>42349706how you were raised doesn't matter, behaviour can be learnt, which is one of the main parts of transition they don't care about passing because it's all for a fetish/attention. being a feminine woman=nothing newbeing a feminine man=exotic and plays into a thing straight guys have about femboys fsr, which is nearly unachievable being a natal malei say nearly because cute cis femboys exist, but they're nearly always just twinks who dress more feminine, and once you've seen a few the difference is night and day
>>42347216>Why?because that's what you are
>>42349454ik she's a cis women, in her case its extra confusing tho because she transed when young into a pooner and now uses her pooner era pics as "omg i can't believe how bad things were before i became a femboy" bait and pretends to be amab, says men look like this too!! Literally evil.
>>42349706I used to think FtFemboys were cringe and fake but this truthnuke opened my eyes. It is true. You are one of the most prominent intellectuals on 4chan dot org.
Looks like dismissing the "What is a woman?" question for so long ended up biting us in the ass
>>42340396>supreme court judge asks a question>REEEEE NOOOO BLOODTHIRSTY CHUD SADISTIC SUBHUMAN REEEEE>this negative verdict proves that they are animals
We are taking away your hrt and you will be saved by the grace of Christ.Stop watching porn.Start lifting and start loving yourself. Porn has caused your brain unbearable damage.YWNBAW
>>42349952I pass THOt.chudette
>>42349961Hello there, fellow chuddette.Hugs.Unironically online chuds are now even below tranny chuds and it will never cease to be funny.
>two more weekshow many years have you been posting this thread, anon?>we>>42349875>you have to imagine a definition including 0.1% of people rather than just getting them as exceptions (as there was no issue with that for the past several decades) or we're going to take away your legal or medical rightsyou do seem like a sadistic subhuman, yesTo be clear, i also blame theyfab/theymab tards for this, however the argument was to be lost to begin with
Jason of /cum/ editionPrevious: >>42092689>QotTWhat other boards do you browse besides /lgbt/?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42345562built for bi cock
well /bigen/ I came to brag about how well I'm hitting it off with the femboy from another boardHe has just about the most perfect set of thighs you could ask a guy to have, and all his talk of wanting to suck my cock and get his face painted means a lot more now that he knows what it looks likeHe only lives a few states away, I really hope things keep going well so I can fuck his cute little brains out and have him sit in my lap while we play vidya together
I'm CUMMING for all the trannies with beautiful penises
I love my wife and we have great sex, but whenever I jerk off (every once in a while when I'm home alone) I fantasize exclusively about sucking dick. Never did anything gay irl though.
Sometimes I hear a story from normal people and I am reminded how normal peoples lives are extremely alien to mine.
I've been in denial of it for too long, and now I'm completely unable to accept it. I was never actually trans, all my dysphoria was fake and something I've gaslight myself into feeling, my desire to be a woman was fake, and I can't not perceive myself as a man, but I keep denying the only reasonable conclusion. That being me being cis.
>>42349210>you also don't wanna be a manI do want to be a man, but I'm just suppressing this desire for some reason. I feel like I'm ruining my life even more than it already is by being on estrogen, which is why I need to stop. It's just difficult to accept that I really just made a mistake.>understand that transitioning doesn't fix all your problemsI never believed it would, but I did foolishly believe I would feel better because of it.>Once you at the very least understand where specifically your problem lies and how to alleviate it and if it requires a lifestyle change and/or medicationI really should only focus on this, but at this point I'm just so exhausted of existence itself that it's borderline impossible to see any point in doing so
OP, a cis man wouldn't have taken estrogen for years. Go to therapy please
>>42349333My point stays the same. You probably just prefer being a man on estrogen but I'm not even gonna attempt to guess your identity at this point. I do see that you were thinking essentially what I said at one point and tried to medicate with estrogen. Again, stay on it but also try other things as well.Long story short, GO TO THERAPY!!!
>>42349682I never managed to be on estrogen for more than a couple months. It's hard to imagine that I'll manage to be years on it
>>42349697>You probably just prefer being a man on estrogenI don't, it has only downsides compared to being just a cis man, and in my case where both options make me miserable, I should just stick with the more pragmatic one, even if it's difficult to accept.>Long story short, GO TO THERAPY!!!I will, when I'll be able to get an actual appointment. It's unfortunately not that easy.Still, thank you for taking time and trying to help me
Me: reads poetry under red light, plays board games like agricola, goes to screenings of art films after having a hot cocoa at barnes & noble, enjoys modded meinkraft, listens to la dispute and rap by artists signed to the rhymesayers label, makes experimental electronic music using things like supercollider and vcvrack, likes to mess around with oil pastels and acrylic paint, str8 edge, favorite anime's usagi drop, big fan of cuddling, used to work in infosec, highly sarcastic, monogamous, lives in kantuckylooking for: femboys & troons to live w and do cute stuff wdiscord: sisyphean_struggle
>>42349846repper eyes
>>42349860rude!
I swear I've seen these as someone's pre transition pics
>>42349868>>42349907im comfy as a boy even if my hobbies and interests mainly overlap with girls'
>>42349846You looking for a wife on this site lol? Should’ve posted on frengen rlly
my body is utterly revolting and unfortunately there's no way out short of completely revamping everything about my life
What are some fun activities for femreppers to do
Get pregnant and raise children
>>42349273Go on T
>>42349282Yes
>>42349292Anon, I'm going to ram a broomstick up your ass like my favorite yaoi doujins
>>42349945Why do you need a broomstick? Can't you use your body?
I lowkirk just don’t know why like trannies. I know why I want one to call mommy it’s obviously some mental issue but I seriously don’t know why I like trannies. I am attracted to them physical but aside from that I don’t really try with cis women. It’s not that I don’t just like pussy I seriously feel like I have very bad poor socialization with them irl
>>42346322>>42346345Alright I’m sorry I’m sorry relax guys. I just say shit sometimes no biggie
>>42346414Keep looking
>>42346414We exist you goober you just gotta find us
>>42346322Kirkphobe
>>42346644Amen
