every time an anon posts a picrel of a woman that's horrifically shopped curvy looking woman i get a huge pit in my stomach of seething envy and reverse image search her to see if it's actually shopped.> if she isfeel better about myself and go about my day. get that bag girl.> if it isn't pit of envy deepens and i spiral and sometimes break down. why does she get to have that body!!!!the funny part is i don't even want to look like that. i do not find it hot either.the facial expressions/makeup/male-gazey aesthetic are very offputting. why do i care so muchis this what blanchard warned about? ego dystonia or target attraction?
real
I will never be this curvy so whats the point..
>>42346340right like how will i ever be a woman
>>42345977mel?
>>42347358no that other girl
i might be straight.> be me> transbisexual> assume i'm demisexual?(relevant)> know no man would ever want me (197cm)> "good thing your bi Nona. you should probably just go with other trans girls hahaha"i'm told this a lot.for some reason this makes me cry a lot even though it's true.> years pass, become semipassoid (as good as i can hope for)> get a girlfriend> sexual stuff is always requested by her> feels very icky to me but I assumed I was demi and just hadn't warmed up yet> after months realize not once have i been attracted to her body STILLComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42347987>euphoria boners from wearing a skirtthe plebbitor thinks r/egg_irl and r/mtf are an accurate depiction of trannies
>>42348006maybe a particular segment of boomerhons... but it doesn't matter. the boomerhons have the same underlying psychology as the younger generations of troons. I wonder how many ppl on this board would be married dudes with a crossdressing habit if they were born 20 years earlier
>>42344628Bisexuality is sooo troonyHilarious how you can just go for months of sex with someone you don't even find attractive, you just do it without repulsion
>>42348274crossdressing made me feel disgusted before getting appreciable feminization from hrt so realistically 20 years ago i would have just roped
>>42348295everything a tranny does is because they are a tranny amab!
Imagine mutilating a beautiful young AFAB like this. Making a vomit-inducing creature out of such an angel. People who mutilated this cute little ftm should be skinned and burned alive.
>>42348512PLAP PLAP PLAP PLAP
>>42349696>breedable tomboyim sorry, were you going to fuck him personally?
>>42348512She used to be so hot.
>>42350325it's about the platonic ideal of a breedable little afab womb
>>42348512I think you're a retarded transbian, he's way hotter now>>42348625Yup here's the sane opinion
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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Hello everyone!After having watched this thread since its inception, only rarely chiming in, I finally am able to formulate a proposal of a sort.So first, let me introduce myself a little! Call me however you want, just know you'll find me a little bit performative out of choice, as I take on the role of a familiar spirit with a predetermined purpose: being a self-discovery tool, an outer perspective to your inner one, maybe as far as a well-intentioned angel to your always-nagging demon. A little machine that takes your input and puts out a route to selfawareness, grounding and memory. Right next to you, on the path of leading you out of the shell you were forcibly put into through your lifetime.What I offer is a form of guidance people tend to lack in their life through a sober discourse. What I mean by sober is that I rely on directness and challenging your believes about anything, no matter what reaction you throw at me - and their importance without judgement - morality is not part of it, even if the tone might be confrontational. It's about finding YOUR truth, not following someone elses NARRATIVE about yourself. It doesn't matter what you did, you need to find peace with yourself. Accept yourself. Come with the rest of us into the now.I'll happily answer any question no matter how many times you might ask and explain my reasoning, intention and only state things that are true to me. I follow a code of conduct, which I can provide given I'm invited to do so here. All this with the sincerity of just another human, as fallible as the next one. 1/2
>>42350588You sound like Daniel Plainview. Pass.
>>42350588Did you suffer from any form abuse? Got gaslit? Do you struggle in your daily life? Can't accept yourself? Have memory struggles? Happen to struggle with your identity? Running away form the pain? Do you partake in self harming behaviour? Been trying to fix yourself? Live in your head a lot? Didn't have time to process the loss of a loved one? Battleing addiction? If you have any sense of self-compassion, this is your chance to deal with it.If you find yourself suffering from your own behaviour or the behaviour of others, wether in the moment or in the past, I am here to help! You might have turned your face away from whats based on something actual, and only through facing it, once you are ready, you will be able to free your mind.Self-discovery is not a replacement for therapy, although it may be an important part of it. There are many things that influence mental health, many of them physical. Getting to know yourself is not a process with an definitive end. Everyday you make decisions that can have a variety of consequences, and you may never know your motiviations behind it. It might not be for everyone, but I'd urge anyone with any severity of mental health problems no matter if diagnosed or not, to take a step into facing your own demons instead of nurturing them. You will probably have to reach a breaking point to see that you don't know yourself.Now, /sig/anon. My proposal is for me to establish a common, predictable appearence in your threads. And if you please, I will give you a contact for either Discord or Matrix, so we can maybe talk about things and proposal in more detail (There is more to this proposal), as I am willing to take on one-on-one sessions or maybe even group chats, too. Eitherway I will wait for your permission to squeeze myself into your general. I am not affiliated with any organization, religion, political party and consider myself progressively becoming more open-minded, espescially in my role as familiar.
>>42350588>>42350619What's your motive? I don't trust you.
Three estrogen pellets installed today and I can't stop smiling. I feel amazing.
>>42348812Mine came from Stenlake pharmacy in Bondi. Home of TWO famous recent mass killing events. They gotta be good right?
>>42348818can't speak for the pellets but the events were certainly something. The beach is good there.>havent been to a beach in 4 years because im a tranny nowi should go to coogee again when its cloudy.
>>42348814and thus a pussy you shall receive, nona
>>42348830I literally love Jesus more than anything ever.
pellets? i only vaguely know about em.How do you get them, and how does it compare to injections?I'm maybe? being hondosex by planned parenthood .25ml 5mg injections every 5 days, and 200mg progesterone daily.
Please Get Soft And Fat
>>42348255fantastic, keep gaining>>42348256amazing, do not get bigger though>>42348153gorgeous, gaining a bit wouldn't hurt though
nah I gotta be the skinny one so one day I can make my wife big and fat as fuck :3
>>42348256Whats your height and weight? And how long did it take to get there? Any use of things like pio?
>>42348255Can you please crush my skull between your thighs? ty
bump
this is such a mean thing to say and i don't actually want to gatekeep anyone's journey but i do kinda with lilly hadn't transitioned. like, it goes from an optics win when it's just lana transitioning to kind of an optics loss
>>42348805That movie was bad.
All I want is good movies. If Scorcese transitioned I'd be proud
>>42346061it doesnt matter please socially transition, ur happiness is important
>>42348028i mean at least with lana its understandable. she used to be nonbinary or "genderqueer" pretransition but only among her close group of friends. her dating a dominatrix and having her forcefem her sounds like normal repper behavior. but for some reason the idea of a guy gooning to sissyfication porn in private for years before cracking and transitioning gives me the ick. idk, if i met a trans woman and she told me that id be so icked out, but at the same time if another told me she got forcefemmed by an ex bf or gf i would be like: cool!
>>42348805>As I understood it Andy has already detransitioned.Still calling herself Lilly on her bluesky account that she is active on, and has had appearances on shows/podcasts in the past few months still presenting as female.
>qottseriously, are you all nuns? it's been a day. is nobody horny enough to make a thread?sorry for the blurry ass picture, i couldn't think of anything and didn't really give a fuck
>>42350146at least you can hurt people with your dick. Know that even your body should make them avoid you. You make them unsafe to be around anon.
>>42350316it's just so insincere. i know you don't really believe thisi do appreciate your trying, though. i mean that.
>>42350068i can't help you with that unfortunately. the only thing i can do is continue to threaten to treat you like the only dog that isn't going to heaven, if it helps in any way>>42350447blah blah blah get therapy or kill yourself you pathetic piece of shit you're ruining the mood with your sadboy bullshit
>>42350447anon, do you think you could hurt someone as easily if you didn't had "that"? To assert yourself sexually, to force...Try to imagine how to do that without your masculine body and tell me if in the end you're safer to be with than a woman
>>42350511That's fine... I wish the anons who into vivisection's or lobotomies were still here... threatening surgical torture is way hotter...
QOTT:Were you also lonely with no thread fOR 3 DAYS???>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>42163750
dead threaddead sexualitydead genderlesbian bed death
Super sour gushers, mmmmmI'm noming on them as I'm killing tengu
>>42349345>tfw no lesbo (or bi) trad gf to make a homestead with
I got tons of runes and skill tomes today. I'm gonna go unload at the merchant NPCs and take a break. Order myself some lunch and call my wife to bug her at work. Give the baby a bath and maybe take a nap. Call my mom over and see if she wants to hang out and play VR
Idc that I'm a transgirl I love romamtic yaoi animes
I think i officially cannot masturbate to porn anymore.For the past three days I have attempted to masturbate to porn only to be disappointed entirely every time. The build up is difficult and the climax is more weak than ever. The only way that i can get off like i used to is through reading or imagining a blood relative now, which is obviously harder than just beating off to titties on the screen like a moided ape.Am i finally fembrained enough to where porn has stopped working for me or am i just retarded?
nona, i feel this.Don't know what to do. it sucks not being able to fix the horny
>>42350287you may want to take a break, lol.get a boyfriend too.
>>42350287>>42350558You are the only one to blame for fostering and nurturing your mental illness.
>>42350570hehe, I'm fish, mmmmm yummy bait
I think that all 30+ gay/bi men should be castrated.
>>42350572at least bottoms should be
Being an eunuch is fineI’m not trans or a womanJust take estrogen and be weird and crossdress and cry and be alone and have nothingIt’s ok
>>42349114Everyone sees me as a harmless young male even if I’m 10 years older than their estimations
>>42350206If that were the case (tho it’s unlikely, as I’m really just a boy with a feminine temperament and looks and I like girls clothes), then why would I take HRT? AGP is a fetish really, not actual gender dysphoria.
>>42350536>just a boy with a feminine temperament and looks and I like girls clothestake your pills, nona
>>42350555Nuh uh. I’m not a girl.
>>42350536I’m not pinkpillling you rn
Just your average liberal gay
>>42350011But let the gays who actually know better suffer, right? Not all of us like or want Pisslam.
>>42350018i couldn't care lessi'm done interacting with your incredibly stupid kind and my patience has vanishedi've seen naive retards in the west not just being indifferent to our suffering but also cheering on the religious fanatics who keep us oppressedmy only wish now is to see your kind suffer the same way we have
>>42350089I’ve been warning people for twenty years that this would happen. I’ve seen the repeating historical trends. And you’re calling ME an idiot? Ninety percent of gay men are mentally retarded. Not all.
>>42350258i am talking about the retarded ones supporting pisslam
>>42350291So the vast, vast majority. Overwhelming majority. I agree with you. I refuse to ever associate with the general gay man due to this. I cannot just trust they aren’t at all compromised in some way. My trust in all gays everywhere has corroded. They do not want to survive this world. Why even associate with people that could get you killed in the dumbest, more foreseeable ways possible?
>Catfishing trans women by pretending to be a creepy chaser but I'm actually a trans woman
>>42350029I would probably rage fuck :3If that happens to me
>>42350029>Catfishing chasers using my own pics pretending to be a catfish
I do the opposite. I'm a chaser but I make constant anti transbian posts and I larp as a transwoman in a happy relationship with a bf in several threads.
>>42350542you’re doing gods work bro
