I have no idea what to do anymore. I got hrt at 14 and don't pass. How is that physically possible. Sometimes when I'm meeting new people I lie and say I got it at 18 or something because how the fuck can someone seriously say oh yea I've been transitioning for 6 years and I'm still a manmoding never passer (ok reasonably maybe after multiple rounds of ffs i'd pass). i have yet to see a single person like me. i finished puberty at early 14 and am essentially a midshit (hrt after puberty). i had woke parents. what the fuck. like. HOW. what did i do. i was a good kid. i had good karma. luckshits, youngshits, the average MIDSHIT, mogs me. the fact that 90% of the people who transitioned even 2 years after me mog me makes me wanna bite the bullet. so yea. anyone else like me? doubt it. this place is dead anyways.
>>42203923>is the manmode actually workingonce ever two dozen interactions where i am gendered do i get gendered female.>>42203901i've already done so. i've seen 4chans opinion on my face many times. also this is a more emotionally vulnerable post i dont want someone bullying me rn.
>>42203940any voice training? is this with “manmode”? if you mean 1/20 when you are trying not to look like a woman that’s different from 1/20 dressed well with reasonable voice. I think 1/20 malefail would be pretty good rate but i never boymoded or whatever so idk
>>42203659I started DIY HRT at late 14 / early 15 and my facial structure is still male and voice dropped. I am also more of an early midshit than an actual youngshit, and I hate how people think if you start at this age that you are bound to make it, when it isn't true.
>>42203991holy shit. hi. i've never met anyone like me. wanna talk?>>42203966i've voice trained to my capabilities. i cant achieve a cis sounding voice after 6 years of effort. idk watcha want me to do. also this is in manmode
>>42204034Yeah sure we can talk, but my parents aren't woke, I did it all by myself and got into lots of trouble for DIYing, and yet I persisted. I'm not from the US but from Croatia (you might've seen some threads from me around here);@_rozzii
>qott: >t: do you let your body hair grow?>chaser: what's your limit on body hair?
Is it weirder to want to treat someone like a dog during sex or to want to be treated like a dog during sex? Trying to settle an argument. If you live near the Oklahoma/Arkansas/Missouri/Kansas borders I can exchange answers with sexual favors. Otherwise you can just have my sincere thanks.>>42201821Don't care if someone shaves or not. Doesn't correlate with good sex imo. Maybe slight preference for shaved or tasteful landscaping because inhaling a pube during oral sex fucking sucks.
>>42203794Has there ever been a hornygen that wasn't started by some disgusting freak? I feel like it's a sin-eater type situation. OP gets to be as disgusting as they want, and we are absolved of all shame for posting in a hornygen thread.
>>42203839Last one wasn't
Hair is hot
tfw no bulge to worship
Low key thinking about content creation because I barely made it financially last yearAnyone have any experience and willing to shed some light?
>>42204038I produce content all day, and pass it into the toilet every so often. Has no financial impact.
>>42204046Is this supposed to be funny
>>42204066Yes.
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42116992
>make gf stuffed toy for christmas>make it look helpless and stupid and pathetic so it's more cute>she says it looks just like me
>>42198867And when that man will want to use your front hole?
>See something arousing>Think about attempting to masturbate>Try>Immediately confused, filled with self disgust, arousal gone, also can't find the fucking thing>Dysphoria triggered for the next hour
no one on properly understands Blanchardian typology when applied to natal femalesmoidreppers/mtf's:hsts = trutrans (transitioning largely out of social pressure due to being naturally feminine and a faggot, conformist, wants to assimilate, escape homophobia and not be viewed as an outlier in their natal sex, thus fembrained and "valid") AGP = faketrans (transitioning due to a fetish, stands out in a crowd, lustful, more likely to be mentally ill, usually a loser and/or a social failure, thus malebrained and "invalid")femreppers/ftm's:hsts = faketrans (transitioning largely out of social pressure due to being naturally masculine and a dyke, conformist, wants to assimilate, escape homophobia and not be viewed as an outlier in their natal sex, thus fembrained and "invalid") AAP = trutrans (transitioning due to a fetish, stands out in a crowd, lustful, more likely to be mentally ill, usually a loser and/or a social failure, thus malebrained and "valid")
>>42204119>no one on properly understands Blanchardian typologyno one on here*
I would be lying if I didn't admit that, as a pooner, a cute shaved guy with a limp small dick (ideally locked away) and a buttplug in his tight pink hole waiting for me at home after a long day of work wouldn't be the ideal relationship.
>>42204078didnt you post this exact thread yesterday
>>42204121Yes, and there was a really cute person replying but I responded to late and by then they were gone...
>>42204127*too late
I've been on hrt for 3 months. Please tell me in great length if i have potential or not. thanks.https://litter.catbox moe/pw2rywub7e0umvx3.pngbrutal side profilehttps://litter.catbox moe/qsj13od9al91ifqg.pngfront profilealso please don't post my face. i dont want my face here forever.
>>42203784whats said is said. you can fix ur browbridge but ur midface is fucked. find other means of passing besides your face. dont be a retard spammer and beg for the same shit or hugboxing. nobodys gonna hugbox ur honness, sorry
>>42203861yeah ur right. sorry for being annoying i was panicing ig.
>>42203900lol was fucking w you ur face is fine. just get some ffs and 3 years of E and youll pass as a albeit a little ugly but deff a woman
>>42203909thank you? i dont know if im still being fucked with sorry. i've had a horrible couple days spiraling to the point im so feabled im posting my face on here. also some guy did a whole thread on it :sob: thats prob gonna fuck up something in the future. thank you tho if ur genuine and i hope so. ugly woman is my dream scenario desu
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>get addicted to sissy porn, cuckold, humiliation etc when I was a teenager>doom for 10 years I'll never be able to have a normal life or relationship because of my sexuality>get gf>fall in love with her>no longer any desire to be a sissy or a cuck etc>still watch porn but watch straight porn and don't imagine myself as a woman>mfw getting a gf turned me straight
>>42200733My most recent ex was more passive which let me step into a more masculine role in the relationship. That was nice sometimes. The problem was the bedroom. She had some hangups from an ovarian tortion when she was young that made her very cautious, and topping her was very hit or miss for me. And I was of course crossdressing etc as my primary release the whole time we were together.I think we're different. I was agp for as long as I can remember, long before discovering porn. And I don't like cuck stuff. Maybe for you it was just a porn/fetish thing. Glad you've moved on to something better
>>42200733see you in 5 years when it comes backIf it doesn't, good for you.
>>42200669better hope she doesn't eventually cheat and leave you (she will)i do hope you make a lot of nice memories with her in the meantime. it's worth it desu.
>>42200669i did this and it didn’t work
>>42200669See you in maximum 10 years when this comes back.I was firmly convinced I "grew out of it" for almost a decade. Then it came back 100 times more intense.Now I'm transitioning.I will pray this won't be the case for you. But, statistically, it's very likely that it will be.
>Be me 18 mtf hrt at 15 ugly but pass>have a hot like 40 yr old neighbour>We drink a lot together>we have a weird sexual tension thing going on recently he stared at me naked through my window and then called me pretty>New years eve I have no plans he offers drinks>Say yes>We're drinking pretty heavily i'm fucked up so is he>We start talking about the future and I cry because tranny no prospects>He sits beside me and comforts me>I drunkenly kiss him>pushes me off says he's too old and would feel weird>Apologize>After a while I start talking about my ex>he comforts me more>forgorComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42203128Bruh this whole ass thread is giving weird pedo vibes
>>42201797Yeah, she better be careful. He might dick her down so good nothing else compares. Would be such a tragedy STFU nerd. Clutch your pearls elsewhere. I fucked older when I was younger and I fuck younger now that I'm older. ±>10yrsThe only thing I regret is not fucking them at least once more
>>42201453there is literally nothing wrong with having sex with men that are the same age as your dad
i dont get people who pearl clutch about age gaps. an 18 year old is old enough to decide who they wanna fuck. its none of your business what they do with their bodies or with whom. you are literally policing adults having sex with adults. the world isnt a kindergarten and youre not the nanny of other adults. grow up.>>42202684that is actually so fucking sick, literally criminalizing drunken sex. going to prison for mutually consensual sex. this is the world the pearl clutchers want.
>>42204053>going to prison for mutually consensual sex. this is the world the pearl clutchers want.Truthnuke
why do trannies and reppers end up dating so often?
>>42201483Reppers seek them out to live vicariously through or mistake their desire for sexual attraction and straight mtfs are excited to be wanted
We got along so well as friends and she showed interest in me. i didnt think i was trans enough to be trans. I just had a casual interest in it before
>>42201483What an odd question. Reppers and trannies are still sexual and emotional beings. Reppers already have a tough life, why would they repress even more of their core being?I want(ed) to be desired and I want(ed) the warmth of a man. And eventually I fell in love. What's so wrong about that?t. former repper, now a functional and moderately happy woman
>>42204090Trannies don’t want sex, at least in the normal sense. Estrogen completely breaks down their sexual function and drive. Just leaves the neuroticism women have and their desire to be wanted.
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42198173>What are strawberry sandos actually like? I imagine them very mellow in flavor besides the strawberries, somehow. Yeah, if I ever explained the recipe I use it’s been some time. For the cream, I microwave 8 ounces of cream cheese until soft, then mix it with an equal amount of low fat Greek yogurt and some honey. I buy sliced brioche for the bread. I lightly toast the bread, wrap each sandwich in foil and put it in the freezer for about an hour to firm up the cream. There’s a subtle sweetness to the cream. It’s a great snack or dessert, I’ve been making them regularly for a couple of years now.
Need to lock in, work starting in 3 days. I don't feel ready, even though I shouldn't have issues doing the job.I guess I'm gonna miss neeting it up but money will be nice anyway, back to waking up at 4:30 : (
>>42198173Happy New Year!>I see! How big is the town you live in? It sounds like you are generally looking in sensible places, you could broaden your search by looking in places relevant to your interests (making more friends which might develop into partners)I live in a decently sized city. Unforunately the gay scene isn't as big as it should be for a city this size. I feel like I'm wrong here, but unless I'm dancing with my friends in a bar, I'm generally quite 'straight passing' which I feel is a turn off for a lot of fem/androgynous guys who are more 'visibly queer'
bump!
>>42198374>Just so I get it, is it about, like, a Ba thesis?Not a thesis, but the research was supposed to replace some elective credits I needed to graduate with my bach degree. I signed up for a class with this contingency in mind, but by the time I got to it, I was already on the waitlist. I'm hoping he just forgot, or something, but after telling me, he was going to send me the information the Friday after the semester ended (and never actually doing that) I haven't heard a peep. If the guy didn't want me in his lab or working with him, he could have just said so already, I wouldn't be offended. I mean, he approached me, he took me to his damn lab and everything. It's also possible I dodged a bullet, there was some weird shit about it all.>Hm, how many hours of sleep do you get with that schedule? Did you try going to bed earlier?Probably about 8-10 hours, depending. Tried going to bed earlier, but ended up reading a bit to try to turn make myself tired. *Oops!* spent 2 hours reading an account of an arctic expedition from the 19th century. Silly fucking me.>Look out for points of friction.Strength training is just miserable for me, I'm not naturally athletic or muscular. Cardio is an easier sell and makes feel ecstatic. I guess getting the clothes is the first thing, having some water, setting up myself with some music, and then getting a timer going if needed. Psyching myself up is the most arduous part. My pullup bar is in my yard, so it's a little inconvenient to have to go out during winter, and constantly having to have the clothes to run outside is a bit fucking annoying.>leverage the social aspects you talked about itIt's harder for me. Not really knowing anyone in the area anymore, having to go far to see cool shit, being firmly against most social media, having a strange sense of humor, and having fairly atrophied (if they were ever developed) social muscles makes it difficult. The degenerate sleep schedule doesn't help.
hi everyone i want to kill myself>going on 21>weirdo dating the now-going-on-36 year old trans lady>now transitioning for like three months>haven't gone anywhere>all desire to make art has been gone for years, longing to program and play guitar and make doom maps is gone. every hobby is a "used to". can't even consistently read a book.>still no friends, i tried to make friends at my extremely brief fling with college [that ended because i realized i couldn't do enough courses in-time and it'd be wisest to pull out of higher education before I shot myself in the foot] and that went poorly. no spaghetti-spilling events, just the impending sense the very few people i spoke to were already "set" in their friend groups and wanted not a soul extra in their lives. that's understandable.>i also hit it off with people significantly older than myself, met by way of my girlfriend, but they have yknow, lives, and shit, that have no room left. i don't really want a part in them myself, seeing as they're pretty boring - not really stay-awake types, naturally.>still have no job prospects, if I'm going to be honest I gave up on trying to get a job, but because of recent happenings I guess I'll have to go and try to find a job again. it probably will not succeed.[1/2]
>i went to therapy for several months and it went literally nowhere. the breaking point was when the therapist focused, pretty concerningly, on a moment where i was angry at my girlfriend. i can't even remember the moment, but these are two traumatized trans women having a moment of slight anger that began and ended within about 40 minutes. the therapist focused on this anger like it was a serious issue. i'll agree i'm an angry person but i think the momentary, explainable, probably reasonable, and well-handled anger between two people who live with eachother and deal with eachother every day is *not* worth any time and was frankly insulting knowing what really concerning domestic anger is - being both a victim, perpetrator, and witness of it in regards to my parents.[2/3]
>i now live with my girlfriend as said before. it's nice i guess but i think it's taking its toll on her. im the one that makes the dinner and cleans the house etc. etc. etc. I have developed severe microplastic OCD which lead to my gf throwing out hundreds of dollars worth of random plastic bullshit and replacing it with expensive stainless steel cookware. it's nice but she does reasonably resent me for it.>we've had issues where there were severe misunderstandings with what was expected of me as basically a housewife. yknow basically me being a lazy shit that'd only do the dishes and call it a day. i feel bad about that.>i've taken to budgeting for the household alongside planning grocery trips>recently gf has reached a point of utter frustration with me going nowhere financially speaking, giving an example of her being unable to take work off for a month. that's an extremely unrealistic expectation for basically everyone with a fucking job in this economy, and if not by the grace of others i'd be utterly fucked so i'm not an exception sans other people's own kindness and i acknowledge and am thankful for that, but ok i get it. volunteer or whatever the fuck>i feel awful not just because I'd be losing my place of residence and access to food and nice shit, but also the fact that I honestly feel like my gf is the only person who loves me[3/3]
Thanks to all the ‘Queers for Palestine’ morons we’re now seeing a resurgence in actually high iq homosexuals who sexually HAVE a survival instinct and don’t feel like sucking off their future murderers
>>42196322Wrong
Notice how these threads always go dead silent because gays don’t want to admit how stupid they are
>>42189433I agree with both of these actually
>>42200270free palestine and kys for contributing to the lgbt political tourist crisis
>>42195008Their salt quota?
I regularly come to this board to remind myself that I am not a tranny. Seeing how horrible gender dysphoria really is always reassures me that I'm just overly dramatic and feel nothing like it. I'm really sorry you are suffering so much because of mere chance
>>42198262>I just dont want masculine elements on meTake your pills. You are dysphoric
>>42197521Still need to watch this movie someday
>>42198262Do you hate and feel genuine existential dread, when thinking about your male attributes to where it becomes difficult to function? That’s the question Basically you should ask if it’s worth trooning or not.
I regularly come to this board to look at pictures of cute trannies and cute boymoder drawings. No other reason, really.Oh, but occasionally I join a thread to post antisemitism or racism. Lots of deluded leftists on this board yknow
i want to know if you started hrt because you gooned too hard to the idea of being the opposite sext. manmoder who gooned too hard to the idea of being a woman
>>42199000>But I want to try because I think I would be really happy if I could pass and live as a girl. Theres another side I forgot to mention where I get INSANELY jealous of passing trans women, especially in situations where chasers want them to top them.
surviving mgm as a pre pubescent kid. escaping my trauma. retaking control of my body. when i get srs done itll be a ''mutilation'' of my own choosing. and i will finally be able to put it behind me for good. and be ''fixed''.
i dont think so it was something that kicked in bad with puberty and i only knew of straight porn then but already had sexual experiences with boys and girls too.the irony is hrt fixed alot of my problems
>>42198509Comments like this make me not willing to post advice.I have graduated to just being a woman and that's precisely why I want to help other nonas to do just that too.It's quite unfortunate that this board has developed such a crabs in the bucket mentality.
>>42196455Can you elaborate? What is the shitty mindset you think I have?I'm genuinely compassionate to dysphorics but other than offering very practical and actionable advice on how to improve, what else can I do?>>42196469>You "really wanted" to be a woman which is different, sounds more gender euphoric than transmaxxyWhat's the practical difference?In practice transition was indeed an improvement in everything (no difference from a transmaxxer) and I stay on hrt precisely because of the result. Is that euphoric? And if yes, then what's the distinction given that transmaxxers also do it for the practical outcomes?I'm not disputing your distinction, I'm just trying to understand it.Sure, I really wanted to be a woman and I am certainly happier since I became one but it's primarily due to the benefits. I'm no longer a neet failed man, but a successful woman with a boyfriend, functional social life and finances in order.
there’s a girl who i have seen and i want to see if she wants to hang out but it feels really weird to just ask that :< she’s a cashier at a quiet shop, do i just go talk to her? help
>>42203989how do you present are you a boymoder or a pooner or a repbro or a lezzer or what
>>42203989are you trying to hang out with her because you're attracted to her or you genuinely just want friends? anyway>hey im trying to make friends and i just wondered if maybe you wanna hang out sometime?If you're just attracted to her, say you think she's really pretty and you were wondering if you could get her number.making intentions known is good
>>42204009i’m a lesbian looking bitch i think>>42204011kinda both :S i think she’s pretty but i woukd just genuinely like to be friends with her this is helpful tho thanku:3
Asking to hangout as a first interaction would scare her off likely. If you've been served by her before, take note of how she talks to you - does she do the exchange with minimal pleasantries, is she rushing, does she make eye contact? If yes then she's probably okay with small talk, start there: compliment whatever it is about her that made you interested, this is an invitation for a conservation. She will likely not be direct about not being interested because she's on the clock, so try and be sensitive to this potential.
