>>42311420
no

>>42311420
No, if you have a dick you're game in the gay world.
Also, Tony soprano was loaded, so women would want him regardless

>>42310652
How much do they question you if you just ask to check for T levels? If you just say you're prescribed TRT or something do they need proof?
The bodybuilder route seems a bit of a stretch but as long as they let you get away with it legally that might work.
I'm an Ameritard though so this is just blind assumptions.

>>42310777
I have no idea. All I've heard is that some people are denied blood tests because they are on DIY HRT due to being transgender

>>42310652
sapphic bison
trans led at home blood test source it's like £28

>>42310867
I heard finger prick tests were inaccurate though

>>42311096
margin of error is like 10% compared to venous

not really much difference

>>42311650
Everyone can get rib flare regardless of age or sex or weight. It's a breathing/posture issue.

>>42311600
>>42311650
Oh I get it now

>>42311627
okay, but my point is that brainworms are coming from yourself, not other people. it's not other people's responsibility to look a certain way so you don't feel bad. the truth is that even if filters or frauding didn't exist, there would be people in the world who are more attractive or more passing than you. you need to find a way to cope that isn't just pretending attractive people don't exist and projecting your insecurities onto random photos from the internet

>>42311703
>>42311342
So yes?

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>>42311465
Actually insane

Finally have it a little bit better put together for the second term of uni, crammed shit hours before the exams and did alright. Went to the gym today and trying for 3 days a week.

Its so surreal not being completely fucking misreable all the time. /lgbt/ did make me go into a little spiral of >tfw no bf but that's it. Still need to fix my sleep schedule, staying up late today so I don't sleep 6pm - 4am.

My theory is that after like 3 months of taking vitamin d pills the doctor gave me my vit d levels are good probably for the first time in a very long time. The doctor gave me these massive 50,000iu pills which were very hard to swallow and then I switched to regular pills as I couldn't afford any more.

Felt like blogposting,remember to get your vitamin levels checked if you can (if you can...) I went to the doctor because my hair was falling out and I thought I was balding lolz

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>>42267633
Cooked myself today, a simple dish (penne in a garlic tomato sauce), but filling and tasty.
I'm glad I did, in spite of the .. subpar kitchen I had to work with (moving again).
>>42268048
I think romantic relationships may be too few and far between to be a good place to try and rebuild trust. What about friends? I think building trust with people close to you in a platonic sort of way is probably the best way to go.
>>42268568
I think it's the kinda white lie to protect your privacy any functioning adult should expect of people. Maybe that's an extreme stance but I was raised with a "nobody is entitled to your personal info" sorta mindset. I think you are doing well on that front.
>Been waking up at 4:15
Christ almighty..
>>42268842
>>42269105
Oh this is very good, Anon!
Noted, and putting it in the resources! I have.. a bit of a to do list I need to work off, actually! I very much appreciate it!
>You might want to mirror or archive these eventually in case Kohn’s personal website shuts down.
Oh yes I might convert them to markdown and put them in the external posts/blog paste! Good thinking, Anon.

>>42268193
>You gonna try not doing it once a week for a start?
Probably twice a week, once a week feels like too little
>what exactly do you feel you struggle with most?
Everything, from eye contact to knowing what to say to people to body language, it's like I'm barely human in that aspect
I think it's because I'm neurodivergent

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>>42269227
It sounds like a good idea, generally. You could try and see if you can opt for a workplace that supports WFH, but the more long-term sustainable solution would be to expose you to the anxiety, safely and at your own pace. Maybe driving with a friend? Even just sitting in the car in bad weather might be a start to get you accustomed. It is a thing that you can rid yourself off with salami tactics like those where you keep pushing the limits of your comfort.
>>42269733
I'm glad to hear the board games are getting easier, any particular one you enjoyed in particular so far? Just curious about the types you wound up playing!
>Basically when I'm not working my day job, I am doing something that might be good for my brain.
First of all, that it awesome that you are working hard on yourself! But if it's alright I gotta stress that you must also look out to not burn yourself out, okay?
>I hope you get to rest soon!
Thank you so much, Anon. My love also pushed me to make sure I don't overexert myself, just had a talk today actually. I'm trying, and the weekend helped a great deal.
>>42270143
I know the other Anon already asked but just letting you know we're here for you if you wanna talk about it.
>>42271430
>they relly on me but i cant...i cant love them truly
What does it mean to you? Do you feel detached from people, try expressing the ways in which you are, and try recalling how it was in the past for you. I think it is worth exploring what the terms of what you would consider love actually are to understand why you feel like you don't give enough of it. At least that is how I understand you here.
>>42274002
No biggie Anon, I'm always glad to listen, even if I take a while to respond.

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>>42270777
>It's just pathetic.
I understand that this disdain for your situation, but I don't think it pathetic at all, you are in a shitty situation and have not been given the tools to aptly resolve it, so you ask for help. Being stuck is not a weakness of character, often it is just a lack of critical resources. I am glad you came. To recap, you are lonely and want to make meaningful connections with people,
>Earlier today i got criticized for something(rightfully so) and before i could even process
>i'm also too retarded to even work and support myself.
you consider yourself incapable (in what ways? how does your "retardation" manifest?), consider getting a job I assume (what are your qualifications?)
>I would also like to troon
wanna transition,
>I'm feeling very overwhelmed right now
> it mentally i already started to swear before catching myself in surprise.
and need help grounding yourself/cope with emotions as the crop up. I do think Panty raises a good point with trying out therapy, but we do have resources that might help you on top.
There's multiple fronts to tackle at once here so I will try simple, would you perhaps wanna try and find people who share your interests, it's a common hack getting to know people if your location allows.
>>42271510
>>42271840
Being over 30 myself I assure you it is by far not as bad as it seems, but I get *why* you set that goal like this. I think that big, overarching, abstract goals like "fix life" lack concreteness though and can often make our lives miserable, this is why I tend to stress the utility of SMART goals ITT. If you want we can try and subdivide the nebulous goal of getting shit together into smaller goals that feel more attainable, because without a concrete set of small goals the pressure will only build for you.

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>>42311763
you dont get fat distribution if there isnt fat in your body, at least half of tranners dont understand that simple concept

>>42311763
being a passing black tranny is harder then being a passing indian tranny tbqh. its the same reason why black/brown pooners are almost always passoids

>>42311792
I don't think it's true some tranners do nothing and end up with a fem body

>>42311835
nta but those alr had a fem body to begin with

>>42311763
its kinda funny cus the one on the right is short but hes like fucked anyways. ig even w being short u cant escape a bad build

Good morning the wind howls outside, it’s oddly warm and raining

>>42305988
I am awake entirely too early for a weekend and it's a frozen wasteland here.
(It's not thaaat bad but it is below freezing.)

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>>42307777
Don’t worry the weather made a fool of me here

Okay I’m awake again time to go to the store

I’m curious how many people here are immune compromised and have to be kinda precautious about getting sick

>>42312006
i would not like that i think

People who are nice to me >>>>>>>>>> Chasers

>>42312004
someones still bitter i see ^^

>>42312009
you are made for ripped and tatted chaser cock

>>42312009
it tells me this thread is not safe for you, these transbians will teamup vs you

>>42311208
in hindsight this was very mean n i apologise

>>42311449
I honestly deserve it i was nasty to people all my life. Yeah it sucks but i'm genuinely not a good person and i reap what i sow karmically speaking.

i don't think it was mean enough, it's not enough until he never posts here again

>>42311208
if it's a joke, it's not funny anymore and the bit should be let go

it stopped being funny after the first day, if it was ever actually funny at all. there's no reason for him to be here other than him baiting for reactions

>>42311218
I've had many of these over the years (chasergen in '18 was a lot of this before the yearly purge came), having anons that can have these is a big part of why I swing by here from time to time. Thank you for being one of those.
>but it does feel like he ruined other men for me...
How did he do that? Might come in handy with some future girl of mine.

>>42311263
I really wish I knew how he did that because I could then deconstruct that relation and it would be easier to move on from him.
I guess it's his confidence, how assertive and possesive he can be, his Intelligence and academic background. Like, there really is nothing better than having intense intellectual discourse in the evening followed by being used and abused by him in bed. I don't know, it's the way how deeply he knows me which is wierd he got to this point because I'm at least a bit guarded at all times so I guess there were a lot of moments when I was off guard with him. Like, he leads and I follow. I guess it's mostly that he took the time to get to really know me and because he's smart af he saw things that I don't let to be seen for others and then he knew exactly what to say and do with me

>>42311378
On the upside, you know some social circles where the next Mr Perfect might come from, which can inform your filtering of your current suitors. Then again, you can meet intelligent academics with a taste for making a woman obsessed with them in places outside of academia too.
This is good, it means you know one way in which a man can be a really good match for you. I hope you find the one that'll be that, without the current downsides. Good luck nona, it was a pleasure chatting with you. I'll be heading out, real life calls.

>>42296431
Attractive men don't want trannies long-term

>>42311474
it was a pleasure talking with you too ^^
good luck with your stuff and take care anon

>>42303500
>What are you doing in a twink general
oogling kids

>>42308024
wha, he looks like he's 23/24

>>42307805
oh right so the ribcages and facial masculinisation?

>>42307926
cute imo

>>42308024
Haha I know you're anymore here. You want to make me feel like shit at any cost lmao.

>>42308157
>>42308162
>>42308576
That's actually what most people guess so you guys are right on the money hehehe

>>42309552
>>42308157
Thank you
(´ω｀*)
My choices were HRT or kill myself in a few years as I masculinize further. I chose life so here's typing i make it

>>42311366
if you developed dysphoria after or late in puberty you are agp

>>42311438
If you developed dysphoria *ever* then you're AGP. You don't get a pass just because you jeeped out young.

>>42311451
AGP = developing dysphoria due to sexual fetishes, how do you have sexual fetishes pre puberty?

>>42311513
Prepubertal AGP is typically interpersonal AGP or a platonic crush on an imagined version of oneself as female.

>>42311560
>I'm retarded

>>42311448
and i am saying that if ice cared about any of that, they would go where the illegals actually are, instead of where the white liberals are. under the view that ice's goal is to deport illegal immigrants, minneapolis is a poor target, with an unusually small foreign-born population for a city of its size.
if you look at CSA population, minneapolis-st. paul is 16th in the country. above it at 15th is orlando, which has a foreign-born percentage 4x minneapolis (24%). below it at 17th is denver, with double minneapolis's foreign-born percentage at over 13%. minneapolis is being targeted because donald trump wants to make a show of punishing the people and government of it and of the state of minnesota, not because it has a bunch of illegal immigrants.

>>42311609
you know ice is in denver too

>>42311682
the common factor between minneapolis-saint paul and denver is that they are the seats of government for states hostile to the trump regime

>>42311774
Yes, ICE is deployed to the cities in the states where the local law enforcement isnt helping do jobs ice for it.
You dont need to deploy ice to comb cities where cops already arrest and forward illegals to immigration during normal work. ICE needs to be deployed to clean up the places that have made open statements on refusing to comply with the law. This isnt a hard concept to understand.
Texas state police and local cops are running riot in the border towns without ice.

>>42311798
>Texas state police and local cops are running riot in the border towns without ice.
maybe in the border towns, i can't speak for that personally
not in the rest of the state lol

>>42308450
absolutely

>>42308821
why don't you spend it on welding equipment and electronic components instead of opioids they are bad for you

>>42308821
>jewish psyop
>opoids
Yeah, I'm sure your android is the thing stopping you from passing, hon.

>>42308450
It's NPC brained

all classes of women and middle/upper class men use iphones and poors/autists use androids. android is a major turnoff to me. get ur bread up broke boy

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>So many murders take place in locked rooms. You're safer with the door open.

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>>42309874
Is he wearing a woman's top?

>>42310395
Probably. He is a femboy as well as a Mafia assassin and ethical rapist, after all.

>>42310426
>tfw no femboy rapist bf whose parents sold him to the mob because of their marijuana addiction debt

If there is an appreciator of numetal present, I’m sorry for acting up.

>>42307730
this is about me!

>>42307644
as a german guy i wouldnt add you

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>ASL
20, NB(AMAB), aus
>Looking For
people to play fighting games with. Alcoholics and the like, people who have good taste in movies (or at least think they do) because I wanna watch movies!!! people who do art and shit like that, university students. any gender is fine just dont be 60
>Not Looking For
too clingy and will care if I don't find you interesting, dry texters, perverts & elitists
>interests
nu metal, music producing, fighting games (older guilty gear mainly), weeb shit (somewhat mainstream), artsy shit in general, rpgmaker
>discord
stillsic

>>42306312
>>42304128
Add me anyway, maybe we can work something out timezone wise.