Why do I get so angry at other transwomen for getting srs? I'm such a coward I've been booked for it several times to the points it's cost me thousands of dollars and I still backed out. I hear one negative outcome to every 10 positive outcomes and I still stress out. I don't want urinary issues. I see a person when I go out on the town sometimes and they reek of piss, ive met a post op with a bad result and just being near her I smell rotten fish. I don't want that. I just want a guarantee that I won't be ruined. Life is good now for me I'm happy and pass and stealth unless it's boyfriends. I don't want to end up mutilated and doing escort work in some Peruvian shit house just to afford rice and beans and a damp mattress on the floor which yes I know of several troons who had the snip and lost everything and many many who've straight up killed themselves or detransitioned. I feel like many post ops lie about their happiness and results because to be honest would mean to accept they made a mistake and they are far too narcissistic to accept any responsibility hence why they got chopped in the first place.I'm probably over thinking it. See this is why I need a husband in life to tell me what to do god damn it just marry me someone please.
>>42397277op watched Pose but hasn't gotten past season 1
>>42400291ugh you are SO gross
>>42397260yeah i was in your exact position and now im 4 years post with exactly the mutilated wound i was worried about. fuck this stupid life. id rather have my penis than this shit a million times over it wouldnt even be a hard choice, i just didnt realize pre op how fucking bad it could actually be. im convinced at this point you have to go to suporn/bank or nothing and even then i see some gnarly bank experiences, but still i wish i went there instead of just going with who was supposed to be the best in the US
>>42400512>4 years >woundHow are you still alive?
>>42400594like op i had a good life to start with so sadly i actually built up a will to live by the time i had srs and got married and shit so now im kind of stuck being alive even if im not good anymore. and my partner isnt even mad that i cant have sex and would never break up with me so yeah wont even make it any easier for me to rope
how do we solve the tranny problem
>>42401039LEAVE MY FUCKING THREAD YOU RETARD
>>42400951Fucking freak won't back down on leaving our kids alone. You should be on a watchlist you faggot.
>>42401054Stop being a pedophile please.
>>42401052YOU LEAVE THIS THREAD! IT IS NO LONGER YOURS!!
>>42401109NO ONE WANTS YOU AROUND SLIT YOUR THROAT FAGGOT
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>>42397169I inject every 7 days with blood test every 3 months. I was supposed to do blood work again around this time but since I got a sudden dose increase I was told to wait. My last blood work came back as estrogen at 258 pg/ml and testosterone at 11 ng/dl. this was just on .22 ml ev nothing else just been frustrated since Im already a year on hrt and almost a year on injections in April and I feel like ive gotten no real progress
>>42397212When I first started I was on .15 ml then went to .18 ml then .22 ml been increasing steadily always told my blood work is fine always ranged from 240 to 250 with testosterone always being under 50 highest was at 21. I alwasy try and take my blood work 3 to days after injection too
is it bad if I start injections while still having a gnrh in my body?IDRK when it is gonna wear off im this anon >>42369358should I just low dose 5mg every 7 days some weeks? I have been on 2mg sublingual daily and gnrh every 3 months, for 3 months, my last gnrh was supposed to be my 2nd dose
What should my levels be at if I test at 4 days into my 7 day cycle? I had 400 estrogen and 20 testosterone
>on subl E and bica>E2 205 pg/ml, T 15 ng/dl, DHT 28 ng/dl>high dht, start duta>E2 360 pg/ml - T 25 ng/dl, DHT 14 ng/dl>in 5 months>E2 276 pg/ml, T 23 ng/dl, DHT 18 ng/dl>increase duta to 1mg because too high DHT>E2 381 pg/ml, T 56 ng/dl, DHT 11 ng/dl>switch to injections, still 1 mg duta and bica, in 3 months blood test>E2 650 pg/ml, T 21 ng/dl, DHT 20 ng/dl>lower injections a bit, try 150 mg bica since transition is not going well and dht is too high and maybe bica would help and increase duta to 1.5 mg>5 months later>E2 490 pg/ml, T 18 ng/dl, DHT 18 ng/dl, FSH undetectable, LH undetectable, DHEA-S 169 µg/dL, SHBG 124 nmol/L>in 5 more months>E2 421 pg/m, T 21 ng/dl, DHT 41 ng/dl, FSH undetectable, LH 0.13 mIU/mL, DHEA-S 163 µg/dL, SHBG 90 nmol/LComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
the reason i'll never pass
>>42398100Correct, you'll never pass. They'd have to take out your sinuses to make shaped like a woman
>>42399784would that be bad? genuine question. like you have more sinuses than just the ones in your forehead, surely you'd survive
>>42400276>>42400277how the fuck did i double post i thought there was a cooldown
>>42398100When the troon is so hot but her side profile is the same as Brezhnev.
Many years ago> be young teen> Visit here daily> Posted a "roko basilisk" tier conspiracy theory> That this board and any splinter spaces with the tttt culture is a psyop run by an agency sponsored by big pharma & gender affirmation surgery providers to reach the chud demographic> This agency is in some part sponsored by the adult industry, given the burgeoning popularity of transgender XXX material in video, camshows and fiction> Got banned by a channer who reported me as 12> Realise that my theory is actually correct as it hit too close to homeNow> Still posts on this board, haven't acted on my troony thoughts> Cannot quit the feminisation brainwashing cognitohazard the board rewards my weary mind with, like a boomerhon addicted to sissy HypnoPlease have mercy on me big pharma agents, and give me the cure to all this madness, please find it in yourself to make the girl thoughts go away please I am begging youComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42401083When I say psyop, I mean a forcefem psyop meant to create estrogenised eunuchs with surgical debt
>>42401083The channer reported me as underage, accusing me of being 12 (his excuse) for removing my based theory
>>42401083>anime posting>muh sissy hypno my ultra big pharma daddy kinkIts not a conspiracy that youre just a fag dude. Get over it.
>>42401083When I say hit too close to home I meant to say that the big pharma agents must have realised that the truth got out, and they must contain it before the other chuds found out
How do I find cute tboys in my area
> skincare> makeup> hygieneif any, i know most of us are too depressed to deal with all that
>>42398922> wake up> brush teeth> if days since last shower >1, then shower> take zoloft> do nothing else bcs i'm sad>>42399702artist is kazkitashima on twitteri think it's a like monstergirl thing
>>42398922>alarm goes off>snooze and go back to sleep>wake up 90 min later>take shower>blow dry and style hair>skincare (just a simple cleanser + exfoliation)>brush teeth>get dressed, grab laptop and other things i need for the day>fill up water bottle, prepare my lunch>grab energy drink and drive to school. i don't really eat breakfast usually lol
>>42398922I hit the gym 4 days a week, so if it's one of those days...>5:45am: wake up, get into shower, shave body if I need to, usually don't>6:05am: get out of shower, put in products, dry off body, apply roll on then use a hairdryer to dry my hair, put on vit c serum while I'm at it>6:20am: put on gym clothes, have a small breakfast, cereal, granola with yoghurt, or a piece of fruit.>6:40am: finish breakfast, wash dishes and top up on water.>Head off to gym then hit it for an hour and a bit until I need to come back for my WFH job, on off days I'll try just do more chores or read a book in the morning, but I have off days where I just sleep until 8am and then have a quick breakfast and shower before I start work.If I'm going into the office I'll wake up about the sameish time, skip the gym but just spend the rest of the time relaxing with a face mask and doing my makeup
>>42398922>Wake up>Go back to sleep>Wake up>Put on clothes I wore for several days>Turn on pc>Clock in at my job>Make iced coffee>Check in on family>Maybe eat breakfast>Start gaming and reading smut until im needed again as a caretaker.
zyn, leftover roach, coffee, wait five hours before deciding to brush my teeth or eat lunch
How does a BPD tranny react to a breakup?
last time I stopped going to work. lied in bed and cried every day for about a month. if the girl I'm currently seeing breaks up with me I'll probably kms
>>42400769Ok my ex told me transbians are "fake trans" so your opinion doesn't count, I'm sorry
>>42400800Your ex is correct. Transbians are straight men who gooned themselves into dysphoria with porn and anime.
whats your bodycount?
1
>>42401024gigastacy? ive never thought of myself as one. im just a confident autist w/ scandinavian genes who happens to be rly skilled at goth makeup. guys like to "manic pixie dream girl" me. finding both men & women to sleep w/ has never been hard for me, but id rather be in a worthwhile romantic relationship.
>>42401005she said she went to a sex theater
>>42401078i think its just that you are attractive and you mistook all that for personality, youve been positively reinforced your whole lifeanother L for ugly incels like me
>>42399139>14 girls>30+ guys (went through a group play phase :-/ )
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
the meaning of life... is to mog
>MTF>BI>Art,.animations, comics, cartoons, games, nature and animals, make-up and clothes>goth culture, music, paranormal/niche topics like lucid dreaming spirits and the weird nature of reality >Friends, preferably others Trans women. I pass in public but my friends and family dont treat me well at all. Id like someone who knows what thats like.>not looking for anything romantic or sexual NOW OR EVER IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AND U WILL BE BLOCKED>reviewbrah>tagReply for it or just give me urs. If u posted in here please tag urself and ill add you
>>42400381Oh im stupid. Mtf, 27, usa
>>42400145yeah we do, at least in NCi have some peeps both lgbt and nonlgbt off this site in NC
>>42400470I wish more ky posters existed
why do tranners get all the bottom chasers while us pooners only get guys who wanna plap our cunts?
>>42400987chasers who want to top ftms and chasers who want to bottom mtfs should be killed
>>42401018>who want to bottom mtfs should be killedno i need them
>>42400987It’s all the same they will suffer
It's okay for men to want a woman with a penis. In fact they can prefer it. If you hate that you should just get over yourself.
It's okay for men to want a twink with gyno. In fact, they prefer it.
>>42399359>>42399385both trve
How does a brown trooner (me) find a white racist trooner gf?
Even the most self hating white tranny that loves diversity and blacks wont have negros in their friend group
>>42400053I don't have racist views but I say nigger because the concept of slurs is retarded
>>42400213Ironically the extremely libertine morality that a lot of white leftist people have (polycules, borders don't exist, abandon your family if they don't support you, defund the police) makes them appear like extremely unappealing crazy people to non whitesMeanwhile the chud's propensity for clannishness, law and order, and traditional family values puts him squarely at odds with the western european social order and more in line with browns who love caudillo-esque figures and as a result they seem to all be hang out with latinx and middle easterners (see: nick fuentes and assortment of brown friends)
>>42400657Personally I blame the jews for leading the left and right to their destruction with unique siren songs that would appeal to them.
>>42395378You should be ashamed of yourself, self hating and insecure girl. Be more confident.Anyways so you go on this app called X
why are men with cool accents so hot?
>>42400346Tell me that you need me to be a good little slut for you
>>42400923https://voca.ro/1oJiqnhoVDAQ
>>42400952Even better than the last one holy shit you could put someone on their knees fast. Your accent is delicious
>>42399151>>42399696slavic accent is hot
>>42400999I don't know. Maybe you're just very easy to turn on ;)
Post drawings.Any skill level!
>>42398030the edit is definitely... 'vaporwave aesthetic' (whatever that means) but i don't know what i would say the music is. i can never tell genres apart and get confused about them all the time. most of the stuff i make i think is very 'sad' or maybe 'intense' - i like to associate words like 'sinking' with creative output. would say this is on my more "wistful" range and kind of mellow. i am an extremely emotional person and i think have strong fixations on loss, memory, not belonging... i'm going to go on too long about this loli don't post my work anywhere online and don't have any social media, but i do hope to kind of emerge again some day when i finish this game i'm working on it, but it might take years... already worked over a year on it and i've been disappeared from almost everywhere online even longer. i have been stalked very intensely among other things and the internet is just such a shitty place right now. which sucks because i love being sociali'm happy to very rarely share some stuff on this board and enjoyed working on this a lot... i haven't been posting in over a year and have always posted very sparsely, but i might try to drop in slightly more often to submit some more creative stuff and get to listen to ppl's stories and interests and hopes and dreams and etc. i know everyone says the board is hell or whatever but sometimes it's very magical and there are very kind and interesting ppl. i am always very grateful for engaging interaction and i love that ppl here feel free to act out. i'll still post the arrangement before i go.... tonight... or... possibly tomorrow morning
>>42400448Yeah I get what you mean. I keep very lowkey on social media since I'm not interested in building a platform like some other artists and I'm a bit of a recluse socially, so posting art on 4chan is a nice low-pressure way for me to share what I make since I do enjoy showing my art to others.I hope to see you around on here sometime again. Once this thread either expires or hits post limit I think I'll make it again, and hopefully I'll see you there :)
>>42400902This goes hard as hell
Ty I like drawing silly stuff
