i just want to suck cock, i don't want to have sex, i don't like anal sex, but i LOVE sucking cock but i'm too ugly, i mean, i'm not that ugly but this is the thing >i'm a hikki >i don't have many feminine clothes, all my clothes are literally pajamas >i don't know how to dress up >i look androgynous and autistic some transbian are attracted to me, but i don't like women, i like men!!!!i want to suck cock so bad, i want cum all over my face )))): it's so over, i'm 5'3, and if i don't wear glasses i'm almost blind
>>42338385marry me
>>42338385>im such a luckshit oh the horror
>>42338385Literally just find a man who is nice to you and hug him
>>42338385Wya?
what is your general area if ur even sort of nearby I can make my way to you so you can suck me off
ive watched history happen in front of me for the last 10 years, there have been 4 (maybe 5 if you wanna go deep) definitons of what a trans person is, each new one more loose and trendseeking than the last and there was no pushback from the inside of the, at the time, small trans community.now its over, because the current definition in young queer circles is too broad and the demands of the trans rights movement are too risky, making it so creating laws to make trans a protected class becomes a nighmare that crumbles after just a simple round of scrutiniy.i see every time i enter the discords and even here in the boards ppl who trooned out not because they felt like a woman, but because they didn't want to be guys and be forced to socialise like/with males (stereotypical toxic males), i don't think that makes them women, it just makes them lonely vulnerable men betrayed by the system of values that men are forced into in this new digital age. its gotten so bad that a week ago i went out with some friends and one of them imvited of her friends own friends and after they said they were trans i had no goddam idea of what they ment. like, they looked sorta femmenine, but they did not pass and the whole thing looked more like a giant cope with no intention to pass other than "pass" to their small group of friends who would never deny them validation (friends tend to do that). like, i don't know what "trans" means anymore, and i cannot train my brain to lie to me when what i see is not a woman or a woman wrongfully trapped in a man's body, its just a male seeking validation and emotional support from queer groups and online spaces.im gonna get another beer brb
>>42339592TRVTHNVKE!
>>42339549The majority of MTFs have always been AGP.
>>42339613people used to ask if i was a girl and my friends said i would be cute if i were a girl before i trooned, does that count?
>>42339613>transsexuals are when intersex ok buddy go back to your cave
>>42339637No.
There was a thread yesterday about posting your art and people saying if it is malebrained or fembrained. I posted mine but was too scared to look at the thread again. Idc if my art is masculine or feminine I'm just sensitive about people saying my drawings are bad. AGP, rapehon, man, male, fake trans, these terms mean nothing to me. But attacking my ability to do my hobbies would hurt me pretty bad
>>42339461I saw it and you should kill yourself and never make art ever again, man.
>>42339608edgy
Have you ever gone through something like this?I once made a kid cry in a GameStop. I saw her looking at a game I play so I started telling her about it. She screamed for her mom and ran away from me. I was still voice training so idk
>>42339391some girls in there pass be frthey're not all pretty but they don't all look like men
>>42338572Probably UK, even red state Americans cant be this casually rude?
>>42338662>thats why conservatives want all tranniesThats not why, its a moral crusade, do you forget Brianna Ghey and the reaction to her death?
>>42339423the guy you're replying to is a known retard btw hes always wafflin on about this same shit
>>42339508Why is it that you people make excuses for your side while at the same time applying the same logic (which you criticise) to your political opponents?>"Most of the left didn't celebrate Charlie's death, nor did they call the jeans ad Nazi propaganda. However, most of the right want to murder trans people."
>5'4>110lbs>18 bidelt, 15 biacromial >32 underbust>41 shoulder circumference >27 waist >33 hips>11.5 hip width>size 8 mens/9.5 womens
>>42339276the combination. this is peak.feels kinda morally questionable but such is the fujo life
Is 84cm hip width good
>>42339255They'll make you serve cunt at the White House
now let's see those penis measurements
>>42339599small now go away
Jason of /cum/ editionPrevious: >>42092689>QotTWhat other boards do you browse besides /lgbt/?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42333627in theory yeain practice, I have preferences and very very few other guys fall into them, usually through no fault of their ownalso the biggest crush I have is a lesbian anyway so
>>42308177youre not alone anon. i started browsing this site in 2005 when it was this new, underground thing where teenagers were posting hentai and flash porn and torrents. The site really hit its peak right around the brony days, and its been a slow descent since then with nazis gradually taking over. I used to use a dozen different boards, now this one thread is pretty much the only corner of it i bother with. Glad to see there is at least one other person here who isnt a babby
>>42339072lmao I also started coming here when I was a teen in 2005 and now only come to /bigen/ for basically the same reason
>>42338238Basically.And the only people to fall for me ar men online that don't live in any conceivable distance.
>>42335982Just do it. Take any opportunity around.
>wake up>still have a pussy>get plapped>go to work>maneg to forget I have a pussy for a while>return home>still have a pussy>get plapped again>go to bed
>>42339513Yummy if not botched
>>42339513if having a pussy makes you dysphoric then wouldnt getting plapped in it be very uncomfortable and cause you lasting psychological harm?
>>42339583It's my boyfriend, he always tells me it's time for plaps, and while it's dysphoric it feels good too
QOTT: how many lollipops are in your pocket at any given time? QOTT2: can i have one? previous: >>42185931
>>42339295Are you talking about dosage or delays or something. More details please
>>42339339DosageHe prescribed me 50mgs of a lighter concentration a week, accidentally was taking 2x that dosage these past 3 months (the bottles I got were a higher concentration and I did the 50mgs) and got decent-ish results but he called in after getting my blood work saying it was dangerously high and that my natural levels were already on the higher end before (cope? trying to make me less resistant to the shit doses he's giving me?) Maybe I'm being a paranoid tardball but no way I'm getting into the "dangerous levels" territory/1050 ng/dL+ zone with only what would be 100mgs of the concentration he prescribedI suppose I'm just starting but I don't want the first few months of my injections to be wasted on a bullshit dose
>>42338790Yeah society's not the problem on this one, bud.
>>42339377My doctor loved to talk about my high levels too. I was on fucking 40mg for the first few months. Then I had enough and kept on increasing my dose against her orders. Drinking more water was what fixed my blood not poondosing kek. The only issue with starting at a higher dose is that your voice may not develop as well but the source on that is spotty. Your doctor is evil
>>42339385They're hideous and serve no purpose other than to help raise babies, which is counterproductive when new life shouldn't be created in the first place. Ohhh ohhh I fucking love boobs I love parasitic tumors that weigh down people. You people are all insane.
>lgbt community forum back in the day>Upload your selfies here!>literally every single person except me gets reacted to and mine go completely ignored >multiple people kind of cunty and hostile to me and I dont know what I did >try to get some people to spend my birthday with>everyone stands me up and I cry really hard for several hours>go to pride and stand by myself and dont know how to talk to anyone>end up feeling very small and rejected >turn into internet neo nazi and bully because it makes me feel big and powerful and like i am the one rejecting the normies>start to feel bad for how im making other people feel>drop everything, dont want to hurt anyone>repent>im not even smart and dont really know how to read so it was kind of unfair to think other people are inferior to me>live as a small person with no friends but at least im not making people feel badSuch is life with a low charisma stat
>>42338597>It's very easy for men to fell prey to fascism.Yeah in hindsight it was just a mix of humiliation and alienation and me finding some maladaptive coping mechanism that made me feel on top. >There's a bunch of people still doing that here, in this board.I try to give people the benefit of the doubt when they're young, I bet a lot of those people aren't even 22 yet and their frontal lobes are still developing.
>>42338461sorry to hear youre having a hard time, nona
You can be moderately nationalist without pushing racial exterminationist & eugenics shit. Most healthy countries are this way, really. There Western leftist haa some good critiques but its tactics were bound to alienate people in a period like the current day where mass contact with other cultures is actually happening and atomization is high. They're way too extreme in deconstructing culture without actually building up positive alternatives for people beyond bland humanism & class consciousness that really has little glue - this is part of why their spaces are full of druggie shit and codependent friendships that tell you earning good money is "selling out". Cliche as it is you can really see the Christian influence on their shame mentality and purity spiralling in the anglosphere
>>42338571>But I sometimes see people still doing that shit well into their adulthood They've replaced the centre right in most western countries for a reason. Leftists have been pathetic at defending social services and unions
>>42338804these are all excellent critiques that i have made myself. a major problem with trans culture as well is that we have sutured ourselves too closely to this bland humanism and it has led to drug addiction becoming more rampant in the trans community. we need a spiritual renaissance, one decidedly not christian
Just your average liberal gay
>>42334922Christianity had actual reform. It played a massive role in the rise of the west since the Renaissance hit. This isn’t braindead it’s just historical fact. >while I'm just pro-Israel for basic human rights reasonsAnyone who is pro humanity is pro Israel.
>>42330578>just a little attempted murder bro>just respect their culture bro>just tried to kill him for being gay, so what, maybe gay people should just respect islam if they dont want to be murdered in the street like dogs>Free Palestine!>t. western gay boy living in an upper middle class suburb
Gays don’t deserve to die. Unless they’re stupid. Very stupid. Which happens to be the majority. Sad!
Bump
Fucking idiots. All of you.
As a transwoman were you ever fascinated about how girls pee when growing up?
>>42338066not really. i just remember a classmate saying girls had “a rectangle” an being really confused as to what that meant
>>42338122urinals were so strange to me as a kid. considering how faggy i looked and how cruel other kids where I couldn't fathom why anybody would choose to whip it out in the middle of the room and if you look at it you're the faggy one.
>>42338066This is a question they ask when you want to medically transition."Do you find it easier physically or mentally to urinate sitting down rather than standing?"
>>42338066nahi just assumed girls had penises till i was like 10
>>42338066im a cis male and I've been interested in girls using the bathroom for as long as I can remember, but for me it's a fetish. the first thing I ever jerked off to was a woman shitting
Was about the stark contrast between when cis men and cis women make body building or powerlifting content. I was watching this woman do deadlifting stuff and between sets she kept twerking her ass in circles into the camera "ironically". I just don't see guys doing that. Then it hit me that she has actively realized that sex sells and that sexualizing herself a little = money. Men will not increase their financial standing by twerking their ass in a video where they deadlift. That to me is kind of sad, there are people who would be less interested in her pursuit of power and self actualization if they can't coom to her. Far fewer people would watch a female sam sulek that made 1:1 the exact same videos as the male version.
>>42338296Ironic that you mention Sam Sulek, considering he is a tranny fucker.
>>42339497wait WHATcan you deliver me the lorepill on this one?
>>42339510
>>42338296>there are people who would be less interested in her pursuit of power and self actualization if they can't coom to herYes, probably almost her entire male audience. To get any substantial male audience as fitness influencers, video game streamers, etc., females must first and foremost be attractive.
>>42339528My opinion of him has increased
i genuinely can’t take this shit. i’m 21 and can’t find a date or a man i actually click with. my partner died last year and i’ve been ready to follow him out since. the world is fucked and i don’t want to spend 60 more years licking the boot and working just to not die. i swear i would give everything to be with somebody compatible again. wtf do i do? i don’t think i’d be able to get a sugar daddy or sell ass or whatever cause i could never put my heart into it. it feels like i’m scraping for crumbs and asking for the entire world at the same time
>>42339527it doesn't seem like you're ready to date yet anonmourn your partner and keep having casual sex until you've processed this a little more
>>42339527Just be alone for a while
So everyone knows that being a visibly trans, non-passing tranny really fucking sucks, you get bullied and looked down upon by everyoneWhat I don't understand is, why don't people just hide their transition until 2yrs in? Like until then you are basically stuck getting read as a tranny and maybe pitied, or understood by other trannies and maybe cis women who view you as suffering toy, all of these are degrading. Should we just date gay men on grindr?
>>42339455i wouldn't take to heart anything said here desu
>>42339455Except that's what it isYou don't want to accept being a manSo you retreat into referring to yourself as a child
>>42339487she didn't invent the term you titanic retardthese are just the definitions of the words, she isn't calling herself a boy, thats just what it's called when idiot passoids manmode
>>42339487the word boymoding has nothing to do with youth, children, or "boys" in an adolescence sense. that's the claim of someone ignorant to the root of the word. it is a mirror of the word "girlmoding" which predates "boymoding." boymoding was used because girl and boy are opposites, and people were already saying girlmoding.saying you are boymoding isnt claiming to be a literal boy, its just negating girlmoding.this issue arose because the world is very ok with calling adult women "girls" but is much less ok with calling an adult man a "boy." sometimes it's done, often flirtingly by a woman calling a group of men "boys," or for that one tv show, but its much less common for men to be called boys, compared to women called girls.if you have issues with calling women "girls" then take it up with the world and society. im right there with you. its part of a constant infantilization of women and i dont like it either.>>42339467im more annoyed by their ignorance towards the origins of the words and then the judgment passed via that ignorance>>42339521exactly
>>42339521there are no "manmoding passoids"
what are the most common crimes that boymoders commit?
>>42339382It fascinates me what kind of word these ai boymoders live in. It looks so childish and comforting, so cartoonish And it seems that a large part of the world revolves around them as well, with news stations, girlmoding camps, boymoder cops, and so onWhy do they always look so cheerful? Are they even employed? I don't know...
>>42339382tax evasiongenocidejaywalkingnecromancysisyphean rockrolling
>>42339415i think you are getting it :3>>42339446yes sounds about right
>>42339382UhhhCredit card fraudBorder hoppingWarrant evasionLying under oath
>>42339382drug use & prostitution
