I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
Hold on... You actually think you're a woman? Like a real woman?HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HOLY SHITYou can't be fucking serious.
Look in the fuck g mirror cunt do you actually think THAT'S a woman LMAO
>>42348691>>42348698Actually I think YOU'RE a woman.
>>42348687Fine I'll just make a thread about it. Holy shit way to not be supportive.
>>42348200That's good. So what's your current hobbies @? Anything new?
>trans girl who doesn't exclusively bottom
>>42347529You need a partner who makes you feel comfortable and safe
>>42342991Strapons just feel awful and overly firm and the other person I assume only gets pleasure from your reaction. I don't understand how they're as popular as they are and I wish I could enjoy being strapped but it hurts compared to dick.
>>42343635Tranny tops are exclusively for cis men, AGPedo
>>42348531impossible
>>42342991anal sex is absolutely disgusting
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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2026 is the year i WILL get a job at the ripe age of 30 years old
>>42341787i went out to eat with my mom and cleaned my room when i got home. im trying to get an appointment with a psychiatrist my therapist recommended but they haven't responded back after I gave them my legal name (they asked for it) and revealed im a disgusting terrible tranny that will be laughed at when i go there
The workouts will continue apace even tho I am about to hit 7 months unemployed after a layoff, I will accept a lower paying job enthusiastically if offered as I need some cash coming in
>>42342976>Do you have a schedule?And here I was, thinking it was you, /sig/anon, expressing yourself.
i'm 27 and i've only ever had sex with and dated one guyi feel like i have wasted my youth, but at the same time i really don't want to be a whore idkmtf tranny in case that wasn't obvious
>>42346612i went from giga incel to having sex with like 5-6 people, i still feel just as ugly and unlovable. its not nice having sex with someone and not even knowing if they actually want to but you just do it anyway in the hope it will make you like yourself.
>>42347178god that sounds like sui fuel
A lot of us are in a similar boat. I stopped caring that much but it would seem pretty morbid if I gave a candid history of my sex life.
>>42346612Girl I lost my virginity at 27 and was so heartbroken when he wouldnt date me i was celibate for another year afterword. By age 32 I had been with 15 guys. You have plenty of time.
>>4234661240 year old whores wish they didn't whore around40 year old chaste women wish they whored aroundTale as old as time
i might actually despise ftfemboys/no t "trans men" more than agp rapehonsat least boomerhons probably have some sort of dysphoria, but these people are literally just women who feel the need to appropriate EVERYTHING after reading too much bl, and make sure ftms can never be taken seriously i thought all these attentionwhores died after 2021, but apparently some stuck around instead of becoming detransitioners who spread the word about the horrors of changing their name to Ash or Xavier for 6 monthsthe droves of 50 year olds with sissy kinks are way worse for optics, but something about these women really grinds my gearsmtf btw(feel free to shower with me with praise for my opinions trans guys)
>>42347216>Fully trooning out would bring way too many complications in my life, for now.thats fair, im already stealth as “cis” fem irl so now I just wanna lose weight and go back to being a tiny little bit more masculine. I said to a friend the other day, Ive been on both sides of the fence and what I definitely prefer is sitting in the middle, looking at the guys, I hate being a chick and I genuinely hate how chicks are and treat each other. New job and I already had 2 cis lesbians ignoring my engagement ring and asking for my number, I hate it I hate it
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>>42320271Cute upper body but those legs need serious work.
>>42321490this tbdesu,
lowtier bait
Three estrogen pellets installed today and I can't stop smiling. I feel amazing.
>>42348808Imma good girl! I do prayers and go to church and do charity and everything!
>>42348812Mine came from Stenlake pharmacy in Bondi. Home of TWO famous recent mass killing events. They gotta be good right?
>>42348818can't speak for the pellets but the events were certainly something. The beach is good there.>havent been to a beach in 4 years because im a tranny nowi should go to coogee again when its cloudy.
>>42348814and thus a pussy you shall receive, nona
>>42348830I literally love Jesus more than anything ever.
I've been in denial of it for too long, and now I'm completely unable to accept it. I was never actually trans, all my dysphoria was fake and something I've gaslight myself into feeling, my desire to be a woman was fake, and I can't not perceive myself as a man, but I keep denying the only reasonable conclusion. That being me being cis.
>>42348535>Issues like what exactly?Not feeling human, being constantly detached from reality, being extremely depressed and in a constant state of suicidal ideation, having no goals, ambitions, or passions, being unable to emotionally connect with other people, deeply loathing my own existence, in general lacking any will to live or even just exist, and severe anhedonia and apathy.Keep in mind that there just isn't something concrete causing me to be this way. It's just been the way I always was since around puberty.>What things have to you done in the past that has made you label yourself as a "weak willed person"?Given up on many things, and especially not even having the willpower and grit to stick to anything I plan on doing
>>42348561>Keep in mind that there just isn't something concrete causing me to be this way. It's just been the way I always was since around puberty.Actually anon, there is. What you're describing sounds a lot like depression and as a result if an undiagnosed mental disorder. It could be ADHD, DID, or something else entirely. The issue I'm seeing is that whatever that disorder is, it's prevented you from living a fulfilling life. Normally we release small amounts of dopamine throughout the day from small thing like eating, socializing, or even finishing a task. This is essentially what give us "hope" and allows you to getou out of bed in the morning. Judging by what you've said, you haven't been getting your normal fix throughout your day-to-day due to your mental disorder which has caused what looks to me like depression. To make matters worse, you've always felt like this since puberty. While you can get better at coping with these feelings, it dangerous to let them continue. Because of your undiagnosed mental disorder, you will continue to try things that are better for you and continue to self sabotage. It'll feel like walking a tight rope for progress but the smallest mistake brings you down to ground zero.What do you do for fun do distract yourself from.you issues if you do anything at all? Gaming, doom scrolling, gooning. Or do you focus more on your life and are too focused on long term goals?
>>42343447same but I'm still committed to transitioning
>>42348529>I could keep guessing what that "thing" is (gender roles, androgynity, etc) but it looks like I'm not getting any closerAll of these things just feel way too arbitrary to me. That's also mainly the reason why I believe that my issues with being a cis man are completely self imposed. I basically just keep hating on everything that makes me a man for no reason other than to have something I can wholeheartedly hate, and dysphoria offers a perfect blueprint for such hate. It's as if I wake up and decide to just hate everything about myself, which has now become ingrained as a habit, almost like I've classically conditioned myself into a sort lf pseudo dysphoria.>If the resolution is to stay on estrogen then you have time under your belt. If the solution is to get off then that's it, just get off itI really want to get off of it, to the point that I've started having genuine nightmares about continuing it, but I also can't get rid of the feeling that being a man is akin to a death sentence
>>42348693>The issue I'm seeing is that whatever that disorder is, it's prevented you from living a fulfilling lifeWhatever it may be, it sure has, as my life should be great by all measures. I have everything I could ever wish for, and yet I still am unable to emotionally attach any value to anything. I'm rationally aware and grateful of everything and everyone I do have in my life, but I constantly just wish I simply never existed in the first place.I'm certain that I'm depressed, but I can rule out DID as a cause, as I do have a solid sense of self (or lack thereof). I may have ADHD, but I doubt it alone would inpact me to such an extent that even transitioning seemed like a viable solution. I'm certain I've never experienced anything traumatic as well. All I know is that I never felt complete or even really alive.>It'll feel like walking a tight rope for progress but the smallest mistake brings you down to ground zero. It definitely does, except none of my efforts even ever got me on the rope.>What do you do for fun to distract yourself from your issues if you do anything at all?In the past I was filling most of my time by playing video games, but at this point everything feels so much like a chore that struggle to even get out of bed. I'm still putting in the effort to have at least some structured routine and things to look forward to. I force myself daily to just keep going and trying to enjoy the little things along the way, even if it ultimately always ends up being a fruitless endeavor.>Or do you focus more on your life and are too focused on long term goals?I am completely unable to focus on any long term goals. It doesn't just feel pointless, I also just break down after even the slightest attempts
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
iwn b a portland tranny that just opens an onlyfans and starts making 4k a month and travels around going to shows and has 100 trans friends who are all hot and give them endless validation and basically i want a refund on life
>>42348176just keep in mind that it takes a long time so don't get impatient
>>42321643And the men likewise gave up natural relations with women and were consumed with passion for one another, men committing shameless acts with men and receiving in themselves the due penalty for their error.
Damn, the universe (or our algorithmic surveillance overlords) really wants me to go through with this, doesn't it?I only post here in sandboxed browser and yet still got this video in my feed on my normie phone.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wkLhSdJ-djE
guys do not go on xitter there are people pushing 25 on there that look like girls without hrt
I'm not a judgemental person at all but my boyfriend bought and onesie and I HATE IT; it makes him look like a faggot child, whenever he wears it I just smile and say that it's cute because he likes it but I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT OMFG I WANT TO BURN IT DOWN.It's my fault 100% for not being honest about it so I deserve it but idk, I just need to vent.
>>42348817Rape him to assert dominance.
>>42348817>whenever he wears it I just smile and say that it’s cuteGood. This is all that is needed.It’s not your place to judge your bf, and it’s not your place to question his judgment. All he needs from you is a cute smile and a warm hug and that’s it. Your thoughts aren’t needed.
How come trans jerk their penis off so much?
>>42344683i dont want to be stuck with a soft nonfunctioning penis forever
>>42348497FAT SUCKABLE TRANNY GOCK YESSSSSSSS
>>42344683I use a vibrator when I masturbate, "jerking" it is psychically unpleasant, and I do it to distract myself from low moods because I don't have access to any drugs or alcohol atm.When I have access to drugs and alcohol I never masturbate for this reason.I have low moods I need to cope against because I'm a fucking tranny. Who tf wants to be a tranny.
>>42348497then just have it snipped off, silly!
>>42344683I would tell you if I had one
Im ftm and about 2 months on DIY hrt and my dad just asked me "what's wrong with my voice" Um.. bros? My voice hasn't even dropped a lot what is going on.i did throw up before I was talking to him so maybe it made me sound weird. my parents dont care about me at all so I never in a million years thought they would notice a miniscule voice change. Nigga tf. Anyways im gonna keep taking hrt cos ive never felt better and love jerking off and dont want to lose my clitty growth or libido Is "voice training" to sound more feminine worth looking into? It seems really hard; and tho I try to subconsciously raise my pitch it feels bad to do and unnatural. Or, should I lower my dose? I dont want to poondose, im on 75mg weekly.
>>42348658this made me lol, I mean im kind of scared of that . They never come in my or my siblings room like; ever. But I m afraid they will or somwthing and find my box of syringes and shit nigga thats hard to hide . Its over. They are retarded boomers though, like they wouldnt even be able to comprehend >>42348659I mean im kind of neurotic but I def think it has cuz ive asked people and also used the voice tools app and it says it sounds male but idk
I know i live in their home so it feels immoral to do something like this but I also don't give a fuck the only thing I care about is getting caught. I wouldnt get kicked out but it would be seized im sure. Then id blow my brains out<3
>>42348639You're definitely over estimating their ignorance omg. You're kinda screwed. I'm glad all I have to do is hide boobs in comparison
>>42348737I mean im just gonna keep going cuz its my life and shi R u being sympathetic actually or are you making fun of meI couldnt stand not being on hrt any longer Rope time
Im.begging for consolation of any sort. I know nobody gives a fuck but im like so upset qbout this
Do SERMs really work? I’m a femboy and I’m short and naturally feminine but I really want to start estrogen and possibly T blockers to keep my femininity as I age and generally increase it. The major issue is I really don’t want to grow breasts because I like being an extremely feminine male and I don’t want to cross the line into female territory so do SERMs really work in reducing breast growth? Despite being thin I already have a slightly puffy chest and nipples and I like how my chest looks so any more growth would make them look like cone tits and I don’t want that. Micro dosing E would still gradually cause breast growth and only using T blockers can cause health issues, so what are my options for maintaining my femininity and further feminizing my body to the max without breast growth? thx!
>>42344640I had these exact same thoughts because my identity was completely wrapped up in being a faggy twink for tboys and now I just wish my boobs would get bigger faster. And I'm so happy I started hrt because for once I am invested in my appearance and fashion again because I feel like I am changing for the better and not having to worry about losing basic shit like my hair or something
>>42348585now goes by femgirl fishing lol
>>42346412>pici took estrogen and im still like that tho...
Some people just don't start off with a feminine base, or don't respond hardcore to troon meds. I was always a girly looking faggot who got called MA'AM on the phone in my teens which annoyed me to no end because the whole world kept dogging me like I'm some sexy meat hidden behind a boysuit. So now I'm a femboy and they don't say shit and call me SIR which I like. I'm no wimpy woman, I'm a part-time faggot because I can't get pussy so I'm straight when I'm not horny and sucking dick.As for you, just get gyno surgery and you'll be okay. What's the fucking problem?
>>42345229>Don't if this is all a phase and will be dropped after 25-30.Y tho? A man's natty test drops in his 30s so he can ride the HRT fem train for the last few years of his youth (assuming he was a soft pretty boy all along because the train stops at 35+)
this is such a mean thing to say and i don't actually want to gatekeep anyone's journey but i do kinda with lilly hadn't transitioned. like, it goes from an optics win when it's just lana transitioning to kind of an optics loss
>>42343396the problem is caring about optics, optics is caring about what humans think, which reality doesnt care about, why would you want to be at odds with reality?
>>42344433I'm too fembrained and annoying to not negatively affect someone's perception of trans people.
>>42343969>If it is true that she admitted she found out she was trans from porn and not from her own sister then…I mean they both kind of did. Lana transitioned after unironically getting force femmed by her dominitrix. That's not to say she wasn't also actually trans, but the thing that pushed her to transition was kind of a sex thing.>>42343907Just seeing the thumbnail for that video, it further confirms my belief that the line between passing and not passing (or in Lily's case relatively passing) is money. If she wasn't a millionaire she would not have able to go from looking like the motherfrickin Kingpin to just to a regular not so attractive middle-aged woman. She would have straight up ended up a Lily Tino.
>>42346010the dreads are a balding copeit's the same reason axel rose did it
>>42343396Wasn't it just a publicity stunt for matrix 4? As I understood it Andy has already detransitioned.
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>>42347605yep
>>42347605im chatting with cool people right now i met yesterday! Idk how things will turn out ofc but they're all mostly great :DI never add trannies though, I wonder if that's my key to success
>>42346115>Holy shit, any chance that you're from Bucharest? I live less than a km away from Ferentarinope sadly im from iasi>Any chance that you have some resources for people with horrendous dexterity?i also struggle with that but theres not really a good fix besides doing it more and increasing your dexterity>Any chance that you're on SimpleXmhm https://smp12.simplex.im/a#zGGynoHNXLXRFw-0yTGwfuGTtqMAkPURpYPsnpCDnqM
I'm older and have been transitioning for a decade so I don't fit into any of the trans discords. The same goes for irl trans groups and those are filled with theyfabs anyway. I don't have a single trans friend. I tried dating a trans woman but she didn't even want to spend the holidays together. I wish I had a close friend who would want to visit me and hang out with me or at least talk to me regularly. But I also feel like I've been isolated for too long and don't know how to talk to people anymore.
>>42348377you need to start transitioning.please tell me you're at least on hrt nona.
>>42348399i am not and yeah i do ~_~
>>42348439just order some hrt, it's easy
>>42348595no money :(
>>42344898>I've been isolated for too long and don't know how to talk to people anymore.iktf
