If there's any more of you on here, how are you feeling about being trans at this big age? I'm turning 29 this year and having thoughts about detransition. I'm definitely "supposed to be" trans - dysphoric and came out as a young teen and got on hrt at 20, pass etc. but I have this nagging thought that I should just grow up, repress, and make my career/relationships a lot easier by just being cis. The trans experience seems like a young persons game. But is that just like, reverse survivor bias? Would detransing just lead to being a John, 50 retranser?
I am in my 30s. At this point in my life its easier to imagine myself as a woman who happened to be trans than as trans, or as a man. I think a lot of the doubts you describe become less and less the more you assimilate into a 'normal' life of your post-transition sex. That is a sort of passing that this board doesn't fully recognise or understand a lot of the time, because by nature people who achieve it distance themselves from spaces like thjis.
>>42389181Are you HSTS?
>>42388719I don't understand why 30-40+ year old trannies don't just give it up and detransition. every older trans woman I've seen is clocky as hell, and everyone laughs about them when they walk past.surely the extreme overwhelming social rejection must be worse for your mental health than just repping. you cannot be living a better, fulfilled life as a laughing stock.
>>42388719nope i am 31 and i am still a womanmy penis was removed so i think i am going to stay this way forever
I'm chillin(15 years hrt)
straight MtFs or straight FtMs?
>>42379848str8 ftms i think
>>42387897>primary dating pool is filled with afab supremacists yeah came here to say this it seems rough
there seems to be more ftms in stable relationships straight mtfs are basically stuck with chasers who are just a bunch of fetishist gooners
>>42384505>I used to be a girl so take it from me, I've seen it from both sides: the incels were rightSeems like a pretty reasonable thing?
>>42379848Mtf. >But straight ftms are dickless manlets! Trying to find a partner like that is hard yes, but at least when they find a partner they are in happy long term relationship, with mtfs it's just gock fetishists who dump them when they find a better tranny.1 true partner who loves you for who you are is more worth than 10000 retards.
i know when my planet doesnt want me! i'm blowing my brains out first chance i get, as soon as im not needed anymore. being a tranny, being gay/asexual/straight/bi/i dont know nor have i ever known, being a faaaaaaaggotttttt i dont care anymore! i dont need to find "stable employment", i have enough income to save for a gun!
fuck being unlovable, fuck allllllllll of whats happening. whats great is im not even having an episode, i just genuinely dont even care anymore. im gonna jerk off and listen to mommy asmr, who gives a shit. yippie!!
>>42388992Real.
not an airport nigga you dont gotta announce your departure
After visiting yesterday's thread on pooners being leeches, I kinda don't wanna troll them into depooning anymoreLike, name me one demographic that has accomplished less in science and math fields than pooners (only 2 notable figures in biology throughout human history)To be honest, I'm starting to see dysphoria as a fluke now, given how unproductive pooners get after transitioning (lack of contribution to society)And ngl, anyone who wants to be a pooner, be my guest. I used to think of them as scary roided AFABs with the ability to juice upBut now after seeing shit like T boy wrestling, I feel like I could fold their arms in 6 segments and snap their clavicles if I tried. All their rape threats and anal torture shit kinda looks like a pipe dream to meTLDR: I'm gonna leave you and the femreppers aloneYou guys aren't a menace, just silly little wimps
QOTT:Were you also lonely with no thread fOR 3 DAYS???>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>42163750
>>42389641Harry Potter
>>42389065Stop that. You look beautiful.
>>42389760o, thank you...(i really need a haircut though)
Really wish there was a women's gym closer than an hour away
>step right up, ladies and gentlemen, step right up: only a quarter, yes, only twenty five gray american cents to see the true freakshow, the original bearded lady, the mentally ill sapphic! that's right folks, this creature was cursed with PCOS or one of god's other hilarious jokes and got thrown out of women's restrooms LONG before they let trannies exist. she has a beard, she's wearing a dress, and she'll eat YOUR children if you're not paying close attention! that's right folks, step right up, only a quarter: and of course little timmy and tiffany get in for a nickel apiece
Did anybody else struggle to accept they were dysphoric prior to transition?I did everything I could to keep myself in denial for quite a while. Stuff like:>I don't hate my facial hair at all, I just prefer being shaved and feel disgusting when I'm not, and it definitely doesn't feel wrong>I don't hate my genitals, I'm just don't care about it and it's sometimes annoying, and it definitely doesn't feel wrong>I don't actually want to be a woman at all. I'm just aware of what can be nice about being a woman, because I'm an open minded man>I definitely don't mind having a body bigger than that of almost all women. I should be confident of it in fact, as other men would envy me
>>42389490Would you recommend me to give transition a earnest try, or should I also first try to rule out everything else, even as I'm clueless whst it may be?I'm already on hrt, and it still has done nothing to make me feel any different. I really wish I could just find a way to not need it anymore, as I really don't want to be trans, and definitely don't want to deal with it all. I can't even properly tell whether my desire to have been a woman is real or not, and I can barely call myself dysphoric, besides the fact that I feel fundamentally alienated from life itself as a man. I feel like I'm stuck in a kafkaesque purgatory.I'm really happy for that transaction made you feel like a person though
>>42378654i just dont believe dysphoria is what most people say it is, its not innate, its not some malevolent external force either. theres so many factors at play, so many things happening. you cant compare yourself to anyone else because your situation is totally unique. im "dysphoric" but that could mean anything. it could be as little as just being ugly looking or as much as missing out on the only thing you ever wanted. i cant decide which it is with me. i dont think there is an answer
>>42384668i would prefer to have a male body and go by he/him and have a male name just because its safer and not as risky. being trans feels like a big performance i have to put on and i dont want to do it really. but i also dont want to stay totally male and keep masculinising and losing my soul. do you really think that if its not about becoming female for me then its not dysphoria? because i think there are other people like me and we are in a lot of pain
>>42389755I feel like that is what makes figuring it out whether one really experiences dysphoria or not so difficult. For some it is very obvious and clear, while others it just isn't
>>42389774You are still dysphoric because you know you don't want to masculinize any further, to the point you're describing it as losing your soul. So while you don't want to be a woman, you also definitely don't want to be a man, which still is textbook dysphoria
I fall in love with every single tranny that gives me a (you) on 4chan, every single one. I'm a transbian, I've dated cis women and cis men, but I seriously idealize trans women so much, I put them on a pedestal. They're just so pretty, adorable, cute, precious.
>>42390323Are you attractive?
>>42390505This is just for fun, I'm not trying to date someone online but I've been told I'm attractive by a lot of people. I got catcalled and hit on a lot when I was younger, but I don't really go outside anymore because I work remotely and order my groceries from Amazon whole foods. I don't really care about that stuff, honestly. I don't consider myself vain.
>>42390323I always wondered what it felt like to be loved
>>42390636I love you, precious girl.
>>42390685(⸝⸝๑ ̫ ๑⸝⸝⸝)
post your bingos
>>42381450Did I win??
>>42388061Thank god you shower and don't use reddit, there's still hope for you.
>>42387058hopefully not at all
porn addiction should have been the free space, lot of anons lying here
>>42383378good thing i got two!!!
I am curious about if that would actually work out well. Not sure if it's a good idea. Trump might order you to do something very much illegal so you better mask up, etc. They are having trouble recruiting enough people so you could try asking for the max bonus (50K $).
>>42388472That's a lot less than the the 50K they advertise with "up to".
You will never see that moneyYou will however see the inside of a prison cell after the trials
>>42389765Depends. The left will definitely go after people who joined ICE but it remains to be seen if they are actually successful in that or if they just get crushed like bugs.
>>42387943you will be raped by your ICE "comrades" and the government will cover it up
>>42388293>>deporting illegals is le evil
Would you hit 'her', /lgbt/?
>>42390598only if she wanted me to
>>42390598why are you talking about yourself in the third person OP?
>>42390602yea trvke
>>42390602I don't think she looks male tbdesu
>>42390598cute
If transgender is real why arent there any transgender animals?
>>42390388>it is the duty of all things that have reality in themselves to overmountthis straight word salad bro.
>>42390419if that's "word salad" to you, i think you need to reread "berserk." hope this helps
>>42390239it has been observed in animals that struggle to reproduce, and spend too long watching others of their species have sex
>>42390487lmao fucken gotten
Behold...Ftm lion
ik femboy as a term is kinda tainted atp by ugly amazon skirt & thigh highs wearing porn addicts but I rly don't know how else to describe myself easily... "gnc male" works but it's kinda vague and also emphasizes the maleness which is kinda the wrong vibe..it's just hard to make friends or anything cause when I post in frengen or something nobody adds me cause calling myself a femboy gives them the ick T^T>stop femboycoping and just troon out lolololI was out as trans since I was like 16 but stopped after a few years cause it just didn't feel right :/ I don't want to be female necessarily just a feminine/androgynous maleum sry for the useless blogpost.. but it's hard to make lgbt friends when I struggle to label myself and I just put ppl off because of how I introduce myself T^T
>>42386284once again proving that your whole issue is with ugly people. you're no better than them, you're just more attractive and put in more effort.
>>42385212I've got the perfect term, OPIt's called being a "fem guy"Something about it just flips the switch in porn addicted freaks, now you're not cute anymore, you're just an effeminate dudeThe distinction sounds small but it goes a long way
>>42385212>what do I call myself?faggot
>>42386284>they're bad if they're attractive because they look like porn and they're bad if they're unattractive because they look like coomers yes op you're the sole perfect femboy
>>42385212>ik femboy as a term is kinda tainted atp by ugly amazon skirt & thigh highs wearing porn addicts but I rly don't know how else to describe myself easily... stop lurking in shitholes like this and getting brainworms from terminally online losers
seriously where did you guys go its been like 3 days since the last threadQOTT: did you ever come out before repping? was it irl or only online?
>>42363853The ftm literally looks male kek
>>42368866No LMFAO
>>42365178>age gaps? my dad was 12 years older than my mom and they have been happily married for 40 yearsI don't like them and I'm not attracted to older men.
>>42376512Yes. I can't even think about piv let alone have it. Maybe I will have anal eventually? Not sure.
>>42388785All women are reppers but not all men are reppers that's just truth
any trannies who are obsessed with winter sports?my mom also sent me to the figure skating club when i was four and i’m obsessed with the ice and snow ever since
>>42384858i like to ski and we just got a bunch of snow up here, but i need to get my skis tuned up before i can go againnnn :(
I do a bit of everything! Skiing, skating & snowmobiling!
>>42384858cant ski or board for shit but I can set up bindings though
>>42388041i’m going this saturday but my skis need some new wax and a detune >>42388473what are your favorite bindings
>>42384858not in the right part of the country/world to do so but i think they're cool from a distance. the winter olympics are way more fun to watch than the summer games
>>42386232Some do this because cis validation is all they actually care about but also some genuinely prefer t4t.
>>42384645The artist probably just wanted to hide the hand to finish the drawing quicker. You're thinking way too hard about this, drawings aren't real life, because apparently you needed to be told. I can't even finish reading your post the autism is too much
>>42386207Yes, but you need to seek out trannies further into transition. Less mentally ill.
>>42373399Seething reppoid award
>>42387428she has a cis bf
