Should I just end it now
>>42317267You mustve heard it a ton but there are uglier ciswomen out there.Idk what else to tell you. Good luck.
>>42317272I don't think so. >>42317273You're just hugboxxing me because I mentioned wanting to kill myself.
>>42317309Not at all.
>>42317330Don't lie to me it just makes me feel worse
>>42313668calm down. just stop with the boymode pants and just troon out, you can barely take a picture too
It's now harder than ever for me to get laid!!!Every woman I approach says "sorry but I'm not into women"What do I do??? I'm stuck with c cups and hips now
>>42317221hrt shrinking the penis is a myth. it's like a bag or a balloon of blood, you can't change the amount of flesh tissue.
>>42317240damn :/ i think i read someone here who started in puberty say it happened to them but idk
>>42317205i forgot to say my hair is still short too (like picrel). wigs dont work on me either. sigh
>>42316398You're probably ugly kek. Ciswomen are all gay as fuck or bishits to some degree This nigga thought trooning would make him exempt from biological determinism kek.Advice: It's not just normie social life that's reserved for Chad. It's most everything. Chad will be better at vidya, he will be a better writer/artist, people will appreciate his input in niche nerdy circles more, and he will look better after trooning should he choose to. That's why tall twinkhons are notoriously the hottest and sex icons. They're all ex-chad.Hope this helps. You're dysgenic.
>>42317221Good luck, nona!Do get out from this place. The brainworms could get dangerous.Lean in on IRL life.Live!
>be me>2y hrt>tops mainly>can't orgasm>tries bottoming>can't orgasm>masturbates>can't orgasm>sex feels like an unpleasant chore nowIs it normal for me to lose the ability to orgasm entirely this early? I've been quite sexually active I might add.
maybe you dont enjoy having sex with the person you were doing it with anymore?
Thrre are times in your life where due to stress or hormonal factors or physical changes you find it difficult to orgasm. Part of transitioning to female is reconceptualizing sex to where it's more about the pleasure along the way than orgasming every time. My guess is you need to change up your techniques as well to fit the slower ramp up your body needs. And if you're impatient or anxious or have this idea in your head that you "lost the ability to orgasm" you won't orgasm. Classic performance anxiety. Let go of the goal of orgasming and it will happen again on its own.
>>42317937Thanks for the advice, it's not that I'm hyper focused on orgasming it's just that it's frustrating how I've had next to no release for the past 2y, weird pattern I'm noticing
I need someone to kill me
i started transitioning at 25, now im nearly 28 and nothing's changed
>>42316025He wants to be dead, but won't do it by his own hands>>42316036Puberty fucked me and now I'm supposed to tell people I'm actually a girl while I look like a dwarf gorilla
>>42316036same bestiei think this hrt thing is a meme
>>42316036>>42317213welcome to the club, we fell for the meme
age doesnt mean shit if you dont look like your age, looks are everything
so when your transition actually fails and you look like a grown man with boobs and a limp dick, what do you do?
>>42317807My body is actually the passing part, I’ve just got a face that cuts diamonds lol. I usually try wear flattering clothes and keep makeup light yet obvious but I think the majority of people assume I’m a drag queen with how confidently they gender me. I think tomboyish would be equivalent to manmoding for me.
>>42317835hmm, maybe the cishon style would work for you if could tolerate it. i dont have much experience in that tho
>>42317849What’s the cishon style? I usually try dress a bit older than I am to suit how I look (professional casual, nothing aesthetic or alt despite my love of thrifting), and yeah I’m basically a hon moder so I can tolerate it.
>>42317870cishon style is like jk rowling and hillary clinton and the flora dress types
>>42317884I’ll note it down next time I’m shopping then thanks anon.
You know the format.Include your tag.This thread is for making friends, and is not a general discussion thread.
>>42262245>ASL21 MTF East Coast USA> InterestsLego games atm, Terraria, fashion, dressing cute, sharing selfies, current events, fun observations, programming and poetry (sometimes)> Looking forMostly another trans girl to have light hearted flirting with and trade cute pics with. I'm not looking to edate so it's just for fun. If you're up for it we can play vidya together I'm chill over vc.> Not looking forCis men, ppl over 30, boring or overly blunt texting, an online relationship> Discordkatccat
>>42317188>I hate Germans>88Heh
>>42301640The dnb gigs ive been to I felt like a gigahon, very normie crowds and very artificial. Not a good time for me but I could try it out just add me and we can talk abt it
>>42307644Are you ethnically German
>>42317188all the german chasers on this board are reppers or detransitioned reppers it sucks
>be me, ftm>chaser for femreppers>add a "femrepper" from the board hoping to score some legal teenage pussy>it's a neckbeard with a vagina who's decades older than me >somehow still acts like a radfemY'all lost the plot
>>42317627If anything the neckbeard with a vagina was the diddy because she was trying to sexually assault OP
>>42317548
>>42317548sounds like you're just a coping lesbian
>>42317548That sounds like the ultimate femrepperTry dating an actual trans woman next time not a fucking repper
>>42317886He is trying to fuck pre transition ftms, not us
>be me>26 years old>8 years hrt>touch nipple>feel something small and kind of hard under nipple>not sure if it's normal or if I'm cookedI feel like maybe I should maybe see a doctor but I'm worried they will think I'm retarded for not knowing how breasts work or they will think I'm a fetishist, especially since I manmode...I will say, I've been inconsistent with HRT last 2 weeks lately because I keep falling asleep without taking meds.
did you do a full self exam after? if so, did you still feel the lump then?
>>42315467ok>>42315481arghi will try this later(i wont im lazy and will go to bed)
>>42315524>>42315481I don't think I feel it on the other sideBut I feel a similarish structure?Idk, the one side it feels a lot more pronounced and harder. Can't tell if it's a duct or lobule
>>42315409female nipples are larger nona
>>42315361same age and time on hrti have a similar lump that's been slowly growing but im too afraid to tell a doctor i am trans so i have ignored it for about 8 months
hot or gross? based or pathetic? you call it
>>42314002If my friend did that while I was eating him out I'd laugh my ass off
>>42314002>be you>getting cracked from behind by an ftm with a strap-on>the moment you climax they smack you on the face with a banana cream pie they'd been hiding behind your back the whole time
This is literally the most based thing I've ever read.
>>42314002At least he has a sense of humor
when they get really horny and you worked them up bigly, the vaginal walls open wide to receive huge tranny or man dong and they beg for warm squirts
how do i make my t4t gf learn to drive? she says she doesn't want to because driving is stressful and she's happy taking buses and trains, but it's really embarrassing having a gf who's 23 and can't drive. plus there are enough useless transbians in the world already.
>>42317219I'm 23 and I didn't drive on my own until last year because my dad was overprotective
>>42317150american licenses are barely a step above finding in cereal box tier to get. the only barrier is cost.
>>42317155>>42317184she tops>>42317243>>42317435i'm australian
>>42317820so one real test then just sit back and wait for it to become full. still easy then.
>>42317150How did you guys meet? I’m a transbian who can’t drive and might be getting kicked out soon. I wanna be able to replicate this.
why weight cycle with a few pounds instead of starve nearly to death (maybe a little less than literally) and regain til you like how you look
Muscle loss and fucking up your ghrelin/leptin hormones
everyone take the bingo. also i'm not a newfag but i have no clue what ase is tell me
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>>42304483zamn
>>42304483For weed I have edibles occasionally and for smoking it's hookah once a week
seriously?
its funny because i forgot to cross out single. v_v
my life has been ruined every since i was 16 and it just keeps getting worse but its kinda my fault every time its gotten 100x shittier over and overstarting hrt at 21 is a major regret
>>42317368life was ruined when was born tranny. no recovering no matter how early or late started whoremoans
>>42317455how are there so many of us?? i think im maybe becoming disconnected from reality because of my circumstances but i cant understand how there are so many trannies on here. i only came back to this site because my life became completely fucked. i didn't go on here since i was like 14 before that. i don't understand the probability of how there can be so many trannies on 4chan.
>>42317463Tranny board, I Also started at 21
>>42317495Sorry i didn't say I'm not op (I'm >>42317428) but i guess so. I'm just surprised. My last impression of this site was basically political stuff and r9k being like a digital version of a favela. going on there in 2016 at 14 was surreal. it really had a messed up vibe, i think i felt it more since i was still really young. (picrel is for the background because i like the 2000s art style and scenery, it reminds me of old roblox when i was a kid. and i think the us is also the same as 2000s Japan now. )
>>42317368The most critical times for making life choices are when we are still too immature to make good ones. That's the bullshit of life, anon. You can only make better choices going forward. And at least you started at 21, not 25 or 30.
misogyny is restorative justice for centuries of homophobia and transphobia perpetrated by an all-female social elite
What have women achieved historically? Which civilizations have they built?
>>42317647room temp IQ post
>>42317662how so?
>>42313545>>42313751feckless and ineffectual even if your sense of history is well aligned simply being mean isn't fixing things.
>>42317831if more people were misogynistic, we could turn the tide and overthrow the brutal repressive matriarchy once and for all, liberating feminine males from otherwise certain tyranny
Hey guys. I just see a lot of people online who are bitter about being a virgin/not having a partner. In my case I think it may be because of my relationship to solo-sex/AGP and porn. I have kissed a few girls and have had opportunities to have girlfriends and sex but for whatever reason, I never pursued those paths. I guess I never really felt worthy of having a partner or love, always thinking I need to become better than I am before I am loveable as a person. I am not bitter about my situation and I don't hate the world or anyone because of it. AGP is annoying but not interfering with my life in any meaningful way outside of sexuality and arousal, no dysphoria, no HRT, no crossdressing, no IRL-activities related to it - I am still just a guy with a fetish. Sometimes some lingering feelings similar to "homesickness", a wistfulness, to be a graceful, serene, kind woman is there but no strong emotions. I also "know" that for me personally it's only the sexual kink spilling over into identity, because AGP can be insidious. Also, im oldge (30) and probably a decent looking man so I don't hate my body, even if my brain thinks a female form would probably be preferable. I just wanted to share with you guys, that there are people like me out there too. Not everyone becomes hateful because they haven't been loved and neither do you :)
>>42307550you doing asexual, me too. I'm a tranny but I don't feel the need to actually have sex with people to be happy at all. Feels like a blessing desu watching all the people, straight and queer, who are legit depressed and suicidal over not having sex.
>>42313320According to literally one guy in the late 70s yes. But that and guy said AGPs need to transition to be happy. So if you don't need to transition its probably just a fetish.
>>42313320most animals are capable of complex thoughts and behaviors, why cant we as humans? why should it just be paraphilia? i'd say its an oversimplification of things.
>>42313432I don't think I am really asexual though, or I wouldn't have the needed to masturbate or get off on my own I think. Getting of on my own makes me sad after because there is no connection in it of course, but it's not like people can freely choose their sexual needs.
>>42312664>Why would you think I have dysphoria?-Never felt worthy of a partner or love -AGP is annoying-Sometimes some lingering feelings similar to "homesickness", a wistfulness, to be a graceful, serene, kind woman is there but no strong emotions-even if my brain thinks a female form would probably be preferable-sometimes do have troubles to not zone out-I would just look like a man wearing a dress and makeup. And I wouldn't be comfortable with that-My brain just thinks it would like a female body more-Getting of on my own makes me sad after because there is no connection in itThese are all things you've said which plainly are just because of dysphoria. You've just compartmentalized it really well and are very much in denial of it. You won't be able to keep it up forever though.Please think about this question at length, do you feel actually alive, or do you just exist?
