i might be straight.> be me> transbisexual> assume i'm demisexual?(relevant)> know no man would ever want me (197cm)> "good thing your bi Nona. you should probably just go with other trans girls hahaha"i'm told this a lot.for some reason this makes me cry a lot even though it's true.> years pass, become semipassoid (as good as i can hope for)> get a girlfriend> sexual stuff is always requested by her> feels very icky to me but I assumed I was demi and just hadn't warmed up yet> after months realize not once have i been attracted to her body STILLComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42345418comphet is a misnomer here, it really only applies to cis women. What I mean is that because "woman" is so heavily associated with being attracted to men, it activates the meta attraction.>is it possible to be meta attracted to women?No, not for ppl born male. It sounds like the kind of woman you like is just a woman who isn't as feminine as you. Perhaps being with a feminine woman is ego dystonic? I.e. she makes you feel too masculine in comparison, which upsets your sense of identity. Also, it's common in transbisexuals to have an inclination towards perceived heterosexuality, i.e. someone who dated women pretransition will mostly date men post transition now that they think of themselves as a woman.The real question though is what your attraction to women was like before you realized you were trans. Did you grow up being attracted to girls and having sexual thoughts about them?
>>42345504grr>>42345509> it's a misnomerokay i might have used the wrong term..i get meta is the fetishizing dynamics one, and comphet is just thinking that way bc straight is the default.but what is the term for when it's neither a fetish, nor an "egg assuming they r the default" situation? what is the word for where you force yourself into it even though you aren't... anyways if it really IS some fetish .. there's gotta be a way to unlearn it then and i can start liking my gf.>>is it possible to be meta attracted to women?> No, not for ppl born male> she makes you feel too masculine in comparison, which upsets your sense of identity.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>42345732AGP isn't a black and white phenomenon. It's just the propensity for a person born male to become aroused at the thought or image of themself as a woman. It's present in cis men and trans women. There's the classic AGPs who have a history of fetishistic crossdressing from a young age, but a lot of the younger TW don't have this history but still experience AGP. Perhaps in the classic AGP scenario it could be classified as a fetish? But for many younger TW today I think it's better described as a psychosexual orientation. Also importantly AGP involves romantic as well as sexual aspects, this is why the drive to transition remains even after your libido is nuked by E.Meta-attraction is just a manifestation of AGP in behavior, it's not really a fetish. And there are genuinely bisexual AGPs (but very few ppl born male are truly bisexual, most are either heterosexual or homosexual). Meta-attraction is also usually very tied in with your gender identity.>isn't that just meta-attraction then? if i want to be the woman in the relationship?No, meta-attraction is when a TW who (if tested in a lab) is primarily female-attracted will seek out sex with cis men because it provides validation of her gender identity and arousal since occupying the female role in sex with a cis man triggers the AGP.Not wanting to be with feminine women because it disrupts your identity / is ego dystonic is a separate phenomenon, you could maybe characterize it as the opposite of meta-attraction.>My only sexual thoughts were of boys doing stuff to me as a womanYes, that sounds like AGP. It's likely that you are attracted to cis women from what you've said, but have strong meta-attraction to men. (If you don't have any desire to be with a man as a man, even when you didn't "know" you were trans yet, that's probably not HSTS).Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42344628I stopped reading at "197cm" to inform you that I am a small sized transgender and it would be funny if we dated because of the height difference. That is all. Thank you for reading
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42339418I'm using LaTeX for mine for the past 10 years. What I noticed as best practices:> Version control and make the experience part modular so you can customize per job> Have cover and motivation letters written by a *good* AI, on the other side, they will use a sentiment analysis checker and look for keywords related to your research on the company.> Export with pdfLaTeX, that's important, jobs accept applications only in pdf or docx.> Use pandoc to render it to docx on demand, some agencies need your cv editable (ie. When they use standardized formatting or need to remove the name and the photo) Always lector pandoc output to ensure docx formatting remains sane (it won't), and you still fit in 2 a4 pages.> No complex formatting - you'll see easy graphics in a lot of formats if you're not using your own .sty, but anyone who uses an ats means that no human would ever look at your cv. (Worst case, the first human gets into the loop at 2nd/3rd round interviews)> The ATS will display a page where you have a chance to correct the information - 99% missing data and typos. It's essentially a cheap and very shit ECR, billed €$10k/yr.> Write the .sty once, update the content files with the exp, mix and match per environment.> Keep a linkedin presence feeding from the master of your experience files, and a *clean* (no lgbt affiliation, no religion, no politics) adbook.
>>42343176Thank you for all of the hard work. I rly appreciate it.
>>42343126>Here is an important question: do you want to be cute for yourself,Myself. I'm a neet hermit. I dont have friends and i rarely talk with my family and if i turned into a cute girl overnight i wouldnt change anything about the way i live my life. I just want to look cute.
>>42343562Thanks, anon, this was really helpful!
BumpShould be pinned ngl
All real women want to be muscle bottoms
>>4234549999% cis woman global version for iPhone 13 14 15 pro max
>>42345427Ugh imagine if he hadn’t shaved his chest
>>42345794true, his build is amazing but all the little hair follicles covering his chest look a bit off. Still hot though
Heated Rivalry proved this
>>42345427I want to be a real woman who wants this sis.
thred dead make sure (you) delete the old ones http://lena.kiev.ua/voice/ https://sys.4chan.org/derefer?url=https%3A%2F%2Fbuymeacoffee.com%2Falyssavt%2Fno-explanations-instructions-feminizing https://wiki.sumianvoice.com/wiki/pages/voice-examples/ >pasta:•Tool for visualizing pitch and resonancehttps://acousticgender.space/▶ Resources MTF:--- Full MTF Course ---•L's GuideComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42345910sleep well
>>42345927chest needs work...
I'm taking this bitch off topic apologies I will disappear now
>>42345927holy fucking faggot
Does L’s guide actually work? Can anyone attest to it? I’ve been using it for a while and no matter what I do I end up with my voice strained. I’m following every tutorial to a T and I’ve been really conscious about false fold constriction or if I’m pushing my pitch excessively but still. All I sound like is a faggy male and I admittedly could probs do a solid Ralsei or Basil Omori voice but I don’t sound like a woman and I feel like I never will.Passoids I know suggest I voice train because they don’t even think I’m doing it. I don’t know how any of you do this without wanting to blow your head off.
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
i would take hrt but i saw a boymoder with insanely obvious tits the other day and now desperately do not want that to be me
>>42346057yeah it sucks wanting to look feminine but then you see someone and its like, they are 6 foot tall, wide shoulders, big jawline, obvious male but they also have a rack. jesus christ its not worth it, or maybe it is, i dont know, nothing is worth it
>>42345951still sounds like an improvement, I'm already a twink so I wonder what it would do to me?
>>42345951This comment is making me consider hrt.
>>42346349yeah idk, my whole face has changed shape, its got more fullness in it so i actually look human, even if im still ugly.
the best way to get back at your chud dad is to be a hot tranny
>>42344131She been blacked yet?
>>42344131>hot
>>42344131changed my mind i'm on elon's side now re-instate doge
>>42344313They are trans.Of course they have.
>>42344131bruh elon probably looked more feminine at that age
A pluripotent jewish fairy appears and offers to transform you into one of these three people. You retain your current personality and memories, you just will now look like them. Which would you choose, left, right, or center?
I'm so tired of this woman, she became the new kardashian, just go away, I don't care, other attractive people exist, can we maybe look at someone who isn't obnoxious?
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every time an anon posts a picrel of a woman that's horrifically shopped curvy looking woman i get a huge pit in my stomach of seething envy and reverse image search her to see if it's actually shopped.> if she isfeel better about myself and go about my day. get that bag girl.> if it isn't pit of envy deepens and i spiral and sometimes break down. why does she get to have that body!!!!the funny part is i don't even want to look like that. i do not find it hot either.the facial expressions/makeup/male-gazey aesthetic are very offputting. why do i care so muchis this what blanchard warned about? ego dystonia or target attraction?
this is me when that one hip luckshit posts
real
I will never be this curvy so whats the point..
QOTT:Were you also lonely with no thread fOR 3 DAYS???>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>42163750
>>42342800Correct, butch4butch is the true path
>>42343760That's how I've seen it as well.
>>42317684me and a racist lesbian are reading this right now, hold out hope>>42323966i would be so proud
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>>42338268I'm short a few obby shards, but they're not expensive. Tomorrow. Nap time
>sorry, providing estrogen is complicated and dangerous>but we can prescribe testosterone
>>42346130if you turn up to a hospital sick they still treat you and then you default on paying them back
>>42344805>sure but they're not gonna knowWont they just go to the address where you delivered hrt to? Or police can just raid each home, 1 by 1
>>42346134What do they do about monthly medication requirements? Like for tablets?
>>42346143no idea actually, i just saw the thread scrolling past and didn't see it was a chronic thing, i googled it and it looks like you just die, and diabetics can't afford to live pretty often
>>42346219This is so fucking sad. Im on about 10 tablets a day just to stay alive:(
what happens when nerdy white boys turn 20 without a single crumb of pussy
>>42337421are these just the femboys of stuttgart or all of germany or what?
>>42343079it's the other way aroundpeople see "femboys" in public and assume they're just long haired guys doing a joke
>>42337421Why don’t ftfemboys ever look like this?
>>42337421the guy on the right wearing a gray skull t-shirt, jeans and red sneakers kinda reminds me of Digibro
>>42346194Am I insane or is that like genuinely a great outfit minus the ears
does your country support trans rights?
Yes.t. live in the US but in one of the bluest of blue states, counties, and cities so basically yes. my state would ignore any anti-trans federal government directives
>>42341896vwnbag
why are there a bunch of deleted posts in this thread that were pretty normal?
>>42342057give me an invite to vlodsoncord for free daisy's destruction and com 'p gemmies
>>42341896Why is he a baby now
Do you honestly think you're fooling anyone?Don't get me wrong, you make my cock hard. I'll call you a girl if it makes you happy. But come on man. Have some self awareness. Have a little bit of humour about it. Y'know. You're a guy, you wanna inject hormones and pretend to be a girl. Fine. Ok. Like really, it's fine. Do it. But you're not ACTUALLY a girl and never will be. A woman is more than just learned mannerisms and costumes and hormones. You're trying to fight God, you're always gonna lose. But I admire the struggle, I do, I admire the fight in you. Why isn't that good enough for you?
>>42346158>im not that anon, but, he wants to have gay sex but is ashamed to not code his gay sex as straight sexNah bro, girly men just get my cock hard. Ok, I'm gay. Girly men still get my cock hard.
>>42346247at least you admit it
>>42346247I mean he's honest
>>42346259>>42346272I keep getting this reaction from people but I don't see why it's so shocking.If you fuck trannies, you're gay. Like, I thought it was assumed by all parties involved. What straight guy sees a girl with a cock and thinks "I'll have some of that"? Like...hahahahaha.
>>42346288I mean most chud types wouldn't plainly admit they're gay whether I agree with that or not
Will giving a femreppers an ftmtf detrans kink + humiliation kink cause them to fetishize being a woman so much they become cis? To the femreppers who said no, give this strategy a tryYou don't have anything to lose at this point
>>42344534All femreppers should develop forcemasc kinks so they poon out
>>42345382I say noBegone horny deviant
>>42345444do you have a fetish for getting femreppers pregnant?
>>42345382Agreed. Less miserable terfs in the world if they do
>>42344534i kinda actually tried this. no it doesn't work, once the kinky stuff lost its steam i found myself full of more hatred for the world than ever before.
Has anybody had breast implants without being on hormones?
>>42344389Yeah I've seen cis men get breast implants before
