Please give me some advice how I could cope with being cis man. I desperately need to accept the fact that I am cis man, but I'm struggling to do so to an unreasonable extent.
>>42151059>like, unironically, what makes you a man? I've always identified as a man. I grew up as a boy and now I am a man, and I've never thought about being anything but. I can't even think of myself as anything but a man. There's also the obvious fact that I just look like one and that it's not making me dysphoric as you pointed out previously. Lastly, but maybe most importantly, I think that being anything but a man is highly likely to make me genuinely dysphoric, no matter how much I loathe that I am a man.>what would you have to change to become a non-man?My entire identity and sense of self, which feels immutable. >amd what's so bad about this thing that makes you a man?I genuinely don't know. It feels all encompassing, like I've been cursed with a burden I'll never be able to ever put down
>>42151095What does it mean "to identify as a man"? Why is identifying as a man a bad thing?
>>42151095>cursed with a burden?What kind of burden? Where? You can't even identify thw reason for your suffering. How do you even know that it has to do with being a man?
>>42151107>What does it mean "to identify as a man"?The whole world, but especially I see myself as a man, and I can't imagine that ever changing. I really don't think I can see myself as anything but a man, because that's what my internal sense of self us telling me.>Why is identifying as a man a bad thing?It isn't, or at least it should be, but I can't help but feel deeply repulsed by it to the point tgat it's making me physically nauseous
>>42151114>How do you even know that it has to do with being a man?Being a man *is* the burden, or at least that's what it feels like. No matter how much I introspect, I never reach any other conclusions as to what might make me feel "cursed with a burden". It is possible that I am overlooking something, but I'm completely lost as to what that may be. There is literally nothing in my life which should cause me to feel this way
I am so glad to be born in the 21st century. Thanks to modern lifestyles, men's testosterone levels are at an all time low. Thank you onions diet for making me look 15 at 19, and therefore, making my trooning easiser.It's sucks tho that it is hard to find good looking chads tho.
>>42151044do i have dementia or did i rly write onions instead of onions
>>42151044can you show me a picture of a man with latissimus dorsi muscles like that from 1924?>>42151050lol welcome to 4chan
>>42151044thank god I wasn't born in the middle ages or whatever, I like being into men and being a troon
>>42151050Newfag
>>42151098I have been here for 1.5 years
>break up with my boyfriend because I'm not really into him anymore>he uploads deepfake porn of me online>it has 480k views so far with 1239 comments talking about how hot I amRevenge backfired. This was the best thing to happen to me all year.
girlboss moment
>>42150925>Revenge backfiredExcept it didn't. The video will stay there forever. At some point it will affect you professionally or socially.You're too fembrained to realize that the world is not one giant hugbox. Most people look down on people who have porn clips with them online.
Christian theology includes the beliefs that Jesus was conceived by the Holy Spirit
Christianity is transcoded. Look up bride of christ stuff and parable of ten virgins.
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42032940
>>42150164>Not happeningYou haven't been paying attention to recent family court legislation have you? Too busy with the tranny stuff I'm guessing.
>>42150338Nta but I'm sure nobody here cares about family, kids, or birth. so, yeah.
>>42148250>warfare isn't a system>the courts and legal system isn't a system>the utter societal lack of forgiveness for a congruent crime by an amab vs afab isn't a systemWomen will get hired more easily for DEIWomen will succeed in education since it's increasingly made by women for womenSorryYou would have been right 60+ years ago, sort of, because we will always protect afabs and dispose of amabs
Haven't been here since Christmas. What the fuck is going on? What is this r9k-meets-reddit shit?
>mtfs can look like this >>42139960 while pooning past the age of 14 means you'll look like a retardUnfair but at least it gives me something nice to ogle at.
OK I'm a woman who likes other women. It would be weird if I liked men and never acknowledged it. I don't like men.I never did. I don't. I don't like men. I don't like men. I DON'T LIKE MEN. Hahaha just kidding with the uppercase I don't like men. Its that simple. I never did. I've always liked women and I have had no reason to suppress attraction to men. I mean I'm not even into a lot of enbies let alone men. Right? Yeah. That would be silly. I'm used to dating women! I can't be thinking about men in this way. I mean everyone's a little bisexual and sure I did think that I liked that one guy but... but I don't like men.I never do. There's no reason... I'm not some straight bitch. I'm not gonna be some dumb dudes tradwife or a babysitter for one of the guys that's been hurt by the whole male loneliness epidemic. I mean, I know that's not all of them, but I'm just not into them. Its boring and potentially dangerous and there is no reason for me to think about it any deeper. I won't ever do any kinky shit that would be detrimental to my actual life... I only like women. My feminity does not depend on men or being weaker and even if I did find such a thing kinky or hot, its NOT ok. Its NOT Sane or Safe. I need to stop worrying about this. Besides I have a girlfriend and sure its open relationship but I... don't know. Its just weird like I only seem to like women. I've tested that already in my head.
>>42150956I mean maybe if its a trans boy, it would be OK in a lot of these ways. I respect them. But my attraction would not be towards their gender......I don't like men I don't like men Idontlikemenidontlikemenidontlikemen
Maybe I should stop calling myself poly and just settle down into almost-monogymy. Like, I can make my version of "poly" work; it basically just means an open relationship where acknowledging and entertaining crushes and dates and having sex with anyone is allowed as long as I'm with my primary primarily...But maybe its safer to just not do any of that any more and just be safe.
>>42150980(to be clear, I say I can make it work from experience, but only with women and I'll only EVER do it with women. Men are ok as people but I won't have sex with one or date one because I'm not into it.
Why is this bothering me so much??I can't stand it. I don't want to feel like I'm a woman just because men are attracted fo me. I don't want to fall into bad habits like other women I see who are straight or dating men. I fear the idea of losing my perspective. I fear the idea having to handle something I fucked up with before.. That kind of awkwardness on both sides.. I don't want to go through that again ever. Don't want to lose people again. I don't want to get addicted to kink and have that fuck with my head until something bad happens like that dumb bitch from One Piece with the maid outfit (I've nearly finished Dressrossa if you know about One Piece).I just want it to go away so I don't have to think about how its easier for me to be sexually submissive. I don't want that to ever become a problem again like it has before... unlike some people I don't do that because I'm not fucking stupid with kink. I think kinkshaming is a dated fucking concept at best that needs serious change.Any feeling of attraction I might feel towards men is something I worry could be a different thing, something I necessarily keep to myself. I don't need ANYONE knowing that I masturbated while skimming a fucking Counter-Earth pdf, the sci-fi/fantasy series written by a horrendous mysogenous and that gave rise to a terrible subculture known as the Gorean subculture, that I pirated. Its awful.I hate this so fucking much.Thing is I don't even like what I pirated that much at all; I just skim for the parts that show submission and domination as actions and hate the stupid monologuing of the female protagonist about how super cool it is to be a fucking slave. But I still masturbated to parts of it. Fucking why??I just want to be a women who is with women who are nice to me and make me feel safe and secure and all that shit. Just cuz I dress femme doesn't mean...
My boyfriend left me in late october. Its been really difficult since and just repeat episodes of me getting drunk and blowing up his phone every couple of nights. Hes also dating someone else. Last night ended up with him insulting me and me threatening him until i said something like the only reason he has been able to hurt me up until then was that I loved him implying that he had just killed that. He replied with "can i try something" and started talking to me lovingly the way he did when we dated... It made me tell him i was just gonna go to sleep i cant read this and he started begging me to stay and not leave his life. I told him he can stop pretending and that he won i wont try to hurt him anymore. We talked for a little while deescalated like that. Then he offered me if i wanted him to pretend a bit more.... I took him up on it and we spent the night acting like boyfriend and girlfriend and i asked him to say some things and act in certain ways i had begun to find triggering ever since he left, i thought it could help me feel a little less traumatised for some reason like i was reclaiming my trauma..obviously didnt workOur last interaction is now him sending me off to sleep and calling me love and saying he will sleep by my side and keep me safe. I think this is the best time there will ever be for my death. Im sorry i will not be able to keep my promise to not hurt myself S you were the only good thing in my life and ill die loving you im so thankful you gave me a comforting night at the end even if it was ultimately just pretendIll love you and be yours forever
>>42151009you need a boyfriend
People tell me I pass, but I'm not entirely sure I believe them. These days I spend most of my time with other trans girls, and the occasional chaser. The only time I really spend with well adjusted normal cis women/people is when I'm at class, and I just feel m\miles away from ever connecting to them. When they talk, they sound so sweet, and I feel like I have nothing to say but stupid crazy stories that would get you hanged for sodomy any time before the last few decades, I feel like a court jester.picrel is me.
>>42139960tl;dr id let you fuck me in the ass as hard as you wanted>t. boymoder
>>42139960I would let you ruin my life>t. ftm
addendum, im the person up's freind. id fuck the shit out of your asshole
>>42149421im not friends with frenchman
>>42139960attention seeker, rope on that fact alone
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>>42047951Love to see HRTGen still going strong
>>42140466>pure hon science on my end thonah that sounds reasonable>gaslight themselves into thinking they're lowim pretty good at noticing even slight changes will definitely notice an increase in migraine frequency im gonna take it slow and keep records im just slightly concerned because with drugs depending on the class im a lightweight but also or because of fast metabolism and my tolerance resets in like a day speaking of does anyone do like 5/6 day cycle with EEn? ive heard of 10 and that sounds like a bad idea. not even sure how you would dial that in traditional medicine if you arent doing a new blood test every day of the week. what kind of things effect the half life of fat soluble esters or is it more generally stabilized? it doesn't go through your liver right so metabolism shouldnt matter?
>>42149368https://estrannai.se/docs/ingredients/this explains how the estrogen esters work.you essentially have diffusion of the ester from the oil carrier into circulation (this is variable and theres very little info on what affects it from what i can tell)then the ester being converted to estradiol, via esterases in the liver. this is where your E2 level starts to increase, the EEn itself has no feminizing effects until it undergoes this process.then the estradiol being metabolized as it normally does, again occurs in the liver.
>>42147075>going strongI've been bumping it every now and then to stop it from dying off early
why is it so much easier for pooners to pass than mtfs?
>>42150123Lol no they wouldn't. They'd get pity indulgence or hard avoids
>>42147778I noticed that the vast majority of pooners are clocky no matter what they do, and it mostly has to do with their eye area. I can clock ones that most people would perceive as men. But, with trans women, I notice a lot less of that. Either you don't pass, or you pass amazingly well
>>42147778I think this seems like bait. Transition can be a race against puberty and a genetic lottery afterwards. Don’t get me wrong trans women have materially worse conditions than many trans men, and often suffer the worst of institutionalized violence… But I’d be curious to see statistics for passing rates among trans men and women before immediately saying something like this.
>>42150932>with trans women, I notice a lot less of that.Trans women shave their brow bone in ffs. Trans men don't often do face surgeries. Brow bone is most sexually dimorphic trait. If you don't notice brow bone in trans women, you are looking at post ffs faces. Trans men can grow their brow bone If they start t young (under 18) but some trans men also just get lucky and they have some brow bone.
>>42150947I have seen some study and it was like 20% of trans women who passed vs 60% of trans men
All rightoid trans women defending their positions and reasoning for siding with people who want them dead reminds me so much of picture related in terms of dumbness it's unreal
>people want trannies dead for no good reason
>>42150864Just imagine the life you could have lived untainted by troonime.
>>42150864Suzaku wouldn't have been trusted with the robot to begin with if he didn't side with the Britannians
>>42150864I didn't side with them though>>42150878>imagine life if it was worse
>>42150864>code geassDamn, I have to rewatch the series >rightoid bootlickers are like a bootlickerFr fr
I want a gentle ftm bf to cuddle
>>42150942You won't tease them about fucking you because of their lack of penis right?
>>42150948oc course not
How late is too late?
>>42142925>post itno but ppl are mixed but they all say no hope without ffs
>>42131206Never
>>42131206Not nearly as awesome as this reveal
>>42138042>hons that dont care and just wanna be themselves are cringe but are the true winners of the troon game, and if thats your goal its literally never too lateamen
>>42134872i wish i knew about this. i want to fucking vomit every day. my OCD stopped me taking my estrogen prescription from when i was 18 until 21, and when i look at photos of myself over that time period it looks like nothing changed and everything changed at the same time. i remember going on trans forums and googling stuff like "how bad is 19 vs 21" and everyone saying it didn't matter at all.
what to do when you have boymoders in your walls and under your floorboards?
>>42150879>well well well, what do we have here?
>>42150928good night :3
>>42150938>They continue to shuffle past her feet, but the boymoder is too tired to deal with them>>42150946>Doromoding
>>42150958>ugh i just cant deal with this anymore....
>>42150862Burn the house down. Kill them all
What's /tttt/'s favorite rhythm game and (optionally) why?
Every time I see a tranny playing sdvx they’re incredibly clocky. Maimai is my #1, but chunithm and WACCA are fun as well.
>>42150690not sure tbqh.i tried the new gitadora cabs when they were location testing them in osaka and the input delay was really bad. i hope the new displays aren't all like that
>>42150425osu standard, beat saber and DDR
i used to like playing project diva extend on the psp
I genuinely love Fortnite festival
