8 months postop FFS, am I cooked?
>>42183507>>42183541something is wrong with your eyes nona get a refund holy shit
>>42183507>>42183541you look like a woman to melooks like you have curly hair and could benefit from the curly girl method or something similar, but otherwise you pass well enough to mealso are these no-makeup pics?
Where are your eyes dawg
>>42183559I had brow contouring, brow lift, cheek fat transfer, rhino, reductive genioplasty, jaw contouring >>42183572Yeah I'm in the process of figuring out my hair. No makeup in either of the pictures. >>42183576Scared of posting full face on 4tranBonus body picture
>>42183585Holy man hands
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>>42183663Thank you for the new thread you beat me to making it
>>42183670Any time, I figured I would take the burden off someone else tonight since I can't sleep.
>be me, 23 y/o troon>crippling dysphoria so bad I can’t even go outside most days>have unusual dream where I stumble into a Uni classroom and find a twink in front of my lecturer’s corpse>he cuts a piece off and forces me to eat it>threatens to kill me if I tell anyone what he’s done>spends the rest of the dream relentlessly stalking me, threatening me, and obsessing over me>I literally spend what feels like close to a month inside this dream with him doing this, scariest experience of my life>I try to distract him one day by telling him I saw police at the University>he runs off searching>I try to get help but no one listens to me because I’m so dizzy and they keep trying to get me to a doctor>evil twink returns and says he’ll take me to one>drags me off into a classroom with another lecturer tied up and tries to guilt me into killing them>”I’m your friend, I’m doing this for you, why are you so ungrateful”>I’m considering whether or not to do it >I wake upComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42183599You sound incredibly smart anon,,,, do you analyze dreams a lot?
>>42183606Im actually a gay retard. But yes I analyze dreams all the time.
>>42183564Omg porpentineAbout yr dream u shd read georges batailles. He will show u the way. This is like his thing
Something to do with Nietzsche
>>42183618Holy kino anon >>42183651Yayyyy thank you for the author recommendation! I adore Serious Weakness so if his work is anything like that or the dream I had, I’m sure I’ll love it! >>42183656So profound…
I can feed myself sometimes, but my cats eat better than I do most of the time. I just lay in bed all day and browse 4chan or watch YouTube. Occasionally I'll play a videogame or switch to Law & Order SVU. I take 40 mg Prozac and 450 mg Lithium carbonate daily for depression since my suicide attempt last year. I work maybe 12-16 hours a week at my job on average, because it's deadline based and impending deadlines are the only thing that motivates me to do work. Most of the time I'm just bedrotting and billing 40 hours. I'm considered a high performer somehow.I'm basically friendless in that I have no one I talk to regularly, including family. I have no motivation to make friends or leave my apartment except to buy groceries and pick up my prescriptions. I've been in plenty of relationships though the guy I was dating broke up with me a couple months ago.I hope it doesn't sound like I'm humblebragging since I know this is living the dream unironically for some of you. I just want to hear from anons who aren't suffering because of their material conditions. Because I feel like a pathetic nepo baby who needed a parent to beat the shit out of me a few times to knock some sense into me, and since that never happened, I can't function sustainably as an adult. Is this all there is? An endless series of tasks that I have to force myself to accomplish? I'm almost 28 and I still feel like I'm fighting the same internal battle over whether or not to build an exit bag I've been fighting since 18. Being around people makes me feel worse so I avoided it like the plague, and now people avoid me, because I'm obviously a neurotic anxious mess.Weed helps but only temporarily. I know I'm wallowing in self pity. I just hope someone will read this and say the right words to snap me out of it.>t. a mostly luckshit passoid, FFS and voice trained, a bit twinkhon-y but dysphoria is manageable, well paying career where I can WFH full time. I'm 27, four years HRT.
>>42183210are you op? i'm not smart i just know what's wrong with you>the secret words to say to me so I can start getting betterthe fact that you describe yourself with terms like histrionic and neurotic tells me you've probably read enough about psychopathology in your attempts to diagnose that fundamental defect you've always known you had that you will have seen all these secret words before, you just either didn't realize they applied to you or preferred not to
>>42183284>you will have seen all these secret words beforeFuck it's as I feared
>>42183372the worst part is i bet whatever it is you're talking about is not it at all, like bpd or narcissism or something like that. am i way off?
>>42183437No your first reply was spot on describing my condition. My psychiatrists have never formally diagnosed me with a personality disorder.I badly want to believe that my life can be turned around if I just "knew" how, while automatically rejecting any solutions that require effort on my part. So my asking for "secret words" is just my cheeky way of asking for hope, or some equivalent of being slapped in the face and told to snap out of it.
>>42183550i'd like to believe that too anon. i'm still looking for that hope myself
Why would a trans woman inject testosterone and be a bodybuilder prior to transitioning?
>>42183154No. Never.
>>42183154hopefully i won't be here to let you know in 6 months
>>42183102No ffs no nothing?Post no makeup no filters no anglesAlso I did not because I thought it would be better for my mental and physical health. Did nothing for mental and I lost more weight after than pre hrt.Kinda gained some back but I'm working on it
>>42183467I'm not that person, but I looked around the reddit account and found this post with a video so you can see what that face looks like in motion. Still covered in makeup though.https://www.reddit.com/r/FolkPunk/comments/1juwxaz/this_is_just_me_covering_im_not_a_good_person_by/
>>42183590she has a really nice voice
Having a pussy ends up feeling natural. Like it's a normal part of your body.Not that non-ops would ever know. Why do you still have your dick, really? It used to be understood that transition involved sex reassignment surgery unless it was medically contraindicated.
>>42183362but if you have a dick you can only get fucked in your asshole, if you have a pussy you can get fucked in your pussy, or get fucked in your asshole if you decide you don't feel like getting fucked in your pussyhaving a pussy gives you more options
>>42183141As much as I hate what I have I'm terrified that it'd only get worse because transition has made many of my sensitivities worse, not better, and I want to fix that before getting the snip.
>>42183141Ignore this spastic. He's either an SRS "surgeon" or an srsoid that is desperately trying to cope with his bad life decisions
>>42183597And how would you know what a good SRS result feels like after healing finishes?
>>42183141>It used to be understood that transition involved sex reassignment surgeryThey also tried transplanting a uterus in you in the early days and that didn't work out too well.I'm not an srs hater though. To be honest I find the concept of srs very hot. But I can totally see not wanting it too. Most any modern dick and balls having mtf can decide at any point to take clomid for a bit and have a functional sex organ (and potentially as many as 40% of mtfs have viable sperm counts even while on hrt according to some studies).Srs is a commitment to removing that functional organ and replacing it with something of the desired form in a kind of artificial way that not everyone is going to down to accept as a lifelong state. Yeah, there are plenty of regular women who are infertile, including basically all women past age 50, but where we're at today is still somewhat different from what regular women have even when they're infertile. That might always be the best anyone can get. I don't know the future. But I think it's fair to not be down for getting that done.
This woman was murdered and dismembered by a tranny in Sweden last Saturday.
>>42182892>polesPolish people? what did we do
>>42181723if they were kept in a mental institution they wouldn't have been let out in the first place like >>42179403 said
We should just execute gigahons on the spot. Same for srsoids
>>42182618>He was close to passingin what way???he is literally bald
>>42182437>trust me bro
how is it possible to look this bad after years of hrt? hondosed?
>>42183296nice assanyway idk go see a dermatologist
>>42183319the skin isn't the problem, its the shape
>>42183296this is an ftm
>>42183296you're underdosed on pull ups and rowsi prescribe more pull ups and rows
>>42183296you're underdosed on plaps and cummiesi prescribe more plaps and cummies
theres a exploit in the game baldurs gate 3 that the community has called "poly-domming"this felt appropriate for transgender polyamorous domsif you want info about the glitch, if you use polymorph (makes enemy into an animal) and then dominate beast (gives you control of an animal) on the same person, theres a way to make them permanently under your control, instead of normal dominate beast/person where it lasts only a few turns with a chance to end each turn
>>42182380idk what youre blabbering about but what the fuck is thbat reaction image. how did the creator not make it be "hawk trua". millions must die
>>42182380which animal do you want to be before i dominate you nona
What is "cunny"? I keep seeing trans online talk about "cunny"
>>42183015Need a ftm bf so we can pretend we're shotas raping each other
>>42182836loli pussy yummy
>>42182923>>42182950>>42183592Why do trans like female children's genitals? Why are you pedophiles????
>>42183615Calling them pedos doesn't work anymore saar, the epstein files are out.
>>42183615boring bait
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42180005>Have you considered it may just be dysphoria-related disassociation,Because i'm disassociated a LOT of the time its hard to say. I think even if its correlated i still failed to develop a real well-rounded personality. I decided to give hrt a chance anyway but i'm not discarding the possibility that dysorphia is not end all be all of my problems yunno?.Like who says youncant have 2 mental disorderd at once. I'm starting therapy and it'll be super uncomfortable but yeah i intend to just speak my mind there a 100% and not mention trannythoughts and we'll see how that goes.
>>42154334>A very merry (belated) Christmas to you, too! I hope the holidays had their highlights for you, on top of being exhaustingThank you for the kind message!The holidays were okay, family drama was still a factor but I'm learning to move past it.Gotta focus on career and financial security above all else.>Yes, definitely report back with whatever insights you garner!I will be sure to do so, I will double my efforts to complete my current studying course and my research into the advice that was given here already.
I feel fucking amazing you guys.
>>42183247Great, tell us more.
>>42163835>Alright! Sounds like you're having a laid back time ahead, that's great to hear. You know, you are always so cheerful, it's clear you are really trying hard to make people feel comfy and welcome. I appreciate that. But I hope you also feel like you can share your troubles and difficult emotions with us, regardless!dw dw i do open up about stuff from time to time. for the most part i don't feel like stuff i have going on is worth sharing or venting about tbhdesu :D
i quite literally cannot possibly imagine a good future for myself because im so fucking tall i hate this shit so fucking much and it enrages me, it sends me into an absolute honrage when i see short trans girls say height isnt a big deal. ill never be seen as anything but a threat
>>42180939>you're wrecking the LGB for us normalThe B was wrecking it for anyone for ages but you probably won't pay attention because you think trannies just popped into existence by themselves
>>42180582Just say yer fugly lololol
>>42180582hi sophhow was your christmas?
>>42180582short trannies seem to be unable to understand that if you're a true heighthon you will never actually pass as a womanheight is basically the most visible feature and also the one which you can't changeyou can get FFS to fix your masculine face or other surgeries for other body parts, but you can't do anything about heightalso, tall trans women will generally be more masculine due to either greater human growth hormone levels (which, apart from making you taller, give you a larger jaw, nose, brow ridge) or low estrogen levels (women tend to me not as tall because estrogen ossifies the growth plates and higher counts do it faster)tall trans women are generally going to be more masculine but no short tranny wants to admit thist. 6'2 bitterhon
>>42180582damn, sophie is still at it?
My new yeas resolutions:>don't date men>don't try to date at all>if I really want it find something t4t
>>42183517I love you if you recognised where it's from
This tranner is hot and passing >>42183475This tranner does NOT pass at all >>42183500
>>42183540nta but i bet its some shitty porn manhwa
>>42183567well op is a guy soo
>>42183580It's a good one. I'm sorry you don't have tastes>>42183581I'm not
SRS havers, what was it like at the moment when you woke up after surgery and you first felt your dick was gone? was is how you expected?
>>42181377I just would rather live with a penis than risk having a botched SRS. I hear more about horrible botched SRS results than any surgery ever. I could not think of a worse nightmare than being stuck with a surgically-induced hole between my legs that could half any manner of medical issues surrounding it. It's just so scary to me.
>>42181398yeah i can confirm it's pretty uniquely horrible. right this second i am existing but stuck with knowing i have this scarred ugly thing between my legs, totally dysfunctional and nothing like any happy post-op describes it. that makes me more dysphoric and suicidal than my penis did. like i can't even put into words the existential dread of it all. body horror movie gore but just my new normal. sigh
>>42171593>like i hate the poop too.is this just worded a little funny or does poop actually come out of it? i'm confused and know next to nothing about srs
>>42183227yea they reroute trannies colon through it
>>42172318thank god our good friend john smith came to our completely clean imageboard to tell us there are no federal agents in the vicinity. absolutely fantastic news
It's actually kinda funny how fast the guys calling me a man all day lose their minds when I call them a girl.
"You sound like an emotional woman" is one of my favorite insults. It works them into a seethe every time
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>>42180361god i wish that were me (either)
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>>42173889>left the average male experience>right the average female experienceAnd people wonder why men are trooning in droves
