Halloween II.5 Edition: Back from the dead (director's cut)previous: >>41307921 >>41475843 Goal of the thread: TREAT yourself to something nice, be it a meal, a hot bath, or something else you'd enjoy doing.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41493235Go broke or get a different expensive hobby that’s healthier
>>41493515you sound like you've made some good progress anon, hope you wind up getting that job (that would be massive). Feeling like the real non-psychotic you is doing fine is probably going to be a rather big asset for you in terms of managing psychosis long term, if I had to guess. at least that is the general tendency I've seen in the people I know on the schizophrenia spectrum irl. >How are you guys doing on with your goals this year?my #1 accomplishment is probably moving away from my parents and maintaining as much distance between myself and my family as I can without going no contact. being able to walk and talk more like a normal person again, physically, and for standing my ground and fixing my infections on my own when the doctors wouldnt listen is another big one.my goal was to get away and become as independent as possible and this is far more progress than I had thought possible, just not enough to be sustainable yet. there is still work to be done and I can't feel a sense of victory yet for that reason. there is still that feeling that i need to get my shit together, but also that it doesnt matter anymore, and that i should give up and die. it just doesnt have the same feeling of urgency as often as it did last year
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>>41496482>you sound like you've made some good progress anon, hope you wind up getting that job (that would be massive).Thank you! It would be great as I'd like to fund top surgery revisions and then moving out.>Feeling like the real non-psychotic you is doing fine is probably going to be a rather big asset for you in terms of managing psychosis long termThat's a very helpful thing to say and gave me a lot to reflect on about how my thought patterns and stress level can spiral. In some cultures, hallucinations are more or less malicious than others, so I think something about your outlook really does affect how you cope with psychosis. That's hopeful to think of, thank you >my #1 accomplishment is probably moving away from my parents and maintaining as much distance between myself and my family as I can without going no contact.>being able to walk and talk more like a normal person again, physicallyCongrats!! These are both huge things in terms of your functioning and independence so I'm proud of you, those are very huge and I hope things only get better.>and for standing my ground and fixing my infections on my own when the doctors wouldnt listen is another big one.I'm glad you recovered from that, infections can be scary. It is way harder than it should be to get medical professionals to listen to you at times than it deserves to be, I'm glad you're ok despite it>my goal was to get away and become as independent as possible and this is far more progress than I had thought possible, just not enough to be sustainable yet. there is still work to be done and I can't feel a sense of victory yet for that reason. I think you deserve to congratulate yourself and feel proud even if the time to lay back and take it easy isn't yet. The burn out comes a lot faster if you aren't kind and encouraging to yourself at times like you would be to a friend. Seriously, good job anon
who's the best hon rep in video games and why is it her?
>>41494823>>41494990susie is agp manmoder representationbratty is hsts hon representation
susie is BEAUTIFUL fuck you
>>41495163literal child btw
>>41494823shes best rephon rep because she doesnt brush her teeth>>41495163go back
>>41495102trve. ive seen countless manmoders in this board look and act like susie
let it out
>>41496774i've been friends with men, have dated them, and was surrounded by them my whole life until recently. they're scum. if you're not a man, don't conform to their ideas of femininity, or you don't want to let them stick their dick in your holes they leave you for dead. they're synonymous with danger. they're barely sentient. i used to appreciate them for what they are but after dealing with men for so long i have zero respect left for them.
I used to be terribly in love with a girl I met on here but I cut her off because I had a really bad savior complex and she had that kind of depression that is soul-sucking, voidlike. Literally inconsolable all the time, didn't see me the same way and generally was fundamentally incompatible with the lifestyle I wanted to live. We were supposed to meet up because she came to my state but it never happened (got a gf who wanted her gone, so I blocked her).I don't miss her but I think about her all the time and I wonder if that's just as bad. I sometimes imagine what life would be like for us if she had the capacity or the desire to allow me in, to touch her, to hold her like I always wanted. It's not something I truly want, I love my girlfriend so much and I'm so much happier with where I am right now but I find myself thinking about the what ifs all the fucking time. What if we met and I hugged her and she realized how warm and cuddly and comforting my presence could be for her? What if we met and I held her hand and she realized that my touch could actually make her heart skip a beat? What if we met and she finally could recognize, just from the way I look at her, that I would've done literally anything to make her happy? That I would take care of her. Sometimes I fantasize about her missing me, fawning over me, basically just being 'the one who got away' for her. What makes this pathetic is that she doesn't give a shit about any of that and never has, she'd prefer to throw away her self-respect by dating people who she knows aren't the right fit purely out of convenienceI get so pissed and repulsed thinking about her but I know it's just my ego still feeling bruised from the rejection. My gf is fucking dope and very supportive. It's a different type of hurt when you try so hard to be the shining whiteknight and you realize that you aren't owed shit just for being nice to someone kek
>>41469180my doctors want me to medically detrans due to a medical condition but im still diying enanthate behind their back...
>>41497067basedfuck em
It sounds worryingly common for hookups with T girls to collapse before materializing . . .
Is he repressing his homosexuality, or does he have even darker skeletons in his closet?
>>41497914Worse, he's a gamer.
>>41497914Hey, he's from my country :(>homohe's just a grifter banking on that X revenueMalaysia doesn't have any of the problems he talks about so I don't know what's his issue
Prev: >>41356549QOTT: Do you have a nice, organized living space or do you live in filth? something in between?
>>41497124My femrepper partner may not be able to actually knock me up. But they are welcome to try, try and try again. Really give it their all :3>>41497138My partner is kinda of a badass. I'm pretty sure they could take every other femrepper here.
>>41497186do you think he'd beat the baby out of you
Why are the ftms who try to deny female socialization exists always have the most feminine personalities? (rhetorical question) And then they try to define socialization and they give the exact opposite definition (that it's innate or everyone is socialized the same way and only that way for their entire life)I don't want to be female socialized either, socialization still exists regardless
>>41497413deep doo doo denial
>>41497413Because it is easier for them to cope that way than admit that it is a thing. I cannot blame them, I think everyone is in denial of how deep gender runs.
How can I cope with the fact that I will have never look this pretty?
>>41494702who is that?
>>41494702By embracing your masculinity and not caring about gay shit like looking like a pretty girl.
>>41494702She needs to sit on my face ASAP
>>41494702>>41496337I feel like a lot of folks forget that being pretty is a priviledge in itselflike, you have the time and resources to dedicate to "sculpting" your own body to fit conventional beauty standardsjust be you, anon :)
>>41497861Then I'd be just some boring ugly guy
MtfF--I transitioned like 15 years ago.I haven't posted here in like 8 years.Still have my wiener and I only date cis women. I seldom interact with trans women.What's new? Also AMA.
>>41495406Faggot
>>41495406does life ever become worth living?
Being a twenty-four year old manmoder is one of the most isolating things a human being can experience. I did everything right; I lost more than a third of my bodyweight in the last year, and I've been on HRT for half that time. My estrogen levels are through the roof, and my testosterone levels are nuked. Yet, I don't look any more feminine than I did a year ago. At best, people think I'm a few years younger than I actually am. I can't surgerymaxx either, since I was born impoverished and black, and all of my current and future job prospects are mediocre at best.I would kill myself, but I'm too scared, so I'm just holding on to the fleeting hope that I become a passoid someday (unlikely). But in all likelihood, I'm probably just going to stay a HRT manmoder. As much as it sucks, at least I'm not quite as suicidal as I was prior to HRT.Anyway, how do I cope, /tttt/?
>>41491893you left out the norwooding on the left THOUGH, t. >>41493025
>>41491893>picrelwhat am i as a hrt at 21
>>41491893what if i started hrt between 20 and 25?
Can't you just like commit credit fraud or something and get FFS? I think that's what I'd do if I was poor and wanted to pass.
>>41497614tbdesu im not balding im just manlier and uglier than the manmoder pictured
Why are black boymoders like this?
That's just a man yuck
>>41497805She has breasts and is a beautiful woman
>>41497770I know it's weird to say on this board of all places, but stop projecting your fetish onto people
what'd you drink and eat today?if you haven't already pls go eat and drink something take care of yourself ^^
- fat rolls are breeding grounds for bacteria and thats why fat people smell even if they wash every day- chafing thighs causes rashes and darker rougher skin between your thighs- fat people snore and struggle for air in their sleep.- small animals and insects can die in your rolls.- being fat ruins your stamina-all the organ issues from being fat arent worth it.trans girls should want better for themselves. its okay to be a little overweight but do not get fat if you value your mental health
>>41497763fat people are also gross and smell bad too
>>41497763lalala cope.
>>41497763Trutht. obese tranny trying to lose weight
>>41497832good luck darling
as a trans guy i think that trans girls who are into st4t are quite literally angels bought down to earth and if anything ever happens to them i will walk outside and light myself on fire
>>41497809>You should just accept trying to date 4chan men you've never spoke to before and if you do not want to do that then there is something wrong with you
>>41497834Don't go up to trans men talking about how they like ST4T & then complain about how trans men who like ST4T are impossible to find.
>>41497844It is normal to treat this place like a forum for chatting and not like a dating site. I would potentially meet someone from board but I'm not looking for it and thats healthy and normal. irl, it is very hard to find trans men who have their shit together and are into trans girls.
>>41497884>have their shit togetherSee that's the difficult part that you should complain about.
>>41497897?I can complain about whatever I want thanks
Why does latex specifically trigger my AGP so hard?
>>41494779There are ones with both of those built in. I have one in my closet lol
i loooove latex ! i’m gonna soon buy a catsuit for my gf and have lots of fun wrapping her in it and rub myself all over her and have looots of transbian sex <3
>>41492967Images like this (women doing something semi-sexual together) hit me right in the geepees. I'm gonna kms
>>41492967Latex can be pretty hot tho i never understood the full on catsuit outfits that cover your entire body (+ the hood). Picrel looks way better to me
>>41492967How do you even get into those suits?
Democrats abandoned you.
>>41497888Ok boomer
>be me>transbian>decide to get cis gf pregnant>plap plap plap plap plap>shoot girlmilk deep inside her womb>millions of swimmers racing to her egg>one lucky guy makes it>egg gets fertilized>zygote starts its journey to her uterus>implants in the uterine lining>starts dividing like crazy>turns into an embryo>embryo growing tiny organs and a heartbeat>placenta forms to keep embryo fed>fetus starts to look like a tiny humanComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41497482i look like that pic in rael life
I wish I could get a girl pregnant so badd. You're so lucky nona..
>>41497500no you don't hon
>>41497364I love being a straight man as well, OP. lmao
>>41497364What did any of this have to do with you pretending to be a woman?
yes, start flying for facebook cishit truth
a thread died for this, btw
>>41497826Why are they running out?
>>41497826>@WomanThrottlerK.A.M>>41497841
>>41497881Oopsie doopsie, sorry 7841
