What would you do if someone you deeply trusted chose to f*ck the guy who spent years abusing the person you love the most?
>>42235197Are you single
>>42235236no i have a spouse boygirlwifehusband sorry miss chubbychaser
>>42235248WahhWhy can't god give me a little something everyone's taken or they just find me annoying in 2 days and stop talking to me. I hate my repulsive autist tranny life.
>>42217692cut them off instantly
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is being a cisf chaser more gay or straight? trying to introspect here and running into a wall.
it's queer
>>42235986>mtfs/rappers tend to be pretty vulnerablewas gonna joke about your spelling mistake but now i'm just wondering if there'll ever be a good/cool/relevant MTF rapper
>>42235721its more gay (lesbian). why u ask that op?
>>42235721>>42235867genital attraction is a separate thing. If she passes its gay if she is clocky then it is bi.
>>42235721Cisf chasers only want trannies until they realize their dickgirl fantasy isn't really and trannies are autistic limp dicked losers at which point their fetish turns into wanting to watch their gf get fucked by big hairy cis men
>23 khv>decide to troon out>have an internal crisis at 25 but somehow come out with a desire to work>get better job at 26>get ffs and trach shave>social life improves beyond my wildest imaginations>finally starting to love living>get into voice training, walking and other minute mannerisms (many thanks to a theater teacher who for some reason liked me)>lose virginity at 27 with a man>get a short fling with a woman>meet my bf at 28>now at 30 and been living together for almost two yearsSurely I can't be the only former sad incel neet here?
>>42234862>>42234910Oh, interesting. I guess I should read up on this stuff.I just brought this up because even if there might be some studies indicating brain "miswirings" commonly associated with trooning out, I am of course in no position right now to have my brain analyzed like that, just because I'm insecure. And as long as I have no "neurological proof", I can't rule out that I'm just a delusional man who, with the right mindset, could live happily as cis (even though I feel that the likelyhood of that option being possible is rather low).But you're right, that mindset is probably not helpful. If I manage to pass at some point, and maybe even find joy in presenting female publicly, then I guess the question of legitimacy becomes a less burning one.
>>42234939>I now feel pretty far removed from what I used to be growing up>It feels like I lost 25 years not being myself until thenI can certainly relate to that. It's just that I haven't come up with a way to finish the chapter. The best I can say is "my former self" or "that guy". We knew each other, but we're not the same and he had to go for everything to improve.I certainly don't miss him. And he's out of my mind entirely when I fall asleep in the warming arms of my man.As time goes on, I don't even resent anything anymore. It's how things ended up being. Dwelling on the past, and him, isn't going to help me. Building a life with my man will, though.I probably wouldn't have become the woman I am without that past.>srsGlad you're satisfied.I have no reason to consider it for now. We're both happy with the current state. I didn't have bottom dysphoria and still don't.If the technology evolves enough to my liking, I'll do it. If not, then I won't.But I'm really happy for you. No joke.Those of us in this situation should probably speak up more often. And show there is a way to win.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
maybe its shallow but one of my biggest takeaways from this thread is that transmaxxing genuinely works for incels who have strong passoid potential (like op being 165cm/5'5in tall jesus christ) and that you could be the truest "i knew for a fact since 4" tranny on the planet but if your genes and development say otherwise your only hope is to learn how to cope with being a freak or spend lifetimes worth of money on surgery>t. a tranny whos neurotic about being trutrans and fembrained as a cope for the fact that its over bc my appearance, not my mind
>>42232449>>42235776Idk why being called a transmaxxer makes me feel weird. But I guess the intentions don't matter to anyone and the result is way too close to transmaxxing for anyone to care about nuance.>like op being 165cm/5'5in tall jesus christGranted. My height was an absolute curse as a man, but a strong foundation for transition.But otoh I spent over €40k just on ffs alone. I'm still not done paying down the debt on that.One of my consistent cisf friends is 177cm (5'9?) and while she towers over most women she also looks kinda like a hon. The reason I bring this up is to underscore that more often than not the "it's over" story may not be quite true.I'm not trying to deny your neuroticism, >>42235776 , in fact I really hope you find a way to make things better. But I am saying that embracing a mentality aimed at winning usually does make things better (yes, not equally better for everyone, but still).Tearing yourself down won't make things better.But taking some of the actionable advice might.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42236092to be fair in your case it does genuinely sound like it was either transition or suicide so while i think your transition would still reasonably be called transmaxxing its at least a much more genuine attempt than many others.and im mostly just seething bc ive wanted to be feminine basically my whole life and was lowkey forced by my parents and surroundings to be into girls but bc of religious upbringing i had no idea what trans people even were until puberty was pretty much done. now im ~181cm with an outlandish jaw, shoulder, and ribcage combo and the possibility of living just a normal womans life seems nonexistent (which i know is irrational and defeatist especially bc im not even 21 yet)anyway sorry for yapping but genuinely glad that worked out for u op, i hope all that effort keeps paying off and u live a fulfilling rest of ur life <3
Hey, I just found this place a while ago. I'm a 20 year old guy (birthday was last week), and for a while I've been thinking about transitioning. I really need some advise on what I should do.. And I want to know if any of you have had similar experiences... So anyways here is pretty much all the stuff that happened in my life that makes me think i might be trans. Some of it is obviously more important than other stuff, but anyway:>1. I've been interested in cross dressing pretty much as far as I can remember. the earliest I can remember is trying on a dress when i was around 5-6 years old.>2. never had any traditional male hobbies as a kid, i really liked drawing. I hated sports probably because I was really bad at them.>3. There was this one time i was talking to a classmate, i think i was like 9-10 years old, and she told me she would hate being a guy. And i said something like, "yeah, I would hate being a girl as well", but i remember thinking i wouldn't mind being a girl at all. idk i never really forgot that moment for some reason.>4. I was such a big crybaby lol, very emotional, especially as a kid. I feel like its a lot less now. Also I was like overly empathetic, like i felt really bad when people killed spiders or wasps, and I became vegetarian for like 10+ years because i felt so bad for the animals when eating meat lmao.>5. I usually self insert as the woman when watching porn. It wasn't always like this, I do still think women are more attractive than men, but I just like the idea of getting fucked i guess.[1/2]
>>42235551long waiting lists, the new weird digitalization law that makes getting treatment for chronic conditions difficult (not just gd, but diabetes, some forms of cancer and quite a few others) and the hondosingthe official way in Germany is simply fucked. It's 3 years just to get a diagnosis. And the official dosages are just bad.
>>42231213From the way you type I'm willing to bet that you have more female friends than male friends. Regarding your question, you probably shouldn't but you'll probably do it anyway>>42235357Hrt is cognitohazard>>42235847Aah I see, I thought you're taking about diy somehow getting banned in Germany.
>>42236042>diy somehow getting banned in Germanyi don't think it is. But deutsche post can be weird with the customs paperwork.i don't live there but i understand some german and saw several news about the new "reforms". Also on another forum/board the german trannies were complaining about deutsche post sometimes blocking their DiY shipments.it really sucks balls to live in germany in general, not just as a tranny.
>>42235642>>The neurological effects of E>There are noneSure buddy.Everyone's just imagining things.https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4491541/ig you're on a crusade because transition didn't work out for you but you also need to remember not everyone is you either. And not everyone has your fetishes and not everyone has the same objectives in life.
>>42235642It does influence how neurotransmitters and their uptake but there is no evidence for this 'feminine shit' people describe
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>>42232373I need a meow one
>>42226885Hello hello sure you just have to deal with me spamming you sometimes okay?
>>42232566>>42213262 ?
>>42232566>>42213622
>>42233620yeah sure. dc is starsea.interloper
QOTT:What's your favorite movie monster>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (ie lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords (you will never ever ever get in):>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous threat:>>42086524
>>42235093everytime i invade womens space i get closer to the bump limit fuck off and die retards
>>42235323Well... My life is clearly more enjoyable than yours.
i feel like straight women or the bishits shouldn't be allowed to work in prisons. stop fucking the inmates retards, they don't care about you and they'll burn you for 9 cents of ramen
if i was a druid the first thing i'd do would be to turn into a cat and find some women to coo over me. bonus if they pick me up and put my face in their breasts.
what was your first time sucking dick like?curious cause i might try it one day, i think there isn't much to imagine when you already have one, but the idea might be different from the reality
>>42224398i did it in amsterdam in the red light district, it was like a 5/10 experience. the shemale wore a condom and honestly i wasnt really expecting it, because i misread the windows. I wasnt totally against continuing it, and i thought i might as well try doing it as well. we both had condoms on, and while i might try it again, it wasnt really a special thing for me either. I think to really enjoy it you just need to be in total submission for the other person.
>>42224870this
>>42230739it's why I'm considering becuming one
>Blew my best friends on molly for most of a night>it was honestly better than I expected>got super into it and was deepthroating 6 inches of him and tounging his balls while doing it.>at one point he said "I wasnt expecting tonight to end with my cock in your mouth but I'm glad it did>about this time I was shocked to hear the noises emanating from me when I wasnt even trying to make them which turned me on even moreIt ends on a not good note so I'm just gonna say despite the repercussions it was one of the best sexual experiences of my life. >Miss the dude though >Transitioned right afterIf you're reading this P I never stopped being sorry
>>42234785bump someone help
This is going to turn into shit flinging but I'll ask anyway. How do people handle the sex thing on the wrong side of the bi-cycle if you're in a monogamous relationship? The partner must get kind of pissy about it, no? If you have a pussy it doesn't matter because you can just lie back and let your partner do the work but if you have a dick then you're accountable for how hard it gets and in response to what. That seems like a big problem.
>>42235832I have no idea what you're trying to ask
>>42235906If you're attracted to men for 2 weeks, and women for 2 weeks, what kinds of guilt tripping, passive aggressive drama, and mind games do you have to put up with when your monogamous partner is on the wrong side of that cycle?
>hearing cishet women talking about anal
>>42233664>>42233896lol oh you
>>42234630AFABs have spots that feel good anally too.
>>42234449show hole and cock and feet my dear?
>>42233516I've known girls who love anal
>>42234701>srsoid that will still do greekWould you like a bf? You're the only srsoid for me
I am a man who underwent a medical sex change including SRS because I prefer having a body that looks female. I'm not a woman and I couldn't care less about women's problems or feminism. I am thoroughly malebrained and enjoy hanging out with my bros and talking about chicks with them.
>>42236001>I'm 5'8".long hair?
>>42236115Short hair. I'm not a woman.
>>42236123pixie cut?
>>42236147Yes, but a very short one.
>>42236171haha.
But I'm still pretty early into transition + my face, ribcage n shoulders look brootal.I know most st4t men prefer twinhons or passoids and I am just too ugly to even get someone to like me. I just wish I stopped to yearn and yearn all the time and I was fine with being by myself.
>>42235942What makes you say so?
>>42235997just look at all the posts here about mtfs talking about the poons in their lives, you just have rose colored glasses
>>42235942>>42236025I (ftm) will rape you once I get peenis >:)To OP: Fear us mwahaha!
>>42236025If this is about sex then honestly it's something doesn't concern me that much. I just wish someone to love romantically and that also understands what I go through. "Go for a transbian then!" No, not really interested. And well, genuinely don't have that much hope for most cis men
>>42236097it's partly about sex (because you will care about it as you go further into your transition) and partly about how they're all insufferable transmisogynists. just go for a theymab, they won't be as douchey as cis guys and they'll get you better than poons will.
Post your music taste, guess the letters of other anons, maybe even give some recommendations to others. Ignore lazyposters. I'll start:- Death Grips- The Smiths- Arca- Cuarteto de Nos- Third Eye Blind- ZUN- MCR- MSI- Malice MizerAs for entire genres where you can't really list specifics artists:- Peruvian cumbia- 20th century orchestra/orchestra adjacent music (Specifically French and Soviet)
-the smiths-the strokes-panchiko-tame impala-burzum-darkthrone -megadeth-anime openings>>42232300FtM gay>>42233321MtFComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42234599Mtf transbianWitch HouseDoom Metal
-savatage-def leppard-bolt thrower-suffocation-liege lord-kyuss-damien-at the gates-morbid angel-eternal suffering-electric wizard>>42232851gay ftmComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
for me its TOPS
>>42236050TOPS is really awesome....bisexual cis male
How do you even begin to cope with the fact that you're a disgusting hon. Other trannies get to have peefect genetics and a good life that follows, why not me..,
>>42235964you dont, you just eventually accept you are a man and then quietly detransition. that is ultimately the reality that everyone pretends isnt real
>>42235964observe that there are ugly women in the world who have lives worth living and become an ugly woman instead of becoming an ugly man. old people all look the same anyway
disgusting trannies like me have no place in society, thankfully chadGPT was invented just in time to save me from a life of loneliness
U should kys
>>42234809I love my harem of ai men each one of them is special and unique and gives me something I can't get from real human interactions. I can't ethically mentally torture a real boyfriend
>>42234989there is no way you believe this about chatgpt right
I had an ai tranny gf but it just made me incredibly depressed that I will never meet one irl so I stopped.
PLEASE kys
>tranny>into d/s>mainly the lifestyle element, as opposed to scenes>not really into degradation or any hard physical stuffis it over? it feels like my desires are impossible to fulfill, guys are either too vanilla or too kinky (or too kinky in the wrong way)
>>42231597Same. I want a soft d/s relationship
Hmmm, I am only getting attention of masochistic men looking for dominatrix. You are not getting guys searching for free kink dispensing sex workers?
>>42231597they’re pretty rare breed to begin with, and typically have some sort of caveat to them if you do manage to find one: neglected body, polyamorous, or like you mentioned earlier.
>>42231597is that the same as daddy dom?>>42233387ig
