I'm neither capable of genuinely wanting nor actively being anythingI wish I could bring myself to truly want to be a womanI don't even know why I wish that, but my mind still has latched onto it
>>43134799Nah, I've seen and read all your threads
>>43134821Oh ffs i guess i have to get better at actually using this anonymous image board anonymously lol. Ig my writing style is just too easily clocked (and also bc i like to yap ig lol)>>43134639Yeah sure ig im a tranny, thats what almost everyone, online and offline, keeps telling me when i complain about my doubts and stuff. I just wish i could believe it too and stop worrying about it all the time but i just cant it seems.Whatever ig ill prob stay on E for like a month longer to get to my next Endo appointment to see how my levels are (shit prob but i still kinda wanna know). Also so i can get another stash of prescribed E since im too scared for DIY + apparently the DIY market is a lil fucked in Europe rn.Bc even if i stop, id want an E stash so i can start back up immediately in case the tranny thoughts come back again. Dont wanna wait almost a year again like i had to for my first Endo appointment.Maybe even ask the Endo about ralox/SERMS or mention ive been unsure (in general/about breast growth)? But idk i dont think theyd ever prescribe that (and prob cant even if they wanted), might not even give me info on that lol. Plus i dont wanna risk not getting more prescribed E/them just kicking me out or sth.Then after the appointment mayb ill consider like stopping for a month or two to see if i feel worse on T again. If that happens hopfeully itll solidify my decision to transition. Tho if it doesnt make me feel worse then idk anymore lol.Or i wont try going off of E. idfk anymore what i am what i want or what to do or what my future is gonna look like :C.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43130720I hate myself for wanting to be a woman. It sucks. It ruined my life.
>>43134920That too, but not wanting to be a woman hard enough also ruined my life
>>43130720fit on the right goes hard
all they ever do is fit into society's standard of womanhood, either to fit in or to get fucked by men who just see them as mentally ill sissies anyway. at least us AGPs care about self expression and sacrificing for the sake of internal happiness and satisfaction. we push the envelope, we're on the front lines and we aren't settling for anything less than the respect we deserve. husstusses just whore themselves out to the patriarchy.
>>43134977sorry man
Wtf are you talking about most agps are wearing the same low effort outfit like everyday, if anything there's probably more hsts carrying over adventurous self expression from their faggot days than AGPers doing anything so bold.
>>43135048ive never seen husstusses wear anything besides dresses that make them look like a housewife from the 1700s but okay
>>43135295most husstusses i see either dress like teenage girls or normal gay men
>>43134977don't need to put effort their 'straight' boyfriends will eventually murk them anyway
What is your opinon on the prominent transgender artist Ethel Cain posting cock and balls on instagram on transgender visibility day?
God I need her so bad
>>43134814Unironically part of why I’m unsure about orchi. I like cbt too much, and just aesthetically I like balls. Can you get like prosthetic ones? I imagine you don’t feel anything anymore so what’s the point.
>>43134740it's been 16 years hrt and still have my little nuts you mad gay ass niggaaaaa?
>>43133973She needs to post more
>>43134662Me.
There is a super cute twink bottom at my company.. and i .. i want to ask him out... when i think about him my heart goes a bit doki doki.... he is so cute... i want to big spoon him and fall asleep smelling his neck.....But he probably isnt interested in a tranny freak like me, sigh......
Office. The great transbian council has come to a decision. You have been making to many posts about dating men. A transbian should be devoted to trans women and trans women only. You have disappointed us and tarnished the reputation of all transbians. Therefore we are revoking your status as transbian. Refrain from referring to yourself as such or be punished with the wrath of every transbian on earth. You have been warned.
can you please not talk about these things here
>>43135201Why?
i'm a 20 year old dudetall and skinnywhere do i meet cute trannies in the netherlands?
>>43135292>20 Thats a fucking lie
>>43135297i'll be 21 in a few months
>>43135312Is that you in the pic? Guy in pic looks 40
>>43135320if you were dutch you'd know who he is
do you idolise your boyfriend and get all warm and fuzzy when you think about him being better than you?
No, I'm a very competitive person, I'd be spending every free moment to surpass said theoretical boyfriend that's better than me.
MEFslop
>>43134997this is the only life you have>>43135058what if he'd always win against you?
>>43134980I do this but I'm a cishet girl
>>43134980He's not better than me but I love him anyways.
It’s hard being friends with trans women because they get all flirty and weird. I’m a gay guy so of course I’m pro lgbt, but it seems like every time I make friends with a trans woman. She starts to take my friendship for something else. I’ll have to remind them I’m gay. Then they say something like “I still have my boy parts” or some weird shit like that. I also really hate the forced giggle they do. Like you’re an adult not a little girl. Ugh idk. And the only gay (lesbian) trans women I ever met was an autistic turbo nerd who was rude af
>>43135236>"I still have my boy parts"faketrans. block he- ahem, it
All transgender "women" are males who have a crossdressing fetish.All transgender "men" are females who want to be a femboy in a gay relationship.
>>43132397hey :)
>>43130202It’s not true unless you have the fact pepe to prove it.
>>43130192it's not a crossdressing fetish, I like to have tits and a pussy while wearing mens clothes
>>43134347there are no genetic males who ***truly*** look more female than male except in misleading/distorted/limited photos or videos that selectively display them from certain angles
>>43132881>almost like you just want to have gay sex and use the tits to pretend it isn'tMore like I want to have gay sex and also really like fake tits.That's what a trans attracted man is.I used to have genuine romantic feelings for (real) foids at one point in my life but that's over now. Fetishes and kinks are all that's left
radiochan has aged horribly
>>43131874mogs me
>>43131874that's not her lmao
>>43133275looks like her
>>43131874I’m sick of seeing this tard on women’s fashion subs on reddit
>>43131874do people hate her
Tried to hang out with a pre-transition friend tonight. He went full chud-mode. I couldn't even make it through one glass of wine before I felt so sick I couldn't even keep going and had to leave.
>>43135072What do you mean? What exactly went on?
>>43135091We went to the mass of the lords supper, he showed up late so we were just sitting there listening. I was in tears at the end because it's a really powerful moment, but he just wanted to debate it. Then we went out for drinks, and he just kept talking about how great things were before, and when I told him how miserable I was and tried to explain dysphoria to him he just dismissed it all with the same bullshit the chuds on here use. I tried to talk to him about what was going on in my life and he wasn't having it. He just wanted to bait me on random autisms he'd got from Ai. Also the bar we were at was uncomfortably warm and loud, eventually I just couldn't take it any more and asked him to take me home.
maybe dont unload all of your shit on a dude
>>43135113he sounds retarded
>>43135113I mean if you wanna be the stereotypical tranny who only talks about dysphoria and transphobia and how hard it is to be a tranny then don't act surprised when people get chuddy in response
As a cis male with AGP is transmaxxing actually worth it? I know the shortcomings of being a troon and that transition is pay to winWill I be shunned by the trutrannies?
>>43127447from what I have experienced: dolly (bimbo) culture is very inclusive for cis and trans. As an AGP you should either bimbo-trans or nothing, cuz normal women (cis or trans) will shunn you either way lmao
>>43132704Wait a second you're MEF?
the only 2 measurements that matter for whether you should troon or not are height and dick size.
>>431352065'7'' and 7''
>>43135254NTA but do it (if you want to y'know)
(I've seen a thread about this before so for some of you this may be redundant.)But I am so fascinated that a considerable number (not all) of completely straight men decide to transition, start HRT, and then gradually or quickly become attracted to men as a woman.I've been thinking about this phenomenon for a while and have a few theories:1. They were attracted to men all along, and were repressing their romantic desires to fit the mold of the "normal" cis-het man.2. Societal expectations demand that a woman be with a man. They're going against norms to transition, but benefit most in a world that favors het women.3. It is simply easier to find romance as a woman who is desired by straight men--they're the horniest and most populous demographic of romantic partner.4. I've heard some transwomen say that they became attracted to men after starting estrogen. Does HRT reorient attraction? Or is it simply a placebo effect?I'm sure some of you have recognized this pattern of straight men becoming straight women. What do you guys think is the cause?
I can think of few more>AGPs who aren't exactly androphilic but being a woman who has sex with men gives them euphoria and validation>MEFs for whom it's another level of emasculation>Autistic trannies masking because they think straight women are better perceived than lesbians
>>43133421I am attracted to femininity, not straightnessNot all AGPs are built the same, some feel like being railed by a masculine guy would be the peak woman experience, I can't relate to that at allMy ideation relates more to feminine aesthetics being something I have for myself and is also present in my partner
>>43135162It all depends on your auto/allo sexuality ratio. You don't relate to the peak autosexual scenario of being a woman with a man because there isn't a female partner to satsify your allosexuality.
>>43134917we're talking about cases where meta attraction becomes just regular attraction after taking hrt
>>43135231What about it? I don't doubt it can work like that.
misandry editionqott: how do you feel about men?prev - >>43120949
Take me home country road ahh nigga
it feels like a toni morrison spring am i crazy? am i nuts for wanting to read toni morrison this spring?
I hate men
terrorists aren't real
brap
Ever since I transitioned and my GF started plumping up I've been having more and more sexual thoughts about eating and getting fat and I've starting reading BBW comics and I keep considering doing it, but I've always been thin and am afraid>thinmoder girlmoder
>>43130871i settle for chubby
eating is malebrained desu
if u eat, u poop. pooping is gross. this simple mentality trick has lost me dozens of kilograms
>>43130871>How do you balance wanting to be healthy with developing a massive fat fetish?just become chubby :p not fat
Ok what you do is live these feelings vicariously through your GF by forcefeeding her instead
I really identified as AGP this whole time because I thought that was the lesbian one, but actually it seems like Himedanshi are more like some sort of lesbian HSTS or whatRay could never have predicted this shithttps://sexology.report/tests/autogynephilia
29 percent, I only fantasize about being a trans woman (not cis) when I see things like r/transtimelines, before/after pictures, trannies talking about their transition or desire to. I don't jerk to it but I do jerk to tranny porn so I guess that counts?
>>43134388AGAMP
>>43134417Yes, I do like to envision myself transitioning or the result of my transition. Obviously this fantasy only exists with me passing, so it probably would be impossible. (exacerbated by porn ofc)
>>43134362my point is that I don't see the difference
>>43133931It does say this is not going to work for cis or trans women
