there's still one thing left to try
>>42213220Don't nonny.
>>42213240Ok
this bottomposter looks different than the usual avatar
>>42213220Joining the Army?Being sentenced to prison?Dressing up like a woman?
To all ftm's here, do you have heavy testicle envy? Or is it mostly just penis envy?How do you deal with it? Is there cosmetic surgery for it if you were born f?I'm a cis guy, and I'm abnormally obsessed with my balls. I've been stretching the scrotum since I was a young teen, and had minor cosmetic procedures done. My balls are literally the size of a grapefruit now. I would literally kill myself, find the nearest knife and jab it into my neck, if I lost my balls. Even if my dick still worked perfectly somehow. I genuinely enjoy having them worshipped and bathed by my tpuppygirl gf's tongue just as much as sex itself. With that in mind, I've been thinking about ftm's recently and how they persist. I honestly think its incredibly mentally challenging and I applaud them for pursuing the ftm journey. I couldn't do it. How do you deal with it mentally?
>>42215499Ok incel
If no ftm's answer my question (why I made this thread) I am SHUTTING IT DOWN!
>>42215590I answered tho: >>42215249
>>42215499>my anecdote says everybody hates testicles>mine says at least some women and me enjoy them>THAT DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING CHUD!!!Holy shit you nigger
I like my balls. They're a massive (heh) inconvenience. occasionally they hurt for no reason and they're big enough that if they jiggle around too much it pulls the cord and hurts like shit, so i have to be careful about what underwear i pick and how i have sex. They look good though, and the smell is 10/10, but you're not really missing out on an "experience". Its like owning a 4wd that you only use to get to work or the shops. Its the same as any other thing, just more costly and harder to park
Homura editionPrevious: >>41924395>QotTWho's your waifu/husbando?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>Do you have presents ready for me Santa?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42214122>getting into liftingI partially blame >>>/fit/ That board is like tossing kerosene on a bonfire if you’re bi and haven’t figured yourself out yet.
>>42214321I don't even browse fit. Lifting just gave me a mighty lust for bottoms.
>>42214472If only it were just bottoms *sigh*
>>42215033Haaaaa I wasn't gonna post itt but that's where things start to REALLY get good, and atp I wouldn't bottom for someone I wouldn't top and vice versa.
I am a fag just got kicked out checked into a motel for a few days. Cig burns on the bed sheets and smells foul. I am now Homeless. Running low on funds. Think I will just have to sleep in negative sleeping bag in the forest.Any advice? I am at rock bottom. Its cold and snowy. I don't know what to do, this sucks so bad.
>>42214151Use the Talmud and practice judaism to haggle for rent and arrange living quarters.
>>42214256Get a mylar sleeping blanket. You can find them in Walmart. They only cost a dollar or two. Camping section, I think. Try to get on some government assistance program like food stamps. If you get on any form of assistance you should qual I fy for an emergency obama phone but look up the exact requirements it has been a while since I've read them.
>>42214151Ask FAnon to take you in.
>>42214641Let's see pics of bottom
>>42214299Let's see your cock
>repper>hire a tranny prostitute>spend the entire time with my head in her lap crying that i missed my chance>shes stroking my head and telling me i should troon>shes clearly very saddened>leave go back to repping healthilyand you guys said i couldnt just rep forever
>>42214579>shes clearly very saddenedif she actually felt bad she wouldve let you do it for free. lying bitch
>>42214579all repchads should be entitled to traumadump on random trannies
>>42214912quitting porn will fix your goon brain but can't do anything about your troon brain
>>42214579>posts glesee you in girlmode nonny
>>42214579That was probably a shittier time for her than just getting plowed by a regular client. You should take charge of your life and stop using random tranny hookers as your therapist. It's not very masculine
how do you know which shape looks good on you?
>>42215368It's not expensive.
>>42215393yeah fair, ill prob just do it myself tho
>>42207465you look like that one streamer that abused his girlfriend but a woman
>>42215732this is so absurdly unspecific
>>42215780>>42215732i wanna know the name lol
I want an ftmtf with a phallo, mtfs have failed me.
and people gave ME shit for dating a afab tgirl
>>42215525Why did you listen to them, be strong.
>>42215519Just go mtftm
>>42215555the real issue is that im a bad cheating person and cheat on the most perfect girl in the world
>>42215782Are they pretty and fem?
dos anybody have east asian mtf makeup tutorials, preferably from xiaohongshu or adjacent? i am very racist and yt femboys on reddit and discord pmo cus they dont know how to dress and have shitty guides
>>42212441not if im chopped
How do you know when asian makeup will look good on you as an amab
>>42215113>How do you know when asian makeup will look good on you as an amabcause im looking specifically for mtf makeup. also i am asian
I wanna buy make up buts its expensive and I noticed no one buys my porn now.
>>42215556drop the link
i don't think i'm good looking enough for my own standards to bother with anything related to this and my transition is really not going very well for mei'm looking for an argument against doing this, because i sit and it bothers me all day. it's not healthyif i decide to show my face then don't do any of this super lightweight, super low standards, "you'll look fine" gas lighting BS
>>42215857>your body fails with age and i wanna die youngHonestly then keep doing what you’re doing since nothing matters then. You will die young so do whatever. If it’s inconvenience then just stop it. Deduce instead of trying to get help in the decision and refusing the arguments willy nilly with no actual position against either position since you’re basically just waiting to die or commit suicide.At that point nothing you do matters and nobody has a reason to care or convince you, so do it or don’t and don’t waste our time or yours with this sinde it doesn’t matter what you do if you can just commit suicide when it’s too inconvenient no matter your choice.
>>42215924>because instead of trying to get help in the decision making process, you’re just discarding arguments haphazardly*
>>42215888if feel like i'm going crazy, but if things don't work out between transitioning and trying to do my best in my circumstances then i don't really deserve to be happyif, on the other hand, i give up and go all in on my career, stop thinking about all these things like looking good (which again is kind of superficial) or why my hrt isn't really going well, or any of the dating games that are going on where i constantly just get rejected then i might actually have a chance to do genuinely do something or at least die happy knowing i tried as hard as i could
>>42215924ehhh, i'm not dying young. i'm fitter than like 95% of americans>At that point nothing you do matters and nobody has a reason to care or convince youwell no, i want to do something meaningful! and then maybe commit suicide when i have absolutely nothing more to meaningfully contribute or give
>>42215972OkYou’ve decided already anyways you’re just engagement farming for attention
I am a transbian and my only irl friend is a cis gay man. When I talk to him I wonder what the hell he even likes about me. He is the kind of classy guy who gets fag hags and wears bow ties and has sex with chad. I'm just some autistic dork.
>>42199960>page 10bump
>>42199960bump i guess
>>42210010ANSWER THIS IM CURIOUS!!!
>>42199960often times people like others who are just simple. autistics are the best for that. you knoe that they mean everything they say, they dont scheme behind backs, theyre just chill and if you vibe with them you know that the friendship can last for years.
>>42215377TrvkeThe nerd-chad alliance is very real
I'm starting to think all cis people (both men and women) are evil and inherently incompatible with trans people. Not just in a relationship sense, but in every sense of the word. Unspeakable horrors. I can only trust & believe trans people.
>>42215701but like r u mean 2 them or
You just know that the sort of person who thinks like this is the most prototypical mentally ill evil creatoid.
>>42215790sometimes. it’s just whatever I feel like in that moment. i don’t have a systemized hatred for any one group but i do have mood swings and im willing to say anything to make someone else, anyone, feel bad when im in that type of mood.
>>42215828Are you Kat?
>>42215922idk who that is. i dont keep up with trips.
Is being racist against indian men unironically fembrained now? For some reason even liberal cis girls i know hate jeets now with a passion.
>>42215452Just kill me now man>>42215637>calling current society bolshevikI stopped there, you're ngmi.>>42215651I know why you're saying this. I literally copy and pasted the emdashes cause I like to use them. Seethe.
>>42214644"Dysgenics" is not a scientific concept, but population genetics is basically a euphemism for race and widely linked to behavior, even if such phenotypes are multifactorial and expression is environmentally mediated. China has eclipsed the US in scientific research output and really has no problem with racial science as a concept because they're not a guilt-based culture.Also, the value of other races is largely a red herring imo. Ingroup bias is well documented even for trivial traits like ice cream preference. Racism just makes sense for game theory and it's noticeable that whites letting their guard down last century has really accomplished nothing for them except getting gradually replaced and their critical industries infiltrated while minorities gloat about selective revenge narratives coming. Absolutely nobody believes that a multicultural future is going to be harmonious anymore, at best they think it can be "managed" by government authoritarianism.
>>42215721>copy and pasted the emdashesfucking amateuralt+0151
>>42215721>secularism rampant>socialist aspects in all western governments>overrepresentation of judaism first Jews in power institutions >self hatred and disharmony sewn in white countries as traditionalism is deconstructed>defacing of monuments and revisionist historyYes, literal Bolshevist playbook. And the hilarity of it is that you’re bragging about. Ring in debt to major in biology in goyllege
>>42215897Christianity is why we have guilt culture in the first place
How do we create an improved inclusive pussyhat for the modern age?
Can /tttt/ build a refuge with their bear hands?
>>42213429I look like this but I'm straight.
>>42213429Fatties are disgusting. Total baracide
>>42213498and you have my bow
>>42213477hot
I'm fine with bears but it slightly annoys me that they'd never do this fanservice for female bodies these days. WotC were just cowards on queer shit anyway
collections edition ??i realized that i can just make a new thread. so i'm doing that. itt we help each other achieve voice goals :)>QOTTdo you collect something? tell us about it in a voca.ro
https://voca.ro/17TIUDgGawsSI keep being asked to do boyfriend roleplay ASMR but I don't really understand what that entails
>>42213626silly lol... real crit that i do hear you lowering your voice intentionally, which isnt necessarily clocky, just not very masc. try croaking out sylables, try to mske the full word with the buzz
>>42213544could you try to describe the phenomenon anyways, maybe i can get it to work? ty for the breakdown, i think i get it
https://vocaroo.com/1446erB0u7Zbany tips on how i can improve?
>>42213619i am pretty sure that most nasality is produced by constriction of the vocal tract at the very back of the throat, around where your nasal cavity is. ie, the very back of your tongue is too close to the very back of your palate, which funnels the sound up and through your nose; at least, this is how it seems to work for me, personally. so maybe you are not completely relaxed throughout? if not, i'm sorry..but please tell me i'm wrong because i give this advice a lot.>>42213626apropos of the other reply i have wondered if you are intentionally lowering your voice but for some reason discounted the thought before; are you speaking completely unaffected?>>42213929well i think it might only help if you already do it unconsciously...sometimes when i'm lying in bed, feeling myself breathe, i will notice that when i speak my core tightens. somehow i'm only just discovering that this is not inherent to the act of speaking and that i can talk without tightening my core, which is sort of embarassing given how long i have been thinking about this. in any case, this tightening of the core (as well as breathing from the stomach) supports your diaphragm and, hence, your voice>>42214008whether mtf or ftm i do not know but you sound to me like a soft-voiced man. if mtf you will want to work on resonance (for which you will want to learn how to manipulate your larynx) and if ftm you will want to wait a bit probably, lol. but resonance is also helpful there. you just want it lower, rather than higher.
