I am going to medically transition and this might be at least in part a sexually motivated decision
>>42343384humans when their biology interacts with their mind and higher level consciousness and influences their aspirations and goals:EWWWWWW
>>42344463Guess I'm gonna be malebrained with boobs and a fat ass then
>>42343384what are you gonna do when hrt kills your horny?I thought I was the same way but nope estrogen just feels good, good luck.
>>42343384that's normal. most people with active sex drives make many of their decisions partly motivated for sexual reasons. You think most guys that go to the gym to become hot aren't don't it on some level because they wants to be sexually attractive?Normies choose careers, make medical decisions, choose their life long partners, all in part because of sexual reasons. THAT'S NORMAL.
>>42348865Nah I'm ace I'll never let anyone approach meBut I like being a pretty woman
Every time I encounter one they're always the most off-putting, disgusting fuckers alive. They almost seem revel in other people pointing out how gross they are for fetishizing minorities & up the ante too. Do any of them put there feel even the slightest bit of shame.
>>42347841Do you can like futa and still talk to trans woman normally which I’m capable of doing like right now I’m not asking for your Gock or something crazy like that
>>42347841nah if you LIKE the fact someone is a transgirl, then you're a stinky bichud chasoid, according to /tttt/
>>42343578Chaser here.No.You will do what daddy tells you. I am basicaly permanently hard and this is the problem of all marginalied groups. Thank you for your sluttention on this matter.
>>42343578>Do any of them put there feel even the slightest bit of shameShould i feel shame for liking tranners? Self hating much?
>>42343578If you want to feel shame I can bend over with my ass raised high up for you to fuck it.But once you realize you don't have tool for it between your legs and I'm laughing you will get to experience real shame.
This is mostly not about transitioning... I think. I'd be okay if I never transitioned. I'd be happier if I did but I don't suffer just because I haven't. I'm just kinda not usually in the mood to put up with the world. I'm not depressed I don't hate myself or anything. Actually long story short I like myself better than almost anyone else. But I don't like most people and most people don't like me. Their loss. So I generally stay alone in my room and I work on a few different kinds of art. Transitioning would take a ton of work even before I started to see results and even once I did manage to present exactly as I wanted I wouldn't feel any better about the primary cause of my listlessness... other people. I don't see any sense in trying to optimize my existence in such an environment. If I had easy access to a painless suicide I'd kill myself as soon as I got too bored. Or I'm totally wrong about all this and maybe transitioning will be the key to changing this entire outlook. So I thought I'd ask.
>>42348559I've never been entirely sure. I think it started out when I noticed how much I disliked being perceived as a boy, with all the assumptions that puts in people's minds. There's nothing I dislike more than being misunderstood. If I presented as a girl I would be less misunderstood. Of course I would still be misunderstood everywhere as a girl too - gender is stupid, really I'm nonbinary, etc - but that is one reason. Another reason I understand even less is that I would feel better about how I look. I enjoy looking feminine. I have no idea why. Before my egg cracked I cared hardly at all about my physical appearance or my choice of clothes. Perhaps that apathy could just be a reaction to "feeling like I'm in the wrong body", as many trans people describe it. And many people, cis and trans, report enjoying working on their appearance and feeling proud of how they have managed to look. I suppose I could that in common with them, but only as a girl. I don't think I know what that really means though. What is a girl?
>>42348621I see, im in a pretty similar situation to your op and this. but I believe to some significant extent the way u present urself socially will always be an act and u have to accept that so don't expect too much but u probably know this already. personally I just trooned cuz I couldn't take it anymore. it feels like its not really a problem cuz its in the background and you can detach from it but at the same time its killing everything on some level or sometimes. honestly just do a cost benefit analysis and do what u truly desire to do, there's not much else I can say. im too early in transition to be able to say if its really worth it in the end
>>42348670I hear a lot of trans people say that they know gender is a performance and they enjoy putting on the performance. But it's hard for me to imagine enjoying that or even doing it at all. When I'm relaxed, when I can fully enjoy myself, I never act. I am myself and I do not try to hide "myself" from others unless I need to for whatever reason. Usually that's because it's the path of least resistance socially. I'm more comfortable acting a little bit for smooth social interactions than being entirely myself and dealing with the fallout of inadvertently picking at one of their many emotional wounds. This happens with essentially everyone I meet and I'm out of patience for it. I'm also proud of what I've already accomplished artistically and I wouldn't mind stopping here. So I don't desire to die, it's just apparently the most attractive option available. Glad the same isn't true for you though. Good luck with your transition.
>>42348756tyhowever, being yourself is precisely an act. although being yourself as X or Y are different acts I suppose. the only path of least resistance phenomenon I can agree exists in the human psyche is just conditioned/impulsive behaviour which doesn't really reflect on the person underneath all of it. I think the only true self is the one that chooses which act to put on in order to suit its desires. its not that I enjoy putting on a performance, is that it can't be anything but a performance. I am always aware and deliberate and when I'm not it's just the animal aspect of my brain coming out.also whether u want to die or not you will find out easily if u end up in a situation where u might die. not really saying you should seek it out but there's no such thing as being on the fence with this
>>42348815Interesting. It sounds like being cis was no less of an act for you than being trans? Not exactly sure. But if so, once again I don't think I relate. "Being myself" with others and "acting" for the protection of others' emotions are entirely different experiences for me.
I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
>>42348213i transheart vagueposting
Three estrogen pellets installed today and I can't stop smiling. I feel amazing.
>>42348691>>42348698Actually I think YOU'RE a woman.
>>42348687Fine I'll just make a thread about it. Holy shit way to not be supportive.
>>42348200That's good. So what's your current hobbies @? Anything new?
>trans girl who doesn't exclusively bottom
>>42347529You need a partner who makes you feel comfortable and safe
>>42342991Strapons just feel awful and overly firm and the other person I assume only gets pleasure from your reaction. I don't understand how they're as popular as they are and I wish I could enjoy being strapped but it hurts compared to dick.
>>42343635Tranny tops are exclusively for cis men, AGPedo
>>42348531impossible
>>42342991anal sex is absolutely disgusting
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2026 is the year i WILL get a job at the ripe age of 30 years old
>>42341787i went out to eat with my mom and cleaned my room when i got home. im trying to get an appointment with a psychiatrist my therapist recommended but they haven't responded back after I gave them my legal name (they asked for it) and revealed im a disgusting terrible tranny that will be laughed at when i go there
The workouts will continue apace even tho I am about to hit 7 months unemployed after a layoff, I will accept a lower paying job enthusiastically if offered as I need some cash coming in
>>42342976>Do you have a schedule?And here I was, thinking it was you, /sig/anon, expressing yourself.
i'm 27 and i've only ever had sex with and dated one guyi feel like i have wasted my youth, but at the same time i really don't want to be a whore idkmtf tranny in case that wasn't obvious
>>42346612i went from giga incel to having sex with like 5-6 people, i still feel just as ugly and unlovable. its not nice having sex with someone and not even knowing if they actually want to but you just do it anyway in the hope it will make you like yourself.
>>42347178god that sounds like sui fuel
A lot of us are in a similar boat. I stopped caring that much but it would seem pretty morbid if I gave a candid history of my sex life.
>>42346612Girl I lost my virginity at 27 and was so heartbroken when he wouldnt date me i was celibate for another year afterword. By age 32 I had been with 15 guys. You have plenty of time.
>>4234661240 year old whores wish they didn't whore around40 year old chaste women wish they whored aroundTale as old as time
>>42348808Imma good girl! I do prayers and go to church and do charity and everything!
>>42348812Mine came from Stenlake pharmacy in Bondi. Home of TWO famous recent mass killing events. They gotta be good right?
>>42348818can't speak for the pellets but the events were certainly something. The beach is good there.>havent been to a beach in 4 years because im a tranny nowi should go to coogee again when its cloudy.
>>42348814and thus a pussy you shall receive, nona
>>42348830I literally love Jesus more than anything ever.
I'm not a judgemental person at all but my boyfriend bought and onesie and I HATE IT; it makes him look like a faggot child, whenever he wears it I just smile and say that it's cute because he likes it but I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT OMFG I WANT TO BURN IT DOWN.It's my fault 100% for not being honest about it so I deserve it but idk, I just need to vent.
>>42348817Rape him to assert dominance.
>>42348817>whenever he wears it I just smile and say that it’s cuteGood. This is all that is needed.It’s not your place to judge your bf, and it’s not your place to question his judgment. All he needs from you is a cute smile and a warm hug and that’s it. Your thoughts aren’t needed.
How come trans jerk their penis off so much?
>>42344683i dont want to be stuck with a soft nonfunctioning penis forever
>>42348497FAT SUCKABLE TRANNY GOCK YESSSSSSSS
>>42344683I use a vibrator when I masturbate, "jerking" it is psychically unpleasant, and I do it to distract myself from low moods because I don't have access to any drugs or alcohol atm.When I have access to drugs and alcohol I never masturbate for this reason.I have low moods I need to cope against because I'm a fucking tranny. Who tf wants to be a tranny.
>>42348497then just have it snipped off, silly!
>>42344683I would tell you if I had one
Im ftm and about 2 months on DIY hrt and my dad just asked me "what's wrong with my voice" Um.. bros? My voice hasn't even dropped a lot what is going on.i did throw up before I was talking to him so maybe it made me sound weird. my parents dont care about me at all so I never in a million years thought they would notice a miniscule voice change. Nigga tf. Anyways im gonna keep taking hrt cos ive never felt better and love jerking off and dont want to lose my clitty growth or libido Is "voice training" to sound more feminine worth looking into? It seems really hard; and tho I try to subconsciously raise my pitch it feels bad to do and unnatural. Or, should I lower my dose? I dont want to poondose, im on 75mg weekly.
>>42348658this made me lol, I mean im kind of scared of that . They never come in my or my siblings room like; ever. But I m afraid they will or somwthing and find my box of syringes and shit nigga thats hard to hide . Its over. They are retarded boomers though, like they wouldnt even be able to comprehend >>42348659I mean im kind of neurotic but I def think it has cuz ive asked people and also used the voice tools app and it says it sounds male but idk
I know i live in their home so it feels immoral to do something like this but I also don't give a fuck the only thing I care about is getting caught. I wouldnt get kicked out but it would be seized im sure. Then id blow my brains out<3
>>42348639You're definitely over estimating their ignorance omg. You're kinda screwed. I'm glad all I have to do is hide boobs in comparison
>>42348737I mean im just gonna keep going cuz its my life and shi R u being sympathetic actually or are you making fun of meI couldnt stand not being on hrt any longer Rope time
Im.begging for consolation of any sort. I know nobody gives a fuck but im like so upset qbout this
Do SERMs really work? I’m a femboy and I’m short and naturally feminine but I really want to start estrogen and possibly T blockers to keep my femininity as I age and generally increase it. The major issue is I really don’t want to grow breasts because I like being an extremely feminine male and I don’t want to cross the line into female territory so do SERMs really work in reducing breast growth? Despite being thin I already have a slightly puffy chest and nipples and I like how my chest looks so any more growth would make them look like cone tits and I don’t want that. Micro dosing E would still gradually cause breast growth and only using T blockers can cause health issues, so what are my options for maintaining my femininity and further feminizing my body to the max without breast growth? thx!
>>42344640I had these exact same thoughts because my identity was completely wrapped up in being a faggy twink for tboys and now I just wish my boobs would get bigger faster. And I'm so happy I started hrt because for once I am invested in my appearance and fashion again because I feel like I am changing for the better and not having to worry about losing basic shit like my hair or something
>>42348585now goes by femgirl fishing lol
>>42346412>pici took estrogen and im still like that tho...
Some people just don't start off with a feminine base, or don't respond hardcore to troon meds. I was always a girly looking faggot who got called MA'AM on the phone in my teens which annoyed me to no end because the whole world kept dogging me like I'm some sexy meat hidden behind a boysuit. So now I'm a femboy and they don't say shit and call me SIR which I like. I'm no wimpy woman, I'm a part-time faggot because I can't get pussy so I'm straight when I'm not horny and sucking dick.As for you, just get gyno surgery and you'll be okay. What's the fucking problem?
>>42345229>Don't if this is all a phase and will be dropped after 25-30.Y tho? A man's natty test drops in his 30s so he can ride the HRT fem train for the last few years of his youth (assuming he was a soft pretty boy all along because the train stops at 35+)
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>>42347605Yeah but it's pure luck, even if you have things in common
18 M looking for chill friends to game and vc withdiscord: ssxg
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>>42347605yep
>>42346115>Holy shit, any chance that you're from Bucharest? I live less than a km away from Ferentarinope sadly im from iasi>Any chance that you have some resources for people with horrendous dexterity?i also struggle with that but theres not really a good fix besides doing it more and increasing your dexterity>Any chance that you're on SimpleXmhm https://smp12.simplex.im/a#zGGynoHNXLXRFw-0yTGwfuGTtqMAkPURpYPsnpCDnqM
Just your average liberal gay
>>42342518You’re fake and gay
Hahahahahahahahahaha*wheeze*ahahahahahahahahahaa…
>>42344242What’s so funny?
>>42330127WHY even care about being gay in Israel or Gaza or Iran or whatever? Why is it necessary to give a fuck about someplace else and be a performative retard when you know you can't change shit? And then these fags won't hesitate to turn on you if you say you don't care. Waa waa waaa
>>42330127>an actual private messenger messageLike holy shit Jews can you ever not shoot for your own goal?
Imagine mutilating a beautiful young AFAB like this. Making a vomit-inducing creature out of such an angel. People who mutilated this cute little ftm should be skinned and burned alive.
>>42348512transitioned to chudjak
>>42348512EPICshe transitioned from>oh no pls don't plap me no no no I'm scared of cummies!!1to>My cervix is prepared to receive your semen.
>>42348712he looks like he'd beat your ass lil bro
>>42348722You really are a trippin bitch lol
>>42348722>jewish doctors.very thankful to those.would've never trooned out without them and would've roped 6-7 years ago.jewish doctors are a YHWH send :3
