...fuck.previous: >>40836388Goal of the thread: I will not be fucked with that today.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
going to bed now bump
hithank you for replying to the last time i postedcleaning a bit at a time is becoming more manageable for mei also bought a vacuum and its quite handyand thank you for the reassurance on worki had an episode of crying and vomiting againbut i was lucky enough to have friends who cared for me afterwardsi still try my best to stay stable as much as i canthank you for your time and effort
urgh... time to get up
ok flu finally seems like it's getting a bit better, so let's try to get the room in usable shape, get food, shower, and go from there
>>40980155based and same
why are trans women on dating apps always such hons?
>>40983042Because most trans women are like that?
>>40983042would emmashe probably has a nice pawb
>>40983042the ones with self-awareness are not on dating apps because it's too humiliating
>>40983042why would passoids need a dating app?
Is gayface real?
>>40983043yes, but not always an indicator if someone is gay. Same with fagcent.My bf has no fagcent whatsoever, but def has a slight gayface, i feel like often gay guys come after their mother too
>>40983056I think it is an indicator of homosexuality, as is fagcent. A lot of people repress fagcent cuz its so heavily discouraged, and use not having a fagcent as a heavily-touted point of pride.
>>40983043>if you’re a man with a feminine face you have to have sex with men okay?? You can’t date women even if you’re attracted to them.
>>40983063men are pretty heavily encouraged to date women, I don't think encouraging them to date men has much of an effect when 99% of society is doing the opposite
Green is you become a cis version of what you want to be, but all other trans people will be doomed to be the worst possible caricatures of their AGAB.Red is you become a caricature of your AGAB and all the other trannies in the world become cis versions of what they want to be.
>>40982817>all trannies become gross caricatures including you
Red means nothing changes for me while worldwide tranners achieve liberation. The collective seethe of cissoids is worth it.
Me looking my ideal and all trans people suffering is a bigger utopian paradise than I can desire. I don't press any buttons
>>40982806red then kill myself
>>40982858literally this exact wording was what i came here to say lol. if i pressed green id die of guilt, so id have to press red. but i couldnt live with knowing what i gave up either, so might as well save the (tranny) world by sacrificing myself
>QOTT: Is this the end for terje?>QOTT2: Will he ever escape Gloves gaping maw?
>>40982451But you fucked that up too so instead stay alive and healthy as long as possible and show kindness to your fellow man
>>40982482i'm not wanted by my fellow man
>>40978507>t delusional samefag
>>40978534>>40982732meant to reply to. so blindly by afab stupidity
how can i find the ftm baddie of my dreams? i'm kind of socially awkward so i usually just use dating apps to meet ppl, but u guys don't seem to use them very much. are there like any clubs on campus where ftms are likely to hang out?pls help i'm like dying and only cute boys can save met.ranny
How does one find peace and embrace this? I'm so ashamed of my feelings and how they will effect everyone around me. I'm so miserable because I have to hide how I feel because I think it's bad that I want to be a woman. I'm missing out on so much life experiences because all I know how to do is be ashamed and hide myself from the world
If you actually hated yourself for being trans you would medically detransition and stop calling yourself trans.
you stop hating yourself when you pass and people treat you like a woman most of the time.i just feel like a skin walker getting he himmed everywhere with boobs under my hoodie lmaoooo
>>40981372I couldn't imagine stopping hrt i guess but im also a boymoding coward but I still think really poorly of myself. I call myself a terrible person
you transition so you can be the one you want to be, no one else is making you do this. your the only one who can change yourself into who you want to be. it not bad to want to be a woman especially when being a man is stupid.at the end of the day you are who you are and no one can tell you who you truly are.
ecco2k gf editionQOTT: what would you ask if you had one wish? if you could choose only one thing to fix? prev >>40956895
>>40982940cadoposting is the second lowest form of humor
>>40982937fakemoder kiss yourself
>>40968613>qottif i could have one wish I'd ask for the ability to save / load, like in Skyrim :)>>40982926Idgaf what my family thinks and my friends would probably see it coming desu.I'm worried about my coworkers, random people, my job required I interact with dozens of people per dayI work in a VERY conservative environment, so if I'm not at LEAST a very pretty tranny, I might get lynched or fired or some shit
a thread where we compile/share the information we have on maximizing breast growth. I'll start it off with some information I collected from a few years of boob threads here:The most common advice anons give is to eat more/gain weight, that makes sense considering that boobs are mostly fat. Specifically because boobs are made of subcutaneous fat you should eat foods which maximize that kind of fat (e.g. foods high in unsaturated fats, protiens, ect) and minimize viceral fat (i.e. avoid foods that are high in saturated fats), and also you should ensure you get all the nutrients you need. Something closely related to this is "weight cycling" which while many anons have suggested to do it some have said that it has the potential to promote viceral fat growth (which is what we want to avoid) particularly if one looses a lot of weight in the cycle so be weary of that.Next up for popularity is progesterone with many anons suggesting to use it late into transition/at least tanner 3, and one anon >>30544333 (/lgbt/thread/30534338) suggests starting prog right when one starts estrogen so that's something to consider. Various anons also suggest cycling prog (which will be a re-occurring theme) which could have the potential to promote more growth. In general prog is suggested to promote boob growth because of how it appears in the bodies of cis women.After that we have domperidone which will induce milk production however many anons state that the milk production causes breast growth, This can be seen with cis women's boobs getting bigger after pregnancy/during milk production. As with prog anons suggest using it late into transition and some suggest cycling domp which is in line with the boobs of cis women continuing to grow after several pregnancies.(1/2)
>>40971976well ty anon, at least someone is sharing information they've gathered about breast growth. I think if I were to make this thread again I'd either make the image super unrelated to the thread or something not worth talking about bc nearly all the people itt have missed the point of it.>>40975924I don't think it is if used in combination with one of the secondary medications (i.e. prog, domp, pio, ect)
>>40977096you could just take multiple vitamins all of which not containing biotin if you're concerned about it. However biotin does play a role in metabolizing food / breaking down carbs and lipids so becoming deficient in it might not be the best idea for boob growth as that might lead you to less effectively absorb the calories of what you eat
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Great effortpost Anon, our board needs more stuff like this.My anecdotes:>got breast growth when I stopped E for a couple of weeks>got breast growth when I stopped doing heavy barbell squats>got breast growth randomly without any regimen changes at about 15 months>lost breast size when I cut calories and lost belly fat (rip)
>got drunk again last nightFuck.
Your opinions on whatsappmoder?
>>40981123Yes
>>40979725the whatsappmoder makes me think of emily endocrinemoder now, so i think she is good
>>40979725endocrinemoder
why is whatsapp a meme again
>>40981844she is the goat
if i die this is what killed me
update so far i am not dead
>>40981723great news
>>40979882you died
so.. umm.. while im here 3 fights happened tonight. and i cant comment anymore about it. :) im okay. but the dude isnt.some dude fought 1 guy, then he went after a girl, and got jumped. then he went after a girl again. and got his ass wooped.and i just got back..im good. my toes broken or something.
i just twisted up a spliff. im going outside.idk what i feel right now. my heart hurts.
Bottoms aren’t women but I wish they were.
Are gay men women?
HSTSsisters…
>>40982881>but chemically castrating kids isn't abusing them its helping themo the irony
>>40982905>oh my DAYS, dem kids wont have the juicy juicy fertile cum! Blasphemy!>Let's beat and yell at them instead, as well as permamently remind them that i only value them for their fertility! Glorious!
>>40982923>all that castration changes is fertility>>Let's beat and yell at them insteadmy idea is encouraging kids to be gay and effeminate, but trannies hate that idea
>>40982929>t.
>>40982949there's this one, and the australian interracial couple from like 2011, if gays really abused kids a lot, wouldn't poltards have more than 2 examples of it?(inb4 lesbians who killed their adopted black kids)
I thought I was stealth but a coworker who's usually super nice to me so I don't think it was a diss told me he initially didn't know if I was a man or a woman until he heard me talkwhen I asked him why he said "you have a super masculine face"so yeah, sorry to all the people I laughed at for saying you need ffs to passlike I guess I kinda pass but not really so here I go saving up to smash my face into less ugly bits
>>40975986>be repper>clock semi passoid coworker>humble her>enjoy her breakdown
passing is a myth
>>40976503It probably depends on the doctor but if they know that they don't need to ask, they may not. But if they've only seen f on paper maybe they do just to be safe. Lets be real there are some biological f out there who can even make me raise an eyebrow.
>>40980822no doctor can make men look like women
>>40981280chuds and reading comprehensionenemies since the beginning of time
I genuinely feel so useless I have like 30 dollars to my name how do I stop being a loser
>>40982877Any autistic tranny is too different to work a regular job, not to mention this dead-end trash isn't regular and should not be normalized.
>>40982883Okay Olive
>>40982888Thanks for a dogshit useless advice, moron
>>40982909Thanks for being dumbass Olive retard lmao nice
>>40982918kys namefag