Hellllo!! Yes, it is true... sigh.. i am am arc raider... *cough* it aint easy being a transbian raider.. its like being a tomb raider but way more deadly...Its usually honest work... but sometimes, well, quite a few times, i have killed other raiders. I shot them. And honestly, ES HATTE GUT DRAN GETAN it... felt good... it was wrong sure.. but their items..... oh i have gotten some good loot from some people ehehehe... tho to be quite honest.. i suck at this game. I have ambushed peoppe from behind many times and still failed to finalize their fate. One time i failed so bad the enemy took pity on me and revived me, i thanked them and gifted them my silenced anvil as a token of appreciation. Such is life in the day of an arc raider transbian, i have many stories to tell of anyone wants to hear them...
>>42014680can i hear
every time i loot a dog collar in this game it makes me wish i was a naked puppygirl kept in a crate by my loving owner 24/7 ^w^
>>42011075idk, it got boring
Best transbian game of the decade
>>42020034Try killing other raiders. Fun af
Reppers:>Yea man its just so scary.. my family is so surveilling, I just cant hide some needles and a vile in a shoebox and set aside 5 minutes a week to inject hormones>HRT does nothing, but also I can't do it because then everyone would somehow notice>Here I know, instead of living a fulfilling life I'll just be a coward and hide myself until some poor fucker gives me a chance and I get to troon out on them>No, I will NEVER EVER be open about my feelings with my partner or anybody close to me because I don't have a spine and thats scary, let me just be a sissy crossdresser in secret!Lateshits:>Yea being a man was awful :((, I could only stomach it for 40 years!>My neuroplasticity has been in a steep decline for more than half of my life but I can become an entirely different person and unlearn misogyny I promise! >Why didn't you do this earlier you ask? Because I could only find the courage after zoomers and zillenials started transitioning in droves and laid the medical and social groundwork for me to start!>No I don't think minors should have access to GAC when its most effective, and I think that they should be banned from sports I haven't participated in for decadesThe suffering of these people is almost entirely self inflicted and their mere existence makes my life worse, why should I care about them? They should be ridiculed for being like this
>>42023243this is the trick for androphilic late transitioners imo. you may end up not passing in public and if ur more 'hsts' psychologically you wont want to transition socially unless you think you can pass. so its only worth it if manmoder as a fail state is an upgrade.realistically it probably is. and if it isnt you'll know really fast because you dislike your mental state on HRT. the sheer relief i felt from my neurology changing a bit over time would have been worth living as a eunuch on its own
>>42023255Yeah i think i would be happy enough. I'm already a crossdresser around my room (or on halloween) and I don't mind that I don't fully pass, I just don't want to be a creep to others thats all.Anyways, thanks i don't have a whole lot of people like me to talk to this made me feel better
>>42023286do ittt then. you have a chance hrt will do more than you expect, and if it doesnt, you'll be happier anyway. its a coin with two sides; "win", and "win hard". happy to help <3
>>42023317different anon herethats my rationale as welli probably wont pass even tho my height helps, but it cant be 0% benefits
>>42023080between 19 and 24 the only real change was facial hair growth and slight hair thinning. after that the changes are more subtle gradual masculinized aging. Rapidly got obliterated by puberty between 16 and 18 worse than anything before it though. I see people that started at 19 and the main edge they ever seem to have is either boob growth or just clout from starting as teen.
>fans of this youtuber cope about her not being trans for YEARS>she finally does a voice stream>is trans
>>42023362aging myself but there was a brazillian cisf who was super involved in the early dark souls scene. i dont think she datamined tho she mostly did art so lol.
>>42023435i mean, her being arty supports my point. females heavily lean towards creative, transformative, artistic. males towards curative, interrogative, analytical.>>42023380okay, stick a few more on the XX tally
>>42023435souls games aren't really that malebrained desu
>>42006600There are cis girls who steam souls games but they do it with the camera on while wearing revealing clothes
>>42023506I would do the same thing if I was cis and had the body
Why the fuck do you not own a gun? Seriously, what are you doing with your life? If you vote for gun laws, you’re shooting yourself in the foot. Theres people like this that probably want you dead and or in an institution. Buy a gun for home defense and self defense.And no r/transguns doesn’t count. It smells like shit in there
>>42016886>>42016900as an armed bichud, you two are going to be in my harem
If getting a gun here would be as easy as in usa then I 100% would have and carry one on me. Instead I have pepper spray with me everywhere I go
>>42016845I'm in sovdepia and mentally ill so I couldn't get hands on a proper gun but I've got a six-shooter just in case
>>42019504When I was admitted I remember reading that if you got committed more than once in a year you get a lifetime ban (assuming you're also in Cali). I said 5 years minimum because the nurse who gave me release paperwork wasn't clear on how long my ban was and I was too out of it to press further. The paperwork said 5 years for 72 hours and lifetime for 14 days but I was there for 8 daysI hate this state. I'm pretty sure court appeal is an option for us though but its been a while since I read up on that
Op what guns you have? Recently fell in love with vp9sk
Background shortly after starting test I started having a situation thing with this chick. We got in a relationship she broke up with me, then she came back to me saying she likes me again, I tell her I need to think about it. In the end I say I wanna be friends with benefits, I'm not a virgin at the time but she is. She's scared and all so we just make out at most. I also asked her for a bikini picture and she sent it. I could tell she didn't wanna have sex so I didn't nag her or force myself on her. Now since I'm not attending school as much( senior year) she's going around telling others I pushed her too much.The reason why I even brought it up is because she'd flirt back with me and share her fantasies with me. Otherwise I wouldn't have said anything.
Are ftm's able to enjoy warhammer more over cis-fs?
>>42020778Why does saying warhammer is stupid make you so mad? Are you a 40kid? It's overpriced as fuck and all the lore is plagiarized from actually talented writers. Seethe.
>>42020313I can't prove this, so why does this feel right?
>>42020899>bunch of faggy goth twinks brutally murdering, mutilating, torturing people for fundefinitely the FtM faction
>>42020313I like Sisters of Battle because I love looking at pseudoCatholic bitches. Simple as.
>>42019202played both 40k tabletop and the vidya variants since i was a preteen but im also an autist so this may affect it. Only non 40k title ive played was vermintide, thought that was decent as wellT. Ftm
i want to live like takuma tani... i dont even care if my wife makes me have sex with other men or if she goes and has sex with other people. i just wanna be her doll...
>>42023321>natto breath in the morningI'll pass
>>42023321Hot. Letting men play with the two of you would only cement your roles.
>>42023321Yeh same :/ I don't have a feminine Asian face tho I have a andromasc european one
>>42023321I wish I could have fun dressing up but God made me a hon
I want to propose to my boyfriend of 2 years, but I am unsure of this gesture's implications. He hates himself and I fear it might ruin our relationship if I propose to him when we're both depressed and retarded. Should I wait or just fucking do it?We spoke a few times about marriage and he seemed enthusiastic about the thought, but I could feel a doubt about the future in his tone. Picrel is an idea for the ring. That's also a problem.
He's still mulling over trooning himself... makes him feel guilty...don't ask
>>42023346Did this now. Moving in with me seems scary to him, he said that's the main reason why he seems afraid. He does love me.I did ask him 4 times (just to be sure) if he'd marry me. He said yes all 4. I am still unsure.
>>42023425Absolutely move in together first before even considering marriage. Living together will expose both of you to new habbits and is a true test of how well you actually get along
>>42023432We semi-live-in-together. I stay at his house most of the time. We cook together, sleep together, our days include us being around over 14h per day. It's main of the reason I feel unsure, but also would consider it. Should I wait? We aren't getting married on paper yet (gay marriage is prohibited here). It's for us
>>42023449What country if I may?
Does your bitching and whining pass? If not you're aFEMALE BRAINEDBOTTOM
>>42019842Nah, thats malgendering
>>42022536>"Malgendering"
"transgenderism is a jewish ideology. my brain belongs to mossad."
>>42023207kind of like laranitys accent
>>42023406I myself only tryhard that stuff for about a week as you can tell by my uploads... but I suppose for everyone it's different, cuz as you might know there is buzziness vs softness and high vs low pitch amongst other things... now you speak naturally softer than I do, yet your pitch is lower, while I believe the softness is more important than the pitch, you kinda need to intertwine both things with each other to make for a natural sounding voice... and then there are differen vocal-formats that also have to work well with each other, so that it doesn't sound strained or forced too much...anywayyyys in case you wanna voice train or exchange information/tips you can just add me on discordmissy3690
>>42023261ich hatte so ein problem noch nie , ich glaube ich habe aber auch keine sonderlich maskuline stimme oder sowas. mein beruf zwingt mich nur leider dazu sehr viel zu telefonieren weswegen ich gerne eine passable stimme hätte :c ich schau mir das mal an was du gelinked hast x,x
>>42023418yeee I have been straining my voice a lot, after having had a breathing tube down my throat for a 7 hour surgery 2 weeks ago... I kinda fucked up a lot by doing too much
>>42023444nta but the german anon from earlier i added u maybe u can help me a bit get started with voice training x,x i think ur voice sounds rlly good for the fact uve been doing it for a week
i think its funny that ftm's post here thinking its tuff and masculine when in reality this site is just another catty gossipforum that very unmasculine men and transgender women use.i am a mtf with massive tits by the way if that matters, like proper double d's
>>42021216>Dude viking axe throwing!they charge money, per. throw.>beer!pasteurization kills beer, homebrew is only hope.>fast cars!reliable cars that u have service manual and tools for, cost less to feed and operate.>sports...on a tv screen while you drink shit beer and eat vegetable oil food.>Boobs! Boobs!alimony or child support?... or both?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42021216i'd say i agree but i fear i love beer and nascar and boobs
I've been using 4chan since I was 12, and I found that I seem to have AuDHD (autism and ADHD). Since 4chan is a "predictable source of chaos", that makes sense. I think a woman might be a better source for this kind of stimulation though. I learn more about myself regularly now, but there was a 30 year personal dark age...https://youtu.be/GJkNPwWTXK4?si=N3rqB2N1CoQ9lm3_
>>42018921>like proper double d'sProof? Or are you a tard that thinks 46 bust with 40 underbust is tits and not moobs
>>42018957Nerds aren't gender neutral you retard, they're just a bullied subsection of male. They're still distinctly masculine in thought and action. That's like saying lesbians aren't women just because they got called dykes in highschool. They still act like women, it's just no one respects them.
Did your dick ever regain full function? Balls working? Tits deflate?Rock hard again like pre hrt or just mostly or not at all?How long were you on it and how long have you been off and what has come back?
>>42007896>Too much time online>Insecure due to the high standards trannies push on others within the communityLiterally just this. We start thinking that we might prefer being female and either it doesn't work out or we get pushed out by trannies who tell us we aren't valid because we didn't constantly hate every male part of our body previously (even if we basically ignored our bodies for years). There is literally no room for those of us who have a more complicated relationship with our gender identity and bodies than either complete love and hate within spaces like this board. The people around us may try to understand, but add pressures like assuming we would have killed ourselves without transition, leading some of us to doubt ourselves out of it. It doesn't matter which way we're happier, because many would rather just deal with "good enough" if it means some mentally ill demon doesn't accuse you of being a fetishist trender for simply wanting to be a normal women WITHOUT reaching their standards of dysphoria.
>>42022436Damn, preach
>>42001714Idk if I'll ever fully detrans, but dick has always worked. I've only been off HRT for about a month or so now. Maybe I'm just depressed, but I also can't see myself living as a 5'4 man eitherAlso video games are fun again
>>42009680feel free to add but I won't be encouraging you to transition lol>>42010083>>42010090>>42010106Yeah because repping doesn't work if you're just living for yourself. It's a lot easier to cope if you're confident it's what the all-loving, all-knowing, infinitely intelligent mind that created the universe wants.And no, I didn't detroon because of muh election I realized I didn't actually like the effects of E and my delusional belief that I was a true male wombyn fell apart.I'm not gonna post myself on this hellsite, if you want to add me on discord to confirm I'm real feel free
boomp
I'm a sub, and I need a domm transgirl NOW
If you take at least 6 of these a day, you CANNOT FEEL gender dysphoria.
>>42021967those aren't even fun at all fuck you
>>42021956>It doesn't do that!https://www.urmc.rochester.edu/news/story/common-sleep-aid-may-leave-behind-a-dirty-brainhttps://rsdjournal.org/rsd/article/view/49395https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28884784/https://www.ucsf.edu/news/2023/01/424661/do-sleep-medications-increase-your-chances-dementiaNo thanks I don't want to lobotomize myself
>>42022033>may
>>42022040>i have read the title and already know all i need to know award
>>42018536do both
If you didn't realize you were a tranny the moment you were born, then you are faketrans. Trutrans are born with the innate knowledge that they are yassss queen slay hussies.
its ok to be gay without claiming to be female or taking estrogen
>>42021231the truest of all trannies. Slay queen.
>>42021924no it's not
>>42021181I did but my dad called it gay and said I'd go to hell and I avoided the feelings until I was 21 so I'm fucked anyway and wake up in the middle of the night shaming most nights. Being a night owl has helped. I just feel broken like there is no recovery. My parents are divorcing my dad won't support me and the economy is making it so my mom can't. I feel obligated to end my life but anytime I try I realize I don't want to die I just want to be fixed.
>>42023384ok, Christfag
